Life without small fortunes is nothing more than riding the wind and waves and crawling forward with hope in mind.

The different life experiences of the two young protagonists in Zhang Peiqi's book "Spotlight and Flashlight" reflect the different life beliefs and standards that many young people have when dealing with this big issue of life. He is the epitome of the young people who are pursuing their dreams in front of and behind the scenes; Tao Yi, an unknown trainee who stands in the spotlight; Qin Chushan, a filming agent in the entertainment industry who is forced by life to hide behind the flash.

Zhang Peiqi, a rising writer from Changpei Literature Network, tells the story from Qin Chushan’s perspective of Tao Yi’s ups and downs in life and the ups and downs of life tests he and Qin Chushan experienced together on the road to pursuing their dreams, using warm and delicate words. , the unswerving tone tells countless dream chasers in reality the attitude they should have when pursuing their dreams.

Life is a practice, growing through experience and being strong in difficulties. All losses and gains are caused by fate. Everything has its destiny. The key lies in whether you can endure the darkness and hold on. Original intention.

Next, let us step into "Spotlight and Flash" and follow them as they board the flight of their dreams and fly to the country of their dreams.

Tao Yi, an artist signed by the top idol management company Huaju, participated in the talent show "In My Name" together with Fu Yiming, Gao Xing and Xing You from the same company, but he jumped off the building because he looked like Zeng and had serious violations. Yu Xia, a traffic niche student who committed suicide, is so similar that he has been blacklisted by the entire internet before the show even started airing.

I wanted to seek justice from the company for myself, but I was told coldly that this was for his own good, and there would be no publicity without hype.

Is this really the case? No, Tao Yi is no longer the impetuous and reckless child he once was. He understands that behind the seemingly easy overnight fame, there are tens of millions of capital operations and a complex struggle intertwined with interests and connections.

His dream flight into the future has not yet taken off. It has already begun to encounter strong storms and may even never take off.

Late at night, he came to Shanghai alone. He originally planned to quit the competition and go to a bar to sing, but he met Qin Chushan, his acting agent.

This chance encounter that went awry, a word of encouragement from a helper, and a Pitaojun doll whose lanyard was torn off suddenly gave Tao Yi a glimmer of light in his originally gloomy and confused future. .

Compared to Fu Yiming, who has a debut background and has been vigorously cultivated by the company, Tao Yi seems destined to only get a running script. After seizing the C position of the theme song, being falsely accused of bullying in the team, and other malicious injuries, the 19-year-old was already "infamous" in the real world behind the screen, and the glimmer of light that was rekindled was also there. It was almost wiped out in the violent storm.

It’s not that he doesn’t know how to resist when he encounters injustice, nor is he a “stupid white sweet” who can be manipulated by others, but he knows that his predicament is the current situation of all trainees, and he cannot escape or resist, so he chose this The road, even if the whole body is stabbed into sieves, is the price he must bear.

Liu Meng said in "The Last Bullet for Me"; To measure a person's hardness, you need to see how much suffering he can endure!

You and I are all mortals. We must calculate the daily necessities of life and appreciate the various aspects of life. However, people in the world also have the sorrow of not believing in tears. This kind of sorrow is the pain that those who shed tears cannot explain. It is like The snowflakes on a windless night quietly settle in my heart, cooling my body.

The author not only gave Tao Yi extraordinary strength, but also gave him a difficult test that was as difficult as climbing to the sky. In the cold and ruthless test, he did not hesitate to write a lot to give him a life mentor like the warm sun in winter. Guan Xi and Qin Chushan, the Iron Man-like proxy photographer, escorted him all the way.

The road ahead was filled with thorns and countless silt sinkings. After struggling and falling again and again, young Tao Yi never gave up hope. With the tenacity in his body, he guarded the place tightly. Wipe a spark, crawl all the way away, little by little, step by step, slowly touch the place that belongs to him.

"He was just a man struggling in the mud, but by chance, he met a person who was so clean that he seemed to be untainted by dust. He suddenly realized that he was so boundless. In the darkness, there will still be people who are like stars, stubbornly emitting faint light."

Qin Chushan, who was born in a small fishing village, was admitted to Shanghai University of Finance and Economics with the top score in the city, majoring in media. With his photography and photo editing skills, he became a professional photographer, known as "Brother Shan", and has been working hard to make money to create a safe haven for his mother and sister.

After meeting Tao Yi by chance at the airport and learning of the various injustices he suffered, Brother Shan, who is kind and righteous in his heart, began to resume employment, registered on Weibo, created Chaohua, and established a fan site, becoming a glorious Brother Zhan, watching Tao Yi's dream flight flying higher and higher, he was sincerely gratified and happy as the first passenger of the flight.

But the happiness did not last long. Tao Yi ate bread with a long needle in it, which caused extensive trauma to his mouth. It was difficult for him to even open his mouth to speak, let alone singing. This serious injury directly led to the possibility that he would lose his life. A chance to advance to the finals.

However, when the truth of the matter came to light, Qin Chushan realized that the real manipulator behind the scenes, Fu Yiming, was because his sister was the company's major shareholder. Even if he was exposed, a public relations team would quickly organize to deal with it. His strong attitude turned the tide. By then, Fu Yiming was still safe and sound, but the real victim, Tao Yi, was completely cut off from the championship, and was cut off from his music dream ever since.

A sudden feeling of despair and powerlessness made Qin Chushan extremely angry. Although he was unwilling to do so, this matter was covered up quietly for the sake of Tao Yi's championship.

The Qin Chushan described by the author is by no means a person who gives up easily. After a live broadcast of a car accident, the persona Fu Yiming maintained in front of the public collapsed in an instant. Qin Chushan used the memory card in his hand to , exposed this incident, and although the public relations were timely, they never thought that the whole story of Tao Yi's oral injury would return to the public eye at this point.

No matter how perfect the character is, there will be a day when the disguise is torn off. No one is a fool. You can be deceived for a while, but you can't be deceived forever.

People living in this world may not be excellent, but they must not have no bottom line. To be a person without regrets, you must first be worthy of your own conscience and strictly guard against clinging to your own bottom line as a human being.

Qin Chushan did not hesitate to sacrifice his own bright future in order to help Tao Yi seek justice, but he kept his original intention, so he was invited by Guan Xi Studio and became Tao Yi's Full-time photographer.

Fu Yiming, who had been unable to perform well one after another and was full of tricks, was also forced to quit the show. The brokerage company that never upheld justice for Tao Yi was plagued by scandals, and its stock price plummeted, and he fell from the altar ever since.

"But how long can an idol last? If an idol's identity is shameful without strength, it is destined to be unsustainable. What's more, the quality of music should not be measured by traffic. If it is truly good, If I write a work, I will definitely meet people who like it. If I can't write any good works, I will remain unknown..."

At the end of the story, Tao Yi made an order. Everyone was shocked by his decision that he would give up his identity as an idol, cancel all personal exposure except for songs and concerts, and concentrate on making music.

This is a very risky and somewhat suicidal decision. After all, it has been popular for less than a year, and its position is still unstable. If it does not continue to be exposed through variety shows, albums, meet-and-greets and other activities, Keep up the fandom, and no one will remember the name "Tao Yi" soon.

But he resolutely chose Guan Xi's olive branch and became a singer-artist in his company who focused on music creation.

This is life. Perfection is always just a blessing. A bowl of hot noodle soup in winter can only bring a moment of satisfaction, but the howling north wind will take away the body temperature and make people feel sad. Distressed, depressed, and regretful due to loss.

When all kinds of negative emotions surround you, and the most hateful thing is that there will never be a chance to do it again, it makes people hesitate and at a loss, just like being in a high wall that blocks the sky and the moon. Under the shadow, there is always a way.

Because there is still hope, through hard work, his persistence can become a crack in this high wall. Although it looks inconspicuous, through it, light can be seen.

Everyone’s loss, miss, and regret in life will be returned to you one day in the future. I also hope that everyone who has lost, missed and regretted because of their choice can find everything back in the future.

In addition to the two protagonists, Yu Xia serves as the link between Qin Chushan and Tao Yi.

In the extra chapter, it appears from Guan Xi’s perspective. Behind the unknown, they are different people in a foreign country. In the best time of their youth, they walked hand in hand, sweating like rain, watching The dream was within reach, but was severely beaten by reality. It was Yu Xia who tried to find a glimmer of hope for them, no, to be precise, for Guan Xi at all costs.

When that glimmer of hope was tightly held in Guan Xi’s hand, Yu Xia chose to drift away and have no books. The once iron porcelain brothers finally became a lifelong scar on Guan Xi’s heart, and she could only Came to the tomb at midnight to talk to him.

The appearance of Tao Yi is probably the author's compensation for Guan Xi's regret. This time he will protect this rising star just like Yu Xia protected him.

After the story is over and the book is closed, the throbbing deep in the heart is still lingering. Whether it is reality or novels, whether it is the entertainment industry or the ordinary world, there are struggles every day. Powerlessness and hope.

The author seems to be writing the story of the protagonist, but in fact he is also writing the story of the general public; just like Qin Chushan said, whether Tao Yi's dream has been realized or not, the fact that he has a dream has already It is creating dreams for many people.