Diary of observing cedar trees

I am a small cedar tree, my name is Xiaoshan, and I live in a vast wilderness. I used to live in the forest with my mother. Want to know how I made the decision to leave home? Let's look through my diary -

J, A, Year D

Today, all the grown-up brothers and sisters left Mother Shanshu. Mom was so sad. She stared into the distance all day long, as if she wanted to draw them back with her eyes.

"Xiaoshan," my mother, who had not spoken for a day, finally spoke, "Your brothers and sisters are gone?"

"They left a long time ago. I'm afraid they are all in their new homes now." I He made a face to his mother, "Mom, do you miss them?"

"Well, Xiaoshan, mom...Mom has an idea," her mother said hesitantly, "Don't leave mom in the future. , sprout at my feet!”

“…” Looking into my mother’s eyes, I fell silent.

January Z, Year D

The weather is getting colder. My mother’s emerald green summer clothes have been replaced by dark green autumn clothes, and my coat is also losing its green color unconsciously. I am about to grow up, and I have an indescribable urge in my heart. I wanted to go out and explore like my brothers and sisters, but my mother’s voice lingered in my ears: If you leave this forest, you have to endure the scorching sun and heavy rain in the summer, and the erosion of the heavy snow and the cold wind in the winter. Shake, it also has to compete with other trees for glory, rain, and dew, and engage in cruel battles.

All of this is a painful experience for mothers, and it must be justified. I became even more silent.

Day K, month B, year D

Today, Uncle Feng is a guest. He stroked my head and asked me: "Xiaoshan, where will you go when you grow up? Can uncle send you as a gift? Your brothers and sisters were all sent by me, and they are doing well now!"

Mom quickly took over the words: "Our Xiaoshan, I'm not going anywhere. I'll stay by Mom's side for the rest of my life."

Uncle Feng said "Oh" thoughtfully and looked at her with a strange look. Holding me. I lowered my head in embarrassment, like a child who made a mistake. Silence at this time is my best choice.

K, month H, year D

Today, Sister Bird brought me a message from Uncle Feng. Although it was only one sentence, it made me very excited. He said: "Difficulties are encountered by everything in the world, but difficulties are fatal." I think I should not be silent anymore. I asked Sister Niao to tell Uncle Feng to take me away! I have decided that no matter how difficult the road ahead is, I will grit my teeth and get through it. Didn’t my mother survive it back then?

I told my mother my thoughts. My mother was silent, with melancholy written on her face.

I looked at my mother with firm eyes: "Mom, just believe in your daughter!"

K, R, Year D

Great! I'm flying! Flying like sister bird! Uncle Feng is so great!

Ah, mother, dear mother, my daughter will remember your teachings, and she is confident that a rainbow will appear in the sky after the storm!

After an exciting trip, I stayed in a wilderness, which will be my new home. I lay in the cracked soil, looking forward to sprouting next year.

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Now I have grown into a small fir tree, and I am still growing taller. Yesterday, Uncle Feng sent a message saying that my brother and sister from far away had grown into a big fir tree. I think I will too.

For my dream of a big fir tree, I will definitely be able to withstand the test of wind, frost, ice and snow!