Ji se da zhi donkey

Wen _ Jun 'an? 2 1 day writing training camp members

I began to find myself forgetful, so I wanted to record my ordinary life in words. The reason why I chose a different departure is that I feel that I have something in my heart and don't know what it is. It often makes me fidget. The only way to comfort is to feel physically and read books. It knows I'm looking for it. The second reason for leaving is that I don't want to be grandiose, obedient, insensitive and self-righteous.

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I have been longing for this land since I accidentally saw a red photo of Seda. Finally, I set out in June of 14 and saw a lot of raiders. There are some negative messages: Tibetans have a bad temper and will be robbed, etc ... so the more departure dates, the more uneasy they feel. I hate not being a man before I leave, so I have to worry a lot. Coincidence is the most lovely thing. Four or five days before my departure, my friend gave me a copy of A Man's Pilgrimage. I spent an afternoon reading it and felt much more relaxed. The hero of the story walks on his own atonement road in his own way, and many feelings inspire me.

It took the bus 15 hour to reach Seda Town. Because the road to Seda is very poor, the road is at the foot of the mountain, falling rocks can be seen everywhere, and the road is not very wide. In addition, roads are being built everywhere, and it is necessary to stop from time to time to make way. The closer to Seda, the greater the weather change. Remember that it began to rain around seven o'clock, and it got worse and worse. Suddenly I heard a crack. It turned out to be hail bigger than corn kernels. I sat in the second row and looked at the windshield several times, feeling that a large piece of glass would break into pieces. It lasted for more than ten minutes and then stopped. After more than half an hour, rain and hail came again, and it was completely dark. There are no street lamps, and the road is rugged and muddy, so the driving speed is quite slow. This kind of road and weather makes me inexplicably excited.

I didn't book a room because the Dragon Boat Festival is coming, and there will be a grand Buddhist ceremony on June 6 (April in Tibetan calendar). I want to go before I leave. There must be a way. There were people from all over the country on the bus, almost all of whom came to attend the Law Conference. A big sister is very good. Knowing that I didn't book a room, she said to let me get off and go with her. I'm so lucky.

I got up early the next day and planned to buy a return ticket before going to the Buddhist College. As a result, people sold it one day in advance. So I took a bus to the Buddhist College. There are two things I have to do in the Buddhist College: First, go around Tancheng 108 (this is the lowest blessing) and see the night view of Seda. I don't want to see the celestial burial. So I made up my mind to live in the Buddhist College. The first thing I did when I went to the Buddhist College was to find a room, but there was no room. At this moment, I saw a master and ran to ask him. As a result, I was moved again: the three of them were going to eat. After I stopped them, he immediately told two partners that we should not eat first, and solve the little girl's accommodation first. It happened that his companion: a sister had an empty bed in her room and gave it to me. After the accommodation is settled, I will transfer to Tancheng. I'm going to transfer to 108 in three days. I don't want to turn again after a few turns, and I don't remember how many turns. Later, I patiently turned around 20 times and planned to go somewhere else. A person walking on the road suddenly felt extremely lonely and depressed, so he planned to see the celestial burial. At this time, I met the most beautiful accident of Seda trip. I met two sisters who went to see the celestial burial together. One becomes my next good friend. She's fine. She took a ride from Chengdu to Seda once in early May. 14. This is her second trip to Seda, and she plans to hitchhike to Lhasa. She took us to climb the mountain and went to the celestial burial platform. It was over when we went. After waiting for a while, eight people were buried in the sky that day, a baby and an old man left a deep impression on me. At this time, you will feel that life is really fragile and you should cherish it. At that time, I thought I would never see it again in my life. Crowds of vultures are waiting for food like hungry ghosts ... watching them, they can't stop their disgust with this animal. After watching the celestial burial and preparing to go back, it rained in time and soon turned into hail. I think god is praying for the dead, too. The weather in Seda is so changeable. The blue sky and a cloud floating from time to time may mean rain or hail. So remember to bring an umbrella.

? Go with friends to find a girl she knows (Sedari, the yogi's name is Jiao Mu, and the man's name is Lama. There are strict rules between men and women), she is going to live in chum's house, so we go to chum's chapel. They made an appointment the day before (Jim doesn't have a mobile phone). When we met, she took us into the lecture hall. She is only 17 years old and looks like Rainbow Bao Qiang. She has been naughty since she entered the university. I can't speak Chinese well. Her friend is eating. So we sat down and talked to them. Only one or two courageous people with good Chinese are willing to talk to us, while others are watching us play with her sisters. Jim, who looks like Rainbow Bao Qiang, played with others for a while, and then sat next to us and watched us chat. Although she can't understand what we are saying, she will look at you seriously. She smiled shyly when you looked at her. It's so cute. Jingtang is a big place, with more than 65,438+000 square meters, about three meters high. The decoration is almost red, with a light-leaking square in the middle. Viewed from the side, there is a sense of sacredness that light falls from the sky. There are many Chueh-min studying hard in the lecture hall. Some of them have their backs to the corner, and some are reading with their heads wrapped. It makes me feel ashamed to see that they all feel very free. A girl with good Chinese told us that they just came a few months ago and had never been to school before. Studying is hard but happy. Changed my definition of their lives. Because it's a rest time, when we are sitting, there will always be Jim walking around. They will look at us curiously and then smile. Speaking of smiling, I have never seen a calmer and more sincere smile than Juem or Lama. I went to the prayer wheel again at night and soon got into the state. After a while, I just turned around intently and my heart was calm. Go back to sleep. My little friend has a problem with accommodation. Sleep with me.

? In just one day, I have completely adapted to the life of Seda. The next day, we got up for breakfast, and then went to the prayer wheel. An hour and a half later, a master asked us to have a class together. After an hour and a half of class, I fell asleep four or five times and talked about the bliss of past lives. I fell asleep after half understanding ... I wanted to climb the mountain in the afternoon, and my friend took me to the holy mountain between the Buddhist College and sertar county. We took two tractors, straddled the tracks on both sides and rushed down a slope of about 40 degrees. The whistling wind in our ears blew away our hair, and we looked at the red house and the distant scenery with unspeakable freedom. We didn't catch the bus for a while, so we walked leisurely along the straight road with grass and mountains on both sides and met a boy. We sat on the side of the road and chatted. Blue sky, white clouds, grasslands, breezes and green hills, it would be great to chat with two or three friends. After chatting for a while, we went climbing. The sacred mountain is actually a mountain range. My little friend climbed it the day before, so she waited for me halfway up the mountain and I went up by myself. It's windy on the mountain, and climbing without load always makes me feel like I'm going to be blown away. Besides, the altitude is getting higher and higher, and sometimes my legs are shaking, but I must climb to the top of the mountain anyway. There are many prayer flags on the sacred mountain. My friend told me that one side can't be crossed, so I climbed to the top of the mountain zigzag. When I reached the top of the mountain, the wind stopped. It was strange, and then I saw a yellow butterfly flying around the top of the mountain. Imagination and romanticism made me think more ~ On the way back, we saw a car in the distance, stopped beside us without waving, and made a sign to get on. I think the driver looks familiar, and I'm not sure if I'm wearing sunglasses. After getting on the bus, Big Brother said "It's you again", and I immediately understood and was moved. He is my eldest brother who helps me find a place to live. It's so predestined.

Seda many people believe in fate, so do I, thank you for fate. I went back to dinner the day before to play those stunts. While we were sitting and chatting, the one on my right kept sitting and watching us. Suddenly, Juexue bent down and hid his head behind the sleeve next to Juexue. I find it strange that she looks alert. When I looked at her, she motioned to me with her eyes. I turned around and there was a camera facing this way. I was heartbroken. This situation is not uncommon. I can see long shots without people's consent everywhere. Later, my friend also told me that James asked her, "Why do Han people like taking pictures so much?" . The most unbearable thing is that there were many people filming during the celestial burial, and I couldn't bear to see my head turned and the camera was still facing. Celestial burial is sacred in the hearts of Tibetans, with a little sadness. Turn the curved pipe and climb the mountain to watch the sunset. We ran at an altitude of about 4000 meters to catch the sunset. The feeling of strenuous exercise on the plateau is that the heart beats fast and powerfully. At this time, we feel that we are really alive and feeling the world. My friends and I are people who have no high objections, so we climb up and down almost every day. Very substantial. While watching the sunset, I met a group of Jim who were dancing, and their free and unrestrained dancing redefined Seda's practice again. Seda is a brand-new sensory experience from every angle.

Knowing my friend's birthday on June 1, we agreed to get up at five o'clock the next morning to watch the sunrise. As a result, the alarm clock didn't go off and I got up half an hour late. Climbing up the mountain to watch the sunrise is very exciting, but I still feel unhappy after shouting twice. We greeted the sunrise leisurely, ate our own breakfast, and then hobbled down the mountain. There is frost on the mountain in the morning. I fell up and down four times, but I felt so happy in my heart. The Buddhist College is located in a hollow in the mountains, surrounded by endless mountains. At about this time, we climbed to the highest one. When I look at the endless mountains and the rising sun in Ran Ran, I gradually become bright and naive, and feel the smallness and greatness of nature. Many things are unpredictable and unimaginable, such as where the end of the mountain range is, the changes of weather and clouds ... I once wondered why such a changeable climate and complex terrain can breed such a pious and rich Buddhist culture. At that moment, I suddenly had an idea: perhaps it is because of such unchangeable and unpredictable conditions that people deeply realize their smallness and more secrets of life.

? I think Seda is a pure land, where you are very free. You can do whatever you want, but there will be no constraints. In Seda, your feelings will be completely released and will not be suppressed. I feel more and more that I can gain more by really feeling a place with my own senses. I want to feel more with my feet and eyes. Seda people get along with nature, which makes people feel particularly at ease. Stray dogs and yaks can be seen lying or lying everywhere. They never panic or attack people and are in a free state. We will also meet lovely people who don't know their specific names. They like candy best. Give it, it will eat, and then rub it for you. It's so cute.

? After watching the sunrise, I left the room, bid farewell to my friends, and went to finish the task of turning the prayer wheel on the last day. Maybe it's because I'm too reluctant to leave, maybe it's because the noise made by tourists several times during the Dragon Boat Festival disturbed the peace. I can't calm down after turning for a long time. Insist on walking slowly through a familiar and unfamiliar path to eat, surrounded by deep loneliness, reluctant to leave. I feel tired from walking. The day before, I went to the place where my friends and I ate, and the meal tasted tasteless, which was far from the feeling that eating in the big sun flower bed the day before was a very happy thing. I took a bus to the county seat and bought a return ticket. I went to the hotel to pack my things, took a bath, and then lay in bed reading and chatting with my former friends. There is a sense of unreality. The first two days of life were like a dream. I got up at 4: 50 on the day I went back, and walked on the dark and empty Seda Street at 5: 00 10, but I still didn't give up. When I left Seda, there were cameras and tourists everywhere, and there was noise everywhere. I am glad that I left early, and I am angry that something I love has been touched by others. Starting at six o'clock and looking at the scenery along the way in the car, I realized how real and profound life was in those two days. Thought a lot. I almost slept for a day when I went, and I didn't have a good look at the scenery along the way. I almost didn't sleep when I went back Seeing the scenery all the way, my neck hurts. I found Ganzi Aba beautiful, with mountains, water and green, and I fell in love with the scenery there. I will finish writing Ganzi Aba when I have time in the future.

Seda, I don't know what happened. I'll go again.