I don't want to work. I want to travel all over China, but I have no money.

Hello, what you said is exactly how I feel now. Me, too. There's no prospect for my work. I seem to be muddling along. But I know there is still a long way to go in the future and I need to struggle on my own. There is no way, I can only do this step, so I will try my best to find something to do and let myself forget this feeling slowly. I only have Sunday off a week, so I use this time to chat with my former classmates and go to the river to blow the river. Say what's on your mind, and you'll feel more comfortable. Otherwise, you will be depressed if you hold it for too long. Another suggestion is that you study more. I am applying for online education now. Although the money is a little expensive for me, I have the motivation to study because I spent it. I read books consciously when I come home from work every day. This feeling is quite good. If you want to know about this, you can also chat with me. Just write an email with this.

I want to be rich, because money can do many things, eat things I haven't eaten, go places I haven't been, play with toys I haven't played, and buy things I want, which will make me feel happy.

If I had money, I would never worry about money. If I want to see my friend, it doesn't matter where he is as long as I have time. I can sleep on the plane and meet my friend. He won't be on the other side of the earth under our feet. You can eat whatever you want, and it doesn't matter whether you are practical or pursuing exquisiteness. If you want to be beautiful, you can do it. Plastic surgery, beauty salons, advanced cosmetics, and image consultants are all available.

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But I have no money.

Why do I have no money? I used to think it was because of my family background, which had nothing to do with it. My relatives and friends could give me financial support. But other people's money is not mine after all. So I have no money only because of myself.

But specifically, it has something to do with my family background. I don't have money because I subconsciously think that having money will make me miserable, not just happy.

Because where I was born, when I grew up, I was in contact with people who had no money. Their simple life was also very happy, and so was I myself. I don't have as much pocket money as others, but I'm not very envious. I may have envied others for having money to buy extra-curricular books, but I can borrow them. I read as many books as they do, or even more, because most of them only read their own books, while I read everyone's books.

However, the pains of the rich people that happen from time to time on TV or in life, such as family disputes, such as the contradiction between career and family, such as kidnapping and extortion, make me feel that it is really ok to have no money, as long as I can have more money.

In this way, I will be satisfied with no money and hope to have more money instead of being very rich.

However, there is another point, that is, I deeply understand that from no money to rich, it will not be a sudden process, but a long and painful process, which requires considerable effort and mood to achieve. Entrepreneurship is real, even if buying stocks or lottery tickets, isn't it a long-term action and desire? I must be subconsciously afraid of this kind of effort, which may be unsuccessful or too long and painful. Maybe in this process, I will become greedy, cold, vain and even cruel. I may hurt some people I don't want to hurt, which I can't stand. So, I didn't do anything to get rich.

Some people will think that I will be rich in the future, because so far, they have seen my success and efforts to some extent, but they don't know that these are not enough. I have no ambition for money, but I have fear and disgust at trying my best to get it. So I won't have money, all I can have is enough money for me to spend. But that's enough. I will be happy, too.

Yes, I will be happy. This is the only conclusion.