A love story with flowers in the morning and flowers in the evening

20 15 years, I was shocked. I waited for her in a coffee shop in Harbin. I haven't seen you for a year, and she suddenly informed me that I was coming on a business trip, so I only had time to talk. And Harbin, the city that buried my youth, is a vicissitudes. Time here flows quietly and slowly, but this space can't wait for spring to bloom. They are like this, they never know good or bad, and they are always in tears. Now, I put on my suit and tie, and Liu Xi's neat ponytail is gone. The inexplicable time has turned us into something we never thought about in the future. I can't help crying, um, crying.

Two coffees.

You know, Zhu Chao is getting married.

Hmm.

Silence, silence just swept through, stopped with weak but melancholy music, just like my spoon stirring coffee, like mottled spots spread on the table, like a figure with my back to a clean long skirt, and as quiet as my original lips and eyes. The strong aroma of coffee is scattered in the sun, which gives birth to fuzzy time and fuzzy memory.

On August 25, 2008, I entered high school with the enthusiasm of Beijing Olympic Games and the heat of midsummer, and met Liu, a girl who ranked in the top ten after nine boys in my class. A sloppy T-shirt, ordinary pants, and that ponytail. Stumbling into my youth.

Liu, my classmate in high school for three years, has a straightforward personality, so I gave her the title of Lao Shi. Lao Shi is honest, good or bad, and no one can say for sure. At least I always think it is good, because she is not melodramatic, does not cry, and is not like the intrigue of ordinary girls. She's bored. Smoking next to someone in an internet cafe can really scold people away. I let go of the mermaid who clamored to see the sewer, but it was disgusting. After being dumped, my best friend can scold her boyfriend for life, but she gets along with the boy she thinks is the worst. Just this girl, just my friend, my distressed friend

Our acquaintance actually started with eating mala Tang again and again after class in the evening. At that time, few people ate it every day like me, and even fewer girls. At that time, mala Tang had just caught fire here, and almost all the living expenses were spent here every week. Slowly, we meet every day, and we can eat mala Tang and Hu Kan at one table. We know each other. It's that simple. Simple, just like them. He, Zhu Chao.

I said, hey, Lao Shi, do you like him? Well, she likes him.

Zhu Chao, I first met him in a Chinese class shortly after school started. The Chinese teacher in our class read at least three compositions describing the monitor in the next class. Sunshine, approachable, good smile. I'm curious, let alone pick it up at night.

She is really curious, curious to know the names of the people around him, curious to keep a diary every day to record the little surprises they pass by, curious to tell me why they are all school uniforms, his white T-shirt is whiter, and his pants don't seem to be as fat as yours? "Liu Xi answer the phone, you anthomaniac? ! You are sick! " I was scolded to death.

"ouch! Pain, you be gentle! "

"Don't speak ill of him, or I'll kill you!"

"Hey, that boy have what good? I think it's nothing, and neither do you. It's no use relying on you! "

"Get out."

Ha ha.

I can't help laughing at the thought of this. How naive was it at that time, and were children really that angry? I look at you opposite, still silent, like an old silent film, quiet and heavy.

"How are you?" I don't know why I ask.

"Go, don't drink coffee, I want to eat mala Tang."

Let's eat spicy food.

That's what I said at the time.

In 2009 10/day, I broke up for about three months, and I don't understand why I suddenly looked at each other coldly. How did I understand it at that time? A sentence I didn't care denied your only confidence, and even I thought you were really talking nonsense. After all, you are not beautiful and short, and even you have always had the courage to meet such a thing. It's nothing. At that time, my friends and I were feeling the grand occasion of the 60th National Day military parade. President Hu Jintao said: Comrades have worked hard, comrades are good. It's really funny. What about you? You cried and said to me: You are lovelorn. Liu, where have you been in love?

Zhu Chao has a girlfriend who comes from his class and is very beautiful. So, you are lovelorn. If unrequited love is love. You said: I am lovelorn and I like him very much. I miss the girl who helped him carry his schoolbag, and I miss the girl who bought him vanilla milk tea.

Too bad it wasn't you.

You said, you cried, what should I do? Let's go to eat spicy food.

At that time, there was no buffet mala Tang here, and there were no chain stores in Yang Guofu and Sean. There is only the simplest way, 4 yuan a bowl. Compass, the name of that shop. Now that I think about it, it seems that everything has already been determined. The compass has already set the direction and the direction of youth.

Two bowls, spicy hot.

You stubbornly added twice as much pepper, as if the stimulation of taste could overwhelm your inner stimulation. And I stubbornly did not discourage you, because of what, how did you know at that time. You keep your head down, eat quietly and sip that bottle of Coca-Cola. The taste of coke and pepper must be the most painful. Pain, tears finally cowardly flow down, refused to stop.

You suddenly gulped down that cheap drink as if you could get drunk.

"I like him for more than a year. He writes beautifully. He likes playing basketball. I also handed him a towel when he participated in the sports meeting. "

"He loves Sprite, he hates his classes, and I'm tired of her. He can sing for ten years and can't sing well. "

I forgot how much you said that day, but I was shocked. You used to know him so well, better than me, a buddy who forgot his birthday from time to time? How much have you done for him? Too many manly characters turned into crying weakness in front of me, and became sloppy clothes and long skirts that I had never considered before. And ponytails, Liu, how did your swaying ponytails become long hair? You've changed. You used to be fearless, but now you cry all over, like you're drunk.

Shortly after this autumnal equinox, at night near the equator in the western hemisphere, the sun is still direct. I picked you up without strength and sent you back. Several shabby street lamps are working alone, and deadly bugs are colliding with each other in the dim light. Up, the stars shine, but unfortunately they can't be seen.

June 2009165438+1October 1 1, the second singles day in high school. On this day, everyone was sad because he was still single, because he was happy because he received many lollipops. Naturally, you are the same, with mixed feelings and different feelings. Because you and Zhu Chao were assigned to Class One, because Zhu Chao was lovelorn, you were happy because she was single, and you were sad because you couldn't bear to make him sad. Zhu Chao's breakup was simple, because the girl he liked just broke up with his ex-boyfriend, stayed together for a short time, and finally abandoned him. I was thinking, in fact, you two are equally poor, so it is no wonder that you like him.

I can't remember the date. Shortly after Zhu Chaogang broke up, in the ktv where his class finished eating, all kinds of noisy music and disco music trembled back and forth in the whole box, with more than a dozen bottles of beer on the table, and the girl also went. Zhu Chao drank too much. He was very sad. He dragged the girl to the sofa and struggled to recover. Finally, somehow, the girl left without looking back. Zhu Chao was heartbroken. He dropped all the beer he drank on the floor. The sound of broken bottles didn't disturb a group of people shaking their bodies on the dance floor, but it did disturb several people, including you. You ran over and frantically cleaned the glass all over the floor, as well as the crazy Zhu Dynasty. He was sad when he cried, and his hands clung to his hair. You were at a loss, and you cried. Finally, you hug the injured man and say, Zhu Chao, I like you.

In this way, from that day on, the whole class knew that you liked him. After all, what you like is so stupid, so stupid. Then there was nothing, except that you became friends later, and the three of us occasionally went out for a bowl of mala Tang or a compass.

The life of senior three makes people hate it, and they start to stick to math with xyz and even Chinese every day. In addition to taking a bath on weekends, I have to go to Internet cafes to play underground cities for several hours. I regret why I became a liberal arts student when I was mentally retarded. The political, historical and geographical papers are all knowledge points, and the teacher has to grade you according to my mood. Girls' uniform curtain hair can't stop the sudden acne, and boys' uniforms are covered with impressionist masterpieces. The head teacher √2 is shameless. He always lies on the back door window and has to step on a small bench. And my mobile phone has a newly updated "Skybreaking" in the bookcase, but you in the address book have not been contacted for a long time.

In those days, people went belly-up.

You may be the same.

I heard that Zhu Chao actually has a girl he has always liked. It's still you You didn't ask me to cry this time, so I don't know if you are hiding in the dormitory and crying in a mess, or if you are happy for things and feel sorry for yourself. I also heard that at least you still like him, because on his birthday, you gave him a Jeanswest T-shirt, which suits him very well.

20 1 1 On the fifteenth day of the first month, I invited you out for the Lantern Festival. I have seen you downstairs in your dormitory for a long time. I said, "You're dead. It's been such a long time! Ha ha ha, look at you, why are you so cold and wrapped like a zongzi! " "You just died? If you don't say good things in the New Year, you are Zongzi, and you are the body! " I stare at you in the new year, and you stare at you, smiling at each other. Let's go and see the ice lanterns, solve riddles on the lanterns. He ran to hang the lanterns of Kongming and made a wish. I asked you what you wished for. You said, everything is fine if it ends well. I'm too vulgar. "Bah, you are vulgar."

In the square, clusters of fireworks rose into the night sky, colorful and bizarre.

"Lao Shi, did you go to confess?"

"No."

"Why?"

"He knows anyway."

"I said, almost, not long after graduation, you like that guy for three years, doesn't even have a confession? ! "

"hmm."

Hmm.

Some people say that lights are easy to get cold and fireworks are easy to die. At this moment, fireworks, like unbridled youth, are scattered, red, yellow, purple and white, which reflect each other with Kongming lanterns and people's wishes, and the night sky is illuminated. I was thinking: Look, our youth is like fireworks. Bright colors, but not black. It rose to the sky and dispersed, and then died. Youth is short, doesn't it still light up the black days? Don't you still have a wish? Sissy, I may have made a wish. I hope your sky is bright.

Time flies.

After the Lantern Festival, the same pattern followed, which was terrible for me. Then two models, three models, so-so. At that time, I didn't study well, and I was sad all day, sighing that graduation was coming soon. And Liu has been studying very well, and my thoughts are called dying by you. I didn't refute them. After all, they are real. We will still take time to have a bowl of mala Tang after school and talk about some messy things. You told me that Zhu sprained his ankle playing basketball a few days earlier. He has not been to class for a week. The college entrance examination is coming soon, which will delay the review. You also told me that you would visit him this weekend. Let me ask you, has Zhu Chao always liked that girl? Well, I still like it, but it didn't work out. Anyway, you still talk about him occasionally.

Graduation seems to be coming soon. It's a sunny day in graduation photo. The newly-built experimental building is solemn and beautiful. On the playground in front of the building, the class broke up and no one lined up. Everyone is laughing like a runaway wild horse. Your class is also there. I saw Zhu Chao and you. Zhu Chao wears loose half sleeves and a pair of sweatpants. You're wearing a flowered shirt and a simple cowboy. You are not far apart, but there are many people in the middle. I walked over.

"Shi, will you take pictures in class later?"

"Well, yes."

"Hey, that boy is very handsome, or he would confess today and graduate soon!" "Ah ah, don't stare at me, go or not, don't say it! By the way, 789 is the college entrance examination. On the 6 th Dragon Boat Festival, go to Beishan to play? "

"I took the college entrance examination the next day and went out to play on the first day?"

"Don't worry, it won't be long, just relax."

"ok."

"At that time, ITU oh, your class took pictures? Let's go. "

I watched you run to the camera team, and Ban Ren was directing your classmates to stand. You sit in the second row on the right, smiling. The photographer said: Students, I shout 1, 2, 3, and you shout eggplant.

" 1! 2! 3!"

"Eggplant!"

Time frame, June 4th, 20 1 1 year.

On the Dragon Boat Festival, willow branches are broken and hung on houses, and gourds are often hung on the top of branches. After the wind, they sway from side to side, which is especially beautiful. It seems that no matter what the shops on the street sell, there is a pot of zongzi in front of the door. There are fifty cents a piece, jujube pieces, candied jujube pieces, one piece and two pieces. The most interesting thing is that when you buy zongzi, the stall owner will definitely tell you: Young man, I will sell you one or two today. If you eat too much, you will miss tomorrow's exam. Of course, you can't eat too much, but red ropes are sold in general stores, and you often buy them and wear them on your hands for good luck in the college entrance examination.

After lunch, I will wait for you at home. One o'clock, because you said you had something to do in the morning. But after waiting for a long time, he didn't come, and the phone was turned off. I am in a hurry. You've never lost touch without saying anything before. I hurried to your bedroom and saw the landlord cleaning the house, so I asked:

"Aunt, did you pick it up in the dormitory?"

"I didn't notice, just thinking about sweeping her room and finding the door locked. It should be inside. "

"Oh, I see, thank you, Aunt."

I turned to knock on your bedroom door.

"Old pick up, are you in there? Open the door, old man? "

I knocked at the door several times before it opened. I walked in, you sat on the bed with your legs in your arms, and your cell phone was turned off.

"Shi, what's the matter with you?"

repent

You tell me.

I see.

Go to see him around 10 in the morning. You gave him the diary you wrote for three years and the red rope you knitted yourself. I have read that diary, and there is a sentence on the cover: youth is clearly explained, and the tears in the corner of my eyes are too shy to read. I haven't seen that red rope, but I think it must be crimson and beautiful.

"Zhu Chao, I like you for three years. This is the longest thing I have insisted on for so long. "

"Zhu Chao, I like you from the first year of high school. I don't know when it started. Sorry, my words are confusing, I don't know what to say. "

"I mean, maybe from, from when you were standing at the door in the evening self-study, I was scrubbing the floor in the corridor, and the light shone on you warmly, and you staggered and fell asleep."

"And every Wednesday when you are on duty in the shared area, there is always a group of people walking to the corner of the building, where there is smoke, and you just help to see the teacher, and you are choked to tears."

"And the physical examination, my class is behind you. You measured your height, 178, and you jumped around happily on the weighing scale. You said, haha, I'm almost 1.8 meters, I'm almost 1.8 meters. Later, you were scolded by the teacher and everyone burst into laughter. "

"At the sports meeting, there were fewer boys in your class, and almost all the projects were submitted by you. When running1500m, you were too tired to run fast, but you persisted. Finally, you lie on the ground, breathing unevenly. I am anxious to play around. "

"I am very happy to be assigned to Grade Two 1 class. I can see you and them playing badminton with cardboard at the back of the classroom. And you always run to the blackboard and write your beautiful words, such and such bastards. "

"There will be a girl you like, very beautiful and as naughty as you. You two are quarrelling, which is quite right. " "Then you two broke up, and you were so sad at KTV. You said she was the first girl you got along with seriously, the first girl you chased, and finally it went away. I cried at that time, too, as if people would be impulsive when drinking. You impulsively smashed the bottle, and I impulsively told you that I like you. "

"Zhu Chao, I really like you. This diary records my love for three years. Sometimes I cry when I write. I never thought that love could be so bitter. "

"I'm sorry, I said so much, I'm sorry I shouldn't say at this time, to disturb your mood. But I always thought the college entrance examination was really over. I'm afraid you will disappear. I am afraid that my three-year love will suddenly disappear. I am afraid that there will be regrets. "

"I'm sorry, I will be willful this time, just once, never again, I'm tired."

"Here you are, I personally woven the red rope, I hope you wear it. This is the last time I am good to you. "

"Goodbye."

Goodbye, goodbye, never again.

A clear interpretation of youth,

Tears in the corner of my eyes,

Too timid to be seen.

Liu, you are too weak. It's just an escape to shut yourself in the dormitory and turn off your mobile phone after you confess.

Liu, you have made a result. What can you do if you dare not face it?

Liu Xi picked it up, even if it was the first time for himself. Can you stop torturing yourself?

"Yes, take me to Beishan."

"Very good."

At the top of the North Mountain, the whole town has a panoramic view. The clouds are blowing and the grass is crooked. The white stairs extend to the foot of the mountain step by step, and you sit quietly.

"If you want to cry, just cry. It's very quiet here and I'm not afraid of people listening. "

Tick tock, tick tock.

Who is singing?

The bird is standing on the branch.

Who shed tears under the tree?

Tick tock, tick tock.

Is the past the past?

The clock is running.

Time,

Where have you been?

End.

I have always wanted to ask, what is youth? Youth is a story. I always feel that youth is very rich, when, with whom and where. Because of what? What did you do? What happened? This is the story. I suddenly saw myself in this story. You have hope, start expecting, stop expecting, and reap disappointment until despair. Constantly and tirelessly. So, if youth is a story, how cruel it would be. Tired, there are always you and me in the story, and the theme of the story is still the same. You like me and I like her. Memories come and go, as if just a few years, so many people, so many plots. Me too, really. But I can't. Youth is to make you laugh and then give you inexplicable pain. But I'd love to. What about you? Would you like to? I'd love to.

"Married?"

"Well, I'm getting married."

"Is it the girl you have always liked?"

"No."

"who?"

"Spring flowers."

"She? The anthomaniac who has always been obsessed with you? "

"hmm."

The man opposite me is Zhu Chao, a classmate of three years in high school and four years in college.

"Why?"

"Nothing, I like to be tired. Just find someone who loves me. "

"What about Liu Xizhi?"

"Pick up at night? Sorry. "

"Bullshit."

Silence.

"Bless you."

"Thank you."

Two bowls, spicy hot.

Pick it up at night and put less pepper.

The girl who has been liked for a long time still hasn't promised him.

I picked it up at night, and I was shocked today. I woke up with cold, and I was warm with cold.

Shi, getting married. She's not her. Her name is Chunhua.

Morning flowers, evening pick up.