Qining Zheng's customers responded.

Weibo recorded his illness and mood, and many netizens encouraged him.

"March 20 14, 17. Today, I had chemotherapy again, and it still hurts the same. Today, a patient died of heart failure in the hospital. I am afraid that I will have such a day. Listening to the cries of my family broke my heart. Why do I have to die after so much pain? I wonder if I will have the same ending as him ... "I really don't know what to do. Why have I suffered so much and still can't get the desired result? I just want to live, but it's too difficult. What did I do wrong? I'm so scared of torturing me like this. I'm afraid I'll die like this. I just want to live well. Why is it so hard? "

From 20 14, Xiao Ning began to record his illness and mood with Weibo. Her beautiful and pure appearance and calm attitude towards death made netizens gradually know this 18-year-old lymphoma girl. Netizens affectionately call her "the most beautiful cancer girl" and leave messages to her every day, fearing that Xiao Ning will give up her life.

Xiao Ning told reporters that I didn't expect so many netizens to encourage her and care about her illness. The first thing she does when she gets up every day is to read messages from netizens in Weibo and QQ space.

In fact, Xiao Ning posted on the Internet that Weibo was taught by a netizen. A netizen named Popeye was surprised to see Xiao Ning stay at home every day. Only after learning about it did she know that Xiao Ning had lymphoma. Since then, this netizen not only helped Xiao Ning find a cure, but also encouraged Xiao Ning not to give up his life with other netizens.

Excerpted from "The Most Beautiful Cancer Woman" Weibo.

20 13 12.20, today is my first chemotherapy. Fortunately, I don't feel so bad. I just felt a little pain in my arm when I used the cardiotonic, which scared my mother. I went to see the nurse sister several times. However, the beautiful sisters said nothing, maybe it was a little irritating to blood vessels. The nurse's sister asked me if I wanted to insert a tube for chemotherapy in my body, saying that it didn't hurt during chemotherapy, and I didn't want it. Everyone says this tube will lead to the heart, I dare not think. I'd better use the indwelling needle honestly. It hurts when it hurts. Fortunately, only once every half month during chemotherapy. ...

20 14 16 in October, I lost all my hair. Today, my mother and I discussed cutting off the rest. I borrowed a hair clipper from my sister's house and looked in the mirror. I feel so handsome. Going out will definitely charm a group of little girls. However, my head is really frozen, and I still feel uncomfortable wearing a hat.

February 28th, 20 14, I feel unspeakable uncomfortable today. When I went to weigh myself, I found how long I had secretly gained 10 kilograms of meat. The doctor said I was treated with hormone chemotherapy. When I stop chemotherapy, I will recover slowly after a while, but obviously I don't feel fat. Chemotherapy, you are so annoying. You take this 10 Jin of meat back quickly, which makes me angry. How to wear a small skirt in summer?

March 3, 20 14. I'm in good shape today. I went out for a walk and didn't feel sick. This is because I feel a little uncomfortable when I see that my peers are free. I don't know what I did wrong, so I have to put up with it. I am the youngest patient in the oncology department. Every time I go to the supermarket, I feel that everyone looks at me differently, perhaps caring or sympathizing. I am afraid that I will leave this world. I can bear the physical pain, but what about the inner fear? I just want to live, but it's really hard for me …

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"I don't want to die. I want to go to school and take wedding photos."

Northland Net and Liaoshen Evening News: Will you hate your mother if you give up treatment?

Xiao Ning: No, my mother also said in tears that she would give up. I know that in order to give up treatment, my parents stayed up all night studying and borrowed all the money that the family could borrow.

Northland Net, Liaoshen Evening News: Is there any incentive for the doctor to get lymphoma?

Xiao Ning: I don't know. The doctor said it might be chemical pollution. I only worked in the chemical plant for two months, and I didn't have the opportunity to contact chemical products at other times.

Northland Net and Liaoshen Evening News: You recorded this process with Weibo. Why are you so calm?

Xiao Ning: The doctor said my illness was in the middle and late stage. Although dangerous, it can be saved. Some netizens told me that lymphoma can be treated by bone marrow transplantation. Everyone will experience life and death. I once heard a saying that birth and death are part of life.

Northland Net and Liaoshen Evening News: If you recover, what is your greatest ideal?

Xiao Ning: I am only 18 years old. I haven't even talked about decent love, and I haven't traveled outside. I have never been anywhere except Shenyang and Yingkou. Have you finished nursing school? If I get better, I will take wedding photos, just me, haha.

Northland Net and Liaoshen Evening News: Everyone calls you "the most beautiful cancer girl"?

Xiao Ning: Thank you for your love. I am just an ordinary girl. I hope I can cure the disease.

If you are also moved by the strong optimism of "the most beautiful cancer girl", you are willing to help Xiao Ning. ......