The joy and pain in the journey of life, life insights

I have been very busy recently, and I finally waited until the weekend. I had agreed with my wife a few days ago to go to the provincial capital. Since arriving at this unit, I have almost disrupted all the rhythm of my life. Although in the eyes of others this is a very lucrative job, I don’t know why, but there is an inexplicable pain deep in my heart. But I can't say that, after all, the path of life is not just for yourself.

I didn’t dare to go to work on Friday afternoon. First I hid in a deserted place to handle official duties, and finally I hid in a deserted place and secretly drank tea. At four o'clock, my wife called me and asked me if I could still go to the provincial capital. My wife's worries are not unnecessary, because in the past ten months, I have spoken too many times without counting. But today I don’t want to break my promise. Because in a few days, my wife will travel to South Korea with my little sister.

In my wife’s words, she never thought that she would go abroad. In fact, it was unexpected for my wife and younger sister to go abroad. I have a friend who is the editor-in-chief of a news unit. One day he suddenly called and said that his unit had set up a travel agency and would soon organize a group to go to South Korea. Since it was his first time, he had a bit of a privilege and could go for two people for free. Then he thought of us. It seems that friends are still friends, and friends always pretend to be friends in their hearts.

It turned out that my wife and I went there together. But later when I was applying for a passport, I realized that it is not easy for people like me to apply for a passport to go abroad. First, there must be an invitation from abroad, then it must be signed and approved by the county party secretary and county magistrate, and finally it must be stamped by the organization department. I was dumbfounded when I heard it. A guy like me would be considered a third-rate politician abroad, so who would invite me? I can only give up. But the good intentions of friends cannot be given up. So I decided to let my wife and little sister go together.

Their passport application was very smooth. It only takes about half a month. Everything was ready, and my wife said that since she was going abroad, she would always represent China, so she wanted to buy some better clothes. It is normal for people to love beauty. Although my wife's reason sounds good and a bit funny, when you think about it carefully, it is actually a good reason.

Of course, how can she represent China. Today's China is amazing, and it thinks of itself as the boss all day long. Besides, it’s not easy for people from all political circles like me to go abroad, let alone them. But after the wife has said it, the husband cannot remain indifferent. So I agreed and said I would accompany her to the provincial capital this weekend.

At first, my wife didn’t believe it. How could I have time to hang out with her when I leave early and come home late all day long? But I was very serious at the time and almost swore to tell my wife that I would definitely go there on the weekend. But even so, she was still dubious, so when she thought it was time for us to set off, she called me again.

Because I have been thinking about this matter all the time, I work at a fast pace in the afternoon. By four o'clock, I thought everything was in place. So I hurried home. When I got home, my wife had already prepared everything that needed to be prepared. Especially for patients like me, it is really troublesome to go out. I have to carry a lot of various pills, and I also need to inject insulin with every meal, which is different during the day and night. Fortunately, it is winter now and the temperature is not bad. It would be more troublesome if it were placed in summer. Insulin has strict temperature limits and will become ineffective if not handled properly.

My wife was overjoyed when she saw me entering the house. I know I won't break my promise this time. In order to seize the time and get home, I drank a glass of cold water and then left the house. On weekdays, most of our trips to the provincial capital are for business, so most of the time we go out late and return home late, but this time we only set off in the afternoon. As soon as I left the county town, I felt that the west-facing sunshine was very dazzling. In addition, the sad road to the south gate of our county will be unforgettable for anyone who walks on it.

Many people have been clamoring for this section of road at the south gate of the county. Today it is said that it will be included in the national plan, and tomorrow it will be said that it will be open to the expressway in one year. As a result, the leaders changed a lot, but in the end everything remained the same. Sometimes I think that if the expressway is not accessible, the road should be smooth. But the current reality is that if you don’t pay attention, you will get stuck in it.

Once I came back from a meeting in the city. I originally planned to deliver the meeting at four o'clock in the afternoon, but when I arrived at this place, more than a hundred large cars were crowded together, which made me wait for five hours. Many hours. Not to mention the meeting, there was no place to eat even dinner. Thanks to my wife's kindness, she put some food in my bag to prevent hypoglycemia. If it weren't for that thing, maybe I would really have a problem.

But this time I walked in the afternoon, so there weren’t too many cars here, but the potholes on the road were really shocking. Even though I was very careful, I still ended up getting hit hard by the car. on the ground. The harsh sound really made me feel bad. But what can be done. The only thing left to do now was to move forward. After passing the sad road, I still couldn't adjust my mood for a while. When the road was wide, I stopped the car and went down to see how the car was doing. Fortunately, the car is of good quality and there are no major problems. As a result, my mood also improved.