My father died this year 1 month. I dreamed of my father twice this week. Everyone evokes the soul for the first time. Dad is dressed in gray and carrying a messenger bag.

You have the same dream twice a week, and you dream about your father twice, which means you can't let go of your father's departure. In the dream, you are afraid to see your father. In the dream, you are chased by soldiers, which means you are ashamed of something. You always wanted to make up for your father, or what you did before he died, but you didn't do it, which eventually led to your regret now. In your dream, you dream that soldiers and police are chasing you or killing you, because your "superego" is punishing you, because you have done something that your moral code thinks is wrong, causing conflicts and anxiety in your heart. You may feel this inner conflict or it is in your subconscious and you don't realize it.

Dreams are the satisfaction of self-desire. So dreams punish you in this way to ease your anxiety in reality.

Qingming Festival is here. Go to your father's grave and tell him what you want to say, so as to relieve this anxiety in your heart.