Yu Heiding's prose "Summer"

However, when it comes to summer, my tired, lonely and broken heart can't help being disturbed by the lost dream of traveling in Shan Ye.

Think of the endless mountain, the towering and dense forest on the mountain; Think of the narrow Yuan Ye, the lush green grass and gloomy bushes on the Yuan Ye; What's more, the flowing water of the Ergun River that gasped day and night like a song, these, these, are still vivid and active now, and they are vividly reflected in my mind's vision again.

I sadly look forward to the clearing of the northern wilderness.

It is also a summer season, when I was already a camel trekking in the desert. I am singing a melancholy song. I finally found a traveling companion. This traveling companion is a strong-willed young man, which is directly proportional to me. In terms of experience, he suffered more pain, indifference and persecution in this vast society than I did. Therefore, his face has been covered with a layer of gloomy and old gray shadow in the fire of youth!

we trudged on the journey with nothing to worry about. We are holding Don Quixote's spear and rushing forward.

living in Zhalainuoer.

We stayed in a secluded hotel near the river. Loneliness simply overwhelmed us. Every day, I just watched the train bound for Yoko, Siberia, dreaming of loneliness in the distance. Sometimes, we stand on the grassland next to the railway, waving our hands, raising our throats, and shouting encouragingly at the locomotive spewing smoke:

-go, go, go to the bright and peaceful distance!

but the train responded to our loud laughter, and xunglung xunglung galloped into the distant mountains and disappeared.

we see a desert in front of us!

two people are wandering on the grassland alone and coldly.

-let's not stay in Zhalainuoer, it's also a place where people will starve to death!

I finally said this sadly.

-yes, just to escape the shopkeeper's urging for money, we should leave here early. In fact, people like us, who have no money in hand, still have to go to more places to broaden their horizons, get sunburned, have great courage and practice hard ... < P >-So, how can we escape from the hotel?

-I mean, why don't you just get rid of that small luggage roll, and don't come back after going out?

I hesitated for a moment and looked at the sky full of flowing clouds. However, the cloud is low, and I don't think it is far from my head. I'm breathless. I bent down and reached for a pile of hairy grass seedlings. I self-effacing to lift up your face and looked at him. I smiled sadly again and said sleepily,

-if the climate suddenly turns cold, can your body resist the cold wind in the northern wilderness?

-oh, isn't it summer? The weather will get hotter gradually.

he is a little hazy.

-once we escape from Zhalainuoer, where shall we go?

-go somewhere you don't know where to go! No matter where, as long as life will be peaceful, we will move forward! If nothing unexpected happens on the trip, we can work as miners in Mohe, where there are gold mines. What do you say?

-of course, there is nothing better.

I am smiling happily. I patted him on the shoulder, swaggering, holding a tentative psychology, grabbing at his arm and grabbing at his thigh. Oh, his muscles are indeed stronger, stronger and stronger than mine. So I smiled and said:

-you can do it, you can do it!

this is a minimal plan.

The next day, in the morning mist that the sun shone all over Shan Ye with a smiling face, we finally abandoned the worthless little luggage roll and quietly left Zhalainuoer.

We are not lazy or disappointed when we are rushing along the mountain road filled with the fragrance of weeds in June. Mountains, rivers, streams, Woods and grass seem to be deliberately joking with us, and they fall down and flash back. Just for a few hours, they turned around and looked far away, but they vaguely seemed to sink into the confused fog.

We are very happy, the mountain road is quiet, and there is no noise to disturb our hearts. In addition to the mournful singing of the insects, the singing of the woodbirds, and the beating of foxes and rabbits, we can clearly hear the rhythm of our moving steps.

But these mountains, rivers, streams, Woods, grasses, insects, woodbirds, foxes and rabbits have become our faithful traveling companions. With their support, we run forward every day, every day.

Crossing the Hailar River makes Shan Ye even more vast.

our hearts are also bold and unrestrained.

However, fatigue, hunger and illness have gradually pushed our health into a horrible Black Sea. Slightly cold and humid fog, like a big gray net, covered the vast Shan Ye, and the sight of half a month in a row gave us a feeling of confusion. We began to hesitate as if we were lost. In the meantime, we stayed in Shan Ye for a few days. However, when the health is restored, the legs are as agile and stretched as before. And when the white blisters on our toes disappeared, we set foot on the mountain road again. We walked in the narrow dark and humid valley near Ergun. Every time we pass through a small town, we use different means to defraud the cheapest accommodation and food everywhere without spending a penny. This situation seems to have become a habit to us, and we don't think it is the most immoral activity in the world at all! As long as there is room to live and food to eat, we must not lose this good opportunity!

we like dusk best.

the sky is covered with a dark purple rosy cloud. The thin, west-oblique sunshine passes through the mountains, shining like a fish-scale golden light according to the water of the Ergun River. The water flowed slowly, making a musical sound. The lush grass on the river bank is growing in the lukewarm season of June and actively shaking with the wind. There is a fresh and fragrant smell scattered in the fields.

we also love the night.

Shan Ye is as quiet as a lazy sleeping cat. The distant bonfire flickered in the dark mountain forest, like a half-bright light, like a blazing oven and the burning sound of crisp dry wood. It sounded like the soybean that was thrown into the pot, baking and frying, and the sound of generate's bigs bigs when it was ripe and burst. The night in the northern wilderness has an intriguing mood!

one day, dusk gradually sank with the wings of the night. The mountain road turned completely dark. Sweat streamed down our faces, and we hurried towards the place where the dogs barked. Suddenly, a group of white sheep appeared on the hillside beside the road, and bells tied around their necks shook gently in the breeze. The sheep bleated and crawled through the spreading jungle, but there was no one to look after it.

when the sheep walked on our path, it suddenly sounded like someone shaking branches and making a clatter in the quiet jungle. As a result, a black shadow quickly followed.

This is a shepherdess.

-excuse me, what's the name of the village ahead?

let's get off. My traveling companion approached her and asked softly.

She exclaimed in surprise:

-Ah!

She looked at our black faces with black eyes. After a moment's silence, he said timidly,

-are you asking about our village? It's called Ruyazi. Where are you from ...

-We are on our way, coming from Zhalainuoer, and going to Mohe. It's getting dark, and we can't go any further. We want to stay in your village for one night.

I said with a smile.

-Oh, yes, but ...

She was just about to go on, but she tilted her face and looked at her sheep. Then she said anxiously:

-Oh, my sheep has gone away! Ok, ok, then, come with me and meet my father!

From her voice and her actions, I can see that she is only seventeen or eighteen at the oldest.

When I caught up with her flock, I defended myself and said,

-We are all decent people, and we won't steal or rob, so you can rest assured.

-mm-hmm, that's ridiculous. People like you who run errands outside all the year round can't do such a thing!

Walking into Luyaqi, the glory of the rising round moon has spilled all around the village ...

In this metropolis full of soot and noisy city, I am tortured by the small job that can't support a family of three people for a few dollars every day, and my heart is full of deep melancholy, and there is not a day of happy smiling face. I lost my freedom, I can't see Shan Ye, I can't see the grassland, and I can't see the evergreen forest. The boring smell of summer suffocates my nostrils, and I listen to the chic of Meiyu sadly!

So, I miss the wandering summer in the northern wilderness warmly again!