What was your inner feeling when you traveled to go to dali for the first time?

In my heart, there is always the feeling of another world, and I have been trying to find it. My impression of Yunnan comes from peacock dance, Yang li Ping. Its soft body and ingenious release make me curious about Yunnan as a whole. What kind of heaven should this be? Thinking of this, I came to Yunnan. Without stopping in Kunming, I went directly to Dali.

Dali is said to be a romantic place all over the world. Many young people are tired of the hustle and bustle of the city, hiding here, living a simple life and seeking inner stability.

Before I came, many friends told me, "Dali has changed, it is too commercialized, and Dali at this time is very different from before." I have such crazy love for the distance, even if I am alone, I still go here with my bag on my back.

When I first arrived in Dali, it was raining and the clouds were a little thick, and I lived in a remote place from the ancient city. This is a hidden flower, bird, insect and fish market. As soon as you walk into the community, it is a place where birds are singing, and the shade is intertwined with flowers. At that moment, my mind was quiet and I fell in love with this quiet place at once. Every household has planted flowers, and the whole community is filled with flowers.

Dali flower, bird, insect and fish market

Open the window, Cangshan is in the distance. "The green light Buddha reflects the lotus, and every dust dream sends Cangshan." Early in the morning, just before dawn, I leaned against the windowsill and suddenly came to this sentence. The other two boys in the inn are legendary children who fled the big city. One is the same age as me and has been wandering here for two years. At present, I am doing installation work in various parts of Yunnan, staying in Dali for a few days, and leaving for Tengchong or mangshi the next day. Another little brother, a musician, traveled in go to dali for ten years, then got out of hand and stayed here. He has a very nice name, "Blue Grass", which is a kind of elegant and civilized. He also stayed in Dali for two years, and now he has opened two training courses in the town.

"Have you ever thought about leaving here? You can't just stay here?" I'm surprised that they stay here alone.

"When I learned to give up, I gave up something in this world. The so-called intrigue does not exist. Only here can we control our hearts and not get lost. " Listening to his answer, I was a little confused. I knew from my heart that I didn't care so much.

When I first met Dali, my heart was calm and full of unknowns. I didn't make any plans, I just walked around. On the first day in Dali, I rested for a whole day. The next morning, I set out with my bag on my back and took a ride to Shuanglang. I live in a remote place. How can I get to Shuanglang? I hitchhiked and stood by the road. When you see a minibus coming, there will always be a car to stop for you and wave. The price is not high, 15 yuan, and it takes more than an hour to get to Shuanglang.

In the car, looking at the fleeting scenery in the distance, Cangshan Buddha shadow, several Bai people working in the fields. However, in my trance, a large sea of flowers appeared in front of me, hidden in the fields, mixed with green shade, so lively and bright. My whole person, suddenly happy in my heart, sang softly unconsciously, unwilling to close my eyes, just staring at the distance. I thought the rural scene had completely disappeared, but here, a rural scene appeared in my mind, which was beautiful. I also envy some big foreign villages. We also have such beautiful scenery.

I put the word "true" through Erhai Lake. What is truth? Erhai Lake is not as beautiful as imagined. The sea water is a little turbid, but not very clear. According to local people, with the increasing number of hotels and inns in Shuanglang, Erhai Lake is becoming more and more turbid. To tell the truth, Shuanglang doesn't recommend everyone to go. Not worth it. It wasn't until we reached the Double Gallery and made a big turn that we realized that when we set off, the little brother of the inn smiled deeply. "The Double Gallery is ok, let's go and have a look, but if I haven't been there, I really move on. Of course, I am disappointed. Erhai Lake is not beautiful. The whole double gallery is an inn. Those so-called hotels where you can visit and take photos are completely fake, and I am not allowed to go in at all.

Shuanglang, formerly a small fishing village, is near Erhai Lake. It is famous because of the online advertisements of Yang li Ping's luxury houses "Moon Palace" and "Sun Palace". Yang li Ping built two palaces in the Double Gallery. Sun Palace is a hotel, and the price is ridiculously high, about 2000 yuan. The Moon Palace is Miss Yang's own residence, and she only comes to live occasionally. The current head of Shuanglang Village is Caiqi Yang's father. He looks a bit bohemian. It is said that he is a talented person and married Yang li Ping's fourth sister.

Just arrived at Shuanglang, there was a "thump" sound from time to time. Without looking, you will know that all kinds of shops are being renovated. The double gallery is very small. It takes about an hour to walk from the village head to Yuji Island. I think I'm just walking around. Without a photographer, I can only take pictures everywhere. The streets are full of various national costumes, and the prices are not high, ranging from 50- 150. The clothes are beautiful, and I can find clothes that suit me. I bought one lightly, too Originally, I planned to go to Shuanglang and shoot some characteristic hotel, but I found that it costs money to visit. Teacher Yang's palace, unless you stay, you can't go in and take pictures even when you arrive at Yuji Island.

Every time Mr. Yang li Ping takes a photo, he thinks he is a sage like type, and turns his life into a poem, which is beautiful. In fact, it is not as mysterious as the media propaganda, and it is too deified. Double Gallery, a place that can be visited or ignored directly.

Media propaganda always exaggerates. You may be disappointed, what place of business, what place of displacement? Walking alone is just casual. In the bustling crowd, there are naturally lovers.

What about me? A person carrying a bag, stop and go, seeking inner peace. If you ride an electric car around Erhai Lake, it should be good. As for the ancient city of Shuanglang, you just hurried by.

At this moment, is there anyone willing to accompany you from one place to another? I left casually, without looking for that person!

Take a bus from Shuanglang to the ancient city of go to dali, and wait for the bus to come, so we have to carpool. "Hey, girl, take the bus." An enthusiastic aunt waved to me. I hesitated a little. "Don't worry, I'm a tourist. Let's go together. " Thinking that the bus didn't come, I went to Dali ancient city for 20 yuan with them.

The old couple are from Shanghai. They feel the same way as me, and they are a little disappointed with the double gallery. I envy them very much. When you are old, you will accompany each other to distant places or travel independently. "We met an old couple of similar age who drove all the way from Qingdao." Grandpa told me about the people they met, full of envy, and how brave they were to play and walk around.

You can do it too. You have enough time.

"It's just that I'm free this time. As soon as my children have a holiday, I have to go home and take care of them. " We always envy other people's lives and have many ideas, so we are always held back and can't do it.

It has been more than half a month since I came out for a walk this time. Every time I send a circle of friends, there are always many comments, which are generally "envious of my casual life", but I know that my future is so uncertain. I don't know where the road to "original writing" is. I don't know where the next second will be. I know that I have savings before work, which can also support my poor travel. Every night, take time out to write articles and record audio, and keep writing on the road. I only give myself two months to write seriously and go seriously. I should go back to the city to be an office worker then. We always envy other people's glamorous lives. In fact, everything is within reach, but can you really let go and choose an unstable drifting distance.

I have long heard that Dali is a romantic place. When many civilized people came to Dali, they stayed here and couldn't bear to go home, so they did some small business in the ancient city. Dali ancient city is really commercialized. They are all kinds of shops. At the same time, what attracts me is the people on the street, those who fled from big cities to this place.

You will find the young man sitting on the steps with long hair and unshaven beard. Naturally, his clothes are a little shabby, and he is very untidy. He has a telephoto camera in his hand. I was a little scared and didn't come forward to speak. This should also be a dissolute ronin here. This season belongs to the off-season of Dali ancient city, and there are not so many tourists. You can walk around and see the local customs here, but it's also fun. You can be very commercialized, but what I like better is the feeling of wandering in the ancient streets, with people coming and going.

As a bystander, I watched the world quietly. In a noisy environment, if I forget myself in vain, I am just feeling every deja vu building in the ancient town.

There is a famous road in Dali, Renmin Road. According to my landlord, Dali was a lively place seven or eight years ago. Young artists from all over the world set up stalls on People's Road. They are all very talented, and here they freely express their deepest feelings.

Now the People's Road, after two rectifications, is not the original Dali, and many artists have left and found another place. The people who used to set up stalls here moved to other places, and in the evening, the whole ancient town began to be lively. At the intersection with Renmin Road, many young people stand stalls, some selling national costumes, tattoos and various handicrafts. I also saw a monk in red plain clothes. A young man passed by and bought a piece of cloth. Now he put it on and wandered around the ancient town.

Running in the ancient town, I met a man driving a four-wheeled electric car when my feet were sore. Wearing a hat, you can't see it from here. He drove me to the bus stop. When chatting, I learned that he was also drifting north. Once in Dali, he took his wife and daughter, rented a yard in a Bai village not far away, carried people by car during the day, and sold handicrafts online.

"Earn enough money to spend? So not going? " I doubt it.

"Don't go, as long as you spend enough money, the air here is good. Why do you earn so much money? People do not live for money. Now all three of us are very happy. There are mountains, water and flowers here, a paradise, and often when you are quiet, you will forget the whole world, "he said indifferently. "I used to work in IT in Beijing 13, with an annual salary of several hundred thousand, but I am tired, too tired, and now I don't have much money, but I am very at ease." I have long known that there are many people in Dali who live by hiding from Tibet, and what they pursue.

I asked myself, what would happen if I stayed here alone? There are many people in my heart who dare not. I know I'm not an escapist. Recently, there is a "immortal" on the hot search list of Weibo, and "the young man born after 1980s lives in seclusion in Songshan". Is it possible that in today's society, there are more and more people drilling for monasteries? "the world is a monastery, and the south is the crown." In Zhong Nanshan, there are naturally many so-called monasteries. Individuals dare not talk nonsense, are world-weary, can forget everything, and are naturally above secular people.

I asked myself, can I do it? No, I'm a layman, and I pay the most attention to the cold and warm feeling of this world. I roam the world, feel the world and experience different customs, which is what I want.

And those who dare to give up everything find themselves to some extent, which is more of an inner search.

What do people live for? For money, for fame, for profit? Actually, nothing is true. Money is enough, no matter how much. In this world, the most important thing is to know "what do you like?" Many friends have told me that I am bound by my family and have a sense of responsibility. I really want to seek a wandering life, but it's just a dream.

I just want to say that no matter where you drift. Will eventually stay, the so-called difference, is a temporary drift, or a lifetime drift. There is no freedom in this world. Even if you seek inner freedom, your body is not free. For the sake of what we think, many of us must practice, and so must I, always remind ourselves to write originality. With interest, what you are interested in, you can control your heart. For the sake of the family and children, provide the responsibility within your ability, not the bottomless pay.

Son, he is a man, not your tool. What you can control is to educate his mind, and as for the rest, it is all empty. The most important thing is to educate children's minds, let them know how to control their own lives and guide them in a rational way. We can be responsible, but we can't overwork ourselves for others.

Is there anyone willing to accompany you from one place to another? I didn't. I left alone. A moment of loneliness, a moment of unknown, a moment of instability, a moment of romantic nothingness. Now, where am I going? I'm not sure. The scenery is there, I can go if I want.

Dali, with its unique style, is a good place. Stay here for a long time, you will forget the outside world, you will be forgotten by this world, and only you, that's all.

? A thoughtful housewife. Wechat official account: Liming ID: yibao 8690