The wind blows, but love is still there.

Shallow moon, shallow moon, poetic name.

I believe that all parents in the world are looking forward to crystallization because of love, and the crystallization is love. The name Asayue can prove that they also want life to be poetic and I hope I can grow up happily.

I was born and raised in Shi Lian. I like this beautiful and magical city, but I hate two places because they share a lot of things that should belong to me. These two places are a bathing center run by my father and a beauty salon run by my mother.

I don't remember when I stopped clamoring for my parents, and I was used to people coming back occasionally in the middle of the night, and I don't remember when I opened the door in the middle of the night, which can't excite me and I don't expect it anymore.

There are no standards for how to live every day, only habits. Once you get used to it, there will be no troubles in life.

Everyone longs for the company of mom and dad and wants to enjoy the fragrance of love in the room. I planted such a scene into my dream bit by bit, and then I got used to being alone.

I followed my father's wishes and studied in a local university, majoring in economic management. I basically didn't mind my own business. As long as I am in charge, it is a big deal. I am so happy that my father cares about me. I have no reason to object, and I have no rebellion. Besides, I don't have any special hobbies or lofty ideals. I am very satisfied with this arrangement.

I don't think I'm beautiful, but I'm also handsome. After graduating from college, I often go in and out of bars, karaoke bars and other entertainment places, but my personality is calm and unobtrusive. I have been used to cleanliness since I was a child. More often, I still listen to music, read leisure books and travel alone.

The appearance of Chen Chen completely broke the calm.

In the bar, under the dim light, people slowly quieted down with the start of slow-paced music. A face broke into the sight of the shallow moon, lonely, lonely and wandering, bringing the shallow moon to the vast desert and deserted cross street. ...

"Can't, shallow month, like this type, the elder brothers told him to talk! In your school, you are just too poor to know him! " People around you started booing!

I have gradually become accustomed to the style of this group of friends, and they have become friends because of the relationship between mom and dad. After many years, they may even support urban entertainment, including me. It is only a matter of time before they integrate.

"Their band doesn't sing in bars, Gao Bin, your face is quite big!"

"I had a hard time getting him here, and you are not allowed to steal my business!" Gao Bin has started to take over his own bar. He is two years older than me. He has always taken care of me. Everyone can read his mind, but I just don't call, and there is no shortage of women around Gao Bin.

"Continue to drink, how can Chen Chen get into the eyes of the shallow moon!" hahaha.

That night, I lost sleep.

I, Wen, 18 years old. 18 years, I broke into a stranger for the first time, a strange and attractive man, which made me toss and turn.

Standing on the balcony, without turning on the light, staring at the campus of Nuoda University shrouded in hazy moonlight, I bought this apartment just for the convenience of staying late, but I didn't expect to ignore someone. He must be right in front of me. I don't know how long I've been watching it or what I'm thinking. ...

2

The next morning, I opened the curtains in my bedroom and the bright sunshine came in. I feel warm, comfortable and kind. I feel that life is so beautiful and full of yearning, and the city suddenly becomes more romantic and gentle.

I like to run around the campus wall. There are two kinds of feelings and two kinds of scenery on the playground. Maybe my life suddenly changed. I suddenly changed my previous clockwise direction and started running counterclockwise.

People are destined to meet, neither too early nor too late. Just when I miss you, you just appeared.

Chen Chen came into my sight in a tracksuit. A big boy who exercises sunshine is completely different from the decadent and sad man last night. I stopped, wiped the sweat from my forehead, and stared at the man running head on. I am both familiar and unfamiliar. I'm sure it's not a dream. I held my breath and stood by the road.

Chen Chen slowed down and finally stopped. Obviously, he was sure that the girl would stop for him.

"Chen Chen, it was you in the bar last night ..." I've never been so nervous and almost choked.

"hmm."

"Oh" I don't know what to ask. There seems to be a thousand words, I don't know what to say. I was stupid.

"Keep running." Chen Chen said, keep jogging.

My brain went blank, my legs seemed to follow Chen Chen's orders, and I started jogging forward. When I came to my senses, I left instead, remembering that I had just started to blush. Am I infatuated? I couldn't help laughing.

"May I know your name?" Chen Chen turned and chased him.

"Wen" I quickly said with my hand over my mouth.

"Go back to school, let's go together!" Chen Chen also changed away, and followed me counterclockwise.

The air was filled with the fragrance of Sophora japonica in May, and the birds began to sing all day. These two strangers were never strangers. If Chen Chen didn't suddenly turn around, would he never see him again? If it is meaningless to ask these questions again, I only know that since then, Chen Chen has come to my world and my life.

three

On the way back to campus, I basically introduced myself, and the calm in Chen Chen made me relax a lot. Chen Chen will be a senior three after school starts. He is a professional. I secretly hate myself for not attending classes and university activities, otherwise I might have known Chen Chen earlier. As for the band, Chen Chen only said that it was formed by invitation, without much thought.

Before we parted, Chen Chen took the initiative to leave her contact information, which also showed that she was very happy to meet me. I generously bid farewell to Chen Chen. After all, I have matured a lot since college, and I thought that I had experienced many various occasions, which made me feel very calm and didn't even show my emotions easily.

But when I got back to the dormitory, I couldn't calm down anymore. My mind is full of Chen Chen's deep eyes. Every action of wiping the sweat and looking up is like in front of her eyes, and every word is in my ear ... sitting on the bed stupidly, I make my heart be elated. I don't know how long it took, but I suddenly decided to get to know this person and what kind of person made me like this.

I woke up all my roommates. Everyone she knew at school seemed to be roommates, but they didn't let me down. I got a lot of news about Chen Chen, but Chen Chen is so famous in this campus. Maybe I am the only one who doesn't know.

Chen Chen is also a city resident. When he was a freshman, he was one of the top ten singers on campus, and his band was very powerful. He attended all the school parties, big and small, and with his handsome appearance, he was still a star on campus until his junior year. All this makes me feel smug, as if I were praising myself, but one thing makes me fall into inexplicable troubles, that is, Chen Chen had countless girlfriends in the past, and I listed them one by one. Although I didn't know it, it was either a beauty or a beauty. My five-flavor bottle was knocked over, and I also learned that Chen Chen's girlfriend is Ye Qingqing, the anchor of campus radio station and the beauty queen, and I am a new girlfriend. It can be said that this has been widely circulated on campus in the last week.

I won't take the initiative to dial that mobile phone number.

I have been eating in class step by step all day, but my heart seems to be raining. How can a person who looks and talks naturally not be emotional? This person is still so beautiful in the morning ... at night, he has no entertainment, so he goes back to his apartment alone, sits on the balcony and reads idle books to adjust his boring mood.

The school lights out on time. Chen Chen should be asleep. Looking at the campus in front of us, how many people have fallen asleep? I began to envy those who can sleep peacefully. Is that person thinking about me on such a beautiful and quiet night?

four

I still run around the school wall every morning, just recovering clockwise, without deliberately meeting each other and causing unnecessary trouble, just like I do with people who pursue me around, just let nature take its course. I am looking forward to the appearance of that figure, but I am afraid to meet it, because that feeling is obviously like it. I imagined countless wonderful scenes, but I didn't expect the first one to end like this.

I don't go to the bar to listen to him sing, because I am too afraid that my heart will move. I won't ruin a relationship, and I won't chase someone who is irresponsible for feelings. My love is single-minded, cherish each other. At least I can't build a cold family like my parents. I'd rather not.

In addition to completing the task assigned by Lao Wen, I also began to participate in some school activities. The original self is really too single, and my friends say that I am lofty, perhaps a greater part of me is withdrawn. When my life is getting richer every day, I feel less lonely, and even Lao Wen and my mother have become kind.

The party with friends in the evening is the task of distributing the sponsorship of the school graduation party, which is a cost-effective advertising opportunity. Although students are not the main consumers in the entertainment circle, they are a group that cannot be ignored. KTV, bar, hair salon, nail salon, etc. Everyone can go to the party to promote it, and I will be responsible for contacting my school.

I am very concerned about this matter, because I know that such a grand event will not be without Chen Chen. Even if I can't stand side by side with Chen Chen, it's great for * * * to attend such a grand event.

It's been more than two weeks since we parted last time. I haven't seen Chen Chen, and Chen Chen hasn't contacted me. I know that Chen Chen has seen countless beautiful women, but he is plain. For Chen Chen, this is just a passing sight that he looked back 500 times in his last life. Besides, he has a girlfriend and may have forgotten himself long ago.

An easier way is to contact Chen Chen directly and ask him to help find the person in charge, but I didn't do that. The only way to get along with someone you can't get close to may be to avoid, not to have any intersection, or even to see far away, but some things, some people, can't be avoided.

I took a chance in the student union office. As soon as I stepped into the door of the office building, I saw Chen Chen coming head-on with a girl. In fact, I was still very nervous and not ready for this sudden encounter. Chen Chenxian called my name and asked me what I was doing here.

"Ask about the sponsorship of the party."

"Come with me." Then she said to the girl next to her, "Go ahead, don't wait for me."

Then I turned and walked to the stairs. I looked at the girl who stood still and followed chenchen upstairs.

five

I talked to him several times and met him several times because of the sponsorship, but I didn't say anything except the party.

The girl beside him is Ye Qingqing. It's not surprising to hear students in the dormitory say that Ye Qingqing is chasing him. There are many girls chasing after Chen Chen. What is chasing him? I don't participate in the topic. I don't think the Chen Chen I know is a person who is not good at emotions. I'd rather believe that all the girls around him are chasing him.

After the party, the summer vacation came. Besides hanging out with the so-called business buddies at night, I just stay at home near the school and read casually, staring blankly on campus. Chen Chen should be very busy, entering the third year of high school, looking for a job, doing graduation project, and probably forgetting me.

In the middle of the night, when Chen Chen called, I had finished washing and was reading under the covers.

"Can we meet?"

"Where is it?"

"School apartment, I'll come to you."

I told him to come to my house. I think he is in a bad mood.

About ten minutes later, the doorbell rang and I opened the door.

He looked decadent after drinking. I helped him to the sofa in the living room and poured him water.

"Asayue, I'm sorry, I just want to see you." Chen Chen put his arms on his knees, supported his head with both hands and lowered his head, as if talking to himself.

"Are you okay? Why do you drink so much? " I sat next to him with a glass of water and reached out and touched his forehead.

He suddenly grabbed my hand and I was unprepared. I quickly put the cup on the coffee table, which should be caused by reflection, and pulled back the hand he was holding.

He turned and hugged me. No matter how hard I struggle, I can't escape. Finally, I didn't move. His head was buried in my chest, motionless. I reached out and touched his head. This is the first time I have had such close contact with him. The boy who misses him day and night is like a dream.

"I sent my mother away today, and she finally left me to live her life." He must be crying. He won't walk away in his mother's arms like a child.

I held the big boy in my arms, remembering that when I was in junior high school, there were always a group of boys and girls whispering behind me, and then some rumors spread to my ears. About mom and dad, I started to get angry, yelling at them and even fighting, only to realize that I care so much about them and this cold home for me.

Almost every day I wait for my parents to pronounce a result, and I spend every day in fear and secret joy.

Later, I gradually learned about the industry they were engaged in and felt that they were very hard. As for their private lives, I didn't ask them seriously. Everyone has his own way of life, and every family has a reason to get together and leave. They never said anything about the divorce. I am grateful that they didn't abandon me.

How distressed and helpless it will be to be abandoned by parents. I hugged her, hoping to give him some comfort.

After a long time, I pushed his hand away, put his leg on the sofa, let him lie flat, went to the bedroom and took a thin quilt to cover him, turned off the light in the living room, sat on the coffee table and looked at the boy in front of me, and thought of me when he was sad. Did you like me? Look carefully, the way you sleep is also very exciting. ...

I got up and went to the bedroom, and Chen Chen took my hand.

"Don't go ..." Chen Chen looked at me. In the dim light, Chen Chen's eyes were particularly bright.

He got up and stood up, put me in his arms and put his right hand behind my cheek and ears. I looked up at his bright eyes, and he bowed his head and kissed my lips.

He put his arm around me and I leaned on his arm. I asked him many questions, but he didn't answer. Hearing his even breathing, I closed my eyes.

six

Get up in the morning and buy breakfast. When I came back, Chen Chen had finished washing and heard something meet me at the door.

We sat opposite each other at the dinner table. No one has eaten with me for a long time. I looked at Chen Chen and felt so warm.

After dinner, Chen Chen hugged me behind him, put his head on my shoulder and asked him what he said to me last night.

"Do you like me?" I'm afraid waking up in the morning is just a dream. He has Ye Qingqing.

"I think about it every day." Hold me tight and kiss me again.

"What about Ye Qingqing?" We moved to the French window.

He always answers questions. Ye Qingqing is a family. As for the girlfriends of other students in the dormitory, I think we should believe in ourselves. Maybe I will be one of them. So what? I like him very much. I think I am in love.

Chen Chen told me about his mother, saying that his father left us to wander around for his ideal and never came back to see them. He can't remember his father's face. His grandfather is doing hotel business in Liancheng. I hope he can learn hotel management. He yearns for a free life, which may be influenced by his father invisibly. He never thought that he would miss this city one day and want to live here. When he met me, he promised grandpa to learn hotel management and believe in love.

We visited the surrounding scenic spots and lived in this city since childhood. We have never felt that this city is so beautiful, so nostalgic, and it exudes fragrance and love everywhere.

seven

The holiday is almost over, and we are bored day and night. It's dark for the first time, so quiet and lonely. Chen Chen was called home by my grandfather. I sat in front of the balcony window and looked at the busy campus.

My class began to get busy, and my father didn't know why he always arranged for me to attend some parties. He said that studying more is good for me, and not all of them have Gao Bin's participation. My father asked me to learn more from Gao Bin. I guess they are all interested. My father seldom cares about me, and I cooperate.

Chenchen is a senior student. He is busier. Unlike other couples, we don't walk around campus hand in hand, we don't eat together, we don't go to the library together ... sometimes he knocks on my door late, stays for one night, and gets up early the next day to go back to school.

I began to doubt the rumor that Chen Chen didn't care about his feelings until I bumped into Ye Qingqing holding Chen Chen's arm in front of me. I didn't ask questions. When I got home, I collapsed. I'm fascinated by love. I believe everything, but I don't believe my eyes. My brain was running at full speed all afternoon, and finally I realized that the world of love is the same as the world of animals. I either plunder by ability or get rid of it. I chose to face difficulties because I told myself countless times that I loved him, even if he cheated.

Chen Chen knocked on my door at night, and I began to suspect that he couldn't find a place to live. Since the beginning of school, he has always knocked on the door on time half an hour after school.

He hugged me and kissed me as usual, and I pushed him away and questioned him about the meeting during the day.

"Shallow month, qingqing and I are really good. Qingqing is still young and will grow up. "

"Then what are we? I think I am your secret love. You refused to answer the phone. Come if you think of me. Are they telling the truth? I am just one of your many girlfriends? " My tears kept jumping out.

"Shallow month, what are you talking about! I can't help being with you, but it's the only way to be together. At present, it can only be like this, Asayue, please believe me. " We began to be silent.

I want to be quiet and let him sleep in the guest room. The next day, he got up early and went back to school. I stood on the balcony and watched his back gradually blur.

In the afternoon, I received a phone call from Ye Qingqing and asked me to meet in a coffee shop near the school. No one should know about my relationship with Chen Chen. Will Chen Chen tell Qingqing after last night? Love me, love my dog, Ye Qingqing. We should establish a close relationship, at least we should stop being strangers.

"Shallow month, Chen Chen hang up the missed call is yours! My feelings can't be wrong. Do you want to chase Chen? " When I arrived, Ye Qingqing was already sitting at the table. Before I sat down, I was stared at by a pair of malicious eyes, which smelled of hatred.

I didn't answer her. "What can I do for you? Nothing, I'm leaving. " I didn't sit.

"I advise you to stay away from him, we are a family, as long as I Ye Qingqing want to marry him, not others! What's more, it's you, the daughter who runs a bathhouse, and you don't care. This is a warning, don't propose a toast. " After that, I turned and left the coffee shop, and the quiet girl disappeared in my mind in an instant.

Why didn't Chen Chen explain it to her?

A few days later, Chen Chen knocked on my door. I can't wait to tell her that Ye Qingqing called me and ask him to explain what happened. Do you know that Ye Qingqing likes him?

"Qingqing is still young, and she does things extremely. It is natural for her to grow up or meet someone she likes. But you'd better not call me or anything in the future. I will come to you when I am free. " Chen Chen looked at me with deep eyes.

"Just tell her categorically, the more she feels that she has a chance!" I have a strong tone.

"Shallow month, as long as we can be together, don't think about other things, ok? Trust me, it's the best protection for you. And it's best to go out less at night. I am not at ease without my protection. " Chen Chen is definitely my nemesis. I can be subdued in a few words. We have less time together and don't want to quarrel.

eight

On weekends, Chen Chen got up early and went back to school. I cleaned my room and was about to read a book. The doorbell rang. I thought Chen Chen had forgotten something. I used to look through the door. It's Ye Qingqing. How did she know I lived here and why did she come here? I still opened the door politely.

Head-on is a slap in the face.

"Shallow month, I warn you, how dare you seduce Chen Chen to go home. Wait, cry when you see the coffin! " Say that finish and leave angrily. I covered my face that had just been slapped, and I was in tears. This is the price of falling in love with Chen Chen. If I want to love, I have to bear it. I closed the door.

I attended a party organized by Gao Bin in his bar.

Gao Bin sat down, as usual, sitting next to me. Every time people boo, I ignore them and don't spoil their fun. As Chen Chen said, don't care what others think. When everyone was rising, there were about a dozen right mass people standing at our table, asking me to go with them, and everyone else got out of the way, so as not to hurt the innocent. It's normal to meet people dressed like this in bars, but now the public security environment is very good, and there are few people gathering to fight.

"You guys have something to discuss. Let's talk in my office? " Gao Bin saw that the momentum was wrong and stepped forward.

"Gao Bin, it's not that I don't give you face, this is entrusted by people. You'd better get out of the way It's not good for anyone to make a big noise. "

"I won't let it go today!" Come back to me and hold my hand.

Before I knew it, they started fighting and the bar soon became a mess. There is no intention of stopping. Gao Bin hugged me tightly and called the security guard. Everyone in the bar ran out and attracted the police on duty. More than twenty people were taken into the police station. I was scared to death. Did my father irritate anyone? Not for so many years. My dad didn't remind me recently ... I suddenly remembered what Ye Qingqing said when he left my house.

It was past twelve when I came out of the police station. Gao Bin took me straight back to my villa. He told me to sleep first and not think about anything. Let's talk about it tomorrow.

"Ye Qingqing know? Where did she come from? " Although I experienced a fight for the first time and entered the police station, and because of me, I was protected by Gao Bin, I was not scared out of my mind.

"Is that her? Only Chen Chen can make her angry, you and Chen Chen? " The seaside has long experienced the world and learned to be calm.

"It may not be me, but it's better not to be Chen Chen. Chen Chen's fancy by Ye Qingqing is his blessing and also his life. Ye Qingqing grew up in a military compound, which we can't afford to provoke. Go to sleep and forget it. " Gao Bin, go out and help me close the door.

I can't sleep. Originally, Chen Chen said to protect me like this, but we can't go on like this. When will it end? Ye Qingqing won't let go. We will continue to sneak around. Now it seems unnecessary.

I called Chen Chen when I got home this morning. Chen Chen answered the phone and asked me to come to my house later.

When the doorbell rang, I opened the door and saw Ye Qingqing holding Chen Chen's arm. I let them in.

"Shallow month, I will graduate soon, and I will be engaged to Qingqing. Let's not contact again. " Chen Chen was expressionless, and Ye Qingqing looked at me proudly, as if he had won the world.

"You are afraid of this difficulty, I am not afraid, Chen Chen, don't give up, ok?" I wish to announce that I will no longer be sneaking around with him. I didn't expect this.

"Wen, wake up, we are getting engaged!" Say that finish Ye Qingqing pull Chen Chen slam the door, leaving me at a loss.

Suriano really didn't appear in my sight. Even the city lost its original beauty and felt gray every day.

A few days after Chen Chen left, I got a call from my father and went to his office.

There is also his secretary in the office, rumored to be his mistress.

"Dad wants to go out for a walk with your aunt Jose. I don't have much time. Please forgive dad for not being with you to the end. I'll leave the company to you All the information is here. You learn very well. Dad can rest assured. If you don't understand, ask Gao Bin. He is a good boy. "

"What do you mean the rest of the time?"

"Your father found lung cancer a year ago, after treatment, not bad. We want to go out for a walk. I hope you can do it. " All I see in Aunt Mu's eyes is warmth.

It turned out that my father suddenly arranged for me to participate in his career in order to train successors. I was so addicted to love that I didn't notice that the person closest to me was leaving me.

Chen Chen engaged me to someone else, and my father asked me to travel around the world with others. My mother hasn't seen anyone for ten days. Everyone has their own home, but they all abandoned me. I feel that I am an unnecessary person and should be abandoned by nature. ...

It is said that the wound of lovelorn love will heal after a long time. Why does my wound always hurt? I put all my energy into my work and study, and I was so tired that I was paralyzed. I began to hate Chen Chen, because if I knew the result, he wouldn't bother me. I hate Ye Qingqing's dirty tricks, and I won't get Chen Chen's love. I hate myself for forgetting Chen Chen. ...

nine

Time flies in the noise. It has been ten years since Chen Chen left me. When I was thirty years old, I sent my father away and asked Mu Yi to look after the bath center. My mother also spent their old age with her boyfriend, leaving several beauty salons for me to manage. Gao Bin already has a baby, and friends who play together are married, single, divorced, derailed and dead ... They are all moving forward. However, I look at the women who come to the beauty salon every day like a walking corpse. For youth, for money, for time, I live seriously. I am like a dead man and want nothing.

The appearance of Ye Qingqing really surprised me. We made an appointment with a tea restaurant.

"You saved Chen Chen!" You're welcome to say that time has made this 30-year-old woman look a little tired.

"What happened? Are you sick? " I was shocked. I thought years of training had taught me not to be surprised, but Chen Chen was my death.

I went to a high-end rehabilitation center and the doctor took him to the conference room. He was obviously surprised to see me.

I stepped forward and hugged him. He leaned his head against my shoulder and said, "Let's go home."

I brought Chen Chen home. I have been living in the house opposite the school. I look forward to Chen Chen coming back one day.

Close the door, we kissed, as if to vent ten years of missing.

After graduation, Chen Chen was finally able to leave the city and Ye Qingqing, regardless of his grandfather's opposition, went to the Lijiang River and lived a free life. Ye Qingqing then found him and came back to manage Grandpa's hotel under various pressures.

He buried himself in his work and made great progress in his grandfather's career. Actually, I've heard of it, and even the city is not big. Ye Qingqing said that her daily routine is to wait for Chen Chen. They are not even engaged, but she is afraid that there will be a woman in Chen Chen and that he will run away again one day. I am the last woman in Chen Chen, and I should be the only one. Those school girlfriends were all a cover for Chen Chen to prove that he didn't love her, and she dealt with them one by one.

Chen Chen bribed the dormitory manager to turn off the lights and go out to avoid her sight. He jumped over the wall to find me. Finally, he followed Chen Chen and knew that Chen Chen had touched his true feelings. She made me flinch in the same way. Gao Bin told Chen Chen about the farce that happened in the police station that year. He knows how capable Ye Qingqing is, and things will get out of his control. Chen Chen chose to leave me.

Chen Chen has been out for three times in recent years, and she finally found herself. Finally, Chen Chen stopped running and began to write songs. In the past two years, she found that Chen was getting less and less, and her hair was falling out one by one. Until last month, she found that Chen Chen stopped sleeping and relied entirely on sleeping pills.

After going to the hospital for examination, the doctor's conclusion made her collapse, and Chen Chen became a serious mental illness. Long-term monitoring and repression have made his function reflect insecurity, and if it continues, the consequences will be unimaginable.

I leaned back on the bed and Chen Chen fell asleep in my arms. I studied his profile. Even if the whole world abandons me, we will never abandon each other again. We experienced a storm and the wind finally passed. At this time, the clouds opened and the bright moon was in the sky.