Keep a diary of one day's mood before leaving home.

I will get on the bus back to school early tomorrow morning. I will take the 6: 30 high-speed train to Beijing, and then take the 12 train to Changsha. ...

I made this decision more than ten days ago. At that time, I was very entangled and thought a lot about the future and postgraduate entrance examination. Struggled for a long time, very depressed. I didn't eat well, and I didn't sleep well. It's torture Struggle, or decided to go back to school, at least I won't let myself regret it, whatever, cross the bridge when you come to it, there is no hurdle, I believe I will save the day and finally succeed, I always believe!

This time I went back to Changsha, it was the hottest time. Everyone went home, and I also went back to school ... What courage, I admire myself! I will also actively face the next challenge and will not give up! It's just hot, nothing!

There will be many unknowns when we go back, and these answers will not be revealed until the beginning of school. At that time, the real challenge will come. I will face the second major choice in my life and even decide my future.

Anyway, when I am still full of confidence and won't give up, I will record my feelings first and motivate myself, so that I can be more confident.

Life will always face many challenges, and it feels great to overcome them one by one, right? Maybe I am such a strong woman, maybe my life has been smooth sailing so far, and I have to face the next fate myself, because I have grown up and can no longer face the storms of life under the wings of my parents. My parents are old, so it's time for me to be filial to them. Maybe I don't have the ability to earn money now, but all I can do is study hard, find a good job and earn more money to repay them and let them live a stable life.

I am a competitive girl. Everything comes first. Maybe I will live very tired, but I believe I will gain something. After all, it is different. I've always believed that.

But sometimes I like to escape, and sometimes I am pessimistic and conservative, which may be the way I choose to rest. But when you escape, you will blame yourself and feel that you are not brave enough and not strong enough!

My mother always said that she didn't ask me to be a successful woman, but wanted me to have a stable job, a stable family and a happy and stable life. I know my parents have been there before, and their advice is 100% good for me. I hope to support them with my own abilities and skills. After all, they are old. Looking at my mother's backache and my father's white hair, I know they are old, but I can't be very mature. I really complain that I can't share anything for them. Maybe I can help my mother do some housework and cupping, so that my parents can worry less.

The future depends on myself, and I must become stronger!

I will leave early tomorrow morning, and I feel very uneasy. The future is unknown. I can't bear to leave home, live a comfortable life at home and love my parents every day. I was greeted by Changsha like a steamer and countless unknowns.

What should I do in the future? I'm still waiting for the results to be announced. These months will be the hardest and sharpest days in my life. I will get over it. No matter what the result is, I will face it frankly, at least be honest, practical and have no regrets.

I stayed at home for nearly a month this time, saying that it is not long, and it is not short. Choosing to leave at this time is really a cruel choice. I always comfort myself that my good man is ambitious in all directions. Although I am a woman, I can't covet the warmth of home. I must bravely rush in by myself!

Girls are always homesick, and now the sweet words can never stop the tears of parting and the disappointment of parents!

I am at home this summer vacation. Don't give up dragging me out of bed at seven o'clock every morning, say goodbye to my mother every morning, turn on the computer to time my father, and tell my mother to come back at twelve noon every day! Every day at noon, I don't give up helping my mother wash and cut vegetables in the kitchen, and fry a few shovels. I finally know that the kitchen is really a hell to destroy women. I don't give up on weekends. My mother has prepared a sumptuous meal for me for a long time. Urging me to go back to my home to sleep at noon every day. Don't give up your mother's work at 2: 30 in the afternoon, get up quietly, get dressed and go out quietly. I don't give up my father cleaning the room every summer vacation, taking care of my father grabbing TV programs with me, telling me to watch the big market before coming to the computer at noon every day, taking a nap for two hours, preparing lunch at eleven o'clock every day, going to bed early in order to let my mother eat early, coming home at six o'clock in the afternoon, my greetings, asking me what to eat at night, and grabbing the computer with me after dinner. Don't give up my mother's obsession to play the game Plants vs Zombies that I downloaded for her. Don't give up my mother's ability to show off every time she hits a plant, and then look forward to watering and fertilizing it. If it is an existing plant, she will be disappointed. If it is a fresh plant, she will praise me. I don't want my mother to take a bath towel for the first time at seven o'clock every night. She always drops water into the next compartment. Don't give up. Her mother came back from the shower and took it from me. I won't give up. Dad is always the last one to take a shower every night. I brush the toilet after taking a shower. I always say "Wang Xiguang" after taking a shower, which means that the water in the solar energy is used up. I won't give up "Da Zhai Men" which starts at 7: 45 every night on 5/kloc-0. Although I have watched it many times, I can still watch it with relish and admire the actors. Every time I go out and wait for the bus at the bus stop, I always look at the balcony window at home unconsciously, because my father or mother will be there watching me, and I will not give up my father's application for driving school, urging me to recite theoretical test questions, and constantly calling people I know to ask others to help me arrange the exam quickly. I didn't want to go to Guye to test my theory, but my father had to send me there. As a result, I got a score of 100, so I called my parents first to ask them to cheer. My dad's favorite thing to do every day is to open the balcony window, watch people come and go outside, smoke a cigarette, and then throw cigarette butts out the window immorally. Although I have told him many times, it seems to have become a habit. I hope I don't hit anyone. If you don't give up your parents, you will be very concerned about the first shift line of colleges and universities in Hebei Province, and you will be most concerned about Hunan University. By the way, compare it with zhongnan. I won't give up. Every night, my mother likes to watch Happiness Show on Beijing Satellite TV at 9: 30, a program to stop fighting. After reading it, she benefited a lot and went to bed happily. Every night at eleven o'clock, my mother always urges me to sleep. My mother was puzzled when I said I slept at school until after midnight. I won't give up on my mother. She always thinks it is noisy outside. She likes to close the window and sleep quietly. I let my father leave the screen window open, so I can sleep soundly and loudly even if it thunders outside. I don't want my dad to watch Qian 'an news on time at 10 every night. Although my mother pouted and 10 thousand people didn't want to, my father took time to take a look. My mother always said that she would give my father an award of "moving to an good citizen"! My father's favorite channel is sports channel, and my mother's favorite programs are weather forecast and food world. I didn't give up my mother's beautiful scorpion braid, and I couldn't bear to tear it down all day. The only game my father can play on the computer is Ovi fighting landlords. My father uses one finger to find letters on the keyboard. I won't give up rubbing medicine for my mother, finding acupoints and cupping. Looking at my mother's back like a ladybug, I feel distressed behind my smile. Don't give up my mother and let me take more food on the train. I'm afraid I'll be hungry. I don't give up or give up, but I have no choice. I hope my parents can live a peaceful and happy life when I am not at home, and I will take good care of myself outside.

Tears will involuntarily flow down, I know I am not strong, but I have been trying to grow up.

Come on, exchange your sweat and efforts for the comfort and happiness of your parents. Come on!