The composition of a boy's growth

There was such a spring, there was such a boy, so clear, so beautiful, so charming, the tears in the corner of his eyes remained, and your smile remained. Tears haven't been wiped away, and I told our story again, a distant and untouchable story.

That boy, you are not handsome, but you are very sunny; That boy, you are not kind, but you are simple; That boy, you don't like girls, but I have a crush on you.

You're a little evil, you're a little sunny and handsome, you're a little naive, you're a little charming, you're a little ... a lot, just like a cloud in the sky that hasn't dispersed yet.

That spring, I went back to my grandmother's house and was very unhappy. Maybe it's the weather. I'm wearing a thick sweater and my back is sweating a lot. When I came to my grandmother's house, my little niece screamed and cried for a while. It was morning, but the sky was gloomy, which made my depressed heart even more depressed.

With a gloomy mood, I came to the home of my good friend Yaxin. I told her the reason why I was in a bad mood. She immediately put down her homework and said that she would go out with me.

Hardly had I gone out when it began to rain heavily, which really made matters worse. I frowned slightly. Ya Xin seemed to see my dissatisfaction and ran home in a hurry, holding an umbrella over our heads.

After a while, the rain stopped. Walking on a country road, the sky washed by rain is particularly blue, like a crystal clear sapphire. Flowers are blown away by the wind, and the fragrance of flowers is mixed with the fragrance of the soil after the rain, which is refreshing. Suddenly, there was a frolic in front of us. Yaxin and I looked at it carefully. So you and some children are flying kites. Watching you teach those children hand in hand, watching you seriously, for a moment, I seemed to see an angel, a pure angel.

Yaxin walked over, pushed you behind her back and smiled affectionately: "Mu Chen, are you teaching children to fly kites again?" You turned around and found us. You are not annoyed, but you just smile gently: "Yaxin, your friend?" I was shocked, your smile is so charming, I think I will never forget the radian of your mouth rising all my life.

"Mi Chan, are you infatuated with flowers?" Yaxin leaned in and whispered in my ear. I just found out that I have been looking at you like this for five minutes. You continued to smile gently, but I turned and ran away. I am running all the way, listening to the wind blowing in my ear, and my friend's voice came from behind: "Xiao Yan, don't run!" " I'm kidding, don't be angry! "I really want to answer my friend loudly. I'm not angry. I just run away from you because your smile is so charming.

I didn't go to see you afterwards, because I was picked up by my parents and sent to a strange city, and I didn't even know my name. I complain about my parents. Now that I'm out, why did you come to pick me up? Since then, I have to watch something for more than an hour every day. My mother thought I was nearsighted and took me to the hospital, but she killed her idea. After a long time, my mother suspected that I must be hiding something from her. She went to school and asked the teacher. The teacher said that my grades were excellent and there was no problem. She was relieved. But after a long time, she began to doubt again.

Since I left Yaxin, I have no one to talk to, so I bought a diary to record my daily life, including my good feelings for you. A month later, the school held a parent-teacher conference. My mother is the representative of parents. The head teacher told the parents about the recent series of "puppy love storms" in the school. When I got home, my mother's heart began to get uneasy. My mother thinks I'm impetuous because of puppy love, so she doesn't talk every time she looks at me. I know she suspects me, and she wants to expose me. Unfortunately, she has no proof.

Finally, one day, my mother knew about it. As soon as I got home, my mother smashed my diary in front of me and swore, "you shameless thing, you don't go to your first year of high school properly." Don't think I won't scold you just because your grades are good. Last month, your teacher taught you never to fall in love early. Now you have to prepare for a duel between me and my teacher. " Say! Who is this kid? "I finally cried unwillingly, and I choked up:" You know the grades, I don't have you as a mother. " Say that finish, I make a dash for the door, I know, this is the first time I quarrel with my mother, and it is also the first time I run away from home.

I took the only 1000 yuan left in my backpack, went to the railway station, bought a ticket and got on the train in a hurry. I want to go back to grandma's house to see you. Life on the train was hard, so I fell asleep.

After getting off the station, I took a van and went to grandma's house. It's already dark, so I can't go in, because as soon as I go in, the woman will pick me up. I know where I should go. I should go to Yaxin's house. I knocked on the door, which was opened by Yaxin. She obviously looked surprised. I simply told the story and smiled. Yaxin believed me, but I didn't tell her that I liked Mu Chen.

The next day, I met you. Yaxin took me to your house. My heart ached when I saw you making out with another girl. You saw me, and you smiled, as if you didn't know I liked you. It turns out that you just treat me as a friend, and my heart hurts again.

After living in Yaxin's house for a month, I got to know you thoroughly, and I understand that you really only regard me as a friend, and there is no other relationship, and I also know that you like Yaxin, but I am embarrassed to ask. On this day, your birthday arrived, and you stopped me on the road and asked me to eat cake. I agree with Joey. I just stepped out and saw your embarrassment. I stopped to look at you and said, "Come on, what do you want?" You asked me to take Yaxin with you, and my heart was completely cold. You thought I wouldn't agree, took my hand and whispered, "Mi Chan, please." I can't refuse to see you say this, so I have to agree.

At night, I tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep. Whether I should let Yaxin participate has become a stone in my heart. Yaxin didn't sleep. She turned around and asked me if there was anything wrong. My heart tightened and I vaguely said nothing, so it passed, but I thought: Yaxin, just this once, forgive me.

The next day, I said I was out on business. I went shopping and bought a white T-shirt and a pair of ultra-short washed jeans. After changing, I stood in front of the fitting mirror. The girl in the mirror has a beautiful face: slightly provoked arch eyebrows, dark Ming Che eyes, delicate and straight nose, soft and full lips, which constitute a beautiful jade capacity! I am surprised that I am so beautiful, not inferior to Yaxin at all, but I have never seen myself well.

After this photo, I am in a good mood and confident in myself. I went to your house with a birthday present. When you saw me, you smiled, but when you didn't see Yaxin, the smile disappeared. You asked me why Yaxin didn't come, and I laughed two times: "She has something to do, as if she had gone out with her boyfriend." When you hear this, you hold my hand. "Boyfriend? She has a boyfriend? " I smiled; "I don't know. Anyway, he is a very handsome boy. It seems that he has a good relationship with Yaxin. " Actually, I was lying to you. Your hand slipped on the back of my hand and left. I should have been proud, because you believed me, but I was unhappy, because I touched your fingertips and there was no temperature. It's the cold of despair. I really regret lying to you, but there will be no regret medicine in the world, right? I won't forget your cold fingertips.

Later I learned that you and I will never have a result, because your heart is too narrow to hold me. I left here with despair and nostalgia, leaving the place where I stayed for a year. I didn't say goodbye to you because I was afraid, and I was afraid of your disappointed eyes. Goodbye, this place.

I came home. I have been away from home for a year. I pushed the door open. My mother is at home. She saw me and said nothing. She seems to know that I will come back. My heart seems to be broken. Even my mother didn't want me?

I listlessly returned to the bedroom, only to find that the bedroom was exactly the same as when I left, spotless and my nose was sore. I looked back at my mother, who was leaning against the door frame, tears streaming down her face. My mother doesn't love me, but she misses me so much that I don't know what to say at the moment. I leaned against my mother's arms and sobbed softly. Mother touched my head gently with her hand, which was very gentle. I nodded and suddenly found my mother's slightly swollen belly. I looked up at her, and she nodded gently, indicating her default.

I started studying again. I am still a good student in my former teacher's heart and a good example in my classmates' heart. No one knows that I have had such a rebellious year.

Time passed quickly, leaving me only an admission notice from Peking University. My parents were so happy that they immediately gave me a banquet. I said I would go back to my grandmother's house, and my parents agreed. Another day's journey. I came to my grandmother's house with my little brother Lynne. My three uncles and six aunts, my familiar grandparents, aunts, uncles, brothers and sisters all came.

Hardly had I sat down when I heard a familiar voice: "Xiao Yan!" "I quickly turned around. This is really the voice of you and Yaxin. You are very intimate with each other, like a real couple. Yaxin came and hugged me; "You thought we were good friends and didn't even invite us to the banquet. "I cried, I looked at you, you smiled brightly, no regrets and no feelings, you didn't hate me, I won't forget your simple smile.

This time, I had a crazy meal with you. My friendship with Yaxin is still unbreakable, and you and I have become best friends.

After the banquet, I came to Peking University and greedily took a breath of fresh air. I know I've given up. This time, you and Yaxin taught me the most important lesson in my life!

A few years later, I also have a boyfriend, very handsome, but you invited me to your wedding with Yaxin. I am very happy. When I met you, I lost the vague feelings I had a few years ago. I have no regrets or feelings for you.

Mu Chen, thank you for bringing me a wonderful first love, for forgiving me, for appearing in my best years, for letting me find courage in front of life, for hurting me and making me grow up, and for letting me know what true happiness is!