Walk through Hengshui (original)

I finally arrived at my destination after three o'clock, and I was dizzy all the way. I just want to hurry back to the hotel to wash away the fatigue of the day and dispel the chaos of the day.

Think about my day. It's a disaster. I got up early in the morning and had a terrible headache. I didn't dare to go out after taking medicine. I didn't expect to take medicine for the first time, and I vomited all over as soon as I stepped out of school. Therefore, I can only close my eyes all the way and be silent all the way. All the scenery and people are too lazy to pay attention, and all the noise has become the background of life.

As the sun sets, the autumn wind hunts and hunts, wearing the afterglow of the setting sun, wrapping up the coat and following the big army all the way.

The city in front of us is a bit old and almost moldy. Entering the heart of the city, you can't even feel its pulse beating, its eyes are full of gray, and it is heavy in people's hearts-suffocating obstruction. The tall building in front of us should be the most fashionable building, but the dirt accumulated on the wall is more and more dazzling in the sunset. The mottled walls awakened my mottled memory, which was what my county looked like at least fifteen years ago. Pedestrians in the street are dressed simply and have strong colors, so time is easily docked.

Look down at your blue coat and light-colored jeans, which are out of place in this stuffy town with only black and gray. Want to find a corner, you can take a nap; Or find a room where we can have tea and chat. However, the search was fruitless.

Helpless, I can only go down a strange road mechanically. In fact, it doesn't matter where you are if you can put aside your work and all the clutter once in a while. With this in mind, I no longer dwell on the loss I just arrived, get rid of the full dislike I just had, slow down my pace, and blend into this old age with my heart. Suddenly, I feel that time is beautiful. Here, there is no hurry, and there is no endless secular noise. The brick sidewalk is covered with unknown fallen leaves, which rest quietly like dead butterflies. A gust of wind passed in front of them, and several pieces fell down, spinning and rolling, and dark yellow and gold were scattered all over the floor, as if time had stood still. I haven't enjoyed this quaint peace so luxuriously for a long time. Think of Mu Xin's "Once upon a time was slow": The old days passed slowly, and you chose one thing and lived your whole life. However, we always lose ourselves when walking, unable to concentrate and meditate, and reality always wants to turn us into what we once hated. At this moment, there is no secular fetters and inertia. I hope I can watch the sunrise on time every day like Flaubert, looking for the most beautiful frost Rainbow Ling Kai. Thinking about thinking, the whole world is blurred before my eyes, and all the complexities are gradually blurred. ...

Suddenly, the phone rang. It's my daughter. She came home from the garden and habitually talked to me about the happiness or unhappiness of the day. For a while, my daughter's state was not very good. A cold, a cough … everything is bothering me!

The autumn wind is getting tighter, and the two leaves of the phoenix tree drift away with the wind. Following the falling direction of leaves, I was pleasantly surprised to find that it was a civic square hidden under a dense tree.

"The crowd searched for her for thousands of Baidu, and suddenly I looked back, but the man was in the dim light." Life seems to be like this, and the place I have been looking for for for a long time is right in front of me. The square is small, but a little after five o'clock in the afternoon, many people have gathered here. The two strokes and styles of Taiji are extremely serious, and they are soft and smooth with the music like water. A powerful Beijing accent suddenly sounded in the corner. When I got closer, I found that such a loud voice was actually made by an ancient and rare old man, full of energy and vitality. There are two chess players sitting under a tree near Beijing Opera ticket lovers. Behind every chess player, there are several silent chess watchers, as if the whole world belongs to them. Far away, sitting and chatting in groups of three or five, smiling peacefully ... this is the most beautiful corner of this city for me. So, I found a semicircular seat under the tree, watching and feeling quietly. There is no dynamic ghost dance here, and there is no fashionable and tall ballroom dance. Fortunately, the noise of the square dance has not invaded this small town. Next to the residential building is the Civic Square, and a blue building next to it is mottled and old. Being here is like returning to the small market town where I worked in the 1990s, with a slow pace and a leisurely life. I am tired, confused and depressed after staying in the fast-paced world for too long, but at this moment, all my troubles are left behind, breathing freely and enjoying greedily.

The fatigue and exhaustion of a day's journey, the pain of physical deficit, all vanished at this moment. Perhaps, life is like this. You have to give up as much as you want, just as Wang Anshi wrote in Shan Jutu: The world is magnificent and strange, and wonders are often far away, but people are rare. Where there is a will, there is a way. It is said that the most beautiful scenery is in the farthest and most dangerous place, and only those who make up their minds can reach it. Naturally, life is also like this: how can we easily get the best state? You must work hard, be hungry and empty ... Only when you feel depressed and suffering can you appreciate the value of slow life and feel that this seemingly backward town has a culture and state that many big cities lack. In this way, all the pains suffered in the morning and many troubles and grievances suffered at ordinary times have a reasonable explanation. Time is shallow and the years are quiet, which is probably the best interpretation at this moment.

I don't know when the afterglow of the sunset has run out and the sky is getting darker. In order not to delay eating, I had to leave reluctantly.

Thinking about getting up at 4: 30 the next day and going to Hengshui No.2 Middle School to watch running exercises, everyone basically lost interest in hanging out at night. So, go back to your room and rest.

The night is already deep, and the first day of Hengshui is slowly coming to an end in everyone's sweet sleep.