Zombie Boy spent 200 million yuan on tattoos and won the Guinness Book of World Records. Why did he finally choose to commit suicide?

When you stare into the abyss, you will also see your own shadow in the abyss. For what? Zombie boy? Generally speaking, perhaps because he is in the abyss, he can exude inspiration that ordinary people don't have and become famous for it, but he didn't escape from the abyss. When his inspiration is exhausted or he can't satisfy his inner emptiness, he will be swallowed up by the abyss.

1, 15 years old hidden trouble

This world-famous zombie boy? His name is Rick? Genest, 15 years old, was unfortunately declared to have brain cancer by doctors, which not only ruined people's appearance, but also killed people. At that time, he felt that he was declared dead by God at a young age. Even if he is lucky enough to survive, his future appearance may be affected by this and become ugly. While waiting for the operation, he was like a prisoner waiting for the death penalty, full of all kinds of fears and helplessness. Although the operation was successful in the end, he was neither killed nor disfigured, but the fear hidden in his body did not disappear. He once admitted that he just wanted to quickly turn his plan to transform his body into reality.

2. Crazy tattoos

From the age of 16, he tattooed his first pattern, which is a typical dark figure with a skull and a cross. Some people may get tattoos that are cool, but what about Rick? For Genest, it is a kind of catharsis and redemption. /kloc-at the age of 0/9, he is even more addicted to it. He carefully designs all kinds of personalized patterns for himself, and all of them are tattooed on himself, and these patterns are all strange and unusual styles without exception. He is addicted to the fun of tattooing. It took three years, and * * * spent 40.75 million US dollars, about 2 billion RMB. Unfortunately, so many tattoos still failed to pull him back from the brink of death.

3. The pain of marginal people

Even though he was later favored by the fashion world because of these tattoos, he left many photos. It may be because his appearance is easily associated with a series of negative words such as darkness, depravity and evil, so he often interprets this horrible and mysterious style when he walks on the runway. But he will also work with things that represent beauty. He has worked with flowers, beautiful women and babies. He and beauty are like two extremes, which can never be integrated. This sense of contradiction may deepen his inner struggle for life and death.

In our eyes, he is a fashion darling, maverick, free and willful. It can be said that he is the object we look up to, compared with a busy but mediocre person. But if his life is a gorgeous robe, what he can do is probably lice. Perhaps from the moment he 15 survived, his wheel of fate rolled completely in the other direction and finally stopped at the age of 32.