If I were a photographer,

You wrote a lot. I've read them all. You're not old, are you?

Here, I would like to express my views, hoping to benefit you. I hope you don't get angry if you think differently.

You have been a photography assistant for 20 months, but it doesn't mean what level you will be as a photographer.

You said you thought those teachers were photographers in XX Studio, and you didn't trust their skills.

And why do you always feel better than others?

These can only show that your confidence is very sufficient.

I don't know if you have heard the saying that overconfidence is conceit.

I have been engaged in photography, and I personally interview many photographers every year, some of whom are very similar to you.

Some photographers are excellent and experienced.

Next, I will summarize their differences.

Many novices are complacent when they have just done a few successful projects, and think that photography is nothing more than that. Well said, it's very important.

Even some young and frivolous.

But many real photographers give me the impression that they are very modest and low-key.

In addition, speaking of photography, photography is not just studio photography, there are many other routes and ways to go.

And the studio often talks about not all pure photography, which you should know very well.

Let me give you some advice.

You should start as a photographer in a small studio, and then make more contact in this circle. At least 18 months later, you will have the opportunity to recommend a better studio through contacts. That is, job-hopping

You should discover and summarize your own shortcomings more. If you always feel that you are better than others, this is definitely not a good phenomenon.

Respect other photographers, no matter how mediocre they seem on the surface. You must understand that there must be a teacher in a threesome.

Photography and martial arts need talent and basic skills more, so don't rush for success, be normal.

There are many things in work that are more important than photography. It's not enough to do a good job of photography. It is more important to be peaceful, accurate and rigorous when dealing with people.

Okay, I've said enough. You can see your own shortcomings and ask questions, which shows that you are still very self-aware.

I believe that as long as you really like this job, you will become an excellent photographer.