The lost flower season

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Death is not terrible. If the outcome is doomed, then I will change the process.

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Who still remembers that on June 5438+099965438+1October 13, the column group to tell the truth held that program for such an ordinary girl. It is such a simple program that the click rate exceeded 1 100 million when the TV was not fully popularized at that time. At that time, we were just children who knew nothing.

Zhang, a teenage girl of only 17 years old, drifted away at such a flowery age.

When Muran was eight years old, he went back to Beijing with his father from Shaanxi, but his mother was kept in Shaanxi, just because there were only two places to go back to Beijing, and her mother was from Shaanxi. For Mu Ran's mother, everything in Beijing is strange, so he had to choose to let his father from Beijing take his daughter to that familiar and unfamiliar city. At that time, no hukou meant that he could not live for a long time, so a family of three separated the two places.

Mu Ran's father is a very understanding father. In this way, Mu Ran and his father lived alone in that prosperous Beijing.

At the age of fifteen, Mu Ran, who was originally cheerful, was diagnosed with a malignant uterine tumor. This result has undoubtedly dealt a fatal blow to this poor family. When the whole family was shrouded in sadness, the girl who was only 15 years old was extremely calm and optimistic.

My mother is not around, and my father has to struggle for life and heavy medical expenses. So she often goes to the hospital alone for B-ultrasound and chemotherapy. Those years taught her to face life stronger, braver and more optimistic among children of the same age. She said to herself, "If the ending is doomed, then I will change the process!" "

Maybe one day, death will come to me, so I learned to cherish, love and friendship, and the plot of ignorant girls.

At seventeen, she was diagnosed with metastatic liver cancer. When the doctor suggested that she let her father go to the laboratory, she refused. She took the test sheet from the doctor optimistically. In fact, at that time, she was ready to accept any result. However, such a diagnosis undoubtedly means that her life is coming to an end, maybe dozens of days, maybe months, and her lips are trembling. Finally, the test slip from her hand.

So, she decided to live well and treat every minute as a day, a month and a year. Among those diaries that were tortured by pain, she wrote a diary called Breaking the Customs. Maybe she can really live as strong as a thorn bird, but God didn't give her such an opportunity after all. In that most beautiful time, she closed her eyes gently.

Such a girl with a dream!

After that, another flower bloomed in the flower field. Her name is Wei Tian. Wei Tian was diagnosed with a terminal disease similar to a blood tumor at the age of 15 due to the incompatibility of her parents' blood types. In her pen, the flower fields are full of beautiful flowers. On August 3, 2007, this 2 1 year-old girl was finally finished. Opening the diary pages of "Flower Field and Half an acre" is more gratitude and kindness. Regarding affection, friendship and love, she wrote down all the memories and sweetness she could remember and shared them with more people. Many people shed tears when the girl left.

I met the boy named Xiong in the Journal of Beijing Foreign Studies University, and let her have no regrets in this life. I thought I would never meet myself in love, and since then I have the most sincere love in the world. She said that princes don't always ride white horses, but they also ride bicycles. That was her happiest time, even though she knew that her life was drawing to a close.

When the boy stood in front of Tian Wei's mother, Tian Wei's mother asked him, "Do you know Tian Tian's illness?" He replied, "Tian Tian has told me everything!" "In this case, the bear still chose to continue to care for this girl, just because of her kindness, her simplicity and cuteness.

At that moment, Tian Wei listened quietly in the next room. After the bear left, he finally burst into tears and threw himself into his mother's arms. She said, "Mom, I will definitely show you my daughter in a beautiful wedding dress. I want to be the most beautiful bride! "

However, after all, time failed to let her fulfill her last wish, and all my mother could do was to reduce her regrets.

In 2009, Wei Tian's mother published her first book, A Flower Field and Half an acre, for her daughter. She knows that this is the greatest wish of a girl who loves Chinese. If it weren't for her illness, maybe her daughter could really become a writer. This book was published in 2009 out of a mother's love for her daughter. However, in order to treat Tian Wei, the family became very difficult. Tian Wei's mother could only publish 500 books at that time. Finally found a publishing house willing to give her so many books. Fortunately, one of them was lost in the hands of Liang, a teacher of Tianwei Chinese Department. After reading, Liang was deeply moved by the plot in the book. That year, 5 million copies were published at one time, and that's it. This book has been passed on to many people. Half an acre in a flower field was rated as one of the top ten most worth reading books by Woods in that year, and ranked first.

Tian Wei likes painting, photography and writing. She wrote the meaning of life with her short life, and the youth literature was ignited.

How many young people in the world are troubled by diseases? I remember in Girl Mu Ran, Mu Ran's father once said that one third of the terminally ill patients in this world have no money to treat their death, one third have died of illness, and one third have been scared to death. And most people have become the last third, which is the girl who is only 17 years old. At that time, she said to her father, "I don't want to be scared to death, then I still have a survival rate of 33.3%!" " The world is so beautiful, who wants to leave so easily? People who love life will live strong.

I remember I once said, "I'm not afraid of death"! But as long as you can live, you must live well.

We are all lucky, at least we are not troubled by the disease. At least, we can choose to live well. Having a healthy body is already the best gift from God and parents.

When I came into this world, I had nothing. What did I gain or lose? From beginning to end, I have been harvesting, and I have never lost anything, because since the day I was born, everything has never belonged to me. Grateful for everything, they gave me ups and downs, let me know how to cherish what I have. There is nothing in my heart, so why not?

Be kind to everything, cherish what you have, take what you have as a memory, and live every day carefully.