I really want a future with you.

1

Mu Zi, who has always been strong, called me two days ago. As soon as I connected the phone, she began to cry at the other end. I became speechless on the other end of the phone, and I don't know what happened.

I didn't ask her either. I wanted to wait for her to talk, but I never thought he would come back for Mu Zi.

After a few minutes, her mood gradually slowed down, and I asked softly, "Do you feel better?"

"Well, it's actually no big deal to me, but Beibei, I seem to have discovered until now that I really should forget him, but why do I feel so sad when I refuse him?" Mu Zi sobbed.

Mu Zi I know is a girl who dares to love and hate. She is an Aries like me. I used to think that she was another me, maybe because of the constellation, or because we have been together for a long time. We have almost the same attitude towards feelings.

In my junior year, Mu Zi suddenly told me that she was in love. At that time, she was single for a long time. I was a little surprised to say this, but at the same time I was a little worried. I know there are many boys chasing her around. I thought she despised anyone. I never thought that she would find a boyfriend in college.

Mu Zi is still the man of the hour in the university, and all her activities have her shadow. She likes making plans. She has written many plans for campus activities. Not only that, she presided over them.

Not everyone can be a host, but when Mu Zi is given the job, teachers and students can rest assured that everyone recognizes her planning and hosting ability.

Her presiding was praised by the dean. When she was a sophomore, many students from other colleges came to participate in the school's literary performance. The dean personally asked her, hoping that she could be the host of the party and write a manuscript.

Originally prepared to travel, she had to give up her plan to play and attend the party instead. She writes in the library all day, knowing that it represents the honor of the school, and she dare not neglect it at all.

After a month and a half of all-night writing and rehearsal, the party ended successfully. At the end of the day, Mu Zi won a lot of applause and was favored by many boys.

What impressed me most was that on our way back to the dormitory that night, several boys stopped us and said to Mu Zi, "Junior, you said you were so charming and presided over so well. How many people should be dream goddesses? "

Without a trace of panic, Mu Zi looked at them calmly and said, "Get out!" .

Then he dragged me to the dormitory.

I didn't realize what had just happened until I got to the dormitory. I have to say that my on-the-spot reaction was poor, but Mu Zi was so cool that she could be described as a royal elder sister once.

It was also that night that Mu Zi's WeChat constantly featured Friend Request. I don't know who leaked Mu Zi's WeChat. During this period, whoever added Mu Zi and Mu Zi failed the verification.

2

A week later, Mu Zi suddenly received a verification message that read: Hello, I'm Jiang Yifan from the news department. I've heard a lot about Mu Zi, and I'd like to meet him.

Mu Zi showed me the WeChat interface. We talked about this man while eating instant noodles. Mu Zi said this man is very interesting. We've known each other since we met. I've heard a lot about you.

Jiang Yifan, I seem to remember something about this man. His name appears on the bulletin board. Which department of the Student Union is he? I don't remember exactly.

"What's the matter? Are you interested?" I made fun of Mu Zi.

Mu Zi smiled and said, "What you said seems to have left a little impression on me. He came here once before when we were rehearsing, but we didn't have any communication. I heard that he was here for docking work, and then he left. I haven't noticed his appearance yet. "

"Want to see the appearance? Very simple, I'll fix it for you right away. " As a PHS student on campus, this little thing naturally doesn't bother me. In less than a minute, I have a photo of Zhang Jiang and Yi Fan on WeChat, which looks ok, but not as good as Mu Zi.

When I turned the photo to Mu Zi, Mu Zi smiled as if he had discovered a new continent.

I don't know when Mu Zi applied through a friend in Jiang Yifan. I only remember that one day at noon, she abandoned me and told me that she had a stomachache and wanted to go back to the dormitory. I said I would send her back, but Mu Zi didn't promise, saying that she couldn't delay my study.

I didn't realize it at the time. That class was really important, so I didn't follow her to class.

But I was fidgeting and worried about her accident. I followed her after she left for a while. Who knows, I just saw her walking in front of the teaching building alive and kicking, with a boy next to her. The point is, I still don't know her.

I was just about to go forward to find out, when a classmate shouted: Jiang Yifan, play ball later.

Jiang Yifan went to see someone behind my back.

But to tell the truth, their backs really match, and I didn't follow them, so I turned back to the classroom to continue my class.

After school, Mu Zi put a bunch of snacks in front of me and told me that they were for me.

I thought it was wrong, but I didn't ask her. After all, no matter how good the relationship is, it is better to stay out of it.

I know Mu Zi too well. She can't keep things to herself. In a couple of days, she will confess.

three

Sure enough, within three days, Mu Zi climbed into my bed with a smile and told me that she had made a little progress recently, but not progress, just a little more emotional than ordinary friends.

"If you like people, just admit it. Don't play the suspense with me. You have kept it from me for so long that you can confess. " I eat snacks and talk to her.

Mu Zi was very excited at my words and quickly asked me how I found it. Of course I didn't tell her. I know she lied to me that day because she had a stomachache, in order to visit the campus with Jiang Yifan.

Mu Zi doesn't know much about Jiang Yifan, but I can see that she likes him a little. I don't know what they are talking about all day, but this is the first time I have met someone who can make Mu Zi so moved.

One day, some of our friends had dinner together. Mu Zi mentioned Jiang Yifan and asked if everyone knew him. One of his friends immediately replied: Yes, he and I had a drink, but this person, how to say, I don't think it is suitable to be friends. You can't see through him, and he is quite deep.

Another friend nodded in agreement.

I noticed that Mu Zi's face was a little wrong, so I said on purpose: Come and have dinner. This dish still tastes old. We haven't been to this store for a long time. I thought the taste would change.

Xiaomi's friend who answered the phone asked again: What's wrong with you? I suddenly asked Jiang Yifan, isn't he a slut? I can tell you, no, I'm a sister, so I say this. If you meet someone else, you will break up within a month.

I pushed Xiaomi to stop talking and eat more.

Xiaomi is a discerning person. When I say this, look at Mu Zi's expression and you will know what it is. He didn't go on. Going home after dinner, Xiaomi quietly told me to advise Mu Zi not to get involved. Jiang Yifan is not a good man.

I smiled. I still have to look at her about feelings. I don't know, she will blame you for blocking her happiness. I don't want to lose this friend.

After dinner that night, Mu Zi mentioned Jiang Yifan less and less, so little that I almost forgot this person, but she still called every night. I didn't ask again, nor did I mention it again.

Nobody mentioned the tacit understanding between us. I thought Mu Zi listened to Xiaomi and wanted to comfort her. On second thought, forget it, lest she be more sad.

For a long time, Jiang Yifan's name didn't appear. Mu Zi and I still have classes, eat, watch movies and go shopping together every day. At that time, I felt that the world was quiet as if it were just me and her.

I often think that if I were a boy, I might like Mu Zi very much, because this girl is so gentle.

Until one day in winter, Jiang Yifan suddenly appeared in front of our class. Because of his beautiful face, all the girls in our class can't help screaming about which lucky guy he is looking for.

He waited at the door with his coat. The teacher has been there before. When he saw him standing outside, he invited him in and sat down.

At this time, Mu Zi's face flushed bright red. She took my hand and said, I swear I really don't know.

Jiang Yifan came in, sat directly on the edge of Mu Zi, and put his coat on Mu Zi. Then, we caught the attention of the whole class.

The teacher coughed twice and went on with the class.

Mu Zi kept looking at me awkwardly. I seriously doubt that there is something wrong with her neck. I suggested that her parents take her to have a look.

I had a hard time in that class. I have noticed it in class. That class can be said to experience us under the camera.

four

After that day, Jiang Yifan began to pursue all kinds of kindness, and I could see him appear in front of us on various occasions. He seems to have put the monitor on us and know our whereabouts.

After a while, I asked Mu Zi if she had said it, and she said she didn't.

I believe in Mu Zi.

With Jiang Yifan's skill, we know our whereabouts are normal, and his opposite sex is not inferior at all.

This kind of life lasted about two or three months. In order to live a normal life, we can only ignore his existence and give him a dirty look when we see him.

At the same time, I am also paying attention to Mu Zi. In fact, Aries has only two attitudes towards this kind of person, either like it, but don't want to break it completely, or don't like it at all, and it won't be slow to break it directly.

Obviously, for Mu Zi, she belongs to the first kind.

Although she denied it verbally, all her performances were written on her face.

I just don't tell.

During the holiday, we contacted each other every day and talked to each other about the boring life. Mu Zi is the little princess at home, and I am the little nanny at home. My mother said it was to exercise my ability to do housework after marriage. I can't refute it, so I have to accept my fate.

At 0: 00 on New Year's Eve, I called Mu Zi to wish her a happy New Year.

I heard that the first blessing should be given to the person who cherishes it the most.

Mu Zi is my best friend, and she is the first person I think of.

But when I called, I heard the sound of the machine. The phone said I was on the phone.

I sent her a happy new year, and then got into bed to find Duke Zhou. I didn't care about the text messages.

When I woke up, I got a call from Mu Zi, and Mu Zi said that she had promised Jiang Yifan.

The reason is that she once said that she wanted to see fireworks. When Jiang Yifan was not at home on New Year's Eve, she went downstairs to show her fireworks, and was chased all over the neighborhood by people guarding the no-smoking fire, which made her very moved.

I can't say anything about this touching reason, but I wish her happiness. Of course, as a friend, you still have to bring Xiaomi.

"The decision is yours. We won't say anything, but you should pay attention to it yourself, so be happy." I hung up the phone and got up to pay a New Year call.

The winter vacation in Mu Zi is very comfortable, with the love of my family, my partner and my best friend.

She will often tell me how good Jiang Yifan is to her and what Jiang Yifan has done for her to move her. As a good sister, I can only listen. Who makes her look happy?

I don't know if it's because Mu Zi is in love or something. This winter vacation passed quickly. Before I finished enjoying it, my bad karma went back to school with my luggage.

Mu Zi went back to school and began to stick to Jiang Yifan every day. That's what girls in this constellation do. As long as they are in love, they are usually overbearing. In front of their boyfriends, they are docile kittens.

They often go skating, watch movies and play e-sports.

Mu Zi's personality seems a little different from before. I can't say which one.

She plans her life with Jiang Yifan every day. Jiang Yifan is almost the center of the whole person. Occasionally, she will feel ashamed of me and bring me a small gift. Every time they go out for dinner, Mu Zi will bring me one.

One day Mu Zi came back and told me that Jiang Yifan was a little jealous and said that our relationship was too good.

I rolled my eyes and said that he robbed my baby.

Mu Zi smiled and hugged me, kissing me in the face.

They talked like this for more than a year and created many rumors. Most people don't think highly of them and think that Jiang Yifan is just joking. Who would have thought that they had been together for more than a year?

On the first anniversary, they invited us to dinner. Xiaomi looked at them and lowered his head. He felt that the fifth year was not comprehensive. It turns out that love is divided into people. When you meet the right person, you will naturally be relieved.

five

Later, when we were facing graduation, Mu Zi planned Jiang Yifan in her future blueprint. She wants to be in the same city with him, work hard together and have a small family of her own.

I can see that Mu Zi really wants to spend his life with him. During that time, all our conversations were about the future, and Mu Zi's future was almost all about how to treat Jiang Yifan.

She is even going to take Jiang Yifan home for the New Year. She said that she couldn't wait for her family to recognize Jiang Yifan, so that she could work hard in this city as a matter of course.

After a stable job, after three years of hard work, two people can talk about marriage, and Mu will feel that everything is beautiful.

None of this is in Jiang Yifan's plan, or rather, Mu Zi is not in Jiang Yifan's future.

After graduation, Mu Zi stayed in the local university, while Jiang Yifan went to Shanghai. He kept Mu Zi in the dark until he arrived in Shanghai, the reason for which was to give Mu Zi a better life.

Mu Zi believed it. In Nanjing, she began to work hard alone. That year, I left Nanjing for Beijing.

On the day I left, Mu Zi hugged me and said that he was reluctant to leave.

A person's life, after all, is somewhat helpless. Mu Zi will call me every night and tell me her difficulties. I calmed down and comforted her. I never asked about Jiang Yifan's whereabouts. I know it's not good for her to say nothing.

Once again, like in college, I don't mention anyone tacitly. Mu Zi's work and life gradually stabilized, and my hanging heart was finally put down.

I know that once she is passionate about her work, nothing matters.

Love must give way to work.

No one knows that Jiang Yifan is in Shanghai, including Mu Zi and Mu Zi. They haven't been in touch since he went to Shanghai. Mu Zi said it was like he just disappeared. No matter how she sends messages, Jiang Yifan doesn't return or answer the phone.

Gradually, Mu Zi's heart died.

Although Mu Zi is very attached to Jiang Yifan, she is not a shameless person. Faced with Jiang Yifan's evasive attitude, she should not go any further. Maybe she should use another way.

One morning, Mu Zi sent me a message. She said that she only now realized how correct a sentence I once wrote was.

"In love, hope must be pinned on yourself. Men can't be everything to you. In your future, your own development must occupy an absolute advantage. "

Later, Mu Zi broke up, and Jiang Yifan responded well.

On the day of breaking up, Mu Zi ruthlessly deleted all his contact information, and Mu Zi said that she finally got rid of it.

I hope she really thinks as she says.

In the days without Jiang Yifan, we were still talking about love, but after entering the workplace, our feelings gradually matured.

When we have holidays, we will travel together and see the world. When we were at school, we had no money. Now that I'm working, I have some savings. Every long vacation or annual leave, we will go out to meet new people together.

I think she may have really forgotten the man named Jiang Yifan.

At that time, I heard that Jiang Yifan was as successful as other students in Shanghai, but I still don't understand why he suddenly chose to disappear.

Maybe this is a secret that no one knows.

As long as he doesn't talk, no one will know.

I didn't tell Mu Zi the news. I don't think it's necessary to remind her of this person again. There is no need to mention the past.

six

What I never expected was that he would come back for Mu Zi. Mu Zi said that Jiang Yifan wanted to be with her again, but she didn't agree. She went through the most difficult period alone. Why did he come back for her when he had a good life?

Jiang Yifan thinks that as long as he comes back to Mu Zi, Mu Zi will be soft-hearted. He was sure of Mu Zi's heart, but he forgot that it used to be Mu Zi, and now Mu Zi is different.

Mu Zi loves again. After all, love has dignity.

That day she cried and told me that she wanted to have a future with him, to marry him, to have a home and a happy child.

But now, all this is a bubble and an illusion. She should look forward, she can't look back.

Mu Zi had to admit that she still loved Jiang Yifan at the moment he appeared, but she knew in her heart that her love could not support their future.

So let's call it a day.

In this life, hello and I'm safe.

Never see each other again

end

About the author: Qu Shang, an emotional blogger, recommended author, and an Aries girl who writes abusive articles.