Mobile phone photography when camellia is in full bloom

Jing M.Guo

In 2005

I saw those windmills.

When I was crazy about Faye Wong in high school, those windmills appeared in the MV of New Tenant. The road is like a giant white metal tree in a science fiction film, spinning between heaven and earth, making an infinite roar, and all the winds are arrested and become crackling. The clouds in the sky were also torn to pieces and crossed the sky like silks and satins.

Who said that from now on, you will never forget this voice.

The wilderness is as huge as the whistling wind, as if it has enough power to take everything away, making people lose their hearing when they stand on the earth and look up.

The windbreaker was rattled by the wind, and the hair was tangled in the wind. I can't open my eyes, I can't open my mouth. Only the wind blowing back and forth around me is huge, like a blessing carol from the sky.

The wind blew. The wind blew. Spring is brighter than summer. The gale has taken away time and everything, and the time to listen to Faye Wong's The New Tenant has actually retreated to three years ago. At that time, I rode my worn-out bike to a small video store downtown to buy the new album I ordered. In a blink of an eye, she appeared on the cover of "Will Love" wearing the latest top fashion that is brighter than flowers, with a bright smile on her face. It's 2005 and I'm 22 years old. It seems that I have passed the age of listening to music, but the headphones in my ears are still catching shadows.

20 10 year

I took a new route and went directly to Dunhuang by train. There is no reason to drive, so I didn't pass the lonely windmill power station.

It seems that the windmill has also been abandoned by people chasing fashion. They found more things that represent fashion, and they appeared less and less in the star's MV. So they can only stand alone between heaven and earth, turning day after day and night after night. I really want to pass them, and I really want to pass them again. I think they must want someone to meet them, otherwise there will be no endless loneliness in this desert, which will make people crazy.

Windmills no longer appear in my sight.

Neither did Faye Wong. She disappeared after singing a "Legend" in the Spring Festival Evening.

She said, "In fact, I have always been by your side, and I have never gone far."

In 2005

I started to have a fever in Dunhuang, and the whole figure was about to burn, but I didn't have any strength, like stepping on cotton. So the Mogao Grottoes have a strange color in my eyes.

Although more than 700 caves can only be opened to more than a dozen of us, although we can't turn on the lights and only visit with flashlights, although we can't bring cameras or camera phones, although I feel dizzy and weak, I still want to say that the greatness of Dunhuang is beyond description.

Those flying solemn Buddha statues have been in my sleep for so many years, but when I really stand in front of them, when I look up at the sky with colors like colorful auspicious clouds thousands of years ago, I feel strange. I started to panic. I feel sad.

In fact, the sky has already flown. What's left? The gold foil on the faces of those Buddha statues peeled off layer by layer and became unrecognizable under the wind and sand of the years. Those thousand-year-old legends solidified on the wall have really become legends. No one will think of it again. Sakyamuni was once a real person. He once laughed, rested under a tree, rolled up his trousers and walked across a clear stream. When you walk around these things that appeared thousands of years ago, you will feel that time no longer has any meaning, it is flowing and static. When you look back, maybe time will go back three seconds, and when you go back, everything will be back to its original state. Only the antique color still has moving charm, and the full body is covered with robes to hide time. Come and go is no longer important, life and death are blurred. So what's left? The Buddha sat high on the lotus seat, silent. If you don't talk, it will light up. Maybe it's time for the world to pierce its eyes and ears and let the blind and deaf people know what the world is like. Otherwise, there are too many temptations, too prosperous and too beautiful. After all, Qian Fan is still waiting for the next colorful spring. Greed is man's greatest death.

20 10 year

On the way to Crescent Moon Spring, Xiaoxi and A Min have been fantasizing about the beautiful scenes of Phil in Crescent Moon Bay MV. I have repeatedly told them that there are really no clear springs, no white mountains, not even golden pythons, and no white camellias in full bloom. These estimates are all set in the studio. The real crescent moon spring actually makes people speechless for an instant.

Passing by an artificial dam, I startled them and said, "Look, this is the moon."

Tooth spring. "They both laughed, totally disapproving." How is that possible? "When the car drove to Crescent Spring, I jumped out of the car and pointed to the curved spring." Listen,

This is the crescent moon spring. "The two of them still doubled up with laughter." How is that possible? "I walked slowly to the front of the stone tablet, posed, and smiled at them, pointing to the words" Crescent Moon Spring "on the stone tablet. At this time, they were speechless.

The yellow sand all over the sky is no different from that of five years ago. The sunset overhead is no different from that of five years ago. Only the people around you have changed, but my heart has changed. And hot quicksand

Take away the hurried life of every world. They have been flowing around the world for thousands of years.

Head, watching the joys and sorrows of the world, listening to the footsteps of countless people through the years. They must have seen too many joys and sorrows, so they were so silent in the desert. The same is true of Crescent Moon Spring. I have seen too many ups and downs, and the moonlight has caressed for thousands of years.

After touching it, what else can it be excited about? It should be so quiet. Like me.