Borrow the name of your future child to tell our story.

This is a story about regret in the eyes of an outsider. The party concerned said that the hero in the suggested story is called "Listening to Han" and the heroine is called "".

This is the first time I don't have to worry about giving a real person a suitable virtual name. These two names are given by boys to future children, and girls say to borrow them first. Hey, two unborn babies took your name without your permission. Do you mind?

Everyone has at least one close friend. You met him at a turning point in your life and marveled at their differences or similarities. There are many humble but memorable times when you are a dog in the clouds and things have changed.

Hey, it's Yayu. At the end of September last year, because of my work, I met Han who listened to music. When he came to Guangzhou on business, he became a "travel consultant". When he left, we added WeChat to each other, and WeChat became our contact window.

Probably people nowadays like to build a circle of friends that can only be seen in three days, just because they are afraid of a grave digger like me. I searched all his circle of friends, and even praised his long-ago dynamics to prove that I turned over.

So the first sentence of the WeChat he gave me was: You turned out in the circle of friends so early!

This is a very symbolic sentence, and every day's conversation starts from this time. When I wake up in the early morning breeze, I can receive his good morning greetings and fall asleep with the joy of his calling me to bed.

Vietnam, Guangxi, Guizhou ... I participated in all his journeys, through every sharing. He even went to Chaozhou and Shantou, and then came to my hometown, Jieyang, and asked me to introduce him to Chaoshan culture of pure Central Plains descent.

We came to Guangzhou several times in succession. We climbed mountains together, watched movies together, ate beef hotpot countless times, visited Hong Kong together, and visited the oil painting village together. He took me to worship Buddha. He is a Buddhist.

I am surprised that I still remember every detail clearly. We have experienced too many things together, and the memories have accumulated so thick. But looking back at that time, I was surprised that there were not so many ambiguous and embarrassing elements in those small touches and details.

Listen to Han, a post-90s "uncle" from Shandong. He dropped out of school when he was very young, and his ideological vision and pattern are probably not experienced by a good girl.

He likes writing poems and books written by Da Bing, and he is also restless. Incredibly, he is obsessed with Van Gogh, and he said that he must go to the Van Gogh Museum once in his life.

We have also had back-and-forth tests and inquiries between men and women. Once when he was drunk, he suddenly asked me if I liked him. I think I probably just stayed in a favorable stage, or out of some reserve, or because I was afraid of his drunken nonsense, so I began to talk about him.

There have been many similar situations in the future. Every time, the topic ended with nothing. Until the last meeting of 65438+ 10/7, he went all the way up, and there was no answer to this topic.

I don't know why, some people, you know, can only appreciate it, knowing that they just won't have it, or that they dare not have it. Even if the other party has thrown an olive branch in your direction, you consciously dare not take a step.

We all like heroes in the world and worship people who can wander around the world, but the girl's psychology of seeking stability sometimes reminds us that it is difficult to talk about the future and life with people far away.

From talking about everything every day for almost a few days, we began to become tacit understanding on this matter and stopped touching the soft corners in our hearts, probably because we all know that we can never be together again.

At the beginning of this year, I gave him a DIY photo album with a passage: "I didn't know why before, but I always felt that I would have you in the future." I have never denied that I like you and appreciate you. You have no idea how long I've been struggling with this strange feeling. You shared so much with me, but it was broken later, and the loss lasted for a long time. "

"But later, I began to adjust my mentality and told myself over and over again that feeling is feeling, and I can't let feeling control my mood and life all day. It's getting easier and easier now. Although I still miss it sometimes, I have been trying to make myself better. Regarding the photo album, there are really many photos that have not been sorted out, but it doesn't matter. Just remember the beauty of life. Photo album is a carrier. I hope that we can all walk out of a better road in the future. "

I think you are a knight who travels around the world with a sword. I am an ordinary woman who yearns for three meals and four seasons for two people in one hospital. Romance under the accidental intersection of life can change the trajectory of life and run away for you. Am I scared or not?

Half a year has passed, and now I really put it down. Occasionally call to say hello, just like a long-lost friend. Well, this is the feeling of canoeing across thousands of mountains.

You once asked me: If you meet such a person, would you like to follow me to the north?

At that time, I was also thinking: would you like to stay in the south with me?