Oral narration of the inner monologue of a woman who had a one-night stand

The inner monologue of a woman who had a one-night stand

Roll around~ Amei! , 32 years old, full-time housewife

As a woman, I also have the same needs and passions.

Many people envy me because I don’t have to go to work, I have a rich husband, and I live in a big house. However, money cannot buy time to accompany you. Every time I stay alone in an empty room, the silence is so quiet that I can almost hear the echo, and I feel that this kind of marriage is really sad.

So, I fell in love with the bar and the feeling of being tipsy. But that night, the only options were to go home alone or have a one-night stand. I didn't choose to go home, even so, I thought, I shouldn't be a bad woman. I just chose to release my body.

Pharaoh’s beloved concubine, female, 30 years old, freelancer

You have no choice in who you think you are.

I fall in love with words, talk with photos, and have sex with my boyfriend. In my opinion, love without sex is more precious. I have been in love for a long time, but he said that I have a mental illness. He said that love must be indulged. He could no longer control his desires. Once under control, he will go crazy. So we had a big fight.

So, on that panicked night, I gave my soul to love and my body to desire. When I wake up in the morning and there is a near stranger lying next to me, I think that love has finally come to an end. The beginning of desire is the end of love.

For anyone who is in this bustling city, you are always jumping to the rhythm and have no choice. You are just a fish without a direction. We have no value, our value is to indulge ourselves.

Ji Wei, age unknown, company employee

It’s just a game, don’t take it too seriously.

The online world is illusory, but beautiful. As an employee of a small company, the 9-to-5 work life is a bit boring compared to the feasting and entertainment. I always love to pursue fashion and freedom, and I feel that the carefree life is the most beautiful. In the forum, I met him who had the same idea. We chatted until late at night every day, traveling all over the world, about life, ideals, love, and work. Finally one day, he asked to meet.

Forget it, I kept comforting myself, since the prairie fire had already burned me, so why bother suppressing myself just to hold on. I closed my eyes and thought helplessly, allowing my body and mind to be freed from the oppression. This time has nothing to do with love, this time is just a game of self-indulgence. We each get what we need and cooperate happily.

Yi Duoyun, 28 years old, stewardess

I like one-night stands, which gives people the pleasure of conquering a city.

As a flight attendant, I spend less time with my boyfriend and more separation. This kind of relationship is completely unable to meet the needs of both parties, both psychologically and physically. Nothing can make a woman more proud than an affair on a plane. Turn other people's emotions into scorched earth, a city, an encounter, and a passion. Moreover, the body is a wonderful instrument. Even if it feels a little empty after a short period of joy, it is better than feeling nothing.

Coffee Kitten, 26 years old, wedding planner

I only care about having it once, not forever.

A job that seems sweet to outsiders has long since become numb to me. Often what I see in my eyes is happiness, but my heart is filled with loneliness. The pain caused by my boyfriend cheating on me two years ago has made me still unable to believe in those vows related to love. Even so, as a woman working alone in a strange city, there will always be times when she is lonely and she always wants to be embraced warmly by another person.

If you really want it, why not say: "Would you please stay with me tonight?" Life is short, so why leave too many regrets. A warm hug will always bring some comfort to a wounded heart.