There is a kind of loneliness called "used to be a housewife, but now she is a slut."

Grass by the green river and willow in the dark garden.

Yingying is a woman upstairs with eyes as bright as windows.

E-E's pink makeup makes her hands delicate.

She used to be a housewife, but now she is a slut.

It's hard to stay in an empty bed without going home.

Beauty in the garden in spring.

The grass is lush by the river, the spring willows in the garden are gloomy, and everything strives for spring.

The women upstairs are beautiful and young. They are as beautiful as flowers and jade. What's more, she is also a window makeup artist, and the beauty after makeup is really unimaginable.

But even if it is beautiful, who will appreciate it? Outside the window, flowers are in full bloom, butterflies are flying, bees are flying and birds are in pairs. In this spring breeze, she is the most beautiful scenery, but because her husband is far away, she lives alone and feels lonely.

The woman's husband is not at home

A tramp refers to a person who has been in love for a long time and does not return to his hometown. Kind of like a tramp, but it doesn't mean a tramp. Advocating home, not being a woman's constant home, refers to Le Shu, mainly singing and dancing.

She used to be a housewife, but now she is a slut. It's hard to stay in an empty bed without going home.

An empty bed is hard to keep alone! How straightforward and strong is it, which woman can't feel in a separated life? What loneliness is more real and imaginable than this? Perhaps it is because "it is difficult to be alone in an empty bed" is so straightforward that some people confuse the host family with the female family.

Some people even wonder what a "vegetarian hand" does. This must be a bluff.

This is, of course, because we dare not face up to the "difficulty of keeping an empty bed alone" and belittle it. Wang Guowei admitted that it wrote true feelings, but also thought it was "particularly obscene"

There are many ancient poems in my heart, many of which are about the loneliness of women living alone. Why is this woman's loneliness more touching and shocking?

This is precisely because, in the past, she was a housewife, but now she is a slut.

Women who advocate family live in the bustling romantic field of song and dance bands. Song was once called a gifted scholar, and her beauty envied all the leading dancers. How did the aristocratic youths in Wuling compete generously? Countless red silks were given to a song. The silver comb inlaid with shells was broken by her rhythm, and the bloody skirt was stained with wine. Season after season, joy followed, and neither the autumn moon nor the spring breeze attracted her attention. Bai Juyi's experience of pipa girls may be a portrayal of their first half life. Talent and color are unique, sought after by people, singing every night and flying freely.

Now, marrying a slut, being a slut and being an official, rushing for fame and fortune, leaving only a lonely bed for a long night. Just like the pipa girl in 1920, she finally married herself to a businessman. She has been guarding an empty boat at the estuary, with no one to accompany her except the bright moon and cold water.

Because I used to be very busy, I feel more and more lonely and desolate now; Because I have been noticed, I feel more and more lonely now; Because I used to be happy, I feel more and more lonely now.

Pain often comes from contrast, from the gap.

Loneliness after excitement is unbearable loneliness.

If this woman is a farmer who is busy with food and clothing, she may have "forgotten to pick leaves and dreamed of fishing in the sun last night" after her husband left. Even if I miss her, she still has to work hard to fall asleep. And that slut may stay up all night, only to find it more and more difficult to stay alone in an empty bed.

If this woman is a boudoir woman, lives in seclusion, has never felt the outside world, and has never experienced the pleasure of indulgence, then it is "a boudoir young woman doesn't know how to worry, and she has no worries and doesn't know what it is like to worry." "I suddenly saw that strange willow color and regretted teaching my husband to find a problem." It is only because of the sudden release of spring that I regret letting my husband fly away for fame.

Obviously, the loneliness here comes from the outside, and its lethality is far less powerful than the internal self-generation.

Pain often comes from contrast, from the gap.

Loneliness after excitement is unbearable loneliness.

So why do some long-distance relationships go on? It is because they have never experienced "love" before "long distance", and there is no contrast and gap. They feel that love is like this from the beginning, so they will be unmoved until the end. Like myself.