Grateful for Tibet-Pay tribute to the redeemer of the soul

Lanzhou is usually scorching, like a steamer, sultry and evil. Whether staying indoors or outdoors, I always feel surrounded by a hot air and dizzy, like an eggplant cooked in boiling oil-terrible, even if I meet a golden doll and a peerless beauty, I can't lift the slightest spirit. In the afternoon, I just don't want to go out, move, or even open my mouth or take a deep breath-alas! It's ridiculous that a strong man like me should be so tired and absurd. Haven't you noticed that a quarter of his life has passed, and he is still mediocre and useless, but we must admit that if he is not forced to make a living, he has no intention to work at all, and he is too lazy to go to the canteen, library and laboratory. I think: God's work is an overview of this situation.

Lying and turning pages, like lying on a flame, is particularly timid and doesn't feel well at all, so I look forward to taking a bath, looking forward to the autumn when the autumn wind is bleak and the weather is cold, and the vegetation is shaking and frosting. I miss my days in Tibet and have been to Tibet several times. The temperament, momentum, sky, clouds, snow, sacred mountains, sacred lakes, rivers, temples, monks, tourists, historical sites and local people's survival philosophy, simplicity and true beauty have profoundly influenced my views on life, art, the relationship between man and God, and the relationship between man and nature.

So I am determined to escape from the hustle and bustle of downtown and express my feelings for the sacred silence of Tibet.

Because downtown obliterates the beauty of human nature and awakens the evil of human nature. The intrigue between people shattered my innocent dream. This is a winner-take-all situation, and there is no room for losers. If you give people a kind of trust at will, it may mean that you have inadvertently dug an invisible trap for yourself, and the concealed weapons are always scattered around you. If you are not careful, you may cause great hatred through the ages. Once longing, once sublime, good thoughts, good deeds, good words and good intentions stored in the subconscious, all lost to the cold reality at a certain moment. The glory of the past has been reduced to the shame of the present, and we keep calling for a new era, but what we get is not only cynicism, the silence of the stars, but also all-encompassing shadows.

But reality is reality, the true face of history, and the true reaction of human existence, which can only be faced.

The journey of memories is still on the road. The journey of pursuing spiritual awakening and exploring the meaning of life has always stayed in an endless paradise-Tibet. So I sat at my desk respectfully, looked through photos taken in Tibet from my computer photo album and reread poems, essays, plays and novels written in Tibet.

One of the articles wrote:

The curse and body of this world are firmly in the hands of Tibet.

It beats, admonishes and educates with sacred silence.

Those ambitious fools

Some deaths are regression, and some deaths are evidence of crime.

A passerby please keep standing and walking, away from prey, hunter.

When you kneel down to eat meat and drink blood—

Survival of the fittest, winner takes all, is no longer a survival strategy ...

After reading these words, I immediately thought of my status quo of nothing, and it seemed a bit embarrassing to show off my personal strength in front of the universe. After some introspection, I decided that this is by no means arrogant and out of touch with others. Besides, in front of Tibet on the top of the earth, who is entitled to be proud? Besides, anyone can imagine that it is undoubtedly difficult for a vagrant from other places to live in Tibet. Especially in winter, you should be extra careful when walking near the snow-capped mountains. The bitterness of the cold wind is enough. Once you slip, it's hard to get up again. At this time, you will find that your limbs have long been out of control. That kind of powerlessness makes you want to cry, and the pain when struggling to stretch your legs and feet is unforgettable. ...

Memories make my heat and boredom disappear gradually, but they add a gloomy feeling-yes! The temptation of Tibet is irresistible. It is all-encompassing, profound, pure, intelligent and beautiful. Once tempted, it is doomed to never let go in this life. Even if it is extremely difficult, you have no choice but to stay or follow it all your life, adding a background color to the pale life, so that your appreciation of the beauty of natural philosophy will not be erased by premature survival. When you recall the past years, you will only leave regrets and regrets.

In spiritual Tibet, having another dream requires not only courage, because it is the embodiment of the dream itself. If you have never been to Tibet, you will never understand how beautiful, charming and pure Tibet is. If you have been there, you can be sure: you want to go again, again and again, although it may bring you fatigue and pain on the way.

One autumn, in Suosong village, I looked at Nanga Bawa Peak, the "father of mountains" in Tibet, and the mist was like a dream, which seemed both true and false. As a result, a few days later, I still didn't see its huge triangular peak, but only the snow connected with the sky, which corresponds to the title of "spear piercing the sky" in the biography of King Gesar.

Later, I went to see the Yarlung Zangbo River Grand Canyon, but I still didn't see it. I have long heard that Nange Bawa Peak never shows its true colors easily, and it seems that there is no chance to face the gods! Unfortunately, I remembered the scene of sitting on a hill near the canyon of the Kebashi Plateau with my friends a few years ago and watching the Colorado River pass through the canyon. Friends reverently introduced: this is a miracle of the world and the basis of the evolutionary history of the earth.

I promised at once: Maybe you are right, but it would be shocking if you still think so after enjoying the Yarlung Zangbo Grand Canyon. Later, when talking about big rivers, my friend said: The Mississippi River and the St. Lawrence River are equivalent to the Yangtze River and the Yellow River in the United States. I just listened, and I felt that they were not comparable. The Mississippi River and the St. Lawrence River have only created coastal prosperity, and perhaps made some indirect contributions to the world. The Yangtze River and the Yellow River gave birth to a unique and irreplaceable Chinese civilization in the history of human civilization.

In the summer of the same year, when I passed by France, a classmate who knew everything knew that I liked silence, French oil painting and poetry. After visiting the Louvre, galiana Palace, Museum of Modern Art, Pompidou Art Center and Pantheon, I took me to Anxi Lake, a tourist attraction that people never knew was tiring, which made people feel more beautiful than Wang Wei's poems.

In the evening, I lived in the small town of Annecy, and had a heart-to-heart talk with my friends about their recent situation. When we broke up, I strongly advised him that if he went back to China to visit relatives and friends, he must go to Tibet, see Nangarbawa Peak, see Mabang Yongcuo Lake, Namtso Lake and Yang Zhuo Yongcuo Lake ... What he said at that time was so crisp and confident. I don't know where his confidence comes from.

Later, when I reflected on this long journey, I always felt a little arbitrary. I was going to pick up the bottle, but I always felt touched by that scene and thought of Tibet. In fact, with my stupidity, experience and knowledge, I am not qualified to say or recommend it. But I really admire Tibet. I am full of hope that everyone in the world can share and own its beauty.

When I first saw the snow on the east side of Nangarbawa Peak in the Yarlung Zangbo Grand Canyon, all I could think about was: What a surprise it would be if I could build an exquisite bookstore there and have a cosmic observation device similar to FAST(500-meter spherical telescope) to write, think and calculate mysterious equations freely and find the secrets of the universe. Of course, I understand that this is a dream that can be imagined and difficult to realize. Perhaps this is the charm of dreams: thinking about the impossible.

There are too many things in life that are annoying, tiring and frustrating. Sometimes, if you think about their essence carefully, you will know that those things have no meaning except wasting time. So you insist on avoiding them, close to mountains, close to snowflakes, close to quiet things isolated from noise, close to free-flowing streams, so that your body grows and rots like flowers and plants, and your soul is as pure as a light source wandering in space. So is there such clean land on earth? I think there is-Tibet.

I thought of Tibet again, and my calm heart was excited again with the fluctuation of my thoughts. I always want to say something to Tibet, but I don't know where to start. All the secrets of Tibet are watered in its silence and silence, and wisdom is often hidden in silence. When I walked into the depths of Tibet, I had the opportunity to appreciate my real situation, know how big, how small, how strong and how weak people are, and then I had the opportunity to make a choice that suits my original intention. In that case, life will be less detours and less self-inflicted pain.

It is Tibet that has taught me why anything meaningful is worth trying, whether on a long journey or looking up at the darkest stars in the night sky. As for the hardships and survival dilemma, I just crustily skin of head, but I can't turn over. Apart from a little skin injury, I will go further than before and continue my long journey.

I am grateful that Tibet has taught me so much. Being a part of you has been my dream for many years.

Gratitude for Tibet makes me understand: the whole meaning of choosing a life journey, the end date can be predicted in rainy weather, and the journey of life will never end, so I can only go further. ...