Diary daquan

sunset glow

As the sun sets, the beautiful sunset gradually overflows from the horizon. The setting sun also changed from a half moon cake to a crescent covered by the setting sun, and finally gradually fell asleep.

The sunset glow dyed the western sky red. It glows slightly in every corner. At this time, the sunset glow, like a shy little girl, was only painted with a layer of orange. The clouds in the sky are blurred and become various forms. Some of them are like lambs running on the big grass. Some are like pigeons flying freely. The sunset glow is mysterious, and soon it turns pale red. At this time, it seems that everything in the world is shrouded by the sunset glow, like floating in the flowers. The sea is calm. The sunset glow is a little reluctant, and it makes people feel unpredictable and unforgettable.

The feeling of darkness has gradually approached us, but the sunset glow has not given in, and he still insists on his own beauty. The breeze blew, and he seemed to feel the end of the sunset glow. At the edge of the sky, the slightly red clouds also dispersed. Reluctantly, he put on a black veil and walked away.

It's getting dark, and the sky is shining with fuzzy spots, jumping on it like elves. The night is also illuminated by lights, and the night is more beautiful against the backdrop of the city of lights.

I recall the beautiful sunset and can't help admiring his beauty. The morning glow is magical, but I think the sunset glow is more beautiful. Because of his natural beauty and simplicity, I know that he has an indomitable spirit. Don't we need to do this in our study and life?

Thinking about thinking, I looked at the sky and was intoxicated. ...

Two.

In April, there should be a wind blowing.

Zhengzhou in April, without the charm of March, is cooler in June.

It seems that I don't hate the wind. It blows away someone's lovely hairstyle and takes away someone's quiet heart.

Looking at the falling of cherry blossoms on campus, what many people say most is that bloom is full of flowers and flowing water. I know the next sentence is a kind of acacia, two carefree worries. Looking at the residual flowers on the ground, I suddenly felt the humor of the wind. Is the soil not as fragrant as her original fragrance?

Slowly, without those gentle touches, without those faint fragrance. Looking at the quiet campus night, I quietly hid, afraid of being illuminated by starlight and those naughty branches slapping myself. I think it should be easy at this time, right? So, I blew my hair, dressed up very cool, and only at night can I completely expose myself.

There are trees on the mountain and branches on the tree. My heart likes you. You don't know that. This is a sentence I heard today, and it suddenly hurts. Did this sentence really touch me and make me so sympathetic? Persuade yourself, look out the window, swallow some choked thoughts, turn to look at yourself and smile. At this time, I think there should be a wind blowing, otherwise how could it suddenly disappear?

April is no longer like the morning in January, and I'm still waiting to see if there is any snow left downstairs. In April, there should be a wind blowing, blowing away that little expectation, leaving the concrete floor of reality, waiting for the night coldly, waiting for the loneliness and loneliness like stars.

Quietly waiting for the wind to blow, unfortunately, I gradually disappeared in this wind, and I also thought of shouting loudly to let myself come back, thoroughly understand my inner reality, and slowly hit the dusty heart, so I chose to give up myself and let him drift away at will, no longer lingering.

A love that consumes everything, go home slowly. Slowly return to real life, no longer describe what is your ideal, illusion or virtual?

The pounding heart will slowly be lost, which may be a material exchange or a sale.

Accustomed to waiting for the wind outside the window, shouldn't we also erase our love?

In April, there should be a wind. I don't know if I will wait for the consent of the wind.

Three.

The Choice of Heart: The Story of margaret Sanger

The soul is the foundation of a person, and people's thoughts wander and sublimate in the depths of the soul; The mind is a person's soul, and people's actions change because of the tossing and turning of the soul.

In the face of life's choices again and again, we should always keep a pure and noble heart, a warm and enthusiastic heart and an indomitable heart. Like that climber, we should lend a helping hand, warm others with our body and mind, and make the right choice.

Faced with the spread of opium, China will have no soldiers to defend the enemy and no money to pay. Lin Zexu stepped forward resolutely, and the feat of destroying opium in Humen shocked China and foreign countries; Faced with threats and inducements from Yuan people, Wen Tianxiang resolutely went to righteousness. "My heart is a magnet, which does not mean that the South will not rest." It is still exciting to read this shocking poem so far. From ancient times to the present, how many heroes and brave people, for the noble sentiment in their hearts, for the dignity of the motherland, have shed their blood in the face of the fierce collision between life and death, regardless of life and death, and have no regrets until death. This regret is the right choice they made in their hearts. Their brave words and heroic deeds inspire the growing young people from generation to generation. Their choices have penetrated into our hearts, and their actions are staggering and make people cry. Longevity is with heaven and earth, and Guang Qi is with the sun and the moon.

"Life, what do I want; Righteousness is what I want, and I can't have both. Those who give up their lives for righteousness are also. " Faced with the spiritual choice thousands of years ago, Mencius resolutely issued a cry of sacrifice for righteousness. It is the choice of the soul that inspired the sparks of the sages' thoughts, which will be an eternal old saying.

Great events in the world will be combined for a long time and divided for a long time. In the era of the Three Kingdoms, Zhuge Liang fully assisted Liu Bei and died. In order to revive the Han Dynasty, Zhuge Liang spared no effort. In Nanyang and Han Fuxing dynasties, Zhuge Liang chose the latter, which is still praised by people today. When answering a reporter's question, didn't our Premier Zhu Rongji also say, "Do your best until you die"? This is a profound sense of justice in people's hearts, and it is a sense of justice to fight for the country without hesitation.

Absorb the ups and downs of past lives and test the gains and losses of today. From the deep choices of the ancients, we feel their righteousness. It is the choice of mind that contributes to their final beauty, and it is the choice of mind that makes them still shine with dazzling light.

Abandon selfishness and choose nobility; Abandon treachery and choose honesty; Give up yourself and complete yourself. ...

This is a fearless choice from the heart.

4. Ordinary memory

For a long time, I want to write something to commemorate the lost time. Sitting in front of the computer, once a thousand words, a thousand words, vanished in an instant.

That time

The internship has been over for a month. Now I am sitting at home, calmly recalling this time, and my heart is full of gratitude. I thank my teammates for their great tolerance, support and encouragement, my roommates for their comfort and help when I was lonely, my mentor for giving me opportunities and training, and my students for their trust and happiness. Perhaps my internship life would not be so wonderful and unforgettable without them. During my internship, I felt real, real people, real scenes, real living conditions and real busyness in my life. Every day of life has a goal, and every day of life can be grasped. There are too many people and things I want to commemorate in this paragraph. Some of them remind me of myself when I was a child, some let me see myself now, and some let me see myself in the future. No matter who, when and what, I believe they have changed me from the bottom of my heart, my stubbornness, my conceit, my fragility, my fragility and even my self-proclaimed strength. Three months later, I knew I had changed.

After the internship returned to school, the later work followed, sorting out and summarizing, collecting information back to the internship school, and arranging and carrying out the work of the team members. I see that we are a team, and there are unique things in this team. It comes from our love and support. From my own point of view, I know I can't go on without them. So in this team life of mutual help and love, we witness each other's growth together. At the summary meeting, we saw the video materials we collected, and our tears witnessed our growth. Perhaps the information is not perfect and the details are not perfect, but we know that this is the most authentic and original information, and only those who have experienced all this can see the emotion and shock behind it.

Maybe I love freedom too much to be bound. Maybe I'm not mature enough. A lot of times I hate rule makers. Because under immature conditions, the change of one's mood or even the flash of an idea will change others' lives and even one's own. Perhaps in the face of such a thing, I will use my weak strength to resist, even others. I have been in this environment for more than ten days, and my heart is very troubled. It was also during that time that I repeatedly saw a sentence, that is: "You should be quiet; You have to rest. "

The taste of summer

Just like sitting at home recalling my internship life, at this time, I am sitting on campus recalling this pure summer vacation. It gives me a mixed feeling. Just like a classmate in high school said to me, "You have too little social experience." I don't admit that I am conceited. Looking back today, he was really right. I really hope that the part-time job in summer vacation can make up for this shortcoming, because it has taught me not only what I can see, but also the growth of my mind. Although full of hardships, there is joy in suffering, my happiness, my persistence, my growth, and my heart is full of gratitude. The time spent with the students has become my fond memory. Of course, my friends' concern and patience to listen to my pains and joys have given me a lot of encouragement and comfort, which has warmed my hard part-time life a lot.

I still remember helping my friends translate physics papers, which was unsightly. Although I work hard, some things are really beyond my ability. Look at what I translated, I'm dying. I'm sorry, we have just started to contact Chinese-English translation. It seems that there is still a long way to go ~

I had some nightmares and woke up crying in the dark in the morning. I didn't use the knowledge I learned to analyze, but in the daytime light, I asked myself deeply, what is my fear, which can always exist in my subconscious, and occasionally break through the encirclement and break into my life!

I am very excited to see my distant cousin, menstruation's uncle menstruation, whom I haven't seen for ten years. My thoughts and excitement have long been unable to transform the picture I had expected. This is the biggest surprise of the summer vacation.

In two months, I listened to some songs that fit my mood, either bitter or happy or struggling or choosing. They, emotional spirits, gave me a calm heart to face, accept and wait.

Looking at the above two paragraphs more than a month apart, I know that I have sorted out all my feelings, regardless of gains and losses, and I can start a new journey.

Ear and there were some familiar songs:

-"Never say goodbye, there will always be tomorrow ... You still make me regret it. Can meet is fate, even if it's just a quick glance ... "

-"Memories repeat themselves, I told myself to face it bravely, even if it is heartbreaking, it is perfect ..."

-"... on that day, you should cheer up; On that day, you should cherish yourself; On that day, don't forget someone loves you; On that day, don't give up easily ... "

-"Let's go, let's go, people always have to learn to grow up by themselves."

-"Try to fly forward and get tired again. How beautiful the light is after darkness."

5. Clear your mind

When I wrote these four words, my mind was calm, and I started from scratch.

The so-called zero mentality means that everything starts from now, starting from the results we are facing now, and the past is over again, and it is difficult for the past to represent the past. This is a spirit of continuous struggle and a quality of speaking with results. On the other hand, if you don't clear your mind, turn past honors and achievements into a burden on your back, and always talk about past love glory, so that past sufferings and sorrows will come to your mind from time to time, what will the result be? I think each of us will know the answer.

From a professional point of view, it is very important to clear your mind. Xinao Group, a well-known domestic private enterprise, put forward a "zero mentality". It means that for individuals, whether new or old, in the face of the new environment, new people should be "cleared". In other words, no matter what great achievements you have made in the past, no matter what famous school you graduated from, you should start from scratch and start at the grassroots level after coming to the new Olympics, instead of indulging in past achievements and pride. On the one hand, the old people of the new Olympics have made indelible contributions to the development of enterprises; On the other hand, in the face of the new situation of the group's development, we should also "clear up the past achievements", never be a hero, dare to surpass ourselves and achieve new careers. Many professional managers in this company have won a broader development world because they can put down their previous achievements and start from scratch.

From the emotional point of view, it is more important to be clear about the state. After all, our life is spent with feelings. From the season of youth ignorance, boys and girls began to yearn for perfect love and pursue romantic love. Undeniably, most young people are eager for eternal love, and they are also eager for their love to come vigorously. Such successful examples are not without them. However, after a vigorous life, I always return to a quiet life. At this time, the gap began to stand out, so why is the divorce rate so high now? Because many people can't accept this gap. When a lovelorn friend looks for the next love, he always likes to compare his current lover with his past lover, and always likes to immerse himself in the good times of his past lover. In fact, we often ignore the serious results after comparison. In the past, lovers could not be lifelong partners, which in itself had many disadvantages. But we still attach these unfavorable factors to our current lovers, and the result can be imagined. So, after all, the past love affair is over, and what we want is the happiness in the future and the people who can accompany us for a lifetime. Then we must have a "zero mentality", completely forget the past, pursue the next relationship with a very relaxed and peaceful attitude, and meet the partner who really loves you and you love.

I remember reading such a sentence in a book, which was said by an American entrepreneur when telling the story of Bill Gates: "A degree is the epitaph of a learning period, and dropping out of school is the beginning of a learning period." Yes, if each of us can keep a clear and peaceful mind and break the past into parts, I think our life and work will be more colorful and meaningful! ! !

Six. The color of spring

Recently, because of my busy study, I seldom go for a walk by the lake. This afternoon, I took time out to see the beautiful spring scenery by the lake. The green grass is like a shade, the long green braids of willows are within reach, the pink peach blossoms are fragrant, and the flower trees show different colors, which really makes people feel blue waves.

Spring is a brilliant season, and the lakeside in spring gives people a lot of beautiful expectations. People who come for a walk also wear light and beautiful spring clothes, enjoying the vitality of spring against the warm spring breeze and the beautiful scenery brought by nature, thus stimulating their inner feelings. I really want to walk hand in hand with you by the lake, feel the charm and inner joy of spring, feel your deep affection, activate the cells we love, get to know each other's hearts and share the colors of spring together.

Tomorrow is your birthday. On this special day, I sincerely wish you all the best and a happy birthday! I know I've been busy at work recently, and my legs are killing me, but I can feel your warm concern and inner love every day. Although I drank wine because I was in a bad mood that day, my inner enthusiasm did not change. I miss you so much, just like the color of spring. All the beauty is just for you. As long as you are happy every day, I will be happy!

Every spring has magical colors, but with you, I feel the charm of spring even more. It exudes dazzling magic. Because of you, spring has become full of youthful vitality and color. At this time, I miss you very much, and I really want to dance and drink red wine with you. At that moment, I felt the most beautiful romance, and your eyes were full of your smile. I exude the passion of love in your gentle eyes, watching the night scene and the sunrise with you.

Step 7 immerse yourself in memories

It is another bleak wind, raising the yellow sand that nobody cares about, shaking this lonely post and raising my long thoughts. It is said that people think about things when they are quiet. These hidden secrets, like a commemorative album, always bring back a series of memories! Sometimes I think, do I have a good memory? Or am I trying too hard? Why do you forget everything that happened between us, but I remember it? This may be the difference between people. We have all done regrets, but I found that everything was for regret. It was too late to regret, and I was almost used to this rule. It made sense when I started doing it. I felt very satisfied and happy when I finished it. But when something unpleasant happens, we begin to regret, complain, blame ourselves, or degenerate. Over time, these things have become the past. Think of it with a sigh at most. Today's memory is destined to be replaced by tomorrow's truth. I am still young! Too shallow, I need your advice, but not pointing at me! In this young age, I am lost in loneliness and addicted to memories. ...

Eight. Turn over a new leaf (after difficulties)

Everyone's life can be a book, and you only appear on this page of my life book, and I will fill in your name on this page. You can turn this page. In my life, you will never appear again. After all, you can't be an essential part of every page of this book in my life. You only belong to that only page. Since we are separated, there is no pain and no regret. I hope you will be the same. Please erase all my memories, or throw them away and bury them. I just hope you can live a healthy and happy life.

Write down so much, just tell yourself that my page has passed, and the best past is the past. I don't want to remember you all my life. In fact, this is a story that shouldn't have started, so we will return to our respective lives in such a hurry, without warning but obviously without doubt. I won't regret leaving you. My only regret is that I lost a friend because of the wrong start.

Life is gorgeous, and we are destined to be just passers-by and pedestrians in each other's lives. I haven't seen you these days. I don't know. Are you okay? I just want you to be happy. Although I have nothing more to do with you, I know you a little. In the new year, I hope your ideal can be realized and you can live a better life.

9. April Fool's Day was wasted

It seems that I just opened my eyes recently, and I was surprised to find that summer has come in Beijing. It's like seeing the world for the first time. Leaves are deep and shallow, green as if to drop crystal drops, flowers are fresh and tender, and charming as if to blend into the soft wind. The sky is blue, there are no clouds, the sun is bright and my heart is dry. The mood is cheerful, but emotional. One second I laughed and hurt Lissolis, and the next I cried and swollen my eyes. Love nature and want to live, but dare not.

In April, it is already the middle of the month in a blink of an eye, and the notebook that I carry with me every day has not been recorded for a long time. After coming back from Hangzhou, I had a fever for a few days. I was sleepy and someone took care of me. I am deeply immersed in a kind of ambiguity, knowing the danger, but unable to save myself. Nothing has been realized. However, it seems that life really becomes 20 12. She will go to see her all the way even if she is absent from class. Even if she turns off her phone and is absent from school, she will wake up. Even if her legs are weak and she has a fever, she will go to see the cherry blossoms flying before the rain. Even if she does nothing, she will follow him crazily.

Slowly, some things don't mind at first, but there are doubts in my heart, just, is that right?

All I had in the past was fleeting happiness. So, every time you turn around, I will be ready for you not to look back, so don't be too far away from me! I used to be an autistic person, so if I stay with another person for a long time, I will feel bored, including my family, friends and you, so hold me tight and don't talk! Unknown whenever you appear, whether now or ever, although it warms me and burns me!

April fool's day, I have accumulated a lot of work to do, and I am not in the mood. What should I do? Abandon it, spread the whole zhongke desert like weeds, and bloom little flowers like scrap iron! Like a barren mountain, naked and frank, facing the yellow sky, like an abandoned factory, the empty stomach is full of the songs of the wind and the echoes of heavy metals!

April fool's day, promises, vows, lies, physical pain, pressure from the heart, refusal, crying swollen eyes. ...

Chaos. Abandoned.

X. the story of April

I don't think time flies. In a blink of an eye, it is another year of spring grass, and the warm wind blows in April, like a beautiful essay, slowly oozing sweetness. Bare branches haven't sprouted overnight, but they will turn green soon. This is really the most interesting thing. At that time, watching the leaves turn green day by day and the flowers gradually open day by day, I always felt that my thoughts were floating. Move a stool and sit in front of the door in the sun. There are always passers-by Because they always find it disturbing, they hold a bible, a very small bible, and don't want people to think that they are like Pharisees pretending to be good, showing their good behavior in front of people. The sun has set on the whole page, and the sun has already set in the west. When I read the chapter of this poem, my heart became full and calm as water. This rare free time. The wind blows long hair from time to time, slender and quiet, appearing a bit shiny. The white shirt sets off the cheeks more and more clearly, and the sand hits the face, itchy. In spring in the north, there are many sandstorms. The sand will always lose its eyes, get up and turn back indoors, soak a cup of honey water to moisturize the skin and moisturize everyone. It will make people more beautiful and healthy.

At night, I went home to pick up my winter cotton-padded jacket, hung up my single clothes and skirts to be worn, and tried on a few pieces in different colors and styles. The reasonable collocation of clothes can really bring people a pleasant aesthetic feeling. This ethereal and elegant, although it can bring short-term significance to people, is really a skin, there is no need to show off, and it will be more boring after showing off. Let people despise.

Looking at the traffic coming and going in the city, I feel good and can find peace and comfort from it. In this April season, to create a simple mood, I just need to plant a vine in my heart, elegant and fresh, without complicated and changeable colorful customs. Speaking of the soul, if you don't pay attention to regulating your soul, it may become a ruin over time. Even if you read more books, drink more lattes, cappuccino and wear more expensive clothes, you can't change your inner decay. However, because people are limited, you can't redeem yourself. So when you are quiet, reading a few bibles is like a touch of breeze, a spring to start a new life. It will bring you a hundredfold blessing.

XI。 Black April

Talking and laughing, it is dark in April.

About this day last year, I broke my leg playing football. Yesterday, I fell down while playing basketball, and fell off my wrist and waist. ...

Well, after so many years, minor injuries and pains can make me laugh and laugh, and the real pain comes and goes quickly. Is it because I am a happy person and it is easy to forget things, including the pain at the last moment?

I went to the hospital today and found that the only orthopedic surgeon in our school was so good.

By the way, there is one more thing that must be said. I saw green shoots on the lawn yesterday, and the doorman told me not to step on them.

Today, the peach blossoms are in bloom, and so are the ordinary peach trees with irregular arrangement. It is also so freehand, and someone stops to take pictures.

I ate nameless rice noodles outside the west gate. I don't eat rice noodles often, but I don't know when to eat them next time.

After watching the movie, I think Eason Chan is my favorite, whether singing or filming. I like ordinary dialogue in movies, and I like those empty, real, realistic and dreamy eyes. Such as the change of roles.

Of course, I envy the girl who gave him a small gift in the play. "The future belongs to brave people." Therefore, I am eager to meet such a person, meet a love that is divorced from reality, or meet. Although it is not satisfactory in the end, I will smile at the sky without regrets.

Listening to EASON's songs now is neither painful nor itchy. Of course, if you don't hit the table occasionally, your left wrist will still hurt.

I didn't sleep well last night. It was very painful, so I really took a nap today. I didn't fall asleep for a long time at noon. It seems that I haven't slept so well for a long time.

Sometimes you don't have to talk.

Be yourself and be brave.

12. at the end of April, wheatgrass at night

So long, so slow, no end, no beginning. Tangled, waiting, deeply stuck here, unable to leave, unable to escape. Like a nightmare in the dark, struggling, struggling, struggling.

Blooming flowers, with all their strength, break themselves bit by bit.

I saw magnolia in my sleep, and there was sadness hidden by the sun in the darkness. Do you remember how happy she was during the day?

There is a poppy in my heart, a poppy that blooms in an inappropriate season but refuses to wither. Do you see its lavender sad petals, do you see the growth of black in the flower veins? Do you think Bobby is happy?

Broken sunshine spilled down, I don't remember which brilliant day I returned to. Fingertips touch the leaves of shrubs and beat them, as if it were a lifetime ago. After all, happiness is in the past and broken in the present.

Sometimes, a sudden scene, just let yourself know, wrong, wrong. Like a broken petal. You won't know until it falls. Even if you spend your whole life, you will never bloom your favorite sea blue.

Don't wait, you can't wait for the day when the poppy toxin disappears.

When will you stop loving him? Forget him?

-Wait until the day when you don't love me and forget me.

Thirteen. miss

I am a good girl who doesn't like to ask for anything. I like quiet. I have been working outside for more than a year. Since February last year, I have only been home twice, once last year 10, during the national day, and once at the beginning of this year and during the Chinese New Year. When I miss home at ordinary times, I just bury my thoughts in my heart, which is faint and unobtrusive.

I am a nostalgic person. In the place where I lived as a child, the year before last, I took my memories with my camera. Although I am out of town, I always remember my original dream. What I think in my heart is that many times, my mother tells others about me and will say that I work in a big city and everything will be fine, but the key is to rely on myself.

Sometimes I'm lonely, sometimes I'm helpless, but now that I'm here, I have to learn to calm my heart in a big city. Too impetuous heart will not make people carefree, everywhere is the smell of materialism, and the streets are full of salesmen who attract customers. Shanghai is really a shopping paradise. If you have no money, swipe your card. It is said that poverty is not terrible, suffering is not terrible, and the most terrible thing is that there is no root. Roots are a person's soul. Without roots, a person loses his soul and the original meaning of life.

I feel homesick recently. Is it because I see through the people and things in society and am a little disappointed in everything? Or do you need a free space, a space to be alone? A little confused. I am surprised that I am 14 years old. It's time to grow up and be independent. I always want someone I can rely on. I didn't realize until now that you can only get what you have to pay. Now, it is very important not to rely on anyone to make yourself strong, whether it is heart or strength.

15. There seems to be a thousand knots in my heart.

There will always be some inexplicable thoughts or inexplicable worries. Even though I know it's useless to want to come, I've been living my life. Strangely, thinking seems to be human instinct. Even if you try to paralyze yourself with work, it seems that you just suppress it and it will reappear.

What's wrong with me? Did the inexplicable panic appear again? But I still have to tell myself that I have to overcome my hesitant self, my grumpy self and my worried self. Whether I can really become an activist may remain to be seen. Let's do it bit by bit now.

Summarize the rule of doing things for yourself: come and deal with it. Problem, find a way to solve it. Problem, spend more time. Problem, put it down. Third-party factors, none of your business, focus on what you are doing now.

I combed my thoughts again tonight, hoping to think less and do more in the future, don't look back, and don't have unrealistic delusions.