What was the most regrettable thing you did in college?

Looking back on the past few years in college, the most regrettable thing is that I want to do it. After thinking for a long time, I still don't have the courage to do it.

I've thought about many things, such as working hard in the student union, having fun in the club, getting a scholarship, becoming a class cadre or something, and making some like-minded friends, but the facts didn't follow the script at all, or I didn't do it, or I was disappointed, and my original ambition and so-called ideal were slowly exhausted.

Someone asked me what I thought was the most frustrating thing about college, and I couldn't figure out why. Nothing seems to crush me at once, but my armor has worn off.

I regret not being admitted to a better university, so I may be more passionate, but I finally failed to live up to my expectations. I've worked hard, too. A person went to the library to read books, tried to meet people, went to Xinhua Bookstore to bar, took a part-time job, and tried everything, but still felt that he was too bad. I sometimes wonder if there is something wrong with my psychology, or if I am doomed to be so mediocre.

There are many opportunities that I could have made good use of, but I always give myself reasons to give up. I'm really afraid of being noticed and becoming excellent. I always hide my inner thoughts and let others think that I am safe and harmless, otherwise, I am just afraid.

It was not until graduation that I began to realize that I had wasted too much time and opportunities. I wonder why no one taught me a good lesson when I was a freshman, so that I could understand it earlier. However, since no one is coming to hug me, I always have to do it myself, so it doesn't matter.

There is really nothing I can do to find a job now, because I can't hire for the company. I explain how capable I am. I don't even have the opportunity to explain to others, and I have no confidence in myself. Therefore, the most regrettable thing in college is that you can't make yourself confident and become a better person.