Seeking composition, my narrative of college life

1June, 982, Dabie mountain area, the weather turned cloudy and sunny, and a baby was born, that is me. The full name of this village is Hengpaitou Village, subu town, Yu 'an District, Lu 'an City, Anhui Province. Many people may not be familiar with it, but if anyone remembers the girl with big eyes in the poster of "Project Hope", then I can climb a relative and tell everyone that she is my hometown. It is a national poverty-stricken county. At birth, grandma said, "This child has a loud voice and is very happy. Let's call him Luo Le. " The environment where I was born, my grandmother's words, seems to indicate my future road: full of hardships but happy all the way!

Like most people who have experienced suffering, I have suffered, suffered and cried; Like most people who have experienced poverty, I have been lonely, inferior and sad. But in the ups and downs of the muddy road, I have been smiling, believing and happy. Because I believe that there is always something worth believing, persisting and persisting in this world. Such as kindness, such as courage.

As a poor student, I have never concealed my family background in fear like many people, and I have never avoided my inferiority and loneliness. I tell you frankly: I come from rural Anhui, our family is very poor, and my parents have no education. In my opinion, poverty is not something to boast about, but poverty is not something to be ashamed of. I can't choose the environment where I was born, but I can choose the attitude of facing difficulties. I said to life: I am not afraid of anything!

In September 2002, after I graduated from Lu 'an Normal School in Anhui Province, I worked as a teacher in the primary school attached to Lu 'an Agricultural Technology School. This is a stable and quiet job. With my family status, maybe I should be satisfied. But I'm not reconciled. Life has only given me poverty, economic poverty and spiritual poverty, and I can't be content with the status quo. So, I didn't want to teach, secretly studied culture classes and took the college entrance examination without telling my parents. I am nervous and busy these days. I didn't experience the so-called "purgatory life" in senior three like most of my classmates, because I didn't have the conditions to sit in the spacious and bright classroom and concentrate on reading every day like them. But I believe that in the struggle for college dreams, I have paid the same sweat as others.

This exam, and then directly admitted to today's Southwest Jiaotong University. It was not until the admission notice reached their parents that they knew that their son had been admitted to Southwest Jiaotong University. Going to school is funded by the family. But there was only one problem before us at that time: money. The most direct, simple, realistic, helpless and cruel.

But in the end, I persuaded my parents and came to Chengdu alone with a backpack. I believe I can do it, and I also believe that this society has such a beam of sunshine that can warm me. When I first came to school, I didn't have much money, no acquaintances, even a fellow villager, and I was treated unfairly. At that time, I really understood what it meant to be a reduced person at the end of the world and drift to study. Seriously, when I came to this strange city with my luggage on my back, I envied my classmates who were accompanied by my parents. I was shocked by the bitterness of one person. I have also worried about whether the money in my pocket can hold up my proud neck and be depressed for a person's embarrassment. But at that time, I was not afraid at all, I was not afraid of having no money, I was not afraid of all the darkness and unfairness in this society, because I believed that there was always something right in this world that I believed and guarded. I remember that there is a sentence printed on the "Instructions for Freshmen", a sentence that makes me feel the warm sunshine of society-never let a student drop out of school because of family financial difficulties. I believe this sentence has also brought infinite hope and warmth to countless homeless students like me.

Soon, with the help of college leaders and counselors, I completed a series of procedures such as student loans and began my study and life in this school. In the later life, I worked as a job, worked as a tutor, and opened a shop in partnership with others. I also encountered many difficulties. But I'm not afraid. I always smile at them. Because I believe that many people are helping me, I believe that there is always something right shining there in life. Yes, teachers at school and university have helped me, friends and classmates have helped me, and the boss I met at work has also helped me. No matter how little or how big this kind of help is, it will move me and make me strong. I've always wanted to thank those who helped me. But later, I finally found that I can't describe my feelings when I was faced with help in words. Maybe I don't have to use flowery words to describe my gratitude. The most touching thing in life always happens to the most ordinary people. In my life over the past 20 years, I have learned the power to move forward from these ordinary and great people, so I am determined to move forward, regardless of the wind and rain, poverty and suffering ahead.

When I was in a normal school, a principal once said, "Students, students, make a living by studying." Remember it clearly and practice it. As a student, I always put learning first. When making a work plan, I deliberately adjust the class time and activity time, so as not to delay the study time. If there is a real conflict, I will also consider studying for the first time.

Some people say that the happiest thing in the world is to be able to do what you like. Then I feel that I am very happy now. Because I am studying my favorite thing-painting. It is a kind of heartfelt love and madness. If I just liked painting before I went to college, after several years of college life, this love has become real love. Now painting has become an inseparable part of life. I will feel uncomfortable if I don't draw for a day. Even if you are eating the most boring academic monograph, you are full of interest because you like it. In the world of painting, I can find spiritual and soul sustenance. Every work is no longer a mixture of paper, water and ink, but a living spirit.

I cherish honor and am indifferent. It is enough to have worked hard, paid and struggled. Honor does not fully represent the level of personal ability. The best honor should be the process of struggle, not the result. I tell myself and others that life is fair. If you pay, you may fail this time, but you will succeed next time. The best honor comes from the next time.

Many people complain that they have no time to study and work. But time is squeezed out. Three years before I went to college, I had no weekends. I am always busy when others are playing games, watching movies and falling in love. There is nothing wrong with playing games and watching movies, and falling in love is also a happy thing. But for me, these are too extravagant. My youth is too short to spend on these things. I can't go back to my dormitory until late every night, and I will rest for five minutes as soon as I sit down. Others may be in a daze or drink water in these five minutes, but I will pick up a book to read. Whether it is the favorite Southern People Weekly or a vast number of academic works, it is beneficial to open books.

Mr. Lu Xun said: Where there is a genius, I spend all the time when others drink coffee on my study. Then I spend all other people's play time on work and study. My Excellence is only due to diligence, nothing else. I am grateful to so many people for helping me, but I am also convinced that the help of others is only temporary, and it is myself who really helps me to succeed.

For the future, I want to live a life of "plain is true". Have a stable life, have enough time to paint and do what you like. Honor parents, make them less miserable as they are now, and make them live better and better. My greatest wish is that one day I can help more people who are struggling. Some people say that suffering is a kind of wealth. But is suffering a wealth to boast about? If so, I hope fewer and fewer people have this kind of wealth. Because I have experienced those hardships myself, I know what a painful memory it is. Fewer and fewer people want to try these memories. The first sentence of the eighth chapter of Laozi's Tao Te Ching says: "Goodness is like water, and water is the goodness of all things." I like it very much. Life should be like this, as long as you have a little strength to contribute, even if it is small, you should give this light and tropical to others. I have always adhered to my original belief, believing in kindness and courage.

Finally, I hope I can always be like this, as the name suggests, even if the wind and rain are gloomy, I will stick to it; Even if the road is bumpy, we must persevere; Even if life is hard, face life with a smile!