Take a walk in the morning to pay homage to Jizu Mountain.

I am usually afraid to mention my belief in Buddhism to others. First, I don't know Buddhism, history, system and Buddhism, so I'm afraid to ask three questions. Second, I am so tired of learning that I am afraid of being called a scum of Buddhism and ruining the Buddhism and wisdom of others.

Nevertheless, he was observed and recommended by the wise Mr. Hua years ago by the TV series "Hundred Years of Virtual Clouds", and became attached to a book "The Footprints of the Old Monk in Virtual Clouds" on February 24th.

At first, watching TV and reading books were full of Zen and fascinating. Then, watching the things that the old monks and pedestrians can't do, and the things that others can't stand, I spent a hundred years practicing "reporting four good deeds and helping three people", loving my country and teaching, and helping the world with compassion, which shocked me.

Because I didn't see my mother when I was born, and I didn't fulfill my filial piety to my father, I vowed to burn incense from Putuo, Zhoushan, Zhejiang Province, worship Wutai Mountain, Shanxi Province, and kowtow in three steps to repay my parents' kindness and the Buddha's compassion and ignorance. At first, several monks followed, but all the way through the wind and rain, and finally only the old monk reached Wutai Mountain. It is awe-inspiring.

After the completion of Wutai Mountain, it successively went to Hengshan Mountain in Beiyue, Huashan Temple in Xiyue, Zhong Nanshan, Cuiwei Mountain, Qinghua Mountain and Emei Mountain, then went to Tibet to worship Potala Palace and Jokhang Temple, and crossed the Himalayas to make pilgrimage to Bhutan, India, Myanmar and other holy places. I heard the Tibetan Lama share his experience of studying in India on the snowy mountain. The journey is extremely difficult, not to mention the Han people.

Third, go to Jizu Mountain, remove the polluted air on the mountain and establish the righteousness of Buddhism. Give lectures, discipline and discipline to the public, and take the public to recite scriptures and worship Buddha and Zen. Create a new look of Jizu Mountain.

I am still immersed in the deeds of the old monk Xu Yun. At the beginning of March 7th, I went to the Cold Smoke House in Meicun. Master Changsheng mentioned that I wanted to go on a pilgrimage to the mountains and hoped to go with me. At the end of my study, I was very happy and eager to move. But if you want to be isolated from the world for more than two months, you will be separated because you can't let go of your work and other reasons are not enough.

In addition, in the past six months, Mr. Huang has adopted the ways of earnestly pleading, drinking loudly and stabbing people in the back, so that he learned to understand Buddhism as a mental method at the end of the year. While working hard, he also realized that Bodhisattva's low eyebrows and King Kong's glaring eyes are merciful. Lead us to learn the scriptures word by word, and then we can taste the incredible wisdom in the scriptures. He was ashamed that the past was meaningless, so he crawled out instead of looking for his own treasure.

I want to laugh at myself with a poem;

All kinds of beings are mysterious, charming, ignorant and pure.

I mistakenly think that it is similar, sitting in the well and watching the sky and eating sword honey.

Later, according to the fate of Cao Dage, I came to Leng Yan Jingshe.

The influence of Mr. Huang and the experience of Xu Yun, an old monk recommended by Mr. Hua, played a great role in his later actions.

Master Changsheng initiated the Leng Yan class. On March 3 1 day, the abbot of An Baili Temple led his disciples to burn incense in Meicun and make a pilgrimage to the mountains.

Four brothers, Dunyuan, Wuxiang, Yao Huan and Zheng Miao, had prepared the monk's clothes and shoes a few days before the incense. The old monk was shaved off by the novice monk from top to bottom, and now he looks like a monk.

They were accompanied by Yan, Zong Yuan, Xiaohong and her brother Pingping.

Yan Zhi, Xiuying and other brothers sent a ride back, while the masters and brothers were already on their way.

Starting from Meicun, Shenzhen, all the way along urban roads, national highways and provincial highways, passing through Dongguan, Guangzhou, Foshan, Zhaoqing, Wuzhou, Yulin, Nanning, Baise, Tianlin, Xilin, Shizong, Shilin, Kunming, Chuxiong, Xiangyun and Binchuan, it took 63 days to reach the chicken feet.

According to Master Chang Sheng and several senior brothers, the journey in Guangxi was particularly difficult. The temperature was 34 degrees on a sunny day, and the clothes were soaked. The clothes were soaked by sudden and scary lightning, thunder and lightning and downpour.

Another time, I walked down one day and fell asleep. Just after I lay down in a tent in the pavilion, a greedy and habitual local resident came over and forced me to move out with a stick. I told him that I was tired and couldn't leave for a while, swearing and telling me to leave at once. While maliciously moving the tent by hand, he threatened not to leave until he fell asleep and then looked at his luggage. Master and his brothers had to get up and clean up. They changed places several times in a row and finally set up a tent at the bus stop. Brother Zheng Miao recalled that that night was the only night he didn't fall asleep, and the bus was vibrating very loudly when he was lying down. All the hardships on the road are tests.

In Guangdong and Yunnan, along the way, believers often ask questions with their hands crossed and offer water, food and fruit at will, which is very touching.

It's not easy all the way. Some people have been here, some people have left, some people have come again, and some people have been walking and walking.

Ever since Zhang Shengshi mentioned doing homework, he has been thinking, what's the use of teacher Huang's questioning? "What's the use of a rotten bone doing homework?" .

The delusion is the foot, and the mind is cultivated.

So I decided to play with the masters for a few days during the holiday.

It was originally planned to leave in the early morning of April 3 to catch up with the team. Later, because the layman bought clothes late, the express delivery was abnormally delayed. It was after two o'clock in the afternoon before leaving from Shenzhen. When I met the team, it was already past five in the afternoon. I followed the team at the junction of Dongguan and Guangzhou, and stayed with the team until the afternoon of April 5, and rested at Huang Jushi's house in Foshan.

It was Tomb-Sweeping Day that day, so I stayed for ancestor worship on April 6th, and then took a ride from Shenzhen to Shenzhen. When I come back, the holy one often asks me to come back for a complete trip when I am near Jizu Mountain.

From childhood, indifference, violence, fear and fear from my father once became psychological obstacles. With the growth of age, the obstacles become more and more prominent, like snowballing, which has a great impact on the end of school. Although through various methods to adjust, no longer wronged why you treat me like this. However, in a similar situation, they would not recognize it. They can't help but fall into an angry mood and often doubt that they have been abandoned by indifference. This grievance and doubt became that there was no fire blocking the abdominal chakra, heart chakra and throat chakra, and the expressive power was limited. It is common that the lower qi is blocked and the stomach qi goes up. Even once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of a well rope, there is no peace all day long. We can't get to know each other, so we have to practice from scratch. I know I am in a bad mood, so I want to follow the team without hesitation.

On May 29th, I flew to Dali with Yan Zhi, Dunling and Tong Lin, took a taxi to meet the masters on the provincial road 40km away from Jizu Mountain/kloc-0, passed Xiangyun and Binchuan, and arrived at the foot of Jizu Mountain on May 3rd/kloc-0. On June 1 day, worship the mountain from about 3: 30 pm to about 9: 00 pm, rest outside the Zhu Sheng Temple, and climb the Jinding on June 2.

It was past five o'clock in the afternoon when I followed the team. After a short walk, when I stopped to have a rest, Brother Wuxiang handed me a steamed bread and said, This is our dinner. I took it, probably square, chewing slowly and feeling the kindness. Starch is converted into glucose in the mouth, which is especially sweet.

After dinner, Brother Wuxiang gave me a mord, and Brother Xiaohong gave me a folding cushion and continued to walk to Zengcheng, Guangzhou. At about 9 o'clock, I tied my tent under an overpass. Master Chang arranged Duan Pai to be in a tent with Yanzi and Zongyuan. After a brief wash at a nearby gas station, I lay down and had a good sleep that night.

It turns out that a steamed bun can fill your stomach and a person can fall asleep. Gratitude is to accept, gratitude is to give a diet bedding.

April 4(th)

In the morning, Master Chang woke everyone up. Look at the time, 5: 20. After washing, he put on a set of pajamas and set off after breakfast.

Probably wearing a layman's uniform should show dignity. Walking on the road will be different in peacetime. Eyes no longer look around, bow their heads and look inward, recite the five-heart mantra, follow the crowd and have a rest after school. There are resting places on the edge of the flower bed, under the overpass and on the steps. When you don't look at the changes in the external environment, ignore those insignificant voices, get tired of walking, sit down on the spot, don't care about other people's eyes, only the breeze blows over your face, and feel at ease for a while.

After dinner, the old monk meditated under the tree. Potato slices are oxidized and peppers are dehydrated. Thinking that Xu Yun, an old monk in Zhong Nanshan, was cooking potatoes, and that the potatoes were not ripe, he sat down and didn't want to sit down. He was knocked unconscious by the mage next door. When he opened the pot, he saw that it was moldy and had been left for more than ten days. I couldn't help laughing and secretly smiled.

Chang Shengshi was worried that everyone was too hungry to go on, so he quickly went to the restaurant to explain that he was a vegetarian.

I bought snacks for everyone at the gas station in the evening. Sitting on the side of the road to eat, I realized my childlike nature and appreciated being taken care of.

At 9 o'clock in the evening, go to Guangzhou Tianhe Gymnasium to prepare your account. Considering the city appearance, the security guard recommended me to live in the park next to it. The tent is close to the water source, which is quite good.

It rained in Mao Mao at one o'clock in the morning, and I was awakened by the dripping sound on the top of the tent. After listening carefully for several times, it really rained. I thought of putting my bag under the tree before going to bed, so I got up and took a rain cover to cover my bag. I saw little red brother take the clothes away and everyone else fell asleep. Seeing that the rain had stopped, I went back to sleep. It didn't start raining until three o'clock in the morning, so it was often called up. Later, Master shared with his brothers that it rained in the middle of the night, and even once I knew it was raining, I was too tired to get up. The water seeped into the tent, wetting the mat and sleeping bag, and there was nowhere to hide from the rain. There are many hardships on the road.

In the afternoon, a layman followed him, providing fruit and steamed bread, and went to Huang Jushi's house in Foshan at four or five o'clock. Shangguan Guang and the old monk in Shen Xia cooked porridge and vegetables for everyone, and he was very satisfied. Because he got up early, he didn't take a nap, and the old monk didn't pay attention to the instructions of the layman after dinner. At the end of his study, he fell asleep in the rocking chair. When he woke up, his fatigue eased. Looking around, it is really "the so-called giver, he will get his benefits." If you are happy, you will be happy. "

After the sacrifice, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening. Pingping and I took the SF bus from Shenzhen to Shenzhen. But the bag was left in Wu Huan's brother's car and never found. Later, I was sorry to trouble Huang Jushi to send it back to Shenzhen.

On the whole, the first short-term trip was full of gratitude. With two years of outdoor experience, my physical quality and mentality were relatively relaxed, and I also experienced freedom and freedom.

Thanks to Chang Shengshi's compassion, the porridge cooked by Chang Huishi at 3: 30, the tent shared by Zongyuan and Xiaoyan, the shelter, food, sacrificial place and materials provided by Huang Jushi, the water and fruit provided by believers, and the SF car of Shenzhen lay man.

In this world, food and bedding are gifts.

I also observed many differences between men and women on the road and read the second sex, a female bible. Beauvoir analyzed everything about women and their awakening. In addition, Mr. Huang also mentioned that women can't enter the meditation hall, which makes them arrogant at the end of their studies and wants to cultivate men.

On May 29th, Yan Zhi, Deng Ling and Tong Ling and I came out of the airport. At that time, it was already past eleven o'clock, and I was going to see the masters after lunch. But Zhang Shengshi is very kind, saying that he will prepare a meal and wait for us.

The noodles were a little fat when we arrived. This is because everyone has been hungry for a long time, but we didn't complain. It's glad to be back again.

At this time, the swallow was shaved from top to bottom by an old monk on the fifteenth day of the third lunar month, put on a monk's robe and named Bodhi, and calmly brought noodles and soup to everyone. I don't know what kind of karma and courage it takes for a woman to shave her hair and become an abandoned child.

Brother Miao Qing, who joined after May Day, also joined the team, and he was shaved by the novice monk.

After dinner, the saint always kindly asks everyone to rest before leaving and lying on the mat under the tree. There are white clouds floating under the blue sky. The sun shines through the leaves and wine, and the wind caresses their cheeks, mixed with the fragrance of grass. They fall asleep freely and beautifully for a time.

Teacher Huang lays the foundation, and Zen master's teaching method points directly at people's hearts. Drinking is common. Probably the second time I came, no one took care of me. Moreover, before the karma appeared, the bad habits of the past were revealed from time to time, looking inward and thinking flying.

The first drink is to take down the bag and let yourself carry it. Last time, the outdoor bag carried by the school was designed for decompression, and I wanted to take a boat on the outdoor graduation route in Lv You, Guangdong Province. Every time I take a short trip for one day, I always carry a backpack for one day to exercise my weight-bearing ability. Let the backpack have no complaints, even a little arrogance that the backpack is not a physical problem. I also thought that when I went back last time, the bag gave us trouble. I was ashamed and willing to carry it. Back to the next night, Master Chang Hui quietly carried me back to me during the break.

Because it is the first day, I am full of energy. When it was getting dark around eight o'clock, I cursed Yan Zhi's brother with five hearts and echoed each other. I was very unhappy. Around nine o'clock, Brother Tong Lin and Brother Dunling can't walk any further, so they need to unpack and lose weight. Looking back on this road, Brother Dunyuan has been holding the flag and walking in front. He is tall and fat, perspires easily, his feet are covered with blisters and his hamstrings hurt. When he was in Guangzhou, his feet were covered with cotton, but he never gave up and never said anything until now. Brother Wu Huan arranged logistics, bought things from the east and the west, and returned to the team as soon as he finished. In the whole process of taking photos and videos, Yao Huan's brother always ran to the front to take a picture, but it was not good. He ran for another run and filmed it again, probably taking the most road in the crowd. Ask him if his feet hurt, and why not? But the feeling of walking is the easiest. After Zheng Miao's disciples quieted down, they took a break to meditate. Friar Miao Qing also said little, and many animals were buried along the way.

This observation reminds me that Xu Yun, an old monk, fell into the Yangtze River when he went to Gaomin Temple for boxing at seven o'clock, hit the shore stone and wiped the reef, and went up and down for a day and a night. When he was rescued, his mouth and nose were bleeding. I thought that the Gaomin Temple Zen had arrived regularly, and I rushed there regardless of my illness. He hid his illness from the visiting teacher and entered the meditation hall. Because he was really weak, he refused to work in the meditation hall and was beaten in public. Afterwards, I told everyone about falling into the Yangtze River. There is also the cloud gate incident, which has suffered a lot. For the old monk, suffering is the idleness of Qianshan.

On the other hand, I am indifferent, ignorant of solemnity and discretion, and my mood is changeable. I am an adult, but I often regard myself as a child, eager for the care and love of my parents and others. I can't help feeling ashamed. So the idea of cultivating a gentleman lingered in my mind when I was about to finish school.

It was this idea that played an important role in the next few days.

Because of his isolation and other serious habits, he appeared in all ways, and then he was drunk many times. Because of this, he broke several persistent feelings and couldn't help crying with gratitude.

It is the husband who bravely walks forward, and every step is a step closer to Jizu Mountain. Every four kilometers or so, the motorcade will rest at the gas station, in the shade of trees or in front of empty houses, and drink water to replenish energy. It's even harder to sit down and stand up again. My legs are sore and I can't stand upright. I felt that every step was getting closer, so I bravely ran a few steps to keep up with the team.

People with courage don't say mean things, while Qian Shan just idles around. One day, when I walked down, I got blisters on my feet. I ignored it and stepped on a small gravel and was trampled. If I walk again, it will become a cocoon. The hamstring of my left foot and the root of my left leg hurt so much that I can't walk away. When I think of the old monk Xu Yun, what pedestrians can't do and who can't stand it, I don't complain and silently follow the team. There is also a dry day, less water, a little nosebleed, quietly wipe. There is another period, probably because the porridge I ate at around seven o'clock in the morning has been digested and I haven't reached the place for lunch yet. Probably because the weather is hot, I don't care about drinking, dizziness, sweating, and limb weakness. Replenish water during the break and put on Deng Lingge's essential oil, which makes me feel refreshed. It was nearly two o'clock and I walked all the way to the meal. If you persist in pain, I'm afraid I can't walk. When I returned to Shenzhen, I saw that my calves were swollen. The function of will is also wonderful.

It is the husband who bears the responsibility. Brother Yan Zhi said, Liu Shan, I may not be able to leave. Please help me for a moment. After school, I walked in front and pulled her with a bamboo pole. Sometimes when I can't walk, I feel that I can't let go. I need to take responsibility. I have to leave. On second thought, I am pulling the Buddha of the future, and I am happy again. Later, other senior brothers couldn't walk any further, so they took a ride with fate.

In life, you should also leave a climbing heart of a little girl who longs for love and independence.

On June 1 day, I began to worship the mountain at about 3: 30 in the afternoon, kowtowing in three steps, landing on my knees, palms and foreheads, and going up the mountain in a kneeling position.

People are willing to knock on the loess, gravel, cement and steps under the blue sky.

Knocking at the door is a confession of sin. "Sin is to admit the heart from the heart. If the heart is destroyed, sin will be forgotten. It is true repentance to forget both. " Knock again to repay the kindness, the country, the parents, the Buddha and all beings.

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1, at the end of the semester, pay more attention to happiness and wisdom.

2. If you suffer, you will see the light in the bitterness.

3, Fu Pei is not easy, don't enjoy it, don't miss it.

4, don't argue, if you are wrong, correct it, if you are right, argue about its use. Naturally, how do ordinary people distinguish right from wrong?

5, it is not a big problem not to wash your face, and your clothes are not afraid of being dirty. At present, the heart is clear, "like clear water, it exists in a static device, quiet and deep, and sand and dust, clear water shows the heart."

6. Great goodness is merciless, and King Kong forgives compassion.

7. Look at yourself, find your heart and call it a gentleman.

8. I thought I helped others. In fact, at the end of school, others helped me. Don't be proud, be grateful.

9. Observe when you know what you can do.

10, return to life and work, be earnest and practical, wash dishes after meals, and sweep the floor when the ground is dirty. Modest and gentle.

Grateful teachers often point to the big drink of the soul with compassion, and compassion points to mistakes. If you make mistakes, correct them, gradually improve your character and self-cultivation.

Thanks to Master Chang Hui for cooking porridge and caring all the way.

I am grateful to my brother Wu Huan for preparing logistics to make the road relatively smooth.

Grateful brother Yao Huan has been taking photos and making micro-videos.

Thanks to Yu Qing, Master A Peng arranged accommodation, and the Yunnan Qi Jun soup that everyone praised was regarded as the best meal on the trip.

Thank you, my friend Zifen, who lives in Shizuishan, for sending hot water, snacks and fruits to Banshan on the way to worship the mountain to quench my thirst.

Thanks to Master Bodhi, Yan Zhi, Dunling and Xiaohong for taking care of me all the way.

Appreciate the water, drinks, snacks and fruits provided by believers along the way.

Appreciate the kindness of all peers.

Thank you, Mr. Huang, for your exquisite logical thinking in study and practice.

Thanks to Mr. Yi Shi's book, it gives invisible power.

Thank you, Brother Cao, for recommending Leng Yan Jingshe.

Thanksgiving blue sky and white clouds, green mountains and green waters, bright starry sky. . .

Thanks to the breeze at rest, I feel cool. . .

Gratitude for hunger, pain, fatigue and suffering tempered the will of body and mind.

Be grateful for everything in the universe. . .

I hope that Master and his brothers will wake up at an early date and feel that the road is far away, just like walking in the right direction, and each step is closer.

I am a poor scholar who finished my studies, and my wisdom is shallow. If there is anything wrong, please criticize and correct me. )