What is the ending of "Until Loneliness Shatters into the Sea"

The ending of "Until Loneliness Shatters into the Sea"

The Promised Voice of Chapter 14

"Gu Anxia, ??you can hear me, I said I like you , I like you very much, so please wake up, okay, let’s not sleep anymore, what I’m most afraid of is this kind of game... we won’t play anymore...”

Gu Anxia said quietly. Lying on a white hospital bed, his whole body was covered with thick white bandages and white gauze. She just lay there quietly, for the only time.

This is the only time Xia Tongche has ever seen her look so quiet and weak.

But it made him want to cry for no reason.

The doctor said that her body was severely burned in the fire, and there was no intact skin on her body... The skin on her face could not regenerate at all, and her eyes could no longer be repaired because of the huge smoke. Open...

Xia Tongche sniffed and tried not to let tears fall.

"It's really unfair... Why am I the only one talking... Hey, Gu Anxia, ??get up and beat me. You can kill me. Don't be like this, okay... Let's stop making trouble." Okay..."

But the girl covered in white bandages stood quietly in front of him, like a beige crescent moon, tender and silent.

"I like you, I like you so much..."

Even the head nurse at the time cried when she saw her injury.

"She is still young...how can she bear such a disaster..."

Yes, she can't bear it, how can she bear it!

So she refused to wake up.

She is now quietly doing everything she wants to do in the space she created. No one will disturb her anymore, and no one will make her sad anymore.

It was still summer, but suddenly heavy snow fell outside the window, one piece at a time, as if it was going to make her disappear.

In the white space created by the girl herself, crabapple flowers bloomed wantonly, and a bad boy followed her, telling her in a voice as sweet as milk pudding, Axia, I like you. .

“I still want to see you, I want to see you jump up and hit me, jump up and scold me... So, you have to promise me that you must wake up... Only when you wake up can I feel at ease. I have to leave with A-Xia... So we have agreed not to fall asleep..."

Only when you wake up can I leave with A-Xia in peace of mind.

She died on the third day after he said those words to her.

The sky is bright and the sun is like a mallow. It shines brightly into people's eyes, forcing them to shed tears.

In that night as silent as the deep sea, she decisively cut off the only tube that could sustain her life, and then lay on the hospital bed quietly waiting for death.

Until the first ray of light in the morning shone on her face.

Until the nurse hurriedly opened the door and exclaimed.

Later, Xia Tongche always inexplicably missed Gu Anxia's last smile, unassuming, filled with a touch of sadness, but stubborn and decisive.

He recalled the stubborn and defensive look in her eyes when they first met.

He remembered her peaceful sleeping face when they hugged each other and slept on a thunderstorm night.

He recalled her smiling face when she woke up from the nightmare.

He thought of her extremely gentle eyes when she said to him without any defense, "It would be great if we could always be together."

He thought of her last smile, which blurred his eyes like tears.

At Gu Anxia's funeral, her father, whom she had not seen for many years, lay in a black suit and cried in front of her coffin. Her young stepmother stood quietly holding her young child, even though Tears were streaming down his face, but there was still a trace of happiness spreading in the tears, and the half-blood brother stretched out his small palm to touch the black and white smiling face of the girl in the photo in confusion.

Qian Muzhi and Shangguan Kuiran stood beside him, neither of them spoke. Fate has quietly buried a secret for you when you don't know it, waiting for you to walk in and walk towards your own death.

He heard his own voice: "I will go back, and I will follow A-Xia back." There was nothing he missed in this world.

But... "You don't need to cry, because Gu Anxia is not here."

Yes, before the burial, her father insisted on seeing the dead child for the last time. After opening the coffin, what everyone saw was the extremely bright begonia in full bloom.

He felt that his Gu Anxia was not suitable for this noisy and dirty world, and the clean deep sea was her place.

So he took her to the place where she should go, burying his love and the girl together under this deep sea of ??sadness.

The sky in the distance seemed to be stained with blood, and the sea water glowed with a cold light. He gently put her into the sea water, and then stood up straight, still looking proud, but with his head slightly lowered, as if he was extremely sad.

He closed his eyes, the early morning wind tearing at the corners of his eyes.

A girl's voice could be heard faintly in the wind, speaking to him softly.

"Hey, Xiao Che, you can't hear it, I'm saying in my heart, Gu Anxia likes Xia Tongche. More than she loves herself, more than she loves this world. She actually doesn't want to leave, she actually doesn't want to leave. I want to be with you all the time. But you can't hear this, right?" The girl's body gradually sank into the sea, and her arms slowly opened as she sank, like a hug. . Embracing her only love in the world.

Xia Tongche stood quietly in the wind, watching her gradually sink into the sea, tightly wrapped in the blue water like silk and gems.

Her appearance is almost invisible.

"Axia, you can't hear me." He said.

Epilogue

For the one you love most

It was many years later, in a flower bed full of begonias, a little girl was holding up the hem of her skirt , the smile is sweet and holy.

She saw the man walking up to her against the light, and then stopped, with a smile in his delicate and clear eyes like mint candy.

It was obviously the first time she saw him, but she felt as if he had existed in her memory for thousands, tens of thousands of years.

The man gently spread her little hands and placed a ring in her palm.

She raised her stubborn little face in confusion and asked him: "...Why should I give this ring to A-Xia?"

Because it was originally meant for you. There was a light mist in the man's beautiful mint candy eyes, and he said, "That's because I like you."

The Mayans believe that love is like a ring, endless.

On the very edge of the ring, there is a line of delicate small words engraved on it that cannot be easily noticed.

Basic introduction (author): An Mian Weimian is a famous writer and photographer, calm and self-possessed, occasionally flirts with cuteness, likes to tease young people, Virgo, living in Shandong; magazine pen name: An Mian Weimian (Mary Forest) Long-form pen names: Song Juansheng (martial arts, ancient style, the Republic of China), Scotland Blue Whale (campus, city, magic, girls, fandom).