Do you want to delete the photo of your ex-boyfriend?

We were classmates in junior high school. At that time, we all got good grades, the kind at the top of the grade. There was no intersection until I went to college. I was in Beijing, and he was in Tianjin. We met because of the hometown association. When I was a freshman, I stayed in the relationship of ordinary friends and occasionally interacted with Renren.com through Fetion (later I knew that he had a girlfriend at that time). Sophomore began to contact me, which means he chased me. Before the second semester of sophomore year, he followed me to Changsha to play, and then we went to Beijing together and confessed, so we were together.

The beginning of being together is actually very sweet. He will write a small game as a one-month anniversary gift and buy me a small mobile phone to talk on the phone. But my performance is not very good. I have always been a person who can't express my feelings and emotions, so I won't say that I think he won't be spoiled, which makes him unhappy. He thinks I don't like him. But fortunately, he slowly became patient and I slowly realized that he was going to let go of himself. After more than a year, although there were some unpleasant times, I was still very happy in general, and I basically met once every two weeks by intercity. Oh, I also traveled to Dalian together in the summer vacation after my sophomore year, although I didn't play much because of the bad weather.

Until the summer vacation when my junior year ended, I got an internship and was very busy. I really lost myself by hanging out with a group of foreigners all day. We had a fierce quarrel. He thought I had changed. I just said I was really busy. I broke up at the end of the summer vacation. He came to keep me, bought my favorite hand-painted books, sang songs together and hugged me and told me not to leave. But I was really cold at that time, and now I think I really should say sorry to him seriously. According to him later, he sent me a lot of jokes to coax me, but I didn't pay much attention to him. I always forget things, alas!

My senior year ended last semester, and I went to Tianjin because of my internship. I miss him very much, so I got up the courage to ask him out for dinner on the day of the end of my internship. I feel that he is a little cold. I have been laughing, and then I should go back to Beijing. Take me to the train station, but I really don't want to go back, so we found a place to live near the train station and wanted to have a good chat. I just found out that he has a girlfriend, but what he means is that he doesn't like it very much. It's just that when someone asks him, he agrees. Then we decided to get back together. I went back to Beijing the next day. He dumped a girl because of me, and he felt very bad. Oh, one of the details that I have always felt very hurt about this incident is that when we went to a hotel in Tianjin, he lied that he had no money, and I found out later. He explained that he was afraid that I was just coming to play with him (in fact, I am not the kind of person who would spend his money. Although playing together will not be AA every time, it must be like that when you play together, I will pay attention to the fact that the money spent by everyone will not be much different). Of course, this matter has passed for a long time.

In this way, when I graduated from my senior year (he was one year younger than me because he wanted to start a business), I got a good job and found my own house (I rented a two-bedroom apartment and sublet the second bedroom for his convenience). Then he came to help me move things, and I officially left school. At that time, it was actually full of longing, because thinking about leaving the student status, we were closer to making our own choices or even getting married. But living together often quarrels, big and small things. I really have a bad temper, and he is also quite stubborn. But I really never wanted to break up. In August, my parents came to Beijing to see me, so I had to let him move out first. Later, it seemed that there were all kinds of quarrels, and it was already a state of half-points. Then there was a fierce quarrel, and then he moved away completely and broke up, as if we had sang a song together (I may really be selective in memory, but I don't remember many things).

Later, I didn't have a smooth life, and I encountered great changes in my work and renting a house. It's winter after tossing and turning, and he still talks to me occasionally. I'm still a little cold. Then he deleted me. Later, I really don't remember how WeChat was added back, but I didn't say much.

until I worked for one year, I found that I had been thinking about him all the time, so I got up the courage to ask him about his graduation. He said nothing happened, and he has been practicing in Beijing. Then I should take the initiative to chat with him and make an appointment to meet him (to find him at his place of residence), which is far away and messy. It got out of hand as soon as we met, but after that, we got back together (it seems that he dumped his girlfriend again because of me)

After getting back together, we still often quarreled (alas, I really don't know why we did this), but my mentality has changed. I no longer feel bored and want to break up, but always feel that it has delayed his time (I have already worked, he just graduated, and he is going to quit his job and prepare to study abroad). And then he broke up with me. It was probably September-October, so he went home by train. I went to see him off and cried like a fool. After he went back, he concentrated on preparing for IELTS and so on. We basically didn't contact each other (but in fact we both felt that we were still together). We still met when we went home for the New Year. The neighborhood where we live is just across the road. He invited me to eat rice noodles once, and came to see me downstairs and kissed me (he said I didn't cooperate with him, but I really just did it on purpose). I was actually very happy)

But then I went back to work in Beijing. Anyway, we never contacted each other after a quarrel. In this way, in June last year, he contacted me, but I was indifferent and said that I felt that there was nothing to say (now that I think about it, this is really too harsh, I was just pretending to be reserved). Later, in July, I asked him how he was preparing for going abroad, and he said that he just needed a medical examination and left in July and August. I don't know what to say, I just want to sincerely wish him well. He said goodbye to me the day he flew away.

On August 21st last year, it was my birthday. He sent me a happy birthday, and I burst into tears (but I still talked in a variety of small tempers, because I actually found out that he had a girlfriend). We talked a lot that day, and he called me back, but when I answered the phone, both of them burst into tears. He said that he likes his current girlfriend and he can't do anything for me. After that, I can't help talking to him occasionally, but rarely, and I didn't say anything ambiguous. I just said that it was irrelevant to buy everything. He has it, too. Call me or WeChat if anything happens.

then, one day, he sent me a message late at night and asked if he could call me. It turned out that he broke up because the girl's father had cancer, so he couldn't go abroad to be with him. I talked with him for a long time. After that, I will contact WeChat intermittently. One day, he said that he would come back in February of 17, and come to see me then. I am really, really happy. Later, I couldn't come back in February, and I got June and July. I said nothing. Later, I decided to come back in late July and early August. I persuaded him that we should find a place to play together in case he came to Beijing too far. I decided to go to Hongcun, Anhui, and I made all the arrangements. Finally, he said that he didn't have time to visit me. Really frustrated, but I can only understand him. Oh, before he came back, he also had a teenage girl as his girlfriend, about a week. My sister felt that she didn't want to xxoo until she graduated from college, and that she broke up because she couldn't wait. At that time, he also came to WeChat to talk to me.

since then, we have been in intermittent contact, not much but not broken.

he went home and then went abroad. It's my birthday again, and I received a bunch of flowers. The card says, "Don't say that I didn't send you flowers. Happy birthday "Yes, I used to complain that he couldn't think of anything to do for me, which made me wonder why there were always gifts like other girls.

I'm really happy to receive flowers.

I got up the next morning and took a picture of me putting my words in a vase. In the evening, he said that we should stop contacting and delete WeChat. I'm devastated. He thinks that if we go on like this, there will be no result, and then we will always find new ones. It is better to have long-term pain than short-term pain. But I really can't accept it. About us, we discussed it before. Actually, I think I can go to him. My English is not bad. It's no problem to set up a whv to go abroad. But he feels that the burden is too heavy, and he is afraid that he can't take care of it well. I am afraid that I will still have a bad life. Seriously, I can always understand his thoughts. I can't be angry anymore and I can't convince him. I can only be sad.

I showed him my colleague's dog the day before yesterday. After a brief chat, I thought that I had not been deleted (the day before, he said that he couldn't bear to part with it, but there was no way to make this decision)

Well, today I found out ...

Actually, I was preparing for the IELTS test recently, and I didn't tell him that I was afraid of his pressure. All the previous ones, but unfortunately there is no if

This article is taken from: Conch Secret Network.