You will hold my sleeves and I will put my hands in my trouser pockets

Recently, Zhao Lei's "Chengdu" has become popular on all major social sharing platforms, and has topped all major music charts for several weeks. The popularity of "Chengdu" made me feel a little dazed, but it also reminded me of my friend Liuliu whom I haven't seen for a long time.

Liuliu was my childhood playmate, one year younger than me. From elementary school to high school, although they are in different grades, they are always in the same school. In my memory, she always had shoulder-length hair. Although she had a carefree personality and didn't like to care about others, she always took good care of others. During the days I was with her, I was naturally taken care of by her. I often joke with her: "Obviously I am a sister, but you always take care of me like this. Others think I bully you. Those boys who like you must hate me." Liuliu always blushes at this time, He muttered: "You always make fun of me."

Soon I entered junior high school. After school one day, Liuliu and a boy appeared at the door of my class. Liuliu's face was red, and she said to me excitedly and quietly: "I'm in love! This is my boyfriend." In the days that followed, my classwork was much heavier than hers because I was a senior in the sixth and sixth grades. , and since she was in love again, there was naturally less contact. But when they had the chance to meet, Liuliu could not hide the smile between her eyes and eyebrows when she mentioned her boyfriend.

After graduating from high school, I went to another university to study. Liuliu also successfully entered her favorite school a year after me. Liuliu's boyfriend did not do well in the exam, and the two were not in the same city, which made Liuliu complain for a long time. The summer vacation of my junior year was a bit sultry. After returning home from school, I planned to travel to a small town with Liuliu this summer to escape the summer heat. Liuliu said that she would not go out this summer, but would work a part-time job to save money to go to the beach with her boyfriend.

During this summer vacation, which I thought would be boring, something big happened. Liuliu’s boyfriend of more than eight years cheated on her. Like all the bloody TV dramas at eight o'clock, Liuliu, who had finished work and got off work, could not believe what he saw. Such a ridiculous thing could actually happen to him like following the trajectory of history.

Liuliu’s native family was not happy. When Liuliu was very young, his parents divorced. When she was sixty or sixty years old, she learned from relatives that her parents were divorcing because of their mutual betrayal of their marriage. This incident left a heavy psychological shadow on her at the time. From that moment on, Liuliu secretly vowed to either not look for it, or to look for the best one. She can allow her boyfriend to have no money, but she just hopes that he will not live up to his deep love. ?

? "Have you done it?" Liuliu asked, suppressing his heart that was about to burst out. "I asked you if you did it?!" Liuliu yelled losing his mind. "We are really finished..." After escaping from the messy "crime scene" that day, Liuliu came to me directly. "Do you know how much I care about him? When he frowned, I felt that I was the reason for his unhappiness. I originally thought that I could find some compensation from him for the failure of my parents' marriage, so that I could prove that even if I was above The mistakes of a generation will never happen to me. But why did he betray our trust like this?" After saying this, Liuliu broke down and cried.

I can more or less understand Liuliu's mood. What I know is that Liuliu and her boyfriend existed like childhood sweethearts, accompanying each other in their most important youth. To use a popular saying at the time: If you accompany me from shoulder-length hair to waist-length hair, then I will accompany you from innocence to calmness. Perhaps it is more than just love, but more of a strong family affection implanted in the flesh and blood. They endured the suffering of being apart for three years. Every time they met, Liuliu took the initiative to find her boyfriend. It was obvious that Liuliu loved him very much. Because first love is hard to come by, and persistence is even harder. Liuliu cherishes this relationship very much, so he never cares about who gives the favor and who repays the favor. Time will really prove the truth that love lasts for a long time. It has smoothed our edges, faded our passion, and erased the traces of our original love, leaving behind a completely unrecognizable and mottled appearance. I have never given up the courage to continue walking with you. I know Liuliu's character, and it's very difficult for her to give up.

Rao Xueman wrote in "Left Ear": We want to hold hands and be in love for a lifetime, but we live in an era where sleeping with each other has no results. Because we love too much, we have lost ourselves; because we love too much, we cannot bear the harm we have caused to each other; because we love too much, we are constantly making choices between leaving and continuing. As most people think, Liuliu's life has not gotten better, maybe no one can forgive... They were once inseparable in the eyes of others and finally separated.

I always wonder if Liuliu will regret it? Liuliu told me this: "Even if one day I lose my memory and start over again, I love him, and I will still choose him, because we used to be really happy, sad, and a little happy." I asked. Said: "Then why did you choose to break up in the first place?" Liuliu said that you can't bear to destroy such beautiful memories. Continuing to torture each other together will only make the last remaining good feelings disappear... I said Liuliu, you are too Being kind, she also smiled and sent a voice message saying maybe.

What happened to Liuliu made me sigh, but then I thought about it. In fact, on the way to meet, we will always meet all kinds of people. It is like a journey. On the way, you have to meet different people. People travel together, whether long or short. But being able to meet each other is fate, and we hope to cherish and be kind. Maybe I'm not the best one, but don't forget how I loved you back then, and don't forget the happy past I had. These will become a powerful force for you to clench your fists and seize a better person. As Zhao Lei sings in his song "Chengdu": "Walking with me on the streets of Chengdu, you won't stop until all the lights go out. You will hold my sleeves, and I will put my hands in my trouser pockets." , go to the end of Yulin Road..."

May all the injured and uninjured good men and women in the world find the best person who will hold your sleeves and put your hands in your trouser pockets.