Reading

I firmly believe that every book is a small world and has its own unique atmosphere. Zhang Xiaoxian's book is not so much a love story as I read more loneliness in it.

From Lu Xixi to Link, and then to the whole small world, it is like a melancholy and addicted dream. The rhythm of the story is slow, like a spring in a deep mountain, gurgling.

The heroine's name is Lu Xixi, but she can't call it peace and joy in life. I have been an orphan since I was a child. After being adopted, my brother and I separated. When I was fourteen, I was sent back to the orphanage by my foster mother, but my brother was gone.

She told everyone that she had a Scorpio brother, or a war correspondent who worked in a news agency. Or open a small transport plane in West Africa and make an appointment with her to meet at one place every year.

She made up a story that her father was a freelance photographer and her mother was an artist. A car accident took everything away, leaving only her and her brother.

Even Link followed her for a long time and found that she had no friends and was lonely. This girl, like a dying flower, is full of sadness.

I always thought that what happened between her and Link was not love, at least for Lu Xixi.

Link wears a blue jacket, so does his brother in memory. They are very similar. Lu Xixi hired Link to follow her. At first, she was always worried about whether he had lost him. She wants to determine the whereabouts of Link. It seems that Link is here, so she is relieved.

She, journey to the south, fulfilled her promise to travel with her brother, but only Link accompanied her.

Perhaps through years of inseparable companionship, the bond between the two has deepened a lot. But in Lu Xixi's life, his brother's influence has always existed.

I don't remember where I read it. When writing novels to describe characters, it is best to give them some unique habits. Just like Lu Xixi always drinks peach-flavored vodka, reads the astrology column in the newspaper every day, and changes the pictures on the wall every time he goes to the hotel and hangs the starry night.

Her belief in constellations is because when she was ten years old, her brother gave her an astrological book with the zodiac on the cover.

She opened a mailbox for her brother and used it to pretend to be his voice, wishing her a happy birthday every year.

She is so lonely, I hope someone can protect herself like her brother.

I remember that she seemed to like dyeing her hair and preferred red. Red hair, red earrings, red windbreaker, red shoes, red is a warm color. For her, it is not warmth but loneliness, which seems to be in contrast with her heart.

Her favorite books are The Unbearable Lightness of Life and One Hundred Years of Solitude. Her soul is always wandering.

One longs to be guarded, and the other longs to be guarded. Between two people, it is attractive.

Link is the guardian of melancholy, wearing a blue jacket, a little unkempt, and often holding a Sudoku in his hand.

At first, I was hired to follow. When did you start to like being on the road? Finally, did he know that Lu Xixi actually hired him to follow him?

The description of Link in the book is mostly from the perspective of happiness. But what does Xi Xi look like from Link's point of view?

He watched one boy after another approach Xixi, Lu Zheng, Marin and Levin, but he could only hide in the dark shadows.

He is just a passer-by who likes life, not a returnee. I saved Xixi again and again and hid again and again.

The ending of the novel is like an abrupt and open ending. You can think that they are finally together, or you can think that they are not together at last.

People wander between tragedy and comedy, and finally choose the middle. This is a clever choice. After all, nobody knows tomorrow.

We are not Lu Xixi, and the small world is not the real world. We can't suddenly get a huge inheritance from our foster mother, nor can we hire private detectives to follow us after getting a huge inheritance like Xixi.

It is even more impossible to be immersed in depression and not take good care of this property, so that people can cheat the money away. Finally, the money is gone, go back to the original point and dance the dance you don't want to dance.

There are many choices in life, and the theme of the novel is love rather than life, so there is no need to delve into it.

Looking up at the stars or keeping your feet on the ground seems to be an eternal topic.

I like a passage written by Zhang Xiaoxian in the preface.

These are the books in my eyes.

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