Because it is a classic female emotional essay.

Because it is a classic female emotional essay

I firmly believe that many people have seen that Korean MTV "Because it is a woman" which has been circulating on the Internet for a long time. Aroused many sad tears.

1

Because it was a woman, it was an autumn afternoon, and the sun was lazily shining on the trees on both sides of the road. Through the leaves, the sun was particularly bright, like a child's smiling face. The flying leaves, like dancing-tired butterflies, make their final gliding from the trees and fall to the ground in succession. She, walking on this familiar road, on the way to work, stepping on fallen leaves and walking step by step. He chose such a bright afternoon to do his work-photography. He loves this job more than his own life. His eyes, as penetrating as sunlight, seem to be able to seize every wonderful moment and keep them in the form of photos forever.

At a very young age, after a heavy rain, his favorite flowers faded and faded after the relentless rain. He cried for a long time, but it also made him understand a truth: when you no longer have something, the only thing you can do is not to forget it. As a result, he became fascinated with photography-an art that can keep every beautiful moment.

At this time, he skillfully installed the camera, adjusted the focal length, and the model posed the most beautiful posture. Everything should be as perfect as it has been repeated thousands of times. But-she appeared, in his life. Just like that sentence: she rushed into his life unprepared, and she rushed into his lens unprepared. Everything is perfect as an illusion. In an instant, under the bright light of the flash, her beautiful face was reflected, and the fragrance of a girl was kept forever. His camera left this pure white face. And all this is left in the memory. Her appearance interrupted his work, and she habitually apologized for it. When they looked at each other, she saw the sunshine in his eyes and was shocked by it. He also saw her eyes, bright and thorough, as clear as a mountain stream. They didn't notice that his assistant, Xiaoye, was always watching her.

seeing those beautiful eyes, he just admired them. Perhaps because of his career, he has met many girls with beautiful eyes, but no one can touch his heart, because the souls under most beautiful eyes are not equally beautiful. They parted in this way, and did not cherish the fate of this arrangement. Back in the studio, he developed the photo. In those eyes, he saw something he hadn't seen for a long time and gently shook his heart. He suddenly wanted to find her, perhaps just because of his professional connection. He thinks she is very suitable to be a self-model, but after all, there is nowhere to find her.

2

Fate will never stop. Not long after, he went to a hair salon through his brothers and sisters, where she worked. There, she found him first, and his eyes were still so bright. He took off his hat and just wanted to wash his hair. This is her coming quietly, taking the faucet from her companion and washing his hair. Since the last parting, her shadow has always been floating in her mind at this moment, lingering. His smiling face, his bright eyes, all drew her heart. Met him again at this time, and she decided not to miss it again. She gently washed his hair with water and stroked it gently with her hand. Gently smearing foam, quietly looking at his face, thinking about his simple and honest smile at that time, thinking about his gentle eyes like sea water. Maybe she was so absorbed that she forgot the foam in her hand and it entered his bright eyes. He was quietly closing his eyes and enjoying the gentle touch when suddenly there was a sharp pain and something entered his eyes, which was foam. He was annoyed by this and was about to get angry when he suddenly saw that beautiful face and clear eyes. That's the girl I'm looking for. Because of something temporary, he left his address in a hurry.

perhaps by accident, he forgot his hat. For her, or for them, she brought an opportunity to return his hat. They met again in the studio. Xiaoye was very happy and found many opportunities to talk to her when he came out. She handed her hat into his hand. Seeing her, he remembered the last time he put foam in his eyes, and he touched his eyes subconsciously. She was very embarrassed and apologized to him in a hurry. In this way, they chatted and didn't notice the lobule next to them at all. He put forward the idea of taking photos for her. In order to apologize and get close to him, she agreed without hesitation.

She looked a little shy in front of the camera, and she looked very charming under a black sweater. He wrote down this moment. Under his training, she gradually let go, and her lively spirit was recorded one by one.

So, they naturally became brothers and sisters. She became more and more convinced that she loved him. She always goes to his studio when she has a rest, where they spend a lot of perfect time together. They went to the movies together, Little Elf Mouse, ate their favorite ice cream and watched the sunrise together. They also went out to race together. Xiaoye always asked her to be his partner, but she always sat in his car every time. They are flying on the highway, experiencing the pleasure of speed. She holds his clothes tightly every time, and only then can she get as close to him as possible. But she never dared to express her love to him, because she was afraid of refusing, and she might not even be able to do it with her brothers and sisters. She cherishes her time with him very much.

When they were together, they all talked about their own future. She said that she hopes to live quietly with the person she loves most. He will regard himself as the most beautiful and lovely girl in the world at any time. When they are old, they will support each other to the end and calmly deal with death. It is also beautiful to die with the person who loves me the most. He didn't say anything, just looked at the front quietly, and she couldn't guess what he was thinking.

Time flowed like running water regularly, and it was like this for two years.

3

He continued to take photos for her. One day, he was developing photos and received a phone call from her. It was raining, and she forgot to take her umbrella. When he heard it, he put the developer on the shelf and took two umbrellas out of the door. In fact, holding an umbrella for herself is just a way for her to test him. In the rain, he arrived at the appointment, propped up an umbrella for her and used the other one for himself. She was angry and thought she could hold an umbrella with him. She threw away her umbrella angrily and left. He hurried forward to hold up the only umbrella left for her and walked in the rain together.

The next day, she came to his studio. She was angry that he didn't see the meaning of himself, and she wondered if he should tell him his love in a more direct way. She found a photo of herself, which was a photo of kissing. She cut it out and pasted it on his photo, and the self in the photo seemed to be kissing him. She thought that if he saw this photo, he would understand himself. Just as she posted the photo on the wall, she knocked down the juice on the table and spilled it on her clothes. So she changed his clothes, which were beautiful. Just then he came in and saw it, admiring her new ideas. He used to pick up the camera again, only to find that there was no film. She went to look for it at once, expecting him to find a photo of himself posted on the wall at this moment. She looked for it in the developing room. On the shelf, because she was very high, she reached hard, but accidentally knocked over the bottle of developer he had put there. The developer fell from the air, sprinkled on her face and flowed into her eyes.

Maybe it's fate. At first, she got the foam into his eyes, but this time he indirectly got the developer into her eyes.

she slipped and her beautiful eyes were closed.

4

He took her to the hospital. He knows best that the developer is so corrosive that she may lose her eyes. Sure enough, the doctor told him that if the cornea was not found immediately, her eyes might never be open. At the moment, there is no cornea left in the hospital. He left in pain. Back in the studio, he held his head helplessly, suddenly saw the photo, and instantly understood her love for herself, but it seemed too late. He may lose her. He doesn't know how to deal with her, and he doesn't know how to deal with it, just like when he was a child, he saw his beloved flowers wither and there was nothing he could do.

Maybe this is him. It is difficult for him to make a decision when dealing with great difficulties. When dealing with the loss, he can't fight for it. He only looks at it silently and watches it quietly, expecting to get it forever in his memory. He loves her, but he is more afraid of losing it, so he always dares not say it, even dare not believe it when he sees her hint. Just like mollusks living in shells, they are afraid of the invasion of the outside world. Although they are eager for the sun, they are also afraid of the heat of the sun. Living in the world of self forever, you can only spy on the outside world. Sunshine can only be a memory, which can never be obtained. What you can't get is always the best, he once told himself. There is a kind of people who are powerless when dealing with problems. They are afraid of injury, but the fact is that when they avoid it, they are hurting themselves.

Perhaps, all this should be a memory ―― he thought. Started to escape.

he began to recall. I've traveled all over the place where they walked together ―― remember it before you lose it!

He began to doubt whether he was doing the right thing. Because she has always occupied a too important position in his heart. He can't let her go. He started racing and galloped on the highway that he had ridden countless times before. He is making a decision. When the car reached the finish line, his thinking was over.

5

I am guarding a dream as fragile as a bubble. Pleasure has just begun, but sadness has already lurked.

I slowly opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was the sunshine I hadn't seen for a long time, which was so dazzling. Then my relatives, brothers and sisters were absent, and my heart seemed to be stinging. Xiaoye was holding a cake to celebrate my restoration of light, but he was not with me at this time.

According to the doctor, when I was about to lose hope, they found a suitable cornea for me in a hospital in another city and successfully operated on me. And he never came to see me. After the operation, I returned to my old life. Xiaoye often came to see me, but he refused to tell me where he went. Where the hell is he? I miss him very much. I went to his studio again ―― this place that I have visited countless times. But the difference is that Xiaoye took me there this time. In his studio, I found the photo, presumably because he had already seen it, because he had torn it open and taken away half of himself. Why did he do it? I don't understand. I really don't understand.

in my dreams with him, I always cry. I don't want to dream about him any more. I'm so scared. I don't want to see him only in my dreams. But on every sad night, he always walks out of my heart step by step with that sad dream and looks at me with sad eyes. His eyes are so blurred that I can't see clearly. I can't read his eyes anymore. I know that he finally walked out of my world. I can't fix it, just because I was born a woman.

I'm still eating my favorite ice cream. Looking at the Little Elf Mouse, the little mouse is still so cute. I remember when watching this film, I thought to myself foolishly, if we can fall in love with you, let's be a pair of little mice, love each other stupidly, live dully, snuggle up clumsily, and be silly together, even if the winter snow closes the mountain, we can still nest in the warm haystack and beat you up and love you! At the moment, although the little mouse is still there, the person who accompanied me to the movies and listened to me before is gone. When he left, he scratched my heart with a knife. Eating ice cream made my tears flow down. Why can't perfect things last forever?

Tears flow through still beautiful eyes. In normal times, he must first photograph it and wipe my tears. By the way, he hasn't taken a picture of me crying yet! Because I haven't cried since I was with him. I thought of him again before I knew it. Damn it. I was wiping the mirror when I saw him out of the door at the moment. I immediately turned around and found it was Xiaoye. He brought me a magazine with me on the cover, and that photo was taken for me when I first met him. The fallen leaves at that time were beautiful, which may also prove that our love will be like fallen leaves!

my heart hurts. Still can't forget him. Not only is he doing at the moment, but he may be with other girls.

On this day, we broke up, expecting me to be happy and find someone better than you. Like other boys, you forgot everything you said. To be honest, I don't expect you to be happy. I'm worried that you can find a more beautiful girl than me and live happily, then you will really forget me. I was so sad that my heart ached.

I think I love you too much. It is hard to take advantage of the good nature of a girl who can do anything for love. As a woman, it is so difficult to be loved. Although I am scolding you, I love you so much in my heart. Because, I regard love as everything-I am a woman.

I started to travel around, either to forget him or to meet him. I don't know what this is. I really met him in another city. He still looks the same, but he has a pair of sunglasses and only a dog in front of him. I went up to him quietly, trying to find out. A gust of wind blew away a photo around him, which he took for me when we first met. Somehow, he didn't seem to see me walk in front of him. He seemed to suddenly think of something, touched the photo around him, and looked at his clumsy movements, and I suddenly understood it all.

I picked up the photo for him with tears in my eyes. In an instant, the string in my heart was plucked and tears burst out.

5

When I got home, I saw a photo, which was put together. The combined appearance turned out to be that she was kissing me, and I understood at once that she loved me, too. I always thought it was my unrequited love. Afraid to tell her, afraid of being rejected by her. All along, she has only been regarded as a model of herself to numb herself, limit herself and prevent herself from having any wild thoughts. It turns out that she has always hinted at me, but I didn't see it. The pleasure I have been pursuing hard is actually at my hand, and I found it when I lost it. This may be the biggest punishment for me! All along, she has done so much for me, and I am indifferent.

I got on the motorcycle again and sped as fast as I could. When I reached the finish line, I finally pulled out the key with relief and threw it out. All along, I am most afraid of change, and I am afraid that I will not adapt myself, so I have never dared to stick my head out. At this moment, it is time to make a change. I want to donate my cornea to her.

I started to pack my things, everything. Including the motorcycle model she gave me, the hat she gave me back, and the photos she took. I know exactly what will happen if I donate my cornea to her. In order not to make her sad, only let her forget me first. I tore open the photo and cruelly put back the half that belonged to her. When I leave, I want Xiaoye to take care of her. I know Xiaoye loves her, too. With Xiaoye, she will be happy, although this pleasure has nothing to do with me. Love a person as long as she is happy.