Grandpa left yesterday.

This is what my grandfather wrote when he died:

I worked outside all morning. I didn't go to bed until after half past one last night. I woke up early in the morning. I am so tired! ! It's always gloomy. I don't have my cell phone. When I came back from dinner, I took out my mobile phone and saw that one of the four short messages was from my father, asking me if my third grandfather would come back after his death. This is really a bolt from the blue. Actually, I should have known this day would come. Third Master has been in poor health during the winter vacation. He stays in the hospital and hangs water every day. Hateful bronchitis has haunted him for decades, probably burning in the village when he was a child. Besides, he smoked later ... he put an oxygen tube in his nose every day. Grandpa San is the only living brother among my grandpa's four brothers. My grandfather is the oldest of his brothers. I never met my grandfather, who died shortly after I was born. So I grew up without grandpa's love, but among the brothers, I feel that I am the luckiest one. After all, I am in the city because I have a third grandfather who loves me. Far from home. At that time, Third Master moved to town very early. He doesn't go home when the weather is bad. He lives in his third grandfather's house. Every time I sleep, listening to the rain outside the window, he will tell my brother and me some riddles for us to guess. Usually, they are about farm tools. Now those riddles have fallen with him. Every morning when he has breakfast, he will give me noodles. I seldom eat noodles, but Grandpa San's noodles are delicious. He ... .......

Every time I see my brother Wen Zi playing a legend at Grandpa Three's house, Grandpa Three will tell him to let Xiaojie play for a while, but his tone of command is mixed with tenderness. I will also habitually answer: I won't, let Wen Zi fight, I will watch. I learned it at my third grandfather's house in junior high school. His family is harmonious and easy-going. There is also a unique feeling that every time I eat at his house, I can't help but be listless. I am very happy at his house. I was restrained at that time. I want to eat after dinner, but I dare not fill my meal. Later, when I came home, my mother learned about it in a chat with my third grandfather, so my third grandfather always said, "You are a coward, aren't you in Lang?" "I robbed my bowl. After my family moved to town, I often went to his house to play cards. I often fight with my aunt, and Wen Zi fights with my third grandfather because he sometimes says that Wen Zi is not good at playing cards. However, when I fought with my third grandfather, he never said anything about me. My uncle is a talented person, who often travels: sometimes to Pakistan, sometimes to Hong Kong, now. Because Third Grandma died long ago, Third Grandpa was lonely, at least I thought so. He is always at home alone. He is over 60 years old. Compared with young people, his actions are obviously inflexible, because his aunt goes to accompany him to school, and Wen Zi must be supervised. He is about to take the college entrance examination, which is related to Wen Zi's life. Therefore, grandpa three's life is all his own.

Grandpa III lived a regular life, perhaps because he was old. Every morning, he goes to the post office to chat with his friends. His friends sell things there, so they can enjoy the cool in summer and bask in the sun in winter. At this time, I was bored at home, and Wen Zi also went to school in Dinggou, seldom having a holiday. The computer at home has not been moved. So I often go to his house to play computer. Every time I ride past the post office, I will see a thin and familiar figure, and then I will ride over and stop, habitually calling: three old people (I like calling people, which may be one of his favorite reasons). Then he took out his keys, picked out the keys to the front door and back door, and handed them to me with a smile, meaning to ask me to play. He also believes in me, and I am very disciplined. Play until three o'clock at noon every time. But I rarely promised, so he asked me to continue playing in the afternoon. Every time he plays, he will sit on the sofa in the hall, listen to the radio first and then take a nap. Now the radio he has been carrying is also broken. ......

Go to see him every morning or afternoon when I am at home during the winter vacation, and accompany him until noon or evening. He is very cold and cheerless. My parents and I went to see him again in the evening. My uncle is in Nanjing. Because Grandpa San doesn't have any medical insurance, he hangs three or four bottles of water, takes medicine and inhales oxygen every day, which costs nearly 200 yuan. Wen Zi will take the college entrance examination in June. In fact, the most annoying thing for Third Grandpa during his hospitalization was not himself, but the very clever Wen Zi Wen Zi. But he doesn't care about his study. Nobody cared about him at first. Everyone thinks that he is in good health. Later, when his health deteriorated, his aunt came back to take care of him. Later, his three sons-in-law also took turns to take care of him. Every time I watch him stand against the water, I will sit quietly next to him. Sometimes I pour him tea, make him spit in the basin, and sometimes help him go to the toilet. Except for a brother who asked me to go to the bathroom when he got married, everyone else went almost every day. Grandpa San was a little short-tempered when he was young, but he was much better later. Like a child, he seems to like seeing me. Once when he went to the toilet, he didn't want his uncle to tell him to leave. He liked me to accompany him. Once he went to the toilet, and I served him alone. He was very moved that no one else was present. After I left, he said to his aunt and daughter-in-law, Xiaojie. His grandson is not like this ..... This year is his seventieth birthday. My uncle and father discussed giving him an early birthday to make him happy. But he is not ready, because he also has troubles: he has spent a lot of money in the hospital, and his birthday will waste a lot of money, which will inevitably increase the burden on his uncle. Later, his father persuaded him. He was very happy and told his uncle not to make a fuss. Just live a normal life. In fact, at that time, we all knew that Grandpa San's time was running out, and his lungs were losing their ability to breathe. Life is almost supported by oxygen. But grandpa three knew nothing and always thought that his inflammation would disappear. I am sad. In fact, I could understand at that time that this day was doomed. However, I didn't expect how painful it was. Now I understand why I once heard Grandpa San say that he likes summer and hates it.

After the birthday, grandpa three seems to be in poor health, and probably feels that he is dying. But he still hopes that his illness will get better, but sometimes it is very uncomfortable. Sometimes I hold his body and make him sit up. Sometimes when he is tired of sitting, let him lie down and help him cover the quilt. Sometimes he will say to me when eating fruit; Take a pocket. Are you there? Our Yangzhou dialect means to get something to eat. When I insist on not eating, he will say that he deliberately teased me and said, "Idiot, your business is really hard to do!" So I had to have dinner with him. Later, he said that there were mice at home and asked me to buy rat poison. I think something is wrong. So when I got home, I asked my father to ask my uncle if there were any mice at home. He said no. Maybe grandpa three didn't want to drag people down any more, so I never did that. He is getting thinner and thinner. When his daughter washed his feet, his legs were skinny and his spirit was getting worse. Sometimes I keep breathing with my mouth open and my eyes closed. On the day I went to school, I said goodbye and said something to let him take care of himself, and he agreed. I looked at him and left with a lot of anxiety and fear. ...

What I can't face now has finally come. I lost miserably in the face of the facts, and my heart suddenly fell into the abyss. Never see his familiar figure again. He left, leaving the people who loved him and the people he loved. He left happily and went to a far away place-a far away place-maybe he won't feel strange, and everything may be strange again. He can reunite with his brothers, be with his third grandmother, and never be so lonely again. Maybe now he is watching this in another heaven. Let's laugh, it doesn't take away our sadness now!

The suggestion is that time can dilute everything, so let him stay in our memory forever. Living well is the greatest comfort for him ...)

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