In a flash, a young man is old.

2018 65438+1Thursday, October 25th? snow

Between heaven and earth, if it's too fast, it's just sudden.

-"Zhuangzi Know the North Tour"

The second snow started in Xi 'an, and the weather forecast said it was a snowstorm, which lasted until the weekend.

In the morning, my colleagues in the office suddenly talked about what happened ten years ago, so everyone began to talk about it.

What were you doing ten years ago? What do you like?

Ten years ago, in the winter of 2007, at the beginning of 2008.

10 years ago, the winter in Xi 'an was as snowy as it is now, even bigger than this one, because the little finger of the right hand was frostbitten that year, and now it still hurts and headaches when it touches cold water or cold weather.

Ten years ago, I began to walk out of the ivory tower of the school, and I sent resumes everywhere to find a job, even letting go of recruitment information in the cracks of the newspaper. From the initial beautiful imagination to the final compromise, you just need to find a job. From Cuihua Mountain to downtown, you have taken all the roads you have never taken before. This is a big project for people with a weak sense of direction. Looking back now, it was really terrible to be ignorant and fearless at that time.

Ten years ago, my first job in my life was a part-time job in a convenience store in Dongbali Village. A whole month's night shift, from 7: 00 pm to 9: 00 am, what I was most looking forward to at that time was two yuan of hot beef patties after work every day! The final price is that I have a fever for three days during the Spring Festival, which is the first time in my life that I have an infusion bag or bottle, because I really can't stand it. Everyone else is walking, and their relatives are beaming, while they are sleeping in a daze wrapped in quilts on the bed.

Ten years ago, Tao Zi, Han and his party braved the heavy snow and walked all the way from school to the bell tower, as if on the beach. At that time, the bell tower was crowded with people, but how they finally came back has no memory.

This is the last time I was with them on Christmas Eve.

Ten years ago, teenagers were full of energy and high spirits, determined to make a bright future. But I don't know that the world is dangerous and unpredictable. After hitting the wall again and again, I learned to bow my head, learn to compromise, and learn to grind off the edges and corners.

Ten years ago, I was full of expectations, because I knew it would take a short time to end the long wait. Since then, I have stopped putting my voice in letters and irregular phone calls. At that time, I kept telling myself that two years had passed and three years were coming to an end. Are you afraid of the last time? At that time, I was always full of confidence, and it was ok to wait for a long time.

Ten years later, Xi 'an is still snowing heavily, sitting in the office on the eighth floor, the air conditioner is warm, and the window is white, watching large snowflakes flying in the air.

Ten years later, in a strange place, I rely on the compass on my mobile phone to identify the direction, and rely on various mobile phone apps to make routes, book tickets and book a good car in advance. From then on, I will never be afraid of getting lost, I will never be at a loss in a strange city, and I will never be that silly girl who just left school.

Ten years later, my career began to zero, and everything started from scratch. After encountering Waterloo, I lost my high spirits and ignorance ten years ago, and gained more vicissitudes and steadiness printed by time. Learn to be polite to others, learn to smile at everyone, learn to hide your heart, learn self-psychotherapy, learn to be alone, and learn not to be your best self. Finally, it became the most common shrimp in the vast sea of people, and finally pulled out the thorns and horns!

Ten years later, tell yourself to wash and sleep on Christmas Eve. There is no more Christmas Eve, it's just an ordinary day. And those partners who have come all the way, as the song goes, we go our separate ways. I still remember the last time I saw Yan Zhen, I was in a small restaurant with him, ordered my favorite meal, chatted about his recent situation, and then said that you can't go on like this, don't be alone again. I forgot everything I said at that time. Then, we never met again, forgot each other and disappeared into our respective lives.

Ten years later, there is no brighter smile than ten years ago. All smiles are standardized and will never go their own way. They will learn to measure, think before they start, anticipate all kinds of results before they start, prepare multiple plans, think small and learn from the world. Look, this is growth! That pride, under the pressure of reality, hides in the dark.

Ten years later, after waiting, I chose to let go. I was stubborn at that time, and I didn't look back or explain. All misunderstandings, like a thorn, grow into towering trees in my heart, dense. Ten years later, thousands of miles apart, I used that little dialog box to explain all the misunderstandings before. Finally believe that sentence: what the eyes see is not necessarily the truth, and what the ears hear is not necessarily the truth.

I didn't know how to worry when I was young in my dream. The warmth of my palm, the solid arm behind me, the light in your eyes, I want to be spoiled.

A few years, more than ten years, we are all fine. I just wanted to say hello. Long time no see.

There is one thing in the world that is more loyal to you than anything else, and that is your experience, your feelings and thoughts in it. They only belong to you and cannot be transferred to anyone else, but as long as you cherish them, they will be your most reliable wealth and no one can take them away. However, if you don't cherish it, it will be lost with the years and can't be found anywhere in the world.

? -Zhou

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