What kind of experience is it for a girl to be hugged by a princess?

Generally speaking, it should be a particularly romantic thing for a girl to be hugged by a princess, which can make a girl's heart burst, but a princess hug is not like this for me at all. I have a mysterious psychological shadow on the princess.

I'm not shy to say that I get very nervous when I'm hugged by the princess. The feeling of being paused for a moment will make me nervous all over. It is no exaggeration to say that I am about to cry. I have a very serious fear of heights. For me, as long as my feet leave the ground, I feel particularly insecure, and then my heart will contract. At that moment, if I didn't really go to the hospital without a heart attack, I never played any high-altitude projects on the playground, and I never even took the elevator in the teaching building at school.

The last time I was hugged by the princess was when I went out to play in class and was bullied by my classmates when I was playing truth or dare. I was hugged by a boy princess before, and I was worried that he would fall on me, because he looked weak and his body was not as good as mine. As a result, as soon as my foot left the ground, I slapped him wildly and asked him to put me down. Then my classmates said that my voice was shaking and I was crying at that moment.

Last time I asked my best friend what it was like to be hugged by the princess, she told me that she enjoyed it and her boyfriend was very gentle. At the moment of being hugged, she felt that she was a boyfriend's world and wanted her boyfriend to hold her like this all the time, but I don't think I will feel this feeling in my life. If I have a boyfriend in the future and he dares to hug me, I will never know him.