After-school feelings of LDP -20 17.4. 18

Freedom really doesn't mean something that you can have. Don't say freedom, so does a relaxed state. Just like in class, karry asked me to do an action casually, and after ten times, I couldn't feel it. But I obviously want to relax, why can't I relax? Only later did I know the answer.

I did it for ten times, and finally I gave it up and replaced it with an action of getting up. After a story, it seems easier to bring it in. But one thing is strange. I always feel that my head, hands and hips are not harmonious. Karry showed me his own video, and I found that when my hand was half open, I would stop for a while. Karry asked me if my brain subconsciously gave my body instructions, so I couldn't really stretch. I did it several times and finally got the answer.

So what's the answer? I have another idea. Do that action ten times, because I have been "thinking" to relax, so I am more relaxed. The action of getting up is because I have vomited in one breath, and I always "think" when I should catch my breath, so I will pause.

The so-called relaxation, we must first empty. On the contrary, in the end, my mind went blank, and when I stretched my legs, karry said it was more beautiful.

Of course, the truly free dance is not a crazy dance, but an aesthetic stretch. A truly free heart is not reckless and willful, but indifferent and calm, with far-reaching influence.

The more we talk about it, the more difficult it is to realize freedom, but karry said that there is one thing that can be higher than freedom. I seriously thought about it, there should be only love. On the contrary, I feel very free and grounded. With love in your heart, you can naturally break the shackles, tolerate defects, influence evil thoughts, and even sacrifice freedom.

I feel that this word appears in my mind temporarily, because many wonderful things happened when karry and I danced in these two classes, and I can't find a word to explain it.

The first is the class on the evening of April 14, which is a tough day for me. The landing of new business has kept me communicating all day. I'm very sorry to have kept karry waiting for me for more than an hour. At the same time, I am still in a cold state. At that moment, I was exhausted and dizzy. Karry and I danced two songs in a row. During this process, I felt dizzy for a while, and then gradually stabilized. I feel that the weight on my head has dissipated and I am refreshed. I didn't tell karry at first, but after we danced, she said that she felt a little headache and my condition improved a lot. I accidentally passed my headache on to karry, haha. sorry The somatosensory sensation brought by dancing is so sensitive and silent.

Another time in this class, Kerry taught me how to dance my fingers. We are just holding hands. I feel her warm and soft little hands jumping and playing in my palm, as if watching an animal show, and a kind of joy comes from her palm. I am intoxicated with this happiness for a while, and then I can't help but move my fingers and want to join her frolicking and jumping. After karry told me that the image she saw was two dolphins jumping in the blue sea. I immediately realized that the animal I felt was a dolphin and the story we saw was the same. Two people can share consciousness through the connection of one hand. This telepathic effect is amazing! At the same time, I think it also shows that the trust and tacit understanding between karry and me have deepened.

When karry raised this question in class, I felt expect the unexpected. She asked why some people just like online songs or saliva songs, but they can't enjoy elegant music. I think this has a lot to do with a person's educational experience, life experience, circle of friends and even work content. Many migrant workers who do simple jobs are really easily moved by online songs. Simple lyrics and familiar melodies are often the direct export of their emotions. Only people with high artistic accomplishment can understand symphonies and musicals, and saliva songs will only pass by their ears and not float into their hearts.

Therefore, karry said that by listening to good music works, artistic perception can be tapped. I haven't thought about it before, but recently I believe it through aesthetics. Because since I came into contact with dance, great changes have taken place in aesthetics. For example, I used to think that my chest, waist, ass and so on could be covered. Now I will put my coat next to my pants. Although I am not thin, the lines of my waist and buttocks should be boldly displayed. At the same time, I like the casual collocation of monochrome loose tops and jeans more and more, and I like a European and American style of leisure and generosity. However, my change of clothes was questioned by my parents and husband. They always thought that I was not well dressed and looked fat. Because they have a traditional China aesthetic, I think their questions just remind me of the result of the change. In fact, if you watch more model pictorial, watch more dance videos and get in touch with fashion elements, you will naturally feel another kind of beauty, which will unconsciously enter your consciousness and form aesthetics.

In addition, I read an article today, which also made me deeply touched by this matter. YiBo, a young photographer I like very much, wrote the WeChat tweet "What does a nice photo look like?". Before, he mostly shared photography skills, but this article is completely different, and it is an awakening of photography art, similar to karry's point of view. He thinks that "like it or not" is more important than "whether the technology is up to standard" in evaluating a photo.

I think this statement is more acceptable when looking at photos than when dancing.

His explanation of art may not be entirely correct, but it does express the original intention of art. Forgive me for continuing to quote his original text, because he also said that artistic perception can be excavated.

Therefore, some things can't be taught overnight. Only by appreciating more beautiful works, meeting more beautiful people and experiencing more different lives can we understand it.

Finally, he said:

I think the same, a good dance also reflects your heart.