You are the best girl I have ever seen.

There is a southerly wind in the south.

- 1-

The best love words in the world are not "I love you" or "I want to be with you", but that you are the best girl I have ever met.

What Xiaoxi said to me was the second day after she took off the bill. I was peeling chestnuts, and somehow I stopped, leaving chestnuts in my palm, mixed with sweat.

"I really envy you", which is what I often say in the days to come. Because she always tells me that Chen Zijie is good to her.

I counted the time. On the 88th day together, Xiaoxi was separated. 88, the lucky number.

"Dog, I broke up." I was peeling chestnuts and stopped to stare at her for ten seconds. I didn't believe it until I saw her tears and eyebrows twist.

My mouth was full of chestnuts that I hadn't swallowed, so I simply swallowed them in one gulp.

"Dog, he broke up with me." Afraid I didn't hear you clearly, she wiped her tears with the back of her hand and said it again. Before that, she had been crying at the entrance of the dormitory for two hours, crying while calling.

The incandescent lamp shone on us, dazzling white. I went up and hugged her, patted her on the back and said, "Xiaoxi, it's okay, we can meet better."

She seems to have grabbed a straw and put her head on my shoulder. As soon as my words fell, she cried even more, as if someone had opened her lacrimal gland and tears poured out. "That's what he told me."

"I begged him not to leave, but he said no, he couldn't forget his ex-girlfriend." These 22 words were spelled out by Xiao Xi with tears in her eyes.

I can't forget my ex-girlfriend, for fear of delaying Xiaoxi, and I can't give Xiaoxi what he wants. These reasons for breaking up are all in front of me.

I grew up in an instant, with a snort of cold, broke up and made some stupid excuses.

-2-

You are the best girl I have ever seen.

With this sentence alone, Chen Zijie got Xiao Xi. Xiaoxi said that for 20 years, no one has ever said such a thing to her. This time, she was really moved.

I have known Chen Zijie for half a year, and my relationship is ambiguous for half a year. It is clear that Xiaoxi also has feelings for Chen Zijie, but he just doesn't pierce this layer of paper and is walking on thin ice. He is afraid that if he takes one step forward, the other party will take ninety-nine steps back.

In the third month, Chen Zijie also fell in love with Xiaoxi. Companionship is the longest confession, yes. He stayed up late to write the plan, and Xiaoxi stayed up late to watch the play, just to say good night to him as soon as he finished writing. He writes copywriting, and Xiaoxi pushes everything to the library to do copywriting, just to make him more relaxed.

Xiaoxi did all the little things she secretly loved when she was young, thinking that Chen Zijie could look back at her. Even half an eye will do.

Chen Zijie, a junior in engineering, is a dwarf in study and a giant in society. Throughout the university, he was busy making money. I know Xiaoxi because Xiaoxi sent a message about the water card in Weibo. As a result, the next day, he privately wrote Xiaoxi: My water card is cheap. Do you want to buy it?

Naturally, the two added WeChat to each other.

Like all people with feelings, some people pretend not to know when they know, while others know when they know. Chen Zijie belongs to the second category. Maybe he likes streams, too. Maybe he's lonely. Maybe it's other reasons. One day in the third month, he confessed to Xiaoxi.

The sun was just right that day, the breeze came slowly, and the water was quiet. Summer sunshine flows brilliantly like water notes, wrapping the fiery heart of the stream tightly together.

Xiaoxi said that she would never forget that sentence, "You are the best girl I have ever seen."

-3-

Xiaoxi and Chen Zijie are together.

In her words, she is with an excellent boy.

Chen Zijie has a wide social network and strong ability. The stream always looks up at him humbly. Thinking silently in my heart, I must look good, so that I can stand with Chen Zijie.

They went out on a date for the first time and met Chen Zijie's friends when they returned to school.

"Chen Zijie, who is this?" My friend gave a wry smile.

The stream is a little nervous. She is just an obscure little transparent sophomore, with no talent and average appearance. Chen Zijie probably wouldn't call himself a girlfriend.

Under the street lamp, the stream bowed its head and folded its hands as if praying for something. She dare not look at her friends, let alone Chen Zijie, staring at her shoes, expecting something.

"Well, Xiaoxi, my girlfriend." Chen Zijie hugged the waist of the stream and smiled.

The stream is a little confused, it should be said that it is happiness. She looked up calmly at Chen Zijie and then at her friend. "Hello."

"Boy, you can do it." My friend gave a meaningful expression, but Xiaoxi smiled.

Relieved, Xiaoxi exhaled a sigh of relief.

Looking up, Chen Zijie spoiled, and there seems to be a shadow of a stream in her affectionate eyes.

Xiaoxi was impressed. She never imagined that the tall Shuai Shuai Zi-jie Chen turned out to be her boyfriend. Cinderella's story came to mind, and flowers blossomed in her heart.

"In the future, you will be my girlfriend generously." Say that finish, zi-jie Chen leaned in and kissed xiaoxi.

Xiao Xi, who fell in love for the first time, nodded nervously like a machine.

Xiaoxi told me that at that time, she didn't envy all the people in the world, and even couples passing by wouldn't look twice, because Chen Zijie was around.

Chen Zijie didn't buy her roses and lipstick, nor did she go to a high-end restaurant, although she didn't buy soybean milk fried dough sticks in a crowded steamed stuffed bun shop. However, that look is enough.

After all, she is the best girl that Chen Zijie has ever seen.

-4-

Xiaoxi can't remember when she began to envy others' love.

She just feels that Chen Zijie doesn't like herself that much. But she didn't want to admit it. She dared not say it, and it became a reality.

I only know that Chen Zijie never heard from her again. I'd rather talk in groups than answer "hmm"; I'd rather play games with my friends outside all night than have dinner with the stream.

In love, the so-called love at first sight, as always single-minded, all my life, finally turned into wishful thinking.

Maybe the stream knows, maybe the stream doesn't know.

On the fifth day when Chen Zijie didn't reply, Xiaoxi finally couldn't help it and asked me.

"Doesn't he love me?" The stream looked at me innocently.

"Did he say that he loves you?" I will go back.

But in fact, there is no love these days. Love is too rampant, too false, it is better to like it purely and cleanly.

"Yes, he said he loved me very much, really." Xiaoxi pursed her mouth. In his clear eyes, I seemed to see the figure of Chen Zijie, tall and Shuai Shuai, but vague, as if drifting away.

Right? Chen Zijie really said that he loved Xiaoxi. Not like, but love.

"Maybe he is busy, don't think too much." I know very well in my heart that when a person would rather watch a play all night than return your message, maybe he really doesn't like you that much.

"I think so, forget it, forget it," Xiaoxi comforted herself.

Is to comfort yourself.

-5-

Xiao Xi always looks at his mobile phone when eating, for fear of missing Chen Zijie's news and phone calls. Finally, she could not help it. She went to the machinery building to find Chen Zijie.

I painted delicate makeup and put on beautiful clothes. Women are pleasing to themselves, and Xiaoxi really likes Chen Zijie.

She skipped class all day and ran in the mechanical building all day, but she didn't see Chen Zijie. Later, I met Chen Zijie's friend. He said he was busy in the dormitory.

Xiaoxi nodded, then you take care of him for me and invite you to dinner next time.

Back to the dormitory, it began to rain cats and dogs, hitting the face and body of the stream. Without an umbrella, she has nowhere to hide. Her hair is wet and her makeup is spent. The water in her shoes can raise fish.

She walked slowly, crying as she walked.

"He is so busy, why should I bother him?"

"Will he dislike me?"

"I should help him lighten the burden. How can I blame him for not accompanying me? "

"I'm so annoyed."

Said, and slapped himself.

The male classmate next to him holds an umbrella and holds the female classmate next to him for fear that she will get wet. Couples without umbrellas in front, boys take off their clothes and block their heads for girls, "Don't catch a cold".

And xiaoxi, a person silently walked back to the dormitory.

She only knows how to pay blindly and be good to others. But she doesn't know that if you can't balance giving and getting, you will be unhappy.

-6-

Xiaoxi broke up.

The 88th day is a good day.

"Sorry, I really can't forget my ex-girlfriend." Chen Zijie took out his chat record with his ex-girlfriend and a screenshot of his message.

All of them are love.

Really, you can tell at a glance whether you love someone or not. Chen Zijie never left a message for himself, never said a good word to himself, and never sent himself to the dormitory.

Why do you think Chen Zijie loves himself? Because of that sentence, or that look?

"I haven't forgotten her, I'm sorry, and I don't want to keep you any longer," Chen Zijie continued.

For a long time, Chen Zijie has never said such a thing to himself. At first, Chen Zijie would call himself dear.

"You deserve better. Find someone better." Chen Zijie sent a lot of messages in a row, all about her past with her ex-girlfriend.

Xiaoxi wiped her tears. "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. I can wait for you here. "

Like is presumptuous, love is restrained.

You want to send me a peach, and I want to give it back to Qiong Yao.

These should be the best words to describe the stream.

"Don't, break up", just four words, keep the stream away. Xiaoxi sent a long message and didn't receive a reply.

She broke up.

Those beautiful and unforgettable memories of the past have drifted away with the wind and drifted into dreams.

-7-

It's really not that easy to forget someone.

I haven't forgotten the input method, how can I forget it myself? Even if the input method is forgotten, the memories are still rotten in my heart.

The stream is too bitter. Before she falls in love, she will enjoy the taste of lovelorn.

She asks me every day, "Am I the best girl he has ever seen?" No, he must be lying to me. "

Maybe it's not so hard to forget someone. Even if it is hard to forget, we should take pains to pretend to forget, complain, stay put, and the pain will always be ourselves.

You took a step forward, at least you left. If you stay where you are, you can only stay here.

For example, Chen Zijie is in love. The seventh day after the breakup.

Chen Zijie's friend told herself that she also sent photos of girls. Better looking than yourself, thinner, bigger eyes, bigger nose and longer hair, the rest really doesn't matter.

But these alone, Xiao was hit to pieces.

She silently opened Chen Zijie's space, which contained many screenshots and photos of Xiuen Ai.

Really, you can tell at a glance whether you like someone or not.

Why didn't you find it before? It shouldn't.

"How could he fall in love with someone else?"

"……"

"He also said that he would take me to many places to travel, to Tibet, to Beijing, to Phoenix and to places I like."

"……"

"Didn't he say that I was the best girl he had ever seen?"

"……"

Yes, I think this is the best girl I have ever seen.

It's so hypocritical.

-8-

One night when Xiaoxi cried her eyes out, she sent me a message, "You scold me, you hit me, I really don't want to be so miserable."

I thought about it, this is the way to go in life. It doesn't matter if you go wrong. Just don't have any more problems next time. Why scold?

After all, the eyes that night must be true, the hug I gave is true, and the words I care about are also true.

Then don't force the rest.

Xiaoxi didn't understand this until later. She said it took her a long time to finally open Chen Zijie's circle of friends.

No longer so uncomfortable, not uncomfortable.

Because I still remember the input method.

-9-

Xiaoxi doesn't wish Chen Zijie a happy life at all.

I don't want him or anyone to be happy.

Because she always remembers that sentence: You are the best girl I have ever seen.