Continuation of what happened in the hospital

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4

After the child was born, some days passed. What Wei'er didn't expect was that he would go to the hospital with her again.

My companion is sick.

My companion suffers from postpartum depression.

After the child was one month old, Wei'er and Ban'er asked the mother to take the child back to her hometown because Wei'er was working in a foreign country and neither could Ban'er. Feeding her with milk powder, Wei'er would send money back for milk powder every month.

Although I am a little reluctant to give up, this is the only way and the best way. The mother takes care of her children and keeps her company with her. She can focus on her work and live peacefully outside of work.

It’s just that I don’t know whether it’s the postpartum loss or the longing for the child. Day after day with the child, I become more and more depressed. There was no smile on his face, and his eyes were full of confusion. A person feels like he has lost his soul for a day, with no whereabouts and no energy. Wei'er ignored her when he talked to her. Wei'er stayed with her, making delicious food and buying good drinks for him. She was still unhappy, and could no longer find the sweetness and happiness that she had when we were together.

Ban'er's mental state not only affects his life, but also affects his work. He cannot be energetic about work, starts to slack off at work, and cannot complete some tasks. Wei'er had no choice but to send her companion to the hospital even though she was afraid of the hospital.

When we took the shuttle bus from the village, it was raining lightly. It was early autumn and it was already cool. The sky was overcast, and the mountains stood quietly in the deep green. The village was also silent. The crops in the fields are silent even in the rain. The road was very muddy, and the bus was bumping and swaying, moving forward little by little with the roar of the machine.

Wei'er and Ban'er sat side by side, cuddling. Wei'er held her companion's hand, as if giving her strength.

The shuttle bus went smoothly. It left the village, passed through the town, climbed over the rolling mountains, and arrived in the city.

Wei'er sent her companion to the hospital. After examination and diagnosis, she found that her companion suffered from postpartum depression and needed hospitalization.

Before coming to the hospital, Wei'er knew in her heart that Ban'er's illness was not life-threatening. After arriving at the hospital, after the disease was clearly diagnosed, the doctor also said that after taking medicine and recuperating for a few days, he would gradually get better. Therefore, although Ban'er's illness surprised Wei'er, it also made Wei'er feel tired from running around and afraid of going to the hospital, but it did not increase anxiety or fear in her heart.

Wei'er stayed with Ban'er in the hospital.

This is Wei'er's first time staying in the hospital.

People who live in the same ward basically have the same disease as their companions, some are in a daze, some are gloomy, and some are sad. Except for smiling faces, you can't see bright eyes here. There are all those painful, sad, and sad expressions.

At night, after taking the medicine, my companion, like the other patients, lay down quietly. Not long after, he fell asleep, breathing evenly and making sound of deep sleep, which sounded like sleep. No, I don't know when I fell asleep, listening to the faint sounds of the city and the various sounds that sounded from time to time in the hospital. During the day, except for eating and going to the toilet, my companions, like other patients, would lie lazily on the bed or sit on the bed, with indifferent, painful, sad or gloomy expressions on their faces. No one spoke or uttered words. stay. This makes the taste feel unbearable and tormenting.

Although Bian'er does not have a life-threatening disease, Wei'er does not have to worry or fear. However, listening to the various sounds in the hospital and feeling the depressing and lifeless atmosphere in the ward made Wei'er feel the unbearable, torturous and depressing life. I feel that if life is always lived like this, then living will be a painful and hopeless thing.

Such a feeling came to mind, making Wei'er's heart become solemn and her head began to feel dizzy. In her heart, the shadow of when she was sick and walked into the hospital came back to her heart. Wei'er felt an inexplicable discomfort in her body, and suddenly felt empty in her heart, and fear surged into her heart again.

The good thing is that after a few days, the doctor prescribed some medicine and allowed my companion to be discharged from the hospital, so that I could return to my previous job. In life, I must be considerate and good to my companion. , the disease will gradually get better.

Wei'er took the medicine, led her companion, and left the hospital.

When looking back at the hospital, Wei'er said, Thank God. I also pray in my heart that in the days to come, my family will never get sick again and never come to the hospital again.

5

How many years have passed in a flash.

For many years, although the child's body had minor ailments, he was cured after buying medicine at the hospital in the village or township. He never went to the hospital.

Ban'er's health was restored after being hospitalized that time. She took medicine and slowly adjusted her health. She was also considerate and kind to her. Gradually, my companion's illness improved. Integrate into work and life.

Wei'er's body also had no physical problems after that false alarm, as long as there were no twists and turns and pressure in life.

So, for so many years, Wei'er has accompanied people and some relatives in her hometown village, went to the hospital to see patients, and witnessed their joys and sorrows.

However, after all, it is companionship, and there is no such great pressure, anxiety, fear, sadness, or unforgettable touch in my heart.

Child, grow up healthily and grow taller. Already entered middle school. Wei'er and her companions have also gradually passed through their youth, getting older a little bit. There is less hair on their heads, more wrinkles on their faces, their backs are bent, and their bodies are out of proportion. Gradually, they can no longer bear the fatigue of too much life. , It’s a good weather.

Wei'er has adapted to the fact that the child is growing up healthily, and his family members are all well. He and his companion are working smoothly and living peacefully. They live together and live their lives together.

Rest at night, work during the day, a leisurely and leisurely life.

Unexpectedly, my companion suddenly fell ill.

There was a pimple between the companion's breasts. For a moment, Wei'er thought again about the pimple on her neck many years ago.

Wei'er is afraid of the pimple on her side. It's a bad pimple, a tumor or cancer.

The pimple is as big as an egg and is black and blue inside.

Wei'er felt that if it was cancer and it grew in such a place, Wei'er felt that her companion would not be able to survive for long.

Thinking about it, Wei'er's heart felt just like when she had pimples before, feeling anxious, scared and fearful.

Wei'er was just thinking, if so, who would take care of the children and do the housework. Who keeps him company, cooks meals for him, and does laundry for him.

Thinking about it, Wei'er felt an inexplicable emptiness in her heart.

However, Wei'er also listened to Ban'er's words and knew that Ban'er had a pimple in that area. I just thought that Ban'er's problem was benign. Otherwise, Ban'er wouldn't have lived until now, wouldn't have met him, and there would be no story between them.

Thinking about it, I feel relieved. I also pray in my heart that the pimple on my companion is not a big deal. After treatment, it will be fine. I can still work, live, and accompany my companion together, live my days in peace, and savor every bit of sweetness in it. ,happiness.

Perhaps, in peace and calm together, without feeling, Wei Er only now knows the value of companionship.

When we arrived at the hospital and heard the doctor's comfort, Wei'er felt even more relaxed.

At this moment, the doctor called Wei'er and led his companion to get the list and go downstairs for examination.

Wei'er accompanied Banger downstairs, lined up, and checked. Blood was drawn, X-rays were taken, and other tests were done. There are many people in the hospital, and the queues and waiting are long and unbearable. The companion has been sitting quietly and waiting, with Wei Er accompanying the companion. There seemed to be nothing in my mind, everything seemed to be on my mind. Mainly, I was thinking about Ban'er's illness. I was thinking about Ban'er's illness for a while. It was nothing serious, just an ordinary pimple. After examination, it would be cured as soon as it was cut. For a while, I thought about what I would do if my companion got a bad disease. Thinking about it, I felt fearful and heavy in my heart, and felt inexplicably uncomfortable in my body. I am also full of nostalgia for the days I spent with my companion, and I am full of cherishing the days I spent with my companion. I cling to my companion even tighter, as if I am afraid that my companion will leave. The taste is right, every day spent peacefully in the village with my companion is full of nostalgia and attachment. I also miss the children in school. Looking at the people in the hospital coming and going for treatment, I miss the village and want to leave the hospital and go back as soon as possible. Usually he and his companion work and live together. When the weekend comes, the child comes back and lives together peacefully and happily.

It doesn’t end until all the orders prescribed by the doctor have been checked. Wei'er feels a little tired and tired. My companion is also tired and tired. I returned to the ward on the twelfth floor and asked the doctor. The doctor said that nothing was wrong. He could wait for the test results with peace of mind before deciding on the next step of treatment.

My companion returned to the ward, lying on the bed, quietly, seeming to be thinking about something, but not thinking about anything at all. Wei'er sat next to her companion for a while, but her companion didn't want to eat or drink anything. The sound of the city outside is faint, and the tall buildings in the city are scattered high and low, connecting with the sky in the distance. Outside the ward, there were occasional voices. The ward was extremely quiet. Wei'er felt a little tired and sleepy, so she sat down at the feet of her companion.

6

Wei'er was confused for a while and was woken up by a loud noise.

It is already dusk. Downstairs in the city, the street lights came on. The lights in people's windows are on. On the building, various decorative lights were also turned on. The city under the lights is peaceful and beautiful.

First the nurse came to check the ward. I asked my companion some questions and took my temperature. Then he took the temperature of the girl on the first bed after entering the house, asked some questions, and then left.

Then, a middle-aged woman came in with a lunch box, and told her companion that it was time to eat.

Weier smiled and said, go down to eat later.

The middle-aged woman put the lunch box on the bedside table, opened it, and fed it to the girl on the bed.

The middle-aged woman has gray hair and a square face, but she looks peaceful, with an occasional kind smile. The girl on the bed is slender, with a melon-shaped face, a small mouth, and a straight nose. However, the hair on his head was very thin, his face was very thin, his eyes were dim, and he looked confused and in pain.

The middle bed was empty. The patient has no idea where he is.

The middle-aged woman fed the girl mouthfuls. The girl ate for a while, then stopped eating, so she began to eat silently.

I think the middle-aged woman is the mother, and the girl on the bed is the daughter! From the appearance, I can feel that the girl may have a bad disease.

At this moment, the middle-aged woman glanced at Wei'er with a slight smile on her face. At this moment, Wei'er finally lost control and started talking to her. .

Weier asked tentatively, what disease did the girl have?

The middle-aged woman sighed and said that she had a bad disease. I had breast cancer surgery, both breasts were removed, and now I have fake breasts. Now I am recovering from surgery and undergoing chemotherapy, so my hair is falling out a lot.

I heard a sigh of relief.

The middle-aged woman said, "How pitiful!" Be cruel!

Weier said, yes.

The middle-aged woman smiled bitterly and continued eating. This girl seems to have been ill for a long time, and seems to have been in the hospital for a long time. The middle-aged woman has also suffered, and after the pain, she faces it calmly, calmly, and endures it.

The middle-aged woman asked her companion what disease he had.

Wei'er said that there is a lump in the middle of the breast. It has not yet been determined what the disease is. Is it benign or malignant.

The girl suddenly started talking, saying how she first discovered that there was something wrong with her breasts. She accidentally touched a lump on her breast while taking a shower, but she didn't take it seriously and didn't feel it. She works in a unit and is very busy. A few days after the surgery, I went to a hospital for a check-up. The results came out and said it was a malignant tumor, that is, cancer. She didn't believe it, and then she went to this big hospital in this city and was diagnosed with a malignant tumor. The cancer was still in its early stages. After she heard it, she couldn't believe it. Her mind was at a loss. She couldn't calm down now. She felt that God was joking with her. However, the joke was so big that it became true.

After a pause, the girl said again, hey! No matter what, this is what fate is, and we have to face it. As he spoke, a wry smile appeared on his face. The girl looks beautiful when she smiles.

The middle-aged woman said that there was a woman in her fifties on the bed in the middle. Is a doctor. Five or six years ago, I got uterine cancer and had surgery. Now I am admitted to the hospital for a re-examination. The re-examination yesterday found that everything is fine. After the operation, there is no sign of recurrence and I have recovered. I went home and waited a few days for discharge surgery. She said a lot to my daughter yesterday, and after listening to what she said, my daughter slept well last night and was able to eat today. She is now happier and full of hope for the future. Breast removal is not a big deal. Now it is not a matter of beauty or not, it is a matter of life, of living.

I think, yes!

The middle-aged woman said that her daughter was in love with a young man and was about to get married, and now she has this disease. Alas, life is miserable!

Wei'er was thinking, wondering what the young man was thinking and doing when faced with the girl's illness!

The middle-aged woman said that the young man was good to her daughter. I went back yesterday to raise money. No matter how much it costs, I still want to take good care of my daughter's illness so that we can be together in the future.

After hearing this, Wei'er felt that the girl was unlucky, and suddenly felt that the girl was so lucky. Her heart suddenly felt warm, and she was so moved that she wanted to cry.

My companion was lying quietly on the bed, wondering if he heard anything. Wei'er suddenly thought in his heart that no matter what kind of disease Ban'er got or what would happen, he would treat Ban'er. It didn't matter how much it cost, as long as he said it, he could always be with Ban'er.

Thinking about it, Wei'er felt so solid and determined.

7

During the day, it was dead silent in the ward. At night, nurses would come to check the ward from time to time. People would move around in the corridor, and various sounds would occasionally sound, making it difficult for people to sleep peacefully. Wei'er's mind felt dizzy.

However, what makes Wei'er happy is that the examination results of the companion came out one by one. In addition to showing that there was a bag in the companion's place and there was fluid accumulation in the bag, the examination results showed that the other Good in every way.

So the doctor prepared to arrange surgery for his companion. He also told his companion that whether it was an ordinary pimple or a malignant tumor in his bun could only be detected after the operation and the things were extracted.

This made Wei'er feel relieved, but also a little worried. However, the doctor kept reassuring him that nothing would happen. Judging from the medical history of my companion, it does not seem that the tumor is malignant. In Wei'er's heart, while worrying about her companion, she also felt a sense of calmness and comfort.

During the few days of waiting, the middle-aged woman stayed with her daughter, buying her food, peeling fruits for her, and feeding them to her mouth. At night, after my daughter fell asleep, she slept on the empty bed in the middle. The daughter has been silent all the time. Sometimes, she will utter a cry in front of her mother, as cute as a toddler. Wei'er looked at it and felt warm in her heart. Looking at the girl's thinning hair, I also felt particularly sad.

One evening, the middle-aged woman disappeared and a young man came. Medium build, slightly fat, very stocky.

I bought a lot of fruit for the girl, peeled it for her to eat, fed it to her mouth, and talked quietly with her. Only they understand those words. Wei'er saw that at this moment, the girl's face was full of happy smiles, and she seemed to have forgotten that she was a patient. Looking at it, Wei Er thought in her heart that this is a good young man, and she also wished the girl a speedy recovery from her illness. This good young man will have romantic love, a perfect marriage, and a life full of happiness and hope in the future.

After waiting for a few days, it was finally time to perform surgery on my companion.

In Wei'er's heart, she is sure of Ban'er's illness. I don't think it's a big problem, just a pimple. However, when the actual operation was about to take place and the companion was sent to the operating room, Wei'er's heart suddenly became tense, empty, and felt helpless.

Wei'er didn't know how to overcome helplessness, so she just stayed by Wei'er's side quietly. He kept cracking melon seeds to cover up his helplessness and emptiness.

At this moment, Baner's father and younger brother came. Wei'er's sisters are also here. Wei'er wouldn't let them come. On the phone, she kept telling them that Ban'er just had a pimple and it would be fine if it was cut. It would be fine and there was no need to come. But, here they come. Just like my companion was giving birth in the hospital, they came.

When they arrived, looking at their familiar faces, Wei'er felt at ease for some reason. The emptiness and helplessness are gone.

My companion, who had been silent all this time, became excited and couldn't help crying.

After arriving, after saying hello, no one said much. Instead, they all gathered around the companion, supported the companion, and went to the operating room. The smell follows you.

Arriving at the door of the operating room, my companion changed her shoes and clothes and entered the operating room. The moment the door of the operating room was slowly closed, I don't know why, Wei'er felt suddenly very empty. , hung up.

The relatives who came also sat down on the chairs in the hall outside the door silently. There were many people sitting in the hall, all of whom were relatives waiting for surgery in the operating room.

Wei'er saw Ban'er's father, who had gray hair, wrinkles on his face, and looked very thin. Suddenly I felt very wet, sad, and felt like crying.

Just like that, I sat quietly and waited for a long, long time.

The door of the operating room kept opening. Every time it was opened, Wei'er and her relatives' hearts tightened. They quickly stood up and looked around to see if their companion had come out.

Not at first glance. Still just waiting, my heart can only be hanging and praying.

It was not until my heart ached that my companion was sent out of the operating room.

The person who accompanied him was awake, but he was hunched over, with his hands on his chest and wearing clothes, looking very painful. The neck is full of the color of potion. At this moment, Wei'er felt pitiful for her companion, and her heart was full of pity.

Relatives had already gathered around him, supporting his companion, and some were carrying things. Wei Er also followed him, and followed his relatives, supporting his companion, back to the ward.

The surgery was done, and the things extracted were sent for frozen biopsy.

My companion was lying on the bed, quietly, looking a little painful.

The relatives sat quietly by the bed, stood by the bed, looked at their companions, and were also anxiously waiting for the biopsy results of their companions.

I feel distressed and hung up on waiting. Wei'er couldn't wait any longer and went to ask the doctor. The doctor told Wei'er that the result came out and it was benign.

At this moment, Wei'er suddenly felt that his heart was filled with sunshine. He felt particularly relaxed and inexplicably excited. He quickly returned to the hospital and told his relatives and companion about his bump. is benign.

A smile immediately appeared on the solemn face of the relative.

The middle-aged woman, who was accompanying her daughter silently, heard the news, her face looked envious of her companion, and she also smiled and wished her companion well.

The sky is sunny and exceptionally good. The sun shines in through the window, and the ward is exceptionally bright and warm.

My relatives stayed for a while and bought some fruit and milk for my companion. Some of them gave money to their companions and warned them, but they left one after another because they were busy and had something to do.

The last person to leave was Ban'er's father. He gave silent instructions, packed food for Ban'er, prepared everything, told Ban'er to rest in peace and recuperate, and then left Yiyi.

I don’t know why, but seeing the figure of Baner’s father leaving, Wei’er shed tears. My companion also cried.

8

My partner’s pimple is benign. After the operation, the wound is disinfected every day, and there is nothing else to do. It's just that the wound hurts a little, but the companionship is the same as the taste. There is no more burden in my heart, and my life is relaxed. This makes the middle-aged woman, that young girl, very envious.

Girls have to take a lot of medicine every day. A look full of hope and helplessness. Wei'er looked at it and felt very pitiful, and thought how great it would be if she had a magic spell to make the girl recover immediately, and she would still have the same sunny life, beauty, and beauty as before. Fall in love, get married.

The ward was still very quiet and depressing. In the corridor, there are sounds of voices and people walking from time to time.

The sky is exceptionally fine, and the sun is shining quietly from the window.

When the pain in Ban'er's wound got better, Wei'er took B'an'er out of the ward and hospital and went for a walk on the street. Although it is winter, the weather is exceptionally fine and the sun is warm. On the street, people and cars were passing by. My companion had undergone surgery and had a benign pimple. Without the psychological burden, Wei Er suddenly felt that life was still so beautiful and the city was full of excitement and excitement.

Wei'er and Ban'er walked along the street, watching as they walked. When I came across something delicious, I bought it and ate while walking with my companions. There was a smile on the companion's face. Wei'er's heart felt particularly warm. Suddenly, I felt as if I had experienced wind and rain and welcomed the sunny day, and I seemed to have forgotten about my companion's illness.

In my heart, I also think about the countryside and the village. Thinking about the children too. I thought that in a few days, my companion would be discharged from the hospital and return to the countryside to work and live as before. At the weekend, the child came back, and the family was together, living a normal and happy life.

Thinking about it, Wei'er's heart felt particularly sweet, and she was inexplicably filled with gratitude for the people and things in the world.

On the middle bed, the woman in her fifties came. She was chubby, looked prosperous, and showed no signs of disease. There was no sign of cancer at all on her body.

After I arrived, I went through the discharge procedures, took away the things in the cabinet, and the bed became empty.

When I left, my face was sunny, smiling, and full of hope for life.

When leaving, I told the girls to relax and take good care of themselves. The disease can be cured and life will still be full of hope.

The girl and her mother said thank you.

She also asked her companion, when she found out that he had an ordinary pimple, which was benign and had undergone surgery. Just smiled, blessed my companion, and said it would be fine if I did it.

Then, with a smile on his face, he walked out of the ward and walked into life.

Wei'er saw that the girl's eyes were full of envy.

Wei'er looked at her companion and felt that her companion, like the woman who left, was lucky and favored by God. In a few days, they could leave the ward and the hospital and return to the past. go into life.

Another patient was assigned to the middle bed. It's a woman, just as chubby. He seemed very familiar with the hospital and the doctors. From their words, I knew that this woman's disease had been diagnosed as cancer. I have been here several times in this hospital for chemotherapy. This time, I am still undergoing chemotherapy and waiting for surgery. We also know that besides cancer, there are other bad diseases in women.

I don’t know if I am numb from the pain, or I have experienced self-induced pain and fear. At this time, I have faced and endured the world of illness. The woman seemed calm and calm. No pain, fear, or disappointment could be seen on his face.

The woman actively cooperated with the doctor's treatment, taking medicine and giving injections. Just lying there quietly, with kind and gentle eyes.

The woman’s man is a medium-sized man with a square face and a somewhat stocky appearance. He has white hair and wrinkles on his face. He always stays by the woman's side, pouring her water and peeling fruit for her to eat. Tuck a woman into bed. Looking at it, Wei'er was very moved. Looking at my companion again, I also peeled fruits and poured water for my companion, thinking to myself that I must be good to my companion in the future.

The woman and her man were very easy-going and soon started talking to Wei'er, the girl, and the girl's mother. The woman's words were full of sympathy for the girl, and she seemed to have forgotten that she was also a patient. And in her words, she not only recalled her past life, but was also full of yearning for her future life, thinking about what she would do in the future.

Listening to the woman's words and looking at the woman, Wei'er couldn't tell whether she felt sympathy or admiration for the woman's strength.

In the afternoon, the mother of the girl standing next to the door suddenly started packing her things and said that the doctor had told her to go back and rest for a few days, and then come back for a review.

Upon hearing the news, the sick girl suddenly had a smile on her face, and her eyes became brighter. He quickly got up, took off his hospital clothes, and packed his things. Full of longing for home.

Not long after she packed her things, the middle-aged woman carried her things, said goodbye to Wei'er and the girl on the bed in the middle, and then left.

Wei'er didn't know whether this girl would leave forever as soon as she left the ward, never come back again, say goodbye to the disease completely and enter life, or would she have to return to this ward in the future.

Not long after the girl left, another patient came in. She is still a young girl. She has a pimple on her breast. The doctor has prescribed it and is checking it.

Girls are fashionably dressed, youthful and beautiful. Accompanying the girl is also a young and beautiful girl.

The girl’s illness is still under investigation, so the girl still has the pain of being tortured by the illness, her hopes in the hospital, and her worries and fears about the illness.

Wei'er looked at it with sympathy in her heart, thinking that such a young girl should be far away from diseases at an age that belongs to love and dreams, so why did she get sick. It seems that when it comes to disease, there is no age distinction. And I pray silently in my heart that the girl is just like a companion, just an ordinary pimple, benign, experiencing it with a smile, and leaving with a smile, still full of hope for life.

At night, Wei'er was lying at the feet of her companion, and for some reason, she suddenly fell asleep. Listening to the occasional footsteps and voices in the corridor, as well as the moans of patients in other wards, Wei suddenly felt frightened. Just thinking about how many people came to the hospital with hope, how many of them were able to walk out with a smile in the end!

The next day, the doctor originally wanted to stay with his son for a few days, but Wei'er suddenly decided to leave and wanted to take his companion with him to go back and recuperate. I feel that maybe going back to recuperate will make me feel more at ease and my wounds will heal faster than in the hospital. I'm a little afraid of the solemn atmosphere in the hospital, and the way those who have been diagnosed with cancer are in the hospital, with hope, and suffering pain. No matter how calm and calm they act, it makes people feel pitiful.

Wei'er led her companion out of the hospital. The sky is still fine and the sun is exceptionally warm.

Wei'er's heart is full of warmth and gratitude. Looking back at the hospital, I prayed silently in my heart that I would never, ever come to this place again.