Falling into the water every day these days

I have fallen into the water every day these days. Falling into the water is a Cantonese saying. My hometown is called Luoyu, which means it rains. I thought falling rain sounded better than falling water, and it was a bit poetic. Falling into the water is too straightforward, it doesn’t sound like that. I thought it fell into the water. Another example is taking a bath in the native dialect, but taking a shower in Cantonese. It’s hot in Guangdong, so it’s appropriate to call a bath a shower. Then why call falling rain falling into the water? It sounds very uncomfortable and feels like a drowned rat.

At this time, the rain was not heavy. There is a bright sky in the north, like the burning sun. Looking at the rain, it's strange that it doesn't make me sad, but instead makes me feel cheerful. I want to play in the rain.

Standing in front of the rain, there are several kinds of flowers and plants nearby. The side branches are sprouting and growing lushly. In the rain, they look very green. In my nose, or maybe in my mind, I could smell the fragrance of osmanthus. Moreover, the sweet-scented osmanthus dipped in water is like holding it in your hand, so you can smell it. At this time, where did the laurel trees come from in this place? How strange!

I wonder if it’s the smell of the can of Red Bull I drank, or the aroma of the Milanese tree under the window?

Looking at the gray haze, I feel that people are too small in the face of natural wind and rain. But looking at thousands of tall buildings, I feel that people are great.

Thunder and lightning fell from the sky, and the rumbles resounded throughout the earth. I thought, maybe there really is a heaven.

Heavy rainstorms were reported a few days ago, but they did not come immediately. I thought the forecast was inaccurate. There are unpredictable weather conditions, and unexpected events are possible. Besides, the sky is big and the earth is vast, and offshore weather is changeable and inaccurate. At that time, I looked at the sky and thought: I am waiting for the rain, and I am also waiting for "you".

Since the 8th, it has been raining continuously, sometimes stopping. However, the reported violence was not seen.

Today, it is accepted. The rain was heavier than the previous days, but it was not like a strong summer storm. It must be concentrated and dense. From afternoon to now, it's seven o'clock, it's getting dark, and it doesn't stop. During this period, it rained continuously for more than three hours, and it was very heavy. White mist arose, covering the tall buildings on the river bank. There must be water accumulation in many places.

Get up early and see the fallen flowers everywhere.

One year, at this time, in mid-May, it rained for many days in a row. Water accumulates in the city and flooding occurs.

It seems to happen every year. There must be rain before the Dragon Boat Festival. It means a burst of rain, which means several days in a row. But at first glance, it’s still early before the Dragon Boat Festival. Therefore, the locals call the rain at this time Dragon Boat Water. Although I never asked why it was called like this, I was thinking about it and seemed to have a secret joy: it was for dragon boat racing. It will be lively when the water rises to facilitate the boat race. Is dragon boat rowing related to commemorating Qu Yuan? Anyway, like eating rice dumplings, it has become an indispensable activity during the Dragon Boat Festival. The Dragon Boat Festival is related to Qu Yuan, so all the activities on this day seem to be given some meaning.

The 15th of this month falls on the weekend, and I was looking forward to getting my salary paid today. But not even in the evening. I seem to always struggle with small things, is that true? If there is nothing to say if we don’t send it in advance, why can we postpone it? Thinking about this, thinking about working part-time, going to work, ordinary employees, and being controlled by others, I feel unhappy.

Gradually develop some views on the company and its environment. I am not worried about the year-end bonus. For real estate developers, the wool comes from the sheep. Rumor has it that the company is strapped for cash. How come there is no money for year-end bonus? Where did the money go? Aren't these problems?

The longer we get along, conflicts gradually arise and dissatisfaction increases. It's not that people are overly interested in things, but that they are superficial and formal, making simple things complicated, which makes them increasingly uncomfortable.

I am increasingly confused about the personnel appointment and management here. These are all accumulated in my heart. I think people speak lightly and have nothing to say. Even if you say it, people will just laugh at you for being naive. It's useless to say it. Saying it may lead to unfavorable results. Leaders have leadership considerations. Some other smart people have their ways too. They are in their respective positions and proceed from the interests. Who is willing to take the lead, stand up and do something unfavorable, and be a fool?

The goal set a year ago was originally scheduled to be achieved in March. But it’s May. I feel restless.

Looking back, it seems that the path of life has always been like this, and I have not gotten out of this vicious circle.