Those experiences of crying late at night will definitely make you a better yourself.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, I went to see a movie. In the cinema late at night, only a few people sat in scattered corners of the venue. Halfway through the film, a girl suddenly sobbed from behind me. At first, I thought she was moved by the plot of the movie, but on second thought, it was wrong, because at that moment, the scene of several children playing together on the screen was not sad at all, let alone moved to tears.

After a while, she suddenly began to burst into tears, crying as if to others, and as if to herself: "I worked so hard, so compromised, just to make myself better, is it wrong?"

She couldn't help crying, and I was very distressed. Being able to watch a movie alone in the middle of the night and crying like that regardless of other people's eyes must be the result of long-term depression.

Maybe we are all the same. Secrets that have been hidden in my heart for a long time, sadness that has been suppressed for a long time, and sadness and grievances that will never be easily mentioned will be suddenly triggered when I suddenly see a slightly touching movie plot or hear a song.

Not long ago, I had this experience.

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I don't know if it was influenced by the rainy weather in those days, or if I watched too many movies that made people cry during that time, I always felt blocked by something and wanted to vent! That afternoon, I watched the movie Love Without Words, which was rated as "tear gas" by netizens in the office. It was really a movie that made me burst into tears, but because I was afraid that my colleagues would see jokes, I kept pouring tears into my throat that day, and I was so surprised that I didn't cry.

Later, in order to alleviate the sadness left after watching the movie, I spent several hours watching a children's cartoon and made myself happy with those innocent and funny plots.

After three o'clock in the morning, I booked the music playing software on my mobile phone as usual, and opened Pu Shu's new album to get ready for sleep. "Speak softly, sing vaguely, countless fleeting moments, specious faces, and tell me your story for a long time, which made me laugh. Is life too bitter or too busy? We are all black and blue, and our hearts are slowly broken. Did you get what you wanted? In exchange for a heart of stone, who else can make you fascinated? "

Hearing these lyrics, I suddenly burst into tears. Those memories hidden in the bottom of my heart are like movies released a long time later. All the storylines are clearly and accurately played out: the person who once loved each other deeply and later wanted to hurt each other to death; Those friends who once solemnly promised to walk together in the future eventually disappeared into the sea of people; Those injuries, grievances and pains ... turned into tears that burst in an instant.

I covered myself on the bed and cried! Then I got up and washed my face and said to myself, "You are still a hero when you wake up."

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Tears were originally a way for us to express our feelings. When we were born, we cried and announced that we had come to this world; In infancy, we cried to express our hunger and discomfort in exchange for mother's milk and a dry diaper; We cry to express our dissatisfaction, and even cry loudly in exchange for a beloved toy; After a long separation, we will cry with joy, and we will be heartbroken in the face of separation!

But later, growth and tears seem to be two different things. The older you get, the more you will control your emotions. Obviously sad, but I will put on a smiling face and pretend to be calm and say, "Nothing, I'm fine" to those who care about you. Obviously very wronged, when others ask, they will still calmly say that it doesn't matter.

Because you know more and more, even if you shout at the top of your lungs that you are sad, the person who should go will still go; Even if you have friends all over the world, you should be able to bear loneliness a little. Even if you are hoarse, you still have to go your own way, and you can't escape the experience!

As a result, you will be more and more restrained, show all your smiles to others, and hide your sadness in your bones for yourself. But there will always be a night when all your grievances, sadness, loneliness and helplessness pour out like a flood gate, making you cry.

Mr. Cao Wangde, Chairman of Fuyao Glass Group, once said in an interview: "People who have not cried in the middle of the night are not enough to talk about life."

Yes, how can there be so many peaceful years? Who doesn't keep crying and moving forward stubbornly? If you are sad and wronged, you will burst into tears, then dry your tears and move forward bravely and firmly.

Those experiences of crying late at night will definitely make you a better yourself.