The dream of love is broken, the unbearable brotherhood.

Oral: Ms. Wang's age: 32 years old

Finishing: Our reporter Huang Intern

When there are problems in marriage,

I got to know him.

In 200 1 year, I just graduated from college and met my ex-husband Liu Wei with the help of relatives and friends. Liu Wei is the department manager of a company. Although he looks ordinary, his income is quite high and his parents are very satisfied with him. Liu Wei likes me, too. So Liu Wei and I got married less than half a year after we met. Although we haven't been in love and running in for too long. But the days after marriage are also very harmonious.

In 2005, after I gave birth to a girl for Wei Liu, Wei Liu told me not to go out to work and stay at home as a full-time wife. At first, I took care of my children at home, but three years later, as soon as my children were sent to kindergarten, my time was free for a long time. But Liu Wei still won't let me go out to work. I hate this trivial and boring family life more and more. For this reason, I have quarreled with him many times, and the atmosphere at home is getting more and more tense.

Just when my marriage was in conflict, I met Li Bing, who was 10 years old. He is my brother's college classmate. He is a happy and handsome boy. I met my brother at his birthday party. Because I am 30 years old, still young and beautiful in appearance. At the birthday party, Li Bing took the initiative to sit next to me and talk to me. After the party, we left each other contact information. I couldn't sleep that night because of Li Bing.

For some time after that, Li Bing always invited me out to play, but at first I refused one by one. However, through online chat, I told him my identity and my unhappy married life, but Li Bing said that he didn't care that I was a married woman and that he would never let me down. Gradually, I opened my heart to him and established our love relationship. He became my brother's boyfriend.

Liu Wei has been on a business trip for a long time. In July 2008, I went to Yunnan without telling my husband and Li Bing. In this trip, Li Bing completely played the role of a good lover. Caring for me satisfies all my vanity. In this seemingly happy whirlpool, I can't extricate myself.

Hidden love got me deeper and deeper.

Li Bing didn't ask me for a divorce, and I didn't think much. In this way, Li Bing and I hid all the people and started our semi-cohabitation. As soon as Liu Wei went on a business trip, I sent my children to kindergarten or my parents' home to live a sweet two-person life in the house I rented for Li Bing. Li Bing is still in college, so as long as he has no classes or holidays, we will travel everywhere. Because he is still a student, basically all the expenses are paid by me, but I am willing to pay for him.

Li Bing is a typical post-80s youth. Lazy by nature, ambitious, light and fearful. As long as I have free time, I lie in front of the computer and play games. I helped him cook and wash clothes, and then I stayed beside him and watched him play games. I am really good to Li Bing, and I don't let him worry about anything. I don't care if I take care of him like a younger brother, as long as he loves me well. Li Bing will show me his gentleness at some point.

In this way, two years later, Li Bing will graduate from college. He told me that he didn't want to work for others after graduation, but he wanted to be his own boss and start a career, but he didn't have the funds to realize his dream. In order to make him happy, I borrowed100000 from relatives and friends without telling my husband, and went to Li Bing to start a business. However, Bing took this hundred thousand dollars to gamble, hoping to be small and broad, but the result was nothing. But after listening to his confession, I still can't bear to blame him.

Some people may want to say that I am too ignorant. However, in this whirlpool of love, I am getting deeper and deeper. Li Bing gave me a long-awaited passion, and I don't want to give up this hard-won love.

He left me when the truth came out.

Paper can't wrap fire after all. My relatives and friends came to urge me to pay back the money, and my husband finally knew all this. But my husband let bygones be bygones and hoped that I would sever contact with Li Bing for the sake of my children. Then I got pregnant. I was pregnant with Li Bing's child. I was determined to grow old with Li Bing, so I asked my husband for a divorce. My parents disapprove of my divorce from Liu Wei, and even more oppose my having children. In desperation, I had to come to Li Bing's rental house.

Li Bing was surprised at my arrival. He said that his parents knew everything and told him to go home quickly. Looking at Bing's timid expression, my heart is cold. But I abandoned my self-esteem and knelt on the ground begging him to stay. Li Bing's father called, and I told his father how much I loved him with tears, while Li looked at me coldly.

I was very sad, but I still converted all the property left by Wei Liu into cash and let Li Bing squander it. So he can stay with me. Bing stayed, but he never heard his sweet words to me again. He is indifferent to the child in my belly. Until now, the differences caused by age disparity have been highlighted. I just found out how incompatible I am with him. After 70, I need the security and stability of marriage, while after 80, he advocates freedom and is not bound.

However, the good times did not last long, and my dream was completely broken. My father had an excessive stroke because of my sadness. I rushed to the hospital to visit my father, but Li Bing took advantage of this gap to escape. I looked for him like crazy. I asked his college classmates and called his home, but I found nothing. I still won't give up. I have been texting him and leaving messages in his group. Until he sent me a short message saying that he had gone to Guangzhou now, not to start a business, but to get rid of me. If he marries me, his life will be ruined. He doesn't want to be trapped by a woman ten years older than him.

It breaks my heart to see this news. In order to be with him, I divorced, broke off my relationship with my parents, abandoned my children and gave up all my happy life. Is it worth it? I can't think. Now, I live alone in a rented house, and I am financially strapped, and the children in my stomach don't know what to do. But I'm still trying to contact him, hoping that he will change his mind. Even if I have to be smashed into pieces, I am willing.