Youth Growth My Youth Years

"I came back from school alone last winter, when there was a girl in the car besides me. I sit in the back row, the girl sits in the front row, and there is more than half a carriage between us. I sat in my seat in a daze, and suddenly she turned to meet my eyes. We looked at each other for a while across the half-empty carriage, and no one spoke. I don't know how long we looked at each other. In retrospect, a few short seconds may be as long as several minutes. The only thing that is certain is that we didn't speak. The two men looked at each other for a few seconds across half a car, just like a frozen movie screen. "

Linlin gave me Allen's qq number and asked me to chat with her. After adding her, I didn't take the initiative to talk to her. She took the initiative to talk to me several times, but there was nothing to say after a few words. Lin Lin praised her again and again.

"She is so nice, so marry her."

"If I were a man, I really wouldn't marry her. Brother Mao, you don't know her. When you get to know her, you will like her. "

"I'll get to know her."

Lin Lin's efforts had the opposite effect on me. Not only do I have no feelings for Aram, but my infatuation with Linlin is getting deeper and deeper. My ambiguous attitude made Linlin see the hope of successful blind date. On the sixth day of lunar new year's eve, suddenly she asked me to go to her house to find her. She said that she and I should go to a meeting in town with Lin Sheng. I ride a bike with Lin Sheng. She rides a bike alone. When she passed a village entrance, she stopped and took out her mobile phone to make a phone call.

"Are you out? Here we are, ok, then hurry up. "

"Who is it?"

"Aram."

"Why did you invite her?"

"Many people are lively."

"Brother Mao, my sister is working as a matchmaker to introduce you!"

"What did you know when you were a child? Don't talk nonsense. "

While we were talking, Aram came to us. We rode into town together. At this moment, Lin Sheng, who was originally sitting in my car, suddenly said that he wanted his sister to take him by bike, so Lin Sheng did it in the back seat of Linlin's car. On the way, Lin Sheng always smiles at me with malicious intent. Linlin and Aram rode side by side, and I followed. They were talking and laughing in front, and Lin Sheng, who was sitting at the back, winked at me from time to time and made faces. This scene always makes me feel that Linlin is telling Alam about my embarrassment.

The weather is warm and the sunshine is comfortable. Sweat came out from my forehead, and the scene in front of me became very real in the dazzling sunshine, and the sound reached my ears very clearly. I stared at the scene in front of me in a daze and pedaled my bike mechanically.

I accidentally hit the car in front, and they have stopped.

"Brother Mao, what are you thinking?" Lin Sheng said.

"Nothing, why did you stop?"

I looked up and it was dark. People and cars are mixed together, crowded and noisy, the crowd crawls slowly, and the harsh horn sounds from time to time. Seeing this scene, my heart sank and I suddenly didn't want to go shopping.

We found a parking place and bought tickets. Then follow the slowly moving crowd. It's getting hotter and hotter, and I'm lazy and don't want to move at all.

"You go shopping. I'll find a place to have a rest. I didn't eat this morning. "

"Really?" Lin Lin said.

"Really, I'm a little dizzy now and can't walk."

"Then find a place to rest, and I'll buy you some fried dumplings." Lin Lin said.

"No, I just have a rest. I can't eat anything now. Go shopping first. "

I sat on a shady step outside the market and watched the squirming crowd change in the dazzling sunshine.

After a while, I heard Lin Sheng shout, "Brother Mao, Brother Mao."

"Here it is." I waved my hand.

He came running panting.

"My sister bought you steamed bread." He stood in front of me, sweating profusely and still having difficulty breathing.

"Come and sit down and have a rest, I'm not saying I can't eat? Why do you want to buy it? "

"My sister bought it, you eat it."

The transparent plastic bag is covered with a thin layer of white water vapor. I untied the hot plastic bag, rolled the edges of the plastic bag together, and then put it on the ground to dry.

"Where did your sister and them go?"

"They went to buy clothes."

"Listen to my sister and buy you a pair of pants."

"How did your sister think of buying me pants?" I said.

"My sister said that after wearing pants for a winter, you can strike while the iron is hot." As he spoke, he began to eat steamed bread.

"Go and ask your sister not to buy it. Who says I have no pants to wear? My pants are all at home. "

"I won't say, I want you to go, and my sister asked Sister Aram to help me choose." Lin Sheng gasped, and the steamed stuffed bun was still very hot.

"Eat quickly, and we will go to your sister after eating."

"How can I finish this? You can also eat, Brother Mao. "

I took a steamed stuffed bun and stuffed it in my mouth.

"Get up and eat while walking."

"Brother MAO, what's your hurry? Why don't you want to buy clothes for you? I want my sister to buy it for me? "

I ignored him, hurried into the crowd and went straight to the street where clothes were sold.

"Brother Mao, wait for me slowly."

We walked back and forth in the clothing store twice before we found them. They were whispering to each other in a pair of trousers.

"Who told you to buy me pants? I didn't ask you to buy me pants! "

They looked up at me and burst out laughing.

My anger was not taken seriously, which made me even angrier, so I tossed my head and left.

They rushed over at once.

"Brother MAO, don't be angry. I haven't bought it for you yet. Aram is buying it. "

All three of them came to persuade me. When they learned the truth, their anger subsided and they continued to mix with them. They went to the telephone booth again. Allen was picking out pants just now, but I was interrupted. She finally bought a pair of black trousers. Aram took his trousers to the simple dressing room and put them on, and showed them to us when he came out.

"Brother Mao, what do you think?" Lin Lin said.

"It looks good."

"Aram, Brother Mao said it was beautiful." Lin Lin said.

After Ling Ling said this, I suddenly felt red and hot. I noticed that Aram's face was red, too, so I said stiffly:

"I'll buy it if it looks good."

"It's beautiful. Buy it. " Lin Lin said.

? After Aram bought the trousers, Lin Sheng shouted to throw away the hoop. The so-called ferrule is to put all kinds of things on the ground and then draw a straight line at a certain distance, throw it into it with a plastic ring outside the line, and take it away when you catch it. If you can't set it, continue until the trap in your hand is over. The plastic ring is not flat but inclined, and it is easy to rebound when thrown on the concrete floor. There are all kinds of things on the ground, the small ones are easy to bounce up, and the big ones are not easy to clamp. Vendors stipulate that it counts only if it is completely in the circle, otherwise it doesn't count no matter how hard it is pressed. So playing this game requires a little skill, but there is a lot of luck in it.

Lin Lin bought twenty, and we gave each of us five. Five circles will soon be gone. Only I caught a pair of skipping ropes, and they got nothing. Linlin and Aram were ready to go forward, but Lin Sheng, who had not enjoyed himself, looked at the things on the ground with disappointment. I gave the skipping rope to Ling Ling and said:

"It's not over yet. Why are you walking so fast?"

So I went to buy thirty ferrules. I took a few at random and didn't care about the number. I gave them the rest. I got nothing this time. Aram and Linlin each got a porcelain bird and a toy jeep. Only Lin Sheng was bent on getting something, but found nothing. He stood by and said nothing, and his disappointment increased little by little. We all gave him what we had. He seems to understand what we mean, holding a toy and saying:

"It's too cheat people to fool people with these bargains. Who will play? Never again."

Let's keep going. The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the dazzling sunshine is reflected everywhere. I just want to find a cool place to have a rest. There was a shed selling soda by the roadside, and I immediately said like a savior:

"Let's have a soda and have a rest."

Just sat down in the shed, want to enjoy the cool and comfortable feeling for a while, then Lin Sheng shouted:

"Brother Mao, look where there are balloons."

I looked in the direction of his finger, and there was a booth diagonally opposite. There are two pieces of cloth covered with colorful balloons, and two people are aiming intently with air guns. A few seconds later, two balloons burst one after another.

"Brother Mao, you don't know that I am a famous day trader. I am fast and accurate. I have been killed by the enemy for two seconds. " Lin Sheng said.

"Really, you still have this ability?"

"Really, don't lie to you. I have pistols, rifles and machine guns at home. If you have nothing to do, practice on the Wahaha bottle that you have finished at home. Do you believe me, ask my sister, is it true? " Lin Sheng said.

Lin Lin ignored him.

"I believe."

"Elder sister, give me money. I am going to shoot. "

"impossible."

"No, give it to me. Just play a game."

"Not a game!"

"Sister, please, just play a game, just play a game." Lin Sheng tugged at ling ling's pocket.

"Xiao Lin gave birth to quick stop, don't let go I played, a! Two-!"

Before counting to three, Lin Sheng let go with a face of injustice.

"Your sister won't give money, go, I'll take you." I said.

Lin Sheng eyes a bright, turned to look at the ling ling.

"Don't be afraid, your sister won't dare to hit you with me." I said.

"Brother Mao" Lin Lin shouted, with helpless anger in her tone.

"Nothing, it's fun to come out for the New Year."

"That can't be too used to him."

"It never hurts to play with a gun once."

I took Lin Sheng to play with balloons. Lin Sheng was not as accurate as he said, but he also achieved half of his goal.

After shooting the balloon, we walked on. Almost all snacks are in front of us, and all kinds of snacks are available. Lin Sheng pestered Lin Ling to buy mutton kebabs, and Aram and I followed. There were so many people in the booth that Lin Sheng couldn't wait to queue up and pull Lin Ling to the next booth. There was a long line in front of each booth, and when we walked slowly behind, we lost them. I glanced at all the booths and stopped looking after I couldn't find them.

"Aren't you going to buy something to eat?" I said.

"If you don't eat, you don't want to eat if you are not hungry." She said.

This is a sudden smell, I know it is the smell of stinky tofu, so I am delighted to say:

"Do you eat stinky tofu in front?"

"I don't like that."

"Don't look at it. It smells bad, but it tastes good. I'll buy some to try. "

She stood outside waiting for me to squeeze into the crowd to buy it. After buying it, she ate a piece at my warm invitation.

"How, how does it taste?"

"Not bad."

"Keep eating."

"Don't eat."

After that, there was a long silence. We walked slowly on the road, chatting and saying nothing. Her parents are both engaged in fruit business in Hubei, and a younger brother who goes to primary school is with his parents. Grandpa died when she was in junior high school, and now she lives at home with her grandmother. Her parents didn't go home because she was busy with business during the New Year.

"They haven't been home for the New Year for five or six years."

During the summer vacation, she will go to Hubei, spend the summer vacation with her parents and brother, and come back after school starts. She didn't feel weak because she spent less time with her parents. Her brother is eight years old, but he gets along well.

"Brother lively and cheerful, like me very much. He thinks of me every time he has something delicious. "

She said this in a happy tone. I looked at her dark face in the sun and suddenly felt a kind of tenderness. It suddenly occurred to me where I had met her.

I came back from school alone last winter, and there was a girl in the car besides me. I sit in the back row, the girl sits in the front row, and there is more than half a carriage between us. I sat in my seat in a daze, and suddenly she turned to meet my eyes. We looked at each other for a while across the half-empty carriage, and no one spoke. I don't know how long we looked at each other. In retrospect, a few short seconds may be as long as several minutes. The only thing that is certain is that we didn't speak. The two men looked at each other for a few seconds like a frozen movie picture across half a car.

She got off the bus before me, and it was already dusk outside, and no one picked her up by the roadside. The conductor on the bus asked her why her family didn't pick her up.

"It's too dark for my mother to cook at home. I didn't let her come. "

With a bag in one hand and a suitcase in the other, she walked along the straight and spacious road to the village, and her lonely and strong back quickly merged into the increasingly dark twilight.

After she got off the bus, the conductor and the driver talked about her family and felt her independence and understanding.

When we reached the crossroads, she suddenly said:

"I almost forgot, I have to buy a pair of shoes for my milk."

So we went to the shoe city again. She carefully selected a pair of cotton shoes for her grandmother. While waiting for her, I suddenly wanted to buy a pair of cotton shoes for grandpa. After she bought it, I asked her to help grandpa choose a pair of shoes with me.

She was a little hungry after buying shoes and went to eat fried dumplings. She eats slowly and makes me eat again and again. I don't eat when I'm not hungry. She soon ate up a plate of steamed bread.

"I'm a little thirsty. Wait for me to buy a bottle of soda. " I got up and went out.

"I don't drink it, don't buy it for me."

When I bought soda, my cell phone rang. It's Linlin. They are already waiting for us in the parking lot.

We walked back while drinking soda.

They are waiting for us under a big tree beside the parking space. Lin Sheng's belly bulged, and the oil stains around his lips were not wiped clean. Carrying several bags in his hand. Lin Lin is chatting with the old man who charges.

"Why do you want to go? I thought you two eloped? " Lin Sheng said.

"Don't talk nonsense." Lin Lin said.

"I went to buy shoes for my mother and he bought shoes for my grandfather," Aram said.

"You look like a couple." Lin Sheng said with a smile.

Aram blushed and said nothing.

"I'll sew your mouth again!" I pretended to be fierce.

"Okay, okay, I won't talk about it." Lin Sheng said.

We drove the car back, and Lin Sheng wanted to drive my car, so I took him with me. On the way, Lin Sheng said to me with a bad smile, "Brother Mao, you have to thank me."

"For what?"

"If it weren't for me, could you have been with Sister Aram for that long?"

"Did you get lost on purpose?"

The idea flashed through my mind when we were apart, as if it were true.

"Whose idea was it? Are you still your sister? "

"Of course, I ah, how can good? Don't live up to my kindness. "

I ignored him.

He kept asking questions in the back and patting me on the back.

"Brother Mao, tell me quickly, what's wrong with you?"

"Nothing, you don't study hard and think all day." I said impatiently.

He stopped talking when he saw that I was bored.

When we arrived in Aram's village, we parted from her and she rode back alone. Lin Sheng then got into ling ling's car. I thought Linlin would ask me about shopping with Xu Yalan just now, but she didn't mention anything. When I got home, I was exhausted and didn't want to move in bed. ? Through my contact with Alam today, I feel that she has no bad impression on me. If I have a crush on her, we will get together soon. Although I sympathize with her experience, I have no idea of peace in my heart. I understand Linlin's intentions, but this kind of thing is not based on will. What others can't do and what they can't do is determined by their own hearts.