long time no see

1

/kloc-in the summer of 0/4, the hot air filled the whole city, and everyone boiled with one foot out of the air conditioning door. I don't want to go out. My cousin Tang Beinan invited me to his friend's new gallery again and again, so I had to accept it gladly.

When Tang Bei-nan was driving, his chin was always on the seat and his hand was poking at the steering wheel. These behaviors make me feel insecure. I held my seat belt tightly, and he suddenly smiled and said, "Why don't you trust my technology like Fangcheng?" Then he increased his horsepower, which made me really want to kick him.

His girlfriend Fangcheng recently traveled to Xiamen with her girlfriend, otherwise it wouldn't be my turn to go to the gallery at 38 degrees. The pendant dangling from the car is their selfie. I envy their love. From high school to now, I have been loving each other, loving each other as always, ignoring others, unlike me who has been single for 22 years and never thought about falling in love.

While waiting for the elevator in the underground garage, the girl next to us kept looking at us and secretly guessed our relationship. I have to admit that Tang Bei-nan does look feminine. Haha, well, I used the wrong word. If Tang Bei-nan knew that I described him as a little feminine, he would definitely say that he was charming. I smiled at the thought. The elevator opened at this moment, and the whole world suddenly became quiet. I can't hear anything in my ears, except my heart thumped and my forehead was wet with sweat. I was amazed by this clean boy in a white shirt. He nodded and smiled at me. The internet says: love at first sight, the clock is the face. I think I'm finished. I saw the clock face in front of me.

Tang Beinan pushed me into the elevator and asked me what I was doing. I was distracted and found that the girl next to me was impatient to wait. I stood uneasily and bowed my head in shame. Hearing Tang Beinan say hello to that boy, I suddenly realized that they knew each other. He looked at me and said slowly, "Are you Beinan's cousin? My name is Jiang Heng, and I went to high school with Beinan. I have seen your photo in Fangcheng's circle of friends. " My face was hot and dry, and I said incoherently, "Yes, hello! My name is Song Qian. " I not only regret it, but also laugh at myself. Why don't I study hard? In that case, I might be in the same high school as them, and I might meet them earlier.

2

Next, I didn't care to look at the paintings in the gallery, and the whole person was attracted by Jiang Heng. His voice is beautiful, his smile is brilliant, and even the surroundings are fragrant. I followed them, and the deer bumped into each other in their hearts, unable to hear what they were saying. They stopped in front of a photo of the snow scene in winter. I paused and looked over. It was at the seaside. The shore was covered with snow, and the vast sea was plated with gold by the sunset. It looks mysterious. Looking at this photo in front of me, my heart suddenly calmed down. I suddenly thought of a word: quiet and far-reaching This painting gives people such a feeling. Where am I? Tang Beinan flicked my head and whispered that I was stupid today. I glared at Jiang Heng, and everything was caught off guard. I don't know how to adjust my expression, so I have to say, "Will it snow by the sea?" Jiang Heng: "Yes, I went to Yantai the winter before last, just in time for the snow, so I took this photo." . I am a little dumbfounded. I can't believe this photo was really taken by him. I can't help but admire, "You are amazing." He smiled, which made people feel like spring breeze.

"Actually, I'm just a little interested in photography."

Tang Bei-nan quipped: "If this were in ancient times, you, a gold master with both civil and military skills, would really confuse the hearts of many girls."

"It's a pity that my ability and political integrity are poor, thanks to my praise."

The message I got was "The teacher said that excessive modesty is pride."

Jiang Heng was stupefied, then laughed: Laughter seemed abrupt in this quiet gallery, and then he looked around apologetically.

In short, I met Jiang Heng on the afternoon of July 27th, 20 14, and he caught a glimpse of him at the elevator. The seeds of love that have been buried for a long time have sprouted in my heart. I took out my mobile phone from my bag and saw that the time was 13:30. I know this must be a moment I will remember.

A few years later, my life was a mess and beyond recognition. I didn't know my quiet life. Since then, I have been in turmoil.

three

That night, my cousin Tang Beinan invited us to dinner. When Tang Beinan went to the toilet, I shamelessly asked Jiang Heng for his WeChat. At this time, I realized that people who used to like passivity will become active. Those who don't take the initiative under the guise of being inarticulate and passive and introverted just don't like you.

Jiang Heng asked me, "Did you graduate?" I said, "Of course, I went to school early, graduated last year and worked in X company, if I worked for more than a year. What about you? "

He smiled and said, "I graduated one year earlier than you, and now I live in Company A."

He pushed new food in front of me and told me to eat more.

Tang Beinan came back from the bathroom, and then Fangcheng called. Jiang Heng and I smiled at each other. They are a model couple, and they are widely publicized.

That night, I went back to bed and read Jiang Heng's WeChat several times, trying to learn more about him. However, all his photos are landscape blind. I typed, deleted, typed in the WeChat dialog box, and finally sent out: Nice to meet such an excellent you, good night.

He quickly replied: "I am also very happy to meet you so lovely and beautiful." After I made a shy face, he asked me if I was free next weekend. Make an appointment to take photos in Zhuxiang. I lost all reserve and said, "Yes."

I rolled on the bed excitedly, but I still asked cautiously and tentatively, "Will your girlfriend be angry if you ask me out?"

He pouted, "I'm alone."

I turned off the light and countless gorgeous flowers bloomed in the darkness.

When I was 22 years old, I met Jiang Heng, and my heart was pounding.

four

On Sunday morning, Jiang Heng rushed downstairs to my house. He drives a Toyota Corolla and wears a pink shirt. That was the first time I saw a boy wearing a pink shirt so fresh and elegant. He nodded and smiled at me in the car, and the picture stopped. After countless days and nights, this picture always comes to my mind. When driving, when in a daze at work, when dreaming, I think about this picture over and over again. Only then did his memory on me disappear, and I turned around and entered a new life.

Jiang Heng is talkative, humorous and good at taking pictures. I tried my best to ask him why he was so excellent but didn't have a girlfriend.

His eyes looked far away. She went to Chicago to study abroad. I waited for her, but she fell in love with someone else later. His face is full of sadness, and my heart seems to be stung by something. She must be an excellent person who makes you so affectionate.

He turned to me and asked, "Are all girls liars?"

I said savagely, "How is that possible? I never lie. "

Jiang Heng took many photos of me that day. A few days later, he developed the photos and sent them to me personally. I am a baby.

I took the photo and thought about it carefully. I never knew I could be so beautiful. I asked him, "Is this a lie?"

He smiled: "You are beautiful, I told you." His eyes are so clear, like a whirlpool in the sea, and I once again fell into his smile.

Jiang Heng: We have been apart for a long time. I still like that you can't get out of it and can't sleep at night. I never understood why I like you so much. All I can think about is you. I asked myself: Why do books and things like that favor you? Later, after watching The Little Prince, I realized that I was domesticated by you at the first sight in the elevator. Because of your domestication, you stand out from thousands of people in Qian Qian and become the only one I love.

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Later, you often took me to your friends' parties, gave me gifts from time to time, and sent medicine to our company when you caught a cold. I thought you liked me, too, but we didn't know it.

We have endless topics. You are optimistic, cheerful and versatile, and you are the crush of many girls. I thought I was really unique and extremely lucky, but I never thought about why I was hit by 100% love because I never won 5 million.

Einstein's theory of relativity is really interesting. I haven't been with you for a long time, but it's extremely novel and interesting. Time flies. We have known each other for more than a year. You don't say anything, but I want to confess to you.

Because I like you, I desperately want to have you.

But your girl is back. We are in a coffee shop. I'm holding an ipad to enjoy your new photos. A girl with bright eyes and white teeth came slowly. Her hair is as long as mine. You looked into her eyes, and I began to spread despair from my heart. I know her in your story. I am on pins and needles, nervous, dizzy, and my brain and scalp can't stop shaking. You ignored her and took me away. Jiang Heng, you escaped. You hold my arm tightly and pull it hard. I didn't say anything, but I know you still like him.

six

I met your girl in the best local restaurant. Before I spoke, I introduced myself: "My name is Song Qian, and there are a thousand words called Cao Zi in the world. Is there anything smarter in this world? We have the same surname, almost the same name. " Her bright smile.

"People say you look like me. I don't believe it. I was really surprised after meeting. "

"I don't want to say more, but Song Qian, do you understand what I mean?"

"But he said that you don't like him, and you like others."

"This is a complete misunderstanding. Do you think you know him? Do you know who he is? Who are his parents? "

"He is Jiang Heng and works in Company A."

She smiled happily. "In addition, do you know the name of the chairman of A company? His surname is Jiang, too. Do you know that the chairman of company A is our deputy mayor? "

Countless pictures appear in my mind like fast-forward movies, and my headache is terrible. Just like in the swamp, my little struggle for falling was in vain. I'm not fighting at all. I'm already on the run.

My face must be very ugly.

"He is with you, but you look like me. To you, he's just playing. This society has classes. It's not that people can't get together, just like he thinks I can drive a Bentley and you can only drive a Corolla. I said this, Song Qian, do you understand? "

She sat in front of me, fiddling with a coffee cup in her hand, and her long hair hung over her shoulders. It just rained heavily outside, and it was gray. We looked at each other. She looks like the water demon in ancient myths and stories. Although she speaks aggressively, she is beautiful. I'm nothing like her.

I just didn't expect Jiang Heng to cheat me. I thought we were all children of ordinary people. It suddenly occurred to me that a long time ago, I showed the moon in Jiang Heng to another friend. My friend happens to know photography, saying that the photos are good, but the lenses are also expensive. Later, when I asked Jiang Heng, he said, "I like photography, and my salary is very low. These devices are all bought by loans. "

I was still sitting in my seat for a long time after Song Qian left. I have kept the same posture for too long. When I stood up, I tripped and almost fell.

seven

I sent a message to Song Heng: "Are you the son of XX?"

He said for a long time: "Yes, you didn't ask, so I didn't say."

"Did you approach me at first because you look like her?"

He didn't speak for a long time, and then returned to WeChat: "Are you angry?"

My tears are overflowing. Do you like me? It's never been sent out. He and I are nothing. It's always been my wishful thinking, which is ridiculous.

It's just Song Heng. Why didn't you tell me earlier? If I had known who you were from the beginning, I would never have liked you. Even if there is, I will restrain myself. I have always been very rational, and I never dare to covet what I can't get, just like more than 5 thousand clothes in a fitting shop. I never try them on.

The heavy rain continued until the evening. When I was washing clothes in the bathroom, I got a call from Song Heng. I hesitated for a long time to get through. He said, "What are you doing? I made a few phone calls and no one answered. "

"I'm turning on the tap. I am washing clothes. " I tried to calm my voice and laugh.

He was relieved of his post over there. He said, I'm sorry, I thought you would be sad today.

"No, there is nothing to be sad about. If you know such a local tyrant, you will have to protect me in the future. " From the glass in front of me, I saw my twisted face, which was covered with tears.

Boys think that girls who love to laugh will not cry.

Water overflowed from the sink and flowed to the ground. I exclaimed and hung up the phone.

Nothing happened between us, but it seems that a lot has happened. I didn't reply to your message in seconds, and I really don't know how to reply.

eight

I was surprised when I met Tang Beinan. He thinks I have a problem. Being unhappy all day, I lost nearly 10 Jin in less than a month. Sure enough, love is a good medicine to lose weight. And his face is decadent and tired.

I asked Tang Bei-nan if he knew Song Heng's parents. He said, "I don't know. He didn't transfer to our school until he was a senior in high school. Although others are good, universities go their separate ways and have little contact. "

He doesn't care about my business. He and Fangcheng seem to have some problems.

He shut himself up at home all day, and my aunt called me to persuade him, but I was no better myself. I stayed with him on their balcony for a long time. I always want to cry recently, but I still have to pretend to be calm in front of others. We are all unhappy until eternity passes.

I said with dignity, "We girls are emotional animals. You tell her clearly that Sister Fangcheng will definitely come back. "

Because of staying up late, the whole eye socket collapsed. He was originally handsome, but now the whole person is bleak. He said lifelessly, "You don't understand, I can't talk to Fangcheng."

"But you two are congenial, why can't you be together? You have been mutual friends for so many years. You don't know how hard it is to meet someone you like, so why not cherish it. "

"But time has changed everything, and Fangcheng is tired of me." What he said was neither light nor heavy.

After that, he lit a cigarette unscrupulously on the balcony. It was smoky, hard to distinguish between true and false, and it was full of dreams.

nine

I left the window open at night, and the moths outside flapped their wings around the desk lamp. I looked at my chat record with Jiang Heng over and over again, but I didn't feel my tears spreading bit by bit. Before that, I never knew I was so sentimental. I cried at the concert, when I watched TV, when I walked, when I went to the bathroom to wash my hands, and when I was quiet.

I can't stand myself anymore. I want to ask Jiang Heng who you choose. You mess with me, you are responsible.

However, I received a MMS photo from Song Qian, and they sat together intimately, laughing like flowers. Song Qian said: We are together again, and I think you should know.

When I called Jiang Heng, he said that I had something to do and would call me back later, but I waited for a long time, but I still didn't wait for him.

I got drunk in the bar and leaned on my boyfriend's shoulder. I said I was stupid. Am I too mean? I still like him because he has a girlfriend. Little Wolf, the male girlfriend, said with a smile, "As the saying goes, people don't be cheap teenagers."

"But I am not a teenager, I am a girl, and I know what an adult is."

Then I cried on the wolf's shoulder. He tried to push me away and pretend that he didn't know me, but he couldn't bear it. After all, he has never seen me so rude.

10

15 is particularly cold in winter, and there is no news of Jiang Heng after the phone call. Later, I deleted all the information about Jiang Heng and went to Yantai alone, but it didn't snow at the seaside in Yantai that winter.

I wanted to see the snow on the beach, so I stayed in Yantai.

/kloc-In the winter of 0/6, Fangcheng got married. I called Tang Bei-nan, and he laughed and laughed on the other end of the phone. I know he must be very sad. After all, they have been together for eight years.

I said, "Brother, let's bury the bad things in our hearts and live a happy life, ok?"

I haven't heard back for a long time I don't know if he cried. I know how much he loves Fangcheng.

Time flies, and the days are neither bad nor bad. I have gradually forgotten you, Jiang Heng. In this strange city, I keep my inner peace, but I often go to the seaside in winter. I bought a SLR, too. I don't know if you took that picture from this angle.

I think of everything about you and feel like a dream. That feeling is very unreal, like a lifetime ago.

Later, I heard from Tang Beinan that your parents are separated and you are not doing well. I want to call to comfort you, but every time I dial the phone, I always press it quickly. I still have photos of you and Song Qian in my phone to remind myself.

/kloc-in the spring of 0/8, my mother called to urge me to go home for a blind date, saying that my boss was not young.

Tang Beinan met me at the railway station. I sat in the co-pilot's seat and watched everything flash by outside the window. The town has undergone earth-shaking changes in only 2-3 years. Every year when I come back, it suddenly occurs to me that I met you in the same place and went to the gallery. I asked Tang Bei-nan, "Is that gallery doing well?"

"Not bad, do you want to go again?"

"Yes, by the way, when can I meet my future sister-in-law Xia Xiaomi?" I teased.

"Let's go to the art gallery this weekend."

I said, "I'm looking forward to it."

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Xia Xiaomi is very beautiful, and she is evenly matched with my cousin Tang Beinan.

When we were waiting for the elevator together, I prayed silently, "Jiang Heng, I miss you very much." . I never believe in fate, but if you are in the elevator, Jiang Heng, I believe it must be fate. I won't run away like before, I'll try to grab your skirt.

When the elevator door opened, my nervous heart beat faster, but there were others in the elevator, and I couldn't help feeling sorry and laughing at myself.

Your work is still posted on that wall, and I stand in front of it alone. I seem to be in a different mood now, and I hear someone calling me from behind.

Innocent said in the grave robbery notes: I heard that if you forget someone, you will forget a person's voice first. The whole hall is quiet only with my own heartbeat, my head buzzing, my blood flowing and my eyes sour. We haven't seen Jiang Heng for nearly three years, but I knew it was you as soon as I heard the voice. I tried to adjust my mood, turned around and smiled gracefully. You are still the boy in white, only a little more mature and steady. I said slowly, "Jiang Heng, long time no see."

Your smile is as bright as ever, and you say, "Yes, long time no see."

Everything appeared before me, and the past came back. I thought I had forgotten you and those sweet and sad past.

You asked me, "Why didn't my boyfriend come?"

I laughed at myself: "I am still single."

He said in surprise, "A lot has happened in our family, and we haven't had time to find you yet. Later, I heard that you were in a bar and saw a boy holding you when you went to see you, thinking it was someone you liked. "

I suddenly realized. Then I laughed. That's my best friend. She doesn't know me at all and always treats me like a boy.

"What about you, and Song Qian, who has the same surname as me and almost the same name?"

He was suspicious: "I told you in Zhuxiang that I had already broken up with her."

"Didn't it start later?"

"no!"

"So ... so have you been single all these years?"

"yes."

We looked into each other's eyes and suddenly I burst into tears. ...