Fairy Queen: I really want to know some stories about Master Jiu and his family. What happened back then? I feel so heartbroken. Can you help me understand him better?

[Edit this paragraph] Experience and life experience

On January 26, 1986, a boy was born in Chungnam, South Korea. When he was 2 years old, his parents divorced. He was sentenced to be given to his mother, but her mother was unable to raise him and had to give him to someone else. In 2001, this boy said goodbye to the city where he had lived for 15 years. He packed his luggage resolutely, left his family of eight sisters who loved him and his adoptive father and mother who loved him equally, and boarded the train to Seoul. When his family sent him to the train station, they all cried. The boy heard their cries, but he did not dare to look back, because he was afraid that the moment he looked back, he would be heartless and give up this opportunity; he was also afraid of his family Seeing his own tears. In this way, the boy wearing a shabby and shabby coat, in order to realize his dream, left his hometown alone at the age of 15 and went to a prosperous city that he had never even seen to find his place to stay.

Zaizhong and his adoptive parents finally arrived at the station and the boy got off the train. He looked at Seoul's gorgeous high-rise buildings, noisy streets, and the night lit by neon lights... so many things he had never seen before rushed toward him like a wave, and his heart couldn't bear the load at all. Does he really want to find a place for himself in this city that is as proud and gorgeous as a queen? The boy hesitated, his confidence in himself shaken.

However, the ideal he had always held in his heart made him certain that if he just went home, he would never be able to forgive his cowardice. So, without any support, the boy found a pitifully small apartment for himself and lived there.

When S.M., South Korea's largest music entertainment company, held the 2nd singing competition, the boy participated (he was not admitted when he participated in the 1st session). The hall was crowded with young people who, like the boys, wanted to take advantage of this competition to be hired by the company and become tomorrow's stars. They all dressed themselves up carefully, wearing the most popular clothes, wearing high-quality headphones on their ears, listening to the songs to be sung during the interview, and looking at the other contestants with cold eyes. The boy looked at his rather large dark gray top and trousers, feeling as if he had already lost half of them.

He was contestant No. 12. When he entered the interview hall, there were five stern-faced judges sitting there. He was a little at a loss until the one in the middle asked him to get ready to sing.

Then, he moved them with his voice. The voice was the clearest, gentlest, and most powerful voice that everyone had ever heard. Listening to it, they felt indescribable sadness in their hearts. But at the same time, I still hope to be able to listen to him singing forever and be immersed in his singing forever. Even so, at first glance, his voice sounded too soft and fragile.

The reason why the boy won the game in the end was because he had a charming face. On that face, which is not stained with beauty but is still refined and smooth, are facial features that are even more delicate than those of a girl. The watery eyes are large and soft, and the gray pupils are shyly half-covered by long eyelashes. The lips are small and full, and their rosy color accentuates the paleness of the skin on her face. Everyone says that this face was born for entertainment.

In this way, he was accepted by the company and signed a seven-year cooperation contract: he worked as an apprentice for the first two years, paid his own tuition to take music and dance classes, and officially became an artist in the next five years. The boy who was getting closer and closer to his dream quickly signed a contract. Although he knew that he would have a hard time in the next two years, he could never give up for his ideal.

So, he began to live a life that was more like a human being for two years. Because his family was not wealthy to begin with, he never asked for another penny from his family and worked two or three casual jobs every day. When everyone was still asleep, he fetched newspapers from the printing factory that were almost as heavy as his own body, and rode a rotten old bicycle to deliver newspapers from house to house; at noon, he went to a nearby construction site to do temporary hard work, and he was so handsome. His suffocating face was covered by dust and cement, and his soft voice was suppressed because he did not dare to offend other construction workers. After attending the afternoon music class, he would rather walk 3 hours to work as a waiter in a restaurant in order to save money on transportation. Silently doing the work at hand, silently bearing the burden that a 15-year-old boy should not bear, silently praying for the day in two years when I can walk out of the dark tunnel and let the light surround me.

The boy tried his best, but still could not live a life with three meals of food and clothing. Every time he gets a salary, the first thing he does is pay tuition, even if the remaining money is not enough for food and clothing, it doesn't matter. Finally one day, the boy found that he had no money to buy anything to eat. He was hungry for two whole days, and his exhausted body should not have been able to work hard anymore, but in order to be able to pay his tuition on time every month, he still worked regardless of rain or shine. That night at the restaurant, the boy picked up more than half of the noodle soup left by a customer. The soup was still lukewarm. He was so hungry that he couldn't bear it. Even the hand holding the bowl was shaking. Without thinking about it anymore, the boy took it. Pick up the spoon and drink up all the remaining noodle soup in one mouthful.

Why is the noodle soup getting saltier and saltier? The boy was confused, and then he found that his tears had fallen into the bowl without his knowledge. A 15-year-old child shouldn't have to endure this, but for his dream, he endured it.

Later, the boy fell ill. He had a fever. For three days in a row, he could only lie in the apartment, which was much smaller than the one with only a few clothes on it, and he felt unable to sleep. The tuition fee had just been paid, but the three-day work allowance was missing. The boy once again dragged his hungry and weak body and walked three hours to work in a restaurant. At one point, he went into shock and fainted.

On the way back, he saw a blood station. While hesitating, his stomach began to throb unsatisfactorily. The boy finally couldn't bear it anymore and walked into the blood station. An hour later, holding the hard-earned banknotes tightly in his hands, he went to the food store to buy the cheapest biscuits to satisfy his hunger despite his heavy dizziness and bloodless lips. In order to save money on mineral water, he even drank water from the Han River to quench his thirst.

Two years of hard times have passed, and the boy was selected into a five-member chorus dance group. The company announced that this would be the strongest group. After unanimous approval from all the music teachers in the company, although these 5 people have very different sound qualities, they will definitely work together seamlessly, so the boy was lucky enough to enter. This group, which the company attaches great importance to, avoided the bad luck of refrigeration; at the same time, as an elder, he also gained four younger brothers who cared about him very much.

When they released their first single, only one album containing two songs topped the various music charts in South Korea. This also broke the Korean music industry that there was no Korean single. Qu’s market. The boy finally tasted the sweetness of success. Seeing the increasing number of letters from fans every day, he felt in his heart that all the hardships he had endured were worth it.

However, good things are always so short-lived and far away for boys. At their first autograph session, none of the fans who got the chance to enter were his fans. The boy looked at the long queue in front of the other four people in the group, and his heart felt like a dull blow. There was no one in front of him. The staff finally pulled a few fans in front of him in order to prevent the atmosphere from being too embarrassing. When the boy tried hard to hide the sadness in his heart and greeted the fans by their names cordially. , the girl said arrogantly and disdainfully: "I was forced to come here, I don't like you at all." His heart was broken again, but the boy did not cry. He would rather bite his lip than be in any situation. Shedding a tear in front of others, even in front of oneself.

The boy didn’t know why the fans disliked him so much; he didn’t know that his fans were outside in the hall, as heartbroken as him.

Later, he found out on the company’s official website that everyone didn’t like him, not because he had done anything wrong, but because he was so beautiful that all the girls hated him. . He smiled feebly and raised the corners of the boy's mouth. It turned out that the bargaining chip that made him better than others in entering the entertainment industry, this young and handsome face, was the reason why everyone hated him.

The boy did not give up. He still faced every interview with a smile every day, hoping that everyone would be attracted by his human side and his voice. But the harder he worked, the more burden he felt on his heart. Big, small mistakes frequently occur in performances. I tighten my emotions every day and control my words and deeds very strictly.

He did not expect that being silent in front of the camera would lead to dissatisfaction from fans who said he was pretending to be cool, and would lead to the company's decision to remove him from the group. The boy was really scared. He didn't want to leave this place that was his second family, but he had no choice. To put it bluntly, the artist was just a puppet who made money for the company. If the audience doesn't like this puppet, the company must replace it with a puppet that the audience likes more, Bojun Yixiao.

He did not realize that his fans had been protesting on the street in front of the company for several days and nights for him. As a result, the boy cherished everything he had even more. He practiced very hard in order to repay the kindness his fans had shown him, and he wanted to present the best to his fans. During the concert, the boy always glanced back and forth in the audience. The music teacher in the company accused him that if he did this, he would not be affectionate at all, as if he was deserting. The boy smiled and nodded, but his eyes still wandered around the next time he sang. The boy said that artists would stare at one place when singing for the sake of effect, but he couldn't do it because he wanted to see each fan's face clearly, so even if the effect of the captured image was not good, he would still do it.

Another two years have passed. In the past two years, the boy broke the music teacher's notion that his voice was too soft and delicate with a song "The way u are". He naturally changed his gentle and pure voice into a brutal and domineering roar, which won him the hearts of more fans. The boy smiled stupidly.

Later, the boy fell down during a dance practice class. He thought that falling was a common thing. But he couldn't stand up, his knees hurt too much. He could only shrink back and tremble on the ground holding his injured right knee. The captain didn't say anything, picked him up, and ran to the nearest hospital for treatment. The moment he was pushed into the emergency room, the boy saw four familiar figures breathing heavily and looking at him worriedly outside the open door.

The doctor said that the boy's right knee suffered a comminuted rupture and needed surgery as soon as possible. This was not a minor operation and required a long period of rest, but the boy refused to rest.

On the second day after his operation, he and other members of the group went to the Seoul Olympic Stadium and held their fan meeting as scheduled. Before the meeting, the captain carefully supported him from the van to the backstage of the stadium. Bu refused to leave, for fear that he would suddenly feel pain. At the meeting, the youngest brother was asked what New Year gift he wanted to receive in the coming year. His answer was that he hoped his brother's leg would get better soon.

The boy never liked to shed tears when he was injured in his leg (sitting in a wheelchair), but this time he felt tears welling up in his eyes. He buried his head and tried not to let the tears fall. Later he raised his head and saw that the fans were crying for him. The boy felt heartbroken and picked up the microphone and said to everyone: "Actually, I don't feel any pain at all. It really doesn't hurt at all." ·····Please don’t cry for me, but be like me, let’s face each other with a smile, okay?” The boy lied to the fans for the first time. The legs he had just undergone surgery were less than 24. How could it not hurt when I was young? But he still endured the pain with strength and smiled in front of 50,000 fans.

Later, the boy’s leg injury finally healed, and he happily gathered with his friends to celebrate. On the way home, he was arrested for drunk driving. When the captain picked him up at the police station, he said nothing, but the boy knew that his behavior must have disappointed everyone.

The boy was kept in cold storage by the company for two weeks. The boy knew that this punishment was already very lenient. He knew that the members and fans must have interceded for him, so that he would not be locked up in a corner of the company forever. For this reason, he resolutely insisted on admitting his mistake to everyone at the next fan meeting, although the company believed that it was not obligated to do so.

That was the first time the boy cried in front of fans. A boy, a boy who was so strong that he ignored the pain of having his knee just peeled off, smiled and persuaded the fans not to cry for his injury, and did not shed a single tear during the whole process, actually because he heard the fans no longer blamed him He was moved to tears by his few words. At this moment, who is not heartbroken for him?

After so much, the boy finally gained everyone's recognition. Everyone finally discovered that the boy's advantages were not only his charming face, but also his singing voice that was so varied, so sentimental and soft; It turns out that he is also a person who has the courage to admit his mistakes. It turns out that under his stubbornness and unwillingness to shed tears, he is actually such a touching person. A “we forgive you” from fans. It was such a shock to him. Perhaps in these five short words, the boy found everyone's acceptance and tolerance for him.

This boy is Kim Jaejoong of TVXQ, and the company gave him the stage name "Hero Jaejoong". The boy always reminds himself when he wants to cry that he cannot cry because he is a hero. Heroes do not cry. Heroes will always fight against difficulties to the end and then defeat them.

A fan of TVXQ once said that when she first saw Jaejoong, she felt that his fragile appearance like a crystal doll was not suitable for the grand name "Hero" until she got to know his personality. After all this, I discovered that underneath the gentle and delicate appearance, there was a heroic spirit. The hero is in the heart, and the hero is in the heart.

And don’t other fans have the same understanding as her? After experiencing so much, the boy has grown up. He no longer had the childish arrogance when he first debuted, but now has a maturity and vicissitudes that people will remember. It's just that gentle voice that can still move people every time, making them want to be immersed in his singing forever; and that gentle and beautiful smile, always makes people feel that he is an angel who has fallen into the world. His frank and frank personality, his peculiar logical thinking, his calmness, melancholy, funnyness, and childishness...all make the fans laugh and cry for him. This boy is so touching. The hero is in it, he really succeeded.

〓☆Zaizhong’s life experience☆〓

Zaizhong was raised by his adoptive father and mother, so there is a big age gap between him and his family, and the youngest sister is older than him He is fifteen years old, but he has always been very filial and loves his adoptive father and mother. He said he wants to start a family soon and has already met his biological mother

News related to Zaizhong and his biological mother:

< p>1 It is revealed that Hero (Kim Jaejoong) is an adopted son. The incident involved a 49-year-old Mr. Han who recently filed a petition with the court asking Hero to take a DNA test to prove that the two are father and son, and to change the father's column in the household registration to his name.

Appear on the show as usual

According to Han, after he divorced Hero's biological mother, he handed over custody of his son to his ex-wife, and they had no contact since then. He recently learned that Hero had been raised by an unrelated third party, and that Hero's adoptive parents had listed Hero as their biological son in their household registration without going through formal adoption procedures.

Regarding Han’s accusation that there was a problem with the adoption procedure, Hero’s adoptive parents said it was purely out of good intentions and they did not want Hero to know his life experience. The court will hold the first hearing next Wednesday (November 29). The agency refused to respond to the incident, but Hero performed on the KBS TV show with his teammates as usual the night before (21st), and his mood seemed unaffected.

2. After the man surnamed Han divorced the biological mother of TVXQ member Kim Jaejoong in the late 1980s, he left Jaejoong to be raised by the latter. After that, there was no news from him. Recently, he suddenly appeared and said: "When I got divorced, I gave custody of my son to my ex-wife, but it wasn't until recently that I learned that my son had been raised by an unrelated third party. That's why I filed this complaint, asking for the birth father to be listed in the household registration in China. The column should be changed to my name." He also accused Zai Zhong's adoptive parents of not going through formal adoption procedures and stating that Zai Zhong was their biological son in the household registration.

However, the court stated that as long as there is no problem with Zai Zhong’s adoption relationship, even if Han’s DNA test proves that he is indeed Zai Zhong’s father, Zai Zhong’s household registration cannot be changed. Jaejoong's adoptive parents also said, "We call Jaejoong his biological son just because we don't want him to know that he is an adopted son." Yesterday, Jaejoong issued a statement through his management company S.M. Entertainment, "Years ago, Jaejoong The agency is aware of his relationship with his adoptive parents and biological mother, and Jaejoong will continue to maintain a good relationship with them in the future. He will concentrate on his work as a member of TVXQ."

Jaejoong also said: "I don't know why my father filed this lawsuit. I think it is more important now than in the past. I have always lived as Kim Jaejoong, and it will be the same in the future. I hope that under the love of my parents on both sides, Life.”

3. The latest news on the evening of the 22nd was that Jaejoong’s biological father had canceled the lawsuit. Jaejoong also stated on his official website that he will be filial to both parents, but will continue to live as Kim Jaejoong.