Datura's road to growth

The fate of Datura stramonium and I came from September 20 16 18. First of all, I would like to thank Mr. Li Jun, a dance teacher in Jinan, for inviting me to participate in the activities to witness the establishment of the Datura Psychological Research and Application Center of Jinan Mental Health Association. When you meet Bo for the first time, you should shake hands as a greeting.

That day, I saw a camera at the reception desk in the first row. I made a temporary guest appearance as a photographer to help capture some warm moments in the venue.

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I drew my first mandala painting in the mandala experience learning activity that day.

Purple rope reel: It felt mysterious and magical before the end. From the beginning I tried to draw with my left hand, I left my comfort zone and used my right hand. I was very cautious from the beginning, and I totally believed in the color of my left hand. I began to try to draw with my left and right hands. I can use my left and right hands at the same time, taking into account the overall situation and details. I am very happy to achieve such structure and exquisiteness, and I also respect the power of growth and exploration.

The experience of Datura's works:

1. Selection: I made choices and trade-offs for myself from the pattern selection. When I first got it, it was a radial pattern with many lines. When I got it, I felt very complicated. Now I tend to get out of the state, and the minimalist pace makes me choose another mode for myself.

2. Rule: Before the group starts, enter the painting state and think nothing. They can adjust their meditation state at any time, which is related to daily practice. They can be quiet, or they can respect the rules and take care of their inner feelings.

3. State: The painting process is very calm. I put the brush on my sister's desk next door. I can get the color I want at any time and paint with my inner feelings.

4. Skill: From the beginning of trying to draw with your left hand, you should leave your comfort zone and be right-handed. From being cautious at the beginning to completely trusting the color presented by the left hand, I began to try to draw with both hands. Both can be used at the same time, taking into account the overall situation and details. You can achieve such structure and exquisiteness, and you can respect the power of growth and exploration at the same time.

5. Acceptance: Finish the work before the end, wait for the silent precipitation of flowers, allow it to happen, and everything is the best arrangement.

6 guidance: the accommodation of all things' growth touches a steady stream of growth points, and its future direction is strengthened through exploration.

7. Supplement: Today's work ends today, and the unfinished work is completed. The name of the work was changed from Purple Suo Dish to Affection of Mother Earth. In the process of finishing my work, I went through colorful outward differentiation and colorful gorgeous experiences, and finally merged into the calm sea and merged with a calm initial heart. The sea-like friendship comes from the ocean of human origin, and the selfless dedication from Mother Earth can be fulfilled. Only by letting go can you know how to carry it out, and you can find the direction of your position from all directions, just like a compass always points forward. In the photo, Datura's self-priming is like an invisible hand in the dark, which promotes inner exploration and hair growth. (Existence makes sense)

I always carry this mandala painting with me. Because when I saw this photo, I felt like my mother's love. Love is always there, this is a witness!

At the 13th Datura Workshop on "Caring for Special Professionals", I was introduced by Director Sun Ping, and I was able to get in close contact with my PhD supervisor.

I took the initiative to tell the doctoral supervisor that I had been on the scene the day the Datura Psychological Research and Application Center of Jinan Mental Health Association was established.

In the big photo, the third from the right in the second row is me in a cotton and linen white dress, which is also my first Datura work.

After that, I met director Sun Ping, who is my mentor and friend in my life, and deepened my deep connection and fate with Datura.

Before I met director Sun Ping, the word "Ping" in my name always had a sense of "duckweed" flowing downstream.

? My past work experience has changed, but I still can't find a sense of belonging in my work unit. I once doubted my choice. I sometimes think, what is behind my sense of instability, and I slowly look for the answer with this unknown.

? After the outbreak began, the psychological intervention in the hospital was finally pushed to the front desk of practical work. I like working alone. When the hospital leader said that he would send a psychiatrist from this city to support the work, the figure of Director Sun Ping flashed in my mind. She and I are from Zichuan, and we both loved "climbing trees" when we were young. We are friends who hit it off at first sight. When I saw the real director Sun Ping appear in the office of our hospital, I couldn't control my reserve in front of the hospital leaders, and I almost jumped for joy.

Sun Ping and Li Bai and I quickly formed a psychological intervention working group. Under the orderly command of Director Sun Ping, psychological evaluation and psychological intervention were carried out smoothly. I do video psychological crisis intervention on the Internet and deal with frequent, sudden, rapid and effective psychological crises every day. I'm growing up quickly. When Director Sun Ping talked about the story of "tree" in her painting, my heart was suddenly touched. We are all "flat". Why didn't I think my "Ping" was an apple tree?

In the psychological crisis intervention of a close contact patient, Director Sun took the seven-stage transformation and empowerment of Datura as the consulting direction, and timely intervened and improved the patient's acute anxiety attack. I witnessed the magical effect of psychological crisis intervention in Datura paintings.

Director Sun Ping gave me technical guidance at the first time, pointing out in detail my anxiety conversion part, my silent listening technique and my grasping point. Let me calm down and face my anxiety at that moment.

Director Sun guided me to see the emotion of my inner child behind me at that time, and let me see the responsibility and strength of my inner parents and adults themselves. When Director Sun told me about her mental journey of growing up, I thought of being a director's mentor, hoping to become "her state, steady, peaceful and experienced" after many years.

At that time, Datura planted a seed of good fortune in my heart.

I made up my mind to make a blank sheet of paper and start learning painting skills training again. I am also willing to grow up with two teachers in our team and deepen more contacts in my study. With them here, I feel a sense of belonging in the Fourth Hospital.

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All three members of the psychological working group of the Fourth Hospital of our hospital were in place to participate in the 16 Datura training class. Compared with the expectation of learning content, I cherish the friendship that the three of us learn and grow synchronously.

I am very happy to join my former colleagues in the hospital and two colleagues in my current unit. I also knew Mr. Liu before. I was surprised that Mr. Wang Fang joined us, so we started a small class training course. I think the gift I received this time is "a box of chocolates". Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get. This chocolate blind box, I tasted the taste of "silky chocolate sandwich"!

On the first day of class, I chose to wear the "leaf" shirt I wore for the first time. This dress has been bought for a long time, and it has never been worn because there is no suitable occasion. I think all Datura paintings are like a flower, and the green leaf shirt I wear can better set off the beauty of the paintings.

Ever since I painted the name Datura, I have been on the road of "restarting the core of my mind". I found for the first time that my "Lu" is so rich, like a big treasure.

Doctor planted the seeds of empowerment for me, saying that I could focus on wealth with my eloquence. Before I swept away the spell, I felt that I was not suitable to give lectures on stage, which was a great affirmation and support for me.

In the process of painting, I used black pigment to squeeze out the eyes of Phoenix directly.

I think of the work photos that I used to work in a hospital and wore a white coat. In my nearly 20 years of medical career, my eyes in the photos have become more and more firm.

There are so many beauties in my Shu that I haven't discovered. In the picture, the eyes of the phoenix face the word "Shu".

I once saw my mother with my own eyes in the mirror. My mother gave me a simple, diligent, kind and forbearing life constitution, a life rhythm that loves dancing, and a pair of eyes that love laughing. After I accompanied my mother through the last journey of my life, I began to pay attention to cancer patients and the significance of life education in peace and care.

It was my mother who led me to find my mission direction in life. I came to work in the Fourth Hospital to provide psychological services to more cancer patients and their families!

A big apple has grown on my Ping. I always say it's good to enjoy the cool under the big tree.

I have always honored Dashu by his father's WeChat name. He gave me a lot of selfless love, and there was always deliberate love in his eyes.

Maybe he has a "cleft lip" daughter who is a doctor, which is also an indelible pain and trauma for him. As a parent, I met my father at that moment. My father gave me the characteristics of optimism and being good at learning, and there is a bookish spirit of "Mr." in my bones.

The recognition of my name made me realize the connection with my family again, and my family loved me more deeply in the process of acceptance and tolerance! Listening to the story of Datura, every colleague's name and everyone's name have their own wonderful energy, and I feel that every name fully expresses their destiny at this moment.

In the self-image Datura, I saw my face clearly in the mirror for the first time.

Every inch of skin and hair is so loving.

There is a white aperture on the top of the head and wings with white feathers on the shoulders. Angels living on the earth exist peacefully as one of the messengers. In the process of telling my self-image, I thought of the mission of spreading my favorite dance.

In the double mandala, I feel the other person's hand, the story in the other person's eyes, FM and the breathing rhythm of the other person. Through these eyes, I saw many people who had appeared in my past life, and the movie-like scene flashed by.

In the process of painting, I didn't start writing for the first time. When I saw the other person drawing a red heart, I suddenly thought of a rainbow. I like the color of the rainbow. Some time ago, I wanted to buy a rainbow dress, but I didn't buy it because I didn't think it was suitable for the occasion. Now that I think about it, I can start with something and satisfy my heartfelt happiness.

I drew a heart at the back of the other person's heart and saw the other person draw a winding curve in the lower left corner. I also drew a winding curve in the lower right corner and put music on it. Thank you for letting go and fulfilling in life, which gives me the courage to be myself.

Family background, intimate relationship, parent-child relationship and self-development are combed in the mandala of the wheel of life.

In the parent-child relationship, I drew a seed and associated it with the core self-image. I found that sometimes children can't live without their parents, and many times parents can't live without their children. Worrying about children is sometimes a constraint.

I was listening to teacher Wang Fang's interpretation of the rainbow between parents and children, and I realized that I needed to let go and bless my children.

The first night, I went to class very late. I watched the movie again before I went home.

It seems that I have walked a long way today. I am glad that I have been on the road of personal growth and study, and I have spent a lot of money on learning and growth along the way. I remembered a sentence I said in the course before: What is the most expensive thing on you? The first answer that came to my mind at that time was myself.

The next morning, after intensive theoretical study, the content of the knowledge framework was integrated and expanded, and I was immersed in the ocean of knowledge.

In the love organized by the group, I found that I was not walking alone. Everyone in the group grew up in suffering. Silent love is the best companion for each other.

In the evening group paintings, the cohesion is merging, and the emotional flow continues to spread silently. See the world with your eyes and experience it with your heart. In the whole painting process, there are conflicts and integrations, and we can all accept them calmly. As soon as the perspective changes, our hearts will be clear.

In the process of dancing and interpreting works, everyone is like a blooming flower, and each flower is fragrant and beautiful and integrated into the natural landscape map. The earth will be all-inclusive. If we plant kindness and love, we will reap kindness and love.

On the third day, the formal performance was gorgeous, and the tension of life was first revealed, which once again strengthened the professional line of my artistic expression group. The best performance is the soft and strong switching of action texture, the fusion of different elements of internal driving force, leading and following, and presenting.

In terms of psychological practice, I am more aware of what I need to improve. I always hold everyone and give wise guidance smoothly and freely. If I were the sun, director Sun Ping would be the moon, lighting the fireworks in everyone's heart and giving us the most powerful support at this moment. Combing five works, I seem to have gone through the first half of my life. Now I am in control of my life and live the rest of my life every day.

Love every * * * founder 6+ 1No. 16 mentor and student, and we will be great together!

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