Become a butterfly from cocoon

Every seed has to endure the darkness before it breaks out of the ground. Every outstanding person also has a period of silence. The meaning of life must be defined by ourselves. Let us walk like a flower and still be beautiful. A true blooming of my own.

——Yu Xin's "Breaking out of Cocoon and Becoming a Butterfly"

Time flies, years pass by, but idealism remains unchanged. This summer is very different for me. It tells a sad story called graduation. This summer, I graduated and I am also employed.

First of all, please allow me to introduce myself. My name is Wang Ming. I just graduated from Yuncheng College, majoring in primary education. I am currently a mathematics intern at Yuncheng New Education Experimental School. Before describing, I want to talk about my university. I have to admit that college is very meaningful to me. I entered the college in 2013. At that time, I still had the stupidity of high school and prepared to study hard in college and become a top student. Of course, this kind of thinking Then nothing happened. I gradually understood that college is not like high school where we learn for the sake of learning. We can learn the knowledge we love and do the things we love to do. You have plenty of time, it depends on how you spend it, and I don’t regret my four years in college. Maybe the knowledge I learned is not as accurate and solid as high school, and the experience and skills I have may be scattered and not solid enough. I understand these clearly, and I am always working hard to make myself better. I am not just To make others fall in love with me, I have to make myself fall in love with me. In college, I dare not say that I cherish every quarter of an hour to improve myself, but I dare to admit that I did not waste time that should not be wasted. Bacon once said: "Arranging time reasonably is equal to saving time", and I deeply agree with it. During the four years that passed in college, apart from the wasted time spent shopping with my sisters, I allocated the rest of my time to self-growth, which mainly included two channels, study and part-time work. Needless to say, studying is nothing more than passing the four-year exams in all subjects, taking exams for certificates, and taking exams for grades. I have a lot of thoughts about part-time work, so I wanted to mention it. Judging from the timeline, I have been distributing flyers, marketers, waiters, little chefs, test takers, tutors, substitute teachers, etc. I have explored the depths in all walks of life, but I always walk towards the light in my heart. I feel that every Every job has its place worth learning, and as a good teacher, you need to learn all the time. When I hold a certain position, I will quietly separate myself from it, use the profession of teacher to re-recognize that profession, and keep learning. It’s just that in this special summer of this year, with a little sadness about graduation and worrying about the future, God has favored me. I am honored that through the college’s job fair, I came here - the New Education Experimental School.

The weather in April is warm and comfortable, without heavy rain or scorching sun. I like this kind of gentle and cheerful April day. At this time, you can wear whatever you want and it will be more or less comfortable, which is great. And I, in this beautiful April, met New Education.

On April 19th, when I first entered this elementary school, I went to the school leaders with caution to arrange accommodation. It was the mid-term exam at that time, and the school was very busy, but the school leaders were very kind and treated me well. They were very friendly and did not ignore me at all. The two elder sisters in the dormitory also took good care of me. They helped me make my bed and asked me if I wanted to drink water or eat. I also have my master, Sister Zan. She takes good care of me and wants to give me time to transition and let me slowly adapt to the role of a teacher. She rarely lets me do heavy work, but actually I don’t mind. I understand in my heart. , when I come here, I want to learn and grow. Pampering can only raise flowers in the greenhouse, but it cannot raise tough and unyielding grass. And here, I also met my friends, Xue Yuan, Wang Yuying, Sun Rong, etc. We always eat together and chat when we are not busy, and we also learn and grow together. At that time, there was a word in my mind - family. This elementary school was as warm as a family. This was how I felt when I first met here.

On April 28, I went to Yuncheng International School for the first time with the teachers here and visited the fairy tale drama "Moana" in the Olive Tree Classroom. To be honest, it was really a shocking performance. . At that time, I frequently posted on WeChat Moments. I wanted my friends around me to see such a wonderful performance. This group of children, on the stage, are like born kings, dominating the world, conquering the world with their superb performances, and declaring their power to the world, "This is their stage, this is their world." This performance , is of extraordinary significance to each of their children. They experienced the joy of growing up during the performance. When the warm applause sounded, every young actor participating in the performance was full of confidence and pride. This display of confidence and bravery left them and even us visitors with the most precious memories. Every child's eyes sparkled, reflecting the actor's emotional integration. Every smile and every step demonstrates their pure and superb skills. On the stage, they are themselves and interpret their dreams, but behind the performance is hard work. The sky will not drop a pie on your head for no reason, and you may not be able to accept the pie after it falls. The real strong man is not the one who sheds tears, but the one who runs with tears in his eyes. I admire these children, I envy them, and I am also jealous.

Time played the prelude to May and took away the flying catkins of April. The May wind, accompanied by the melodious chirping of birds, blew away the red flowers, and the fragrance of ink gradually climbed into the dream of green and prosperous flowers.

And this romantic and passionate May was the most fulfilling and busiest month of my internship, because in this month, I just adapted to the education of this elementary school, while the university was calling me to complete the final chapter - -paper.

In memories, there are always some moments that can warm the entire past. On May 4th, the Xiaoqiao Concert hosted by the fourth grade was ushered in. This is a stage for children to show themselves. Following the brisk beat, the children freely use dance and singing to interpret their passion for the stage, their desire for freedom, and their understanding of life. I have to say, I am like a clown who has never seen the world. Every performance is enough to shock and shock me. There are many types of programs. There are English alphabet songs, alphabet exercises, figure skipping, roller skating dance, roller skating martial arts, street dance, Xinjiang dance, Latin dance, mouth organ medley, solo singing, etc. It really dazzled me because I lack this kind of youth here. enthusiasm, so I envy this yang vitality. Look, how powerful they are!

The concert came to a bustling end, and then came the busy days. I started working on my internship and writing thesis at the same time. During the day, I listened to classes and studied in school, and I taught and studied with the teachers in the mathematics group. But at night, my brain cells began to fly and collide wildly. The deceased is like a man who never gives up day and night. Studying every day and every night made me exhausted. That period was extremely difficult and will never be forgotten. Fortunately, being busy frees me from leisure worries and keeps my mind busy with busy things. During that time, apart from being busy with internships and papers, my heart was really unparalleledly pure and could not tolerate trivial matters. Even meal time is a luxury for me. Many times, attitude determines everything. As long as you have the right attitude, you can turn pressure into motivation and step onto the stage of success. Life is fair to everyone. Although I dare not say that every effort is rewarded, I think the busyness now is to make up for the time I wasted in the past, and also to pave the way for my future life. I have no complaints. And have fun doing it.

After the busy season of thesis preparatory period, the New Education School arranged an opportunity for teachers and *** to play together. God really treated me well. He must have worked so hard for such a well-behaved girl like me. Come on, let me have a good rest. On May 13th, we set off. Our destination is the Mang River in Jincheng. It is a long road filled with singing and dancing, and it is full of flavor. But the pristine tourist land is full of monkeys. I asked for my psychological shadow. Monkeys can catch people. They are really fierce and scary.

The main thing is education. After that week, the teachers at the school worked particularly energetically, and I was also very excited. I studied with all my enthusiasm. At this time, the new teacher’s open class came. Unfortunately, I went back to school for defense and missed the lectures and evaluations of other new teachers. At the same time, I was particularly worried about how to teach my own class. As soon as I was busy with college affairs, I plunged into the new education. I asked my master every day to guide open classes. Here, please let me sincerely thank Sister Zan for her help. The class I chose was the eighth unit "Investigation and Recording" in the second volume of the second grade. Since this class is relatively simple, after discussion, the two classes were merged into one class. Under the guidance of Nanming's education model, we need to let students take the lead in this lesson, so we start this lesson with students' favorite fruits, then select the main types of fruits, and then start investigating the study. , step by step, strict and complete, I think this is really a perfect design, but I am really afraid that I will ruin Sister Zan’s hard work for me and ruin my dream for myself.

The silent footsteps of time often slip by before you can complete the most urgent things. In a blink of an eye, the green spring of everything has passed, June is here, and we have graduated. In this special month, the glimmer of early summer and the hustle and bustle of graduation surround us, which is destined to make all the things that happen during this period unsettling. This summer full of sourness, with a little sadness of graduation, begins my nervous public class. .

Before the open class, there was constant practice. Since the design of this class is highly flexible, there were a lot of situations after each trial class. And I kept revising in a tight time. I was really busy finishing papers and taking open classes, and couldn't rest for a moment, but I like such fulfilling days. Sister Zan also worked very hard with me to try out classes again and again. Finally, on June 9, I had my first open class. That day, the school leaders and all the teachers from the math group came. It was fake that I wasn’t nervous. But after the lecture started, I gradually forgot about them. I focused on talking to the children and following the main steps of the investigation. , before I knew it, the class came to an end, and then I conducted a very detailed evaluation of my class. There were many shortcomings, and I will correct them in the future. I just have a problem, my word.

The self-cultivation manual continued in full in June, with lectures, study, training, and fairy tale performances in sequence.

On June 10th, a fairy tale performance was held at Xingang Experimental Primary School. This time, I came not as a visitor, but as a backstage staff member. I was responsible for two (3) Play the class ppt. Oh, I really scared the baby. I was really afraid that if I misplaced it and the plot would be wrong, it was okay, okay, look at these cute children, their innocent smiles could not hide their excitement.

As I wake up every day, I suddenly realize that "people have to wake up and work hard." I immediately seize the time to take action. What I want to improve most at the moment is precise mathematical language and chalk. I deeply realized that if I could not pass these two hurdles in my own heart, I would not be confident enough to lead my little angels. I started my dubbing journey and calligraphy training journey. Will move forward without hesitation.

I am still cultivating myself every day, and I taught a public class "Observing Objects" during the busy season. It was Sunday and Father's Day, and I gained a lot.

Then, on June 19, a report on the characteristics of each class was carried out, which was similar to a final exam on characteristics. This is how I understood it. The children all put on their most satisfactory postures. A successful conclusion to their special performance. Everyone performed and played hard. I can see the light in their eyes. That is their dream and the expectation in their hearts. They want to contribute to the class. Do your part and bring glory to the class.

After that, the school entered a busy preparation period. Due to the college entrance examination and the high school entrance examination, our school's class time was intermittent, so students' review was also interrupted. The teachers were under great pressure. We must Let the children have an overall and comprehensive review of the knowledge, comprehensively, without missing any details, so that the children will be able to take the exam with ease. Then the teacher's fatigue during this period will be worth it. I like the "hard work" of being a teacher. ”, it makes me feel extremely proud, and I will work hard to let the flowers of knowledge bloom all over the mountains and plains.

As the days pass and the months pass, I will achieve something every day and make progress every month. I will always urge myself to move towards the light in my heart. Rebirth in Nirvana leaves no room for regret for your future self. Even if you fall into the deepest darkness, I believe you can encounter the most beautiful light.

Believe in yourself, if you can make a cocoon, you can break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly.