When "gentle and polite" meets "the devil wears Prada"

When I got Lin's book, the first thing that caught my eye was the shocking words "first love paradise". Everyone knows that this is a story of a cram school teacher sexually assaulting a female student, which is adapted from a true story. Why is such a cruel event named "heaven"? When we open the novel with questions, the whole book has a three-stage structure: Paradise Lost-paradise regained. In an interview before his death, the author said that if the novel had to be summarized in one sentence, it would be "the story of a little girl falling in love with a seducer". Horrible, is it Stockholm syndrome? The author tries to interpret the distorted "love" and "heaven" from the perspective of literature and humanity.

? Fang Siqi, the hero, was born in a wealthy family, received a good and traditional education, loved literature and had an amazing reading experience. When Li Guohua saw Fang Jia's bookshelf for the first time, he exclaimed: This is not a junior high school student's bookshelf, but a college student's bookshelf! At that time, Fang Siqi had just graduated from primary school. She read Baudelaire, a modernist poet, instead of the children's book The Adventures of Baudelaire. For the first time, she knew that the arsenic was caused by Madame Bovary, not the nine-grade sesame official. At the age of twelve or thirteen, I only know the romantic and beautiful feelings in the words, and only remember those words that seem to be washed white but very expressive. The books that girls read are all screened, and the world does not show profound and complicated truth in front of her. Of course, literary cleanliness and romantic feelings do not allow her to face the holes in the world. Just like Siqi's favorite sister, a doctor of literature who is studying and marrying into a rich family, Siqi only wants to see literature and art as intellectual, elegant, well-studied, amiable and lovely, but dare not face her uncontrollable tears when watching movies and the scars hidden in her long sleeves after domestic violence. There are avoidance, forbearance, gentleness and restraint. It is the tacit understanding of not wanting to pierce the border, the fear of not seeing the truth, and the "virtue" passed down for thousands of years. Fang Siqi, a young man, has a big dream that he is proud of. She is like a beautiful porcelain doll, placed on a high shelf, and one day pushed by Li Guohua's hand, it broke all over the floor.

Li Guohua, a famous Chinese teacher, is the head of the cram school and an old hand at hunting little girls. He is good at phrasing words and sentences and quoting classics. There are 1000 "love" explanations for the crime committed by Si Qi. "This is how teachers love you (rape)." "You are the best Teacher's Day gift in the world." "It's all your fault. You are so beautiful. " "I am in love, I have no talent." "You are a grass now, and I am Wu Daifeng." "I will also find you out among 10 thousand people." "Of course there are excuses, no excuses. You and I can't live, can we? " Well, it can be compiled into quotations from love rat. If these sweet words are aimed at a woman with rich social experience, of course, they are easy to see through. However, Fang Siqi is only a child of 13 years old. Based on the three views of literature, she gave a reasonable explanation for Li Guohua's abnormal love. "But the teacher said she loved her. If she loves her teacher, it is love. " In this way, Siqi persuaded herself to "fall in love" with her teacher, gave up the infinite possible future, lost her spiritual hometown and paradise, and became a fake of herself. "He not only poked my childhood, but I can also poke my own childhood. Not only he but also I can have it. " Li Guohua used shameless language to solve his crimes, and Fang Siqi used painful logic to wash away his shame. Even in the process of countless sexual assaults, she had to rely on organizational language to alleviate her pain and rely on her soul to leave her body to avoid humiliation. When reading, copy the sentences that can describe her relationship with the teacher to prove the rationality of the love between fish and birds. In the bookstore, look for autobiographical translations of kidnapping and rape survivors to seek a sense of security full of guilt. Si Qi's sensitivity, self-esteem, upbringing and forbearance were endowed by culture and education, but unfortunately she became an accomplice to Li Guohua's destruction. With the growth of Siqi, she can gradually fight back against Li Guohua with a mature language system. Li Guohua said that beauty is a common word. Si Qi retorted: Then why does the teacher always say that I am beautiful? From Li Guohua's one-way right to speak to Qi's tit-for-tat, it seems to be an inverse general of language intelligence, but in fact it is just a desperate struggle to save itself, and finally civilization is defeated by barbarism. Self-sufficient discourse logic is vulnerable to abnormal violence.

? The novel mentions people's blind superstition of literature. Si Qi wrote in his diary when he grew up: "... I don't know. Anyway, we believe in someone who can recite the Song of Eternal Sorrow." Therefore, Mrs. Fang and Mrs. Liu can rest assured that they will give their daughters to the teacher for tutoring or tutoring alone! Since when do people believe that a learner will have higher moral cultivation? "Gentleness, then a gentleman." "Everything is inferior, only reading is high." Perhaps the traditional Confucian culture has already subtly constructed people's cognitive concept, and Taiwan Province Province is obviously much more loyal to the inheritance of traditional culture than the mainland. In the interview, Lin questioned: how can a person who believes in Chinese betray the context and tradition of more than 5 thousand years? Can art have rhetorical elements? Or is art always just rhetoric? I think Lin confuses human nature with art ... literature and art are the creation of human beings, but they do not represent all human nature. The works we can see are all screened by social rules and moral review, and can represent the content of truth, goodness and beauty. Those invisible contents are hidden behind the world and in the darkness of human nature. A serial killer will probably think that every killing is a work of art to be proud of, and a rapist who "quickly seizes territory" will also include every young girl in the heroic exploits. Scholars who are far apart abound, and Hu Lancheng's beautiful writing is outrageous; Naipaul, who created the perfect fable, fornicated outside marriage and abused his wife; According to legend, Song, a poet in the Tang Dynasty, was not only politically attached to the inflammatory situation, but also killed his nephew. Can you say that their writing is not exquisite? Can you say that their character is not bad? Even noble artistic creation is often the output of a certain aspect of cognition and feeling at a certain moment, while human nature is too complex, and art can only present the tip of the iceberg. What's more, people-oriented animals can't get rid of animality after all.

? As a well-known Chinese teacher, Li Guohua naturally has corresponding literary attainments. He collects antiques and cultural relics in his spare time, which is quite a bit of a vassal of celebrities. But his antiques are always dusty and piled up in the villa, and he is not interested in enjoying them. Send all kinds of dragon robes to my wife, knowing that she doesn't understand or love them, and still send them correctly, not for treasure or atonement, but simply to express her happiness, because there are wives at home and female students outside. Li Guohua moved to the building to visit her neighbors and praised the antiques decorated by the Qian family everywhere. His comments on Random Guanyin are wonderful. But it is the beauty (literature and art) that can arouse his artistic beauty. The words swell in front of the beauty, just like sexual desire, which cannot be suppressed. What's more, when discussing sex with Si Qi, Li Guohua blurted out without thinking: Dream of Red Mansions, Songs of the South, Historical Records and Zhuangzi are all these four words to me. This is a very sad text, and Si Qi's literary belief as a standard is evidence of rude sexual desire in Li Guohua. His aesthetics is based on abnormal sexual desire, and literature is just a tool for him to seduce little girls.

As the saying goes, "everything has its vanquisher", Li Guohua is of course a perverted wolf teacher, and Siqi's extraordinary upbringing, sense of shame and extreme fascination with literature also make her a victim of a tragic perverted love. Behind this is the education of sexual deficiency, which is the materialization and suppression of women by the whole society, which can also be seen in Guo Xiaoqi, who is also a victim. The most commendable thing is that the author Lin was sober from beginning to end when writing this book. She called her writing "knowing what not to do" and often felt a sense of humiliation. 13-year-old girls use various reasons to convince themselves that they are in love with the abuser. This story will not be understood by many people. The author's meticulous description of nondescript things will also cause readers' physical disgust, and misunderstanding and speculation will eventually accompany the existence of this novel, while Lin's faithful writing and questioning of the truth, goodness and beauty of literature and art are awe-inspiring.