Every time I leave? It's all growth

Time weaves criss-crossing buildings and countless joys and sorrows. The rope of memory, tied with many parting gatherings, jingled in the shaking of the train. ...

I can't remember the year and month, except that it was my mother's first trip home after the operation. Houma railway station, all kinds of reluctance, reluctance, all kinds of ink. Finally, at the last minute, my parents bought my favorite snacks and drinks and coaxed me into checking in and getting on the bus. After the security check, I wanted to give them a reassuring smile, but I finally couldn't help crying when I saw my mother's pale face and waving hands because of the operation ... At that moment, I told myself that you were their eternal concern, and only by taking care of yourself can they feel at ease!

? The second time, engaged, Yuci, the first month. There are many relatives, grandparents, aunts, uncles, uncles and friends. I have forgotten that I am engaged, and I am completely unaware of the significance of engagement. It feels like a family reunion. I am particularly happy to shuttle around every table to toast and chat with every relative, completely ignoring the embarrassment of the couple changing their engagement etiquette, and only tired of all kinds of coquetry around my grandmother, like a child. It was not until the ceremony was over that they went home, looked at the back of the car, went away, and finally disappeared into the car river, as if taking away my heart and my troubles. In an instant, I was the only one left between heaven and earth, in a familiar and unfamiliar city and a bunch of seemingly familiar strangers. At this time, I am no longer a child. I really stand between heaven and earth and start to support myself independently for a day. ...

? Once again, it is the first time to go home for the New Year after marriage. In order to return to her home one day earlier, I fought with Xiaobai! Being a relative made me feel bad, but when I came home and saw familiar faces, the only unhappiness was suddenly washed away by happiness. The days of gathering always fly, and parting always comes. On that day, the weather forecast was snow and it was cloudy. Open your eyes in the morning and pray that God will drop something quickly, anything, preferably a knife. As time goes by, the snow in all parts of Shanxi rises under the circle of friends. Except for Jiangxian, all the high-speed exits are closed, but the high-speed from Jiangxian to Taiyuan is delayed! As always, one more minute is one minute. But what can I do? Like my father said, stay alone for a few days! Finally, we hit the road. I still look forward to the snow on the road. Maybe we can come back after the highway is closed. The result was a smooth journey. As soon as I got back to Yuci's mother-in-law's house, it began to snow. I have never hated snow so much as this time!

This time, it seems to be an escape, just for the sentence "I want to"! It took only 20 minutes from deciding to book a ticket and pack it to the moving station. The driver who hitchhiked all the way quickly, and it took thirteen minutes to jump from Jun 'an to the moving station. I'm excited and excited! The train station only bought tickets from Jinzhong to Taigu. Many people were standing, but I was lucky to sit all the way to Xi 'an. The happiness of getting together is the same, but the sadness of leaving is different. I was very unhappy when I took the subway from the beginning. When I arrived at the transfer station where I was supposed to leave, I finally couldn't help it. I don't care about image. Now I'm crying in the crowd ... this time, I can't understand my emotions! Do not give up attachment? Afraid of the unknown tomorrow? Maybe both, maybe none. After studying psychology for so many years, I can point out the reasons behind others' emotions, but I am always confused about my own problems. Doctors can't cure themselves? I don't know, all I know is that the burning of tears is so real.

Every parting is a growth. I don't know how many times I have met and left, just like this train, I can't stop at will, and it's not just the scenery outside the window that rushes by.

Time is like a journey of no return. The good and the bad are all landscapes. Don't blame me for being greedy. I just don't want to wake up. Because of you, just because you want to be with me, watching the clouds and the wind. ...