Work is so boring.

I don't know if anyone feels the same way. Work is so boring that it is a waste of life. I have worked in a company for more than ten years. When I first joined the work, I was full of curiosity about everything, studied hard, and had many new attempts in my life. A few years later, I began to feel bored at work, so I applied for internal transfer and changed to another country. My work seems to be full of enthusiasm. After I arrived in Singapore, I tried my best to explore and integrate into this unique international melting pot culture. But after only two or three years, when everything was on the right track, I began to feel bored and boring. Then I thought about changing countries. It seems that only a change of place can cover up the boredom of work. It seems that I have entered a cycle and can't find the real exit.

In recent years, I have been exposed to psychology, and suddenly realized that what is boring may not be work or place, but my restless heart. Even if I work in another place, I may still repeat my life like this. So I stopped my plan to change the country again, and I stopped traveling around the world endlessly. I began to settle my mind slowly and find a kind of peace, and my mind seems to have changed gradually. I began to understand introspection, introspection and, most importantly, gratitude. Maybe this is the end of the early cycle.

In the process of talking to myself day after day, I gradually deepened my understanding of myself. I analyzed my personality characteristics and what I like to do, which doesn't match my present job. I chose this job only because it is easier to find a job. Fortunately, I chose this company very well at the beginning, and the lazy culture of French companies finally didn't make my work boring and exhausted at the same time. But I always feel that I have no motivation at work, and I have a deep illusion of muddling along. I once thought about changing my job, but this job itself is not what I like. What's the use even if I change my job? It may also lead to more pressure and no time to do what you like. But changing industries is obviously not that easy. Even if I can, what can I do? This is another profound subject. So until now, I'm still doing my boring job. Every day on my way to the office, I feel that my enthusiasm begins to fade, which is in sharp contrast with my enthusiasm for getting up early at home, exercising, reading or writing to make progress, so I feel more and more bored at work. However, many people told me that work is to live, and a few people really do what they like. As long as work can give us time and money to do what we like, I continue to endure the boredom of work.

There is a recurring theme in Shuai Jie's writing class. I suggest you watch some movies or videos with the theme of cycle and observe how the protagonist breaks through the cycle. I think life itself is a cycle after cycle, waiting for us to break through. Just like I've always wanted to change my local life to cover up the boredom of work, it's a cycle. Then I ended this cycle with the growth of my mind, but now I have entered another cycle, doing one interesting thing after another to cover up the boredom of work in my life.

I watched the Vlog of internet celebrity Asakusa Meow, "Enough, I really can't do it. I really want to escape. " Let me fall into deep thinking and introspection on this issue. The story is about a series of unpleasant things that Shallot Miao met when she went to the hot sea to play. She had a day that she thought was terrible. As a result, when she got up early, she found that she met exactly the same as yesterday. The days have been repeated for 5000 days, from complaining and struggling at the beginning to actively changing all kinds of disappointments that happened in the day. The mood has also gradually changed from initial depression and anxiety to positive happiness. 500 1 day, when she got up early as usual to think about how to change her day, she suddenly found herself in tomorrow, and the cycle was broken unconsciously.

I thought she kept repeating how boring life should be that day, but she broke the cycle by actively changing everything around her. I always feel that my work is boring, and I may often do some repetitive things. But even if I repeat it, the people I meet on the road every day are different, the colleagues I deal with at work often change, and the work content every day is not exactly the same, but I always tell myself in my heart that if the work is too boring, I will work in a daze. I suddenly realized that I had never broken the cycle of boring work. I changed places before, then my thoughts grew, and then I focused on personal growth. What changes is always something outside the work, not finding pleasure in the work itself.

The days in the video are obviously much more boring than my job. I suddenly feel that I have to stop and think. How can I change everything at work like her? Maybe she will change a little every day, and there will be unexpected gains like her. For example, she will find the bright spots of people around her, and she will become more and more happy because she helps others. I think it's time to change slowly. I don't know how long this cycle will last and what I will gain, but maybe I will enjoy it more and more by trying to change slowly at work, because I will live in the present instead of looking forward to getting off work. Shallow onion meow unconsciously came to tomorrow, and I am also looking forward to a little positive change every day. One day, I suddenly found that my job is so interesting. I have a hunch that this day will come.