Boyfriend is too controlling and loves to lie. After eight years of dating, I can't bear to break up with him. Did I do the right thing?

Read some stories every day. Author: Deep Sea Patrol

1

"I took it, and Yuan Hai came to see me again." Lu Chenchen sent this message to a group named "My door is always open for you" and soon received two replies.

"Yuan Hai? Is it the Yuan Hai I remember? Why isn't he dead? " Yang Chun replied.

"Why did he come to see you again? He is not short of money. " Qu Ruyi said.

"Who knows, I'm on my way to see him now." Lu returned to his group.

"Okay, let me know if there is any situation. Lao Yang and I are good at catching people and bodies. " Qu Ruyi said.

Lu turned off his mobile phone after sending a "good" expression pack, and quickly took out his foundation to make up his makeup in the taxi.

Yuan Hai gave her the location of the Hilton Hotel, which is the standard for him to come to Beijing. The same standard is the night show in the workers' sports bar and Lu's home in the East Third Ring Road. No matter how hurried he is every time he comes to Beijing, he will definitely go to these three places, just like a ceremony to remind him not to forget his idleness and the people he loved ten years ago.

Lu made up her makeup, and it just pointed to eight o'clock in the morning. Passers-by outside the window hurried in the opposite direction to Lu Chenchen. The morning rush didn't affect her, and she arrived at Hilton after half an hour.

When Yuan Hai opened the door, the pungent smell of wine came to his face. Lu can't help frowning. She didn't say much, and went in with Yuan Hai. She is used to meeting Yuan Hai like this.

Yuan Hai pointed to the sofa on the side, and his eyes could hardly be opened: "I just got back from work, too. Sit down and I'll sleep for a while. "

Yuan Hai didn't say why he was looking for Lu. He threw himself into the soft big bed and fell asleep in three seconds. Lu sighed, already accustomed to his manner. He secretly lifted the corner of the quilt and got in. Yuan Hai almost reached out and hugged her with a conditioned reflex.

"I miss you, don't go anywhere, be obedient." Yuan Hai muttered this sentence, but Lu did not move.

2

After eight years of long-distance love, Lu and Yuan Hai finally broke up two years ago.

When they broke up, both of them were still studying in new york. In late autumn in Manhattan, the stone road is immersed in the coolness of October, and the strong coffee smell is crowded at the tip of the nose, which makes people dizzy. Lv Chenchen lifted a gray scarf to cover the tip of her nose and temporarily escaped the smell.

She has been waiting for Yuan Hai for two hours, but the American style on the table has not moved, and it is already cold. Lu is patient, at least on the surface. She didn't look at the time anxiously, just looked at the street outside the window and stared at the wooden bread sign opposite.

Yuan Hai came from the street corner, with a long black trench coat and a thin gray turtle neck just covering the Adam's apple. Lu remembered what she bought. His slim figure is different from other locals in the street. His pace is slow, but every step is firm. His back fell in the sun at ten o'clock in the morning and he looked tall and lonely.

Yuan Hai pushed open the glass door of the coffee shop, and the shaking bell caught Lu's eye. He looked at her sitting by the window. The sun shone from her side and the fluff on her face was faintly visible. Her hair is shining with golden light, and her mouth is curved. If not, she just sat there quietly, like a newborn white jasmine, so pure that he dared not touch it.

Lv Chenchen didn't ask Yuan Hai why he was late. She knew that he had a hundred reasons to answer, which was the tacit understanding of their cooperation for eight years.

Yuan Hai looked very tired and said feebly, "What's the matter, why did you come out so early?"

Lu still smiled at him: "Shall we break up?"

When Yuan Hai heard this, he didn't take it seriously and asked helplessly, "What's the matter?"

Chen Chen is not prepared to answer his question. He pushed the big box with him and said, "This is what you left at my house. See if there's anything missing. I'll bring it to you next time. "

"Stop it." Yuan Hai was annoyed, leaned back and looked at her with a frown.

Lu didn't say anything, got up and left the cafe.

A week later, Yuan Haicai realized that Lu really broke up with him. In the past eight years, the proposition of "breaking up" has been mentioned many times, but it never lasted for a week. Yuan Hai thought it would be the same this time. But Lu didn't look for him again. Wechat black screen, the phone is not answered, and the apartment password has been changed. She seems to have suddenly disappeared from Yuan Haisheng's life.

Lu Chen Chen's departure is different from any previous one. She quietly took away the dragon backbone in Yuan Haisheng's life. Yuan Hai didn't realize how important he was when he was here. Until now, he didn't realize that eight years of feelings almost integrated half of him into Lu's body. She took off her clothes when she left. This kind of pain came late, but it was profound. Today, two years later, Yuan Hai stood at the intersection of East Third Ring Road in Beijing and looked out of the window, still feeling very painful.

three

Lu is tidying up her room. Several friends stayed with her the other day. Because Yuan Hai said he would come, he let them go back for the time being.

The things left by the girls were put into the cupboard in turn by her, and she was going to wait for Yuan Hai to leave before talking about the return of these things, so she was afraid of reading the wrong order.

Lu's plan is that Yuan Hai's appearance can occupy her day. One day, her life will return to normal, and even the things in the room can't be changed.

When Yuan Hai knocked at the door, it was already midnight. Lv Chenchen opened the door for him, half asleep. He was drunk and fell on Lu. Where can a girl of more than 80 kilograms bear this weight? They fell to the floor. Yuan Hai rolled over and lay on the ground, letting go of Lu Chenchen who was trapped below.

"How much wine did you drink?" Lv Chenchen got up to get water and kicked Yuan Hai lying on the ground.

Yuan Hai sat against the wall and picked up the teacup. His eyes were red: "A little."

Lu was annoyed. I don't know whether she is annoyed by herself or Yuan Hai. She looked at the clean house and suddenly felt a little ridiculous. There are only three big words in her heart: not worth it.

Yuan Hai is like a mangy dog she keeps. Whether it is her boyfriend or not, loyalty always comes first. There are other women around him, and they have been used to show off to Lu. Those women are obedient, tolerant, obedient and always beautiful, always 19 years old. In front of Lu, there was never a smiling face. She was a 25-year-old woman.

That night, Yuan Hai did nothing. It was really just one night. When he woke up, he got dressed and left. Lu asked for leave at home because he didn't go to work that day. She thought something would happen, but in the end she just watched him leave in disappointment.

She thought she had cleaned up the house, drove away her friends and went on holiday. Finally, Yuan Hai escaped like an impotent patient, leaving herself in this room, saying that Yuan Hai was an asshole, and she was not much different herself.

A few days later, Yuan Hai sent her a message saying that he was a little sorry for her that night. He has some problems with his family and is in a bad mood.

Lv Chenchen responded and replied, "I understand. Anyway, there has been nothing wrong with me. "

four

Whether Yuan Hai is a liar or not, Lu still can't understand, but at least every lie he told her is like a thorn in the root, which has been deeply rooted in Lu's heart forever.

When she was a freshman, Lu Chenchen flew to Los Angeles to attend her relatives' birthdays. In the middle of the night, he received a phone call from new york by Yuan Hai. He sobbed and cried like an adult.

Lu Chen Chen comforted him and booked the earliest flight back to new york. Yuan Hai was in tears, with a thick nasal voice, and Lu's motherhood was out of control.

"Grandpa is gone, grandpa is gone, I can't go back, I can't go back to see him off, he's gone." Yuan Hai cried on the phone.

Lu heart couldn't help a tight. She knew that Yuan Hai was brought up by her grandfather, so it is conceivable how hard his grandfather's death hit him.

Yuan Hai has always been a fragile person. He is sensitive, suspicious, melancholy and romantic, and he is an anomaly among boys of the same age. It is precisely because this man is different that Lu Chenchen saw him at a glance in the crowd.

Accustomed to the burning sunshine, girls began to peep into the dark corners, where there were damp moss, rotten dead leaves and unbearable melancholy buried. Yuan Hai stood in such a corner, coldly. When Lu first saw him, he couldn't help but want to give him all his temperatures.

Lu warmed Yuan Hai, and Yuan Hai dragged Lu into the cold. The world of two people is connected by ice and fire, and neither of them completely compromised, hurting each other, diluting and blending throughout adolescence.

Yuan Hai cried and asked Lu to return to him, to the cold new york, and not to leave him again. Lu didn't realize at that time that the flame in his heart was being doused by Yuan Hai's tears bit by bit.

Lv Chenchen almost rushed back to new york. She is wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt that she wore in warm Los Angeles. She stood shivering at the door of the apartment and rang the doorbell for ten minutes. At this time, the door had a little reaction.

Yuan Hai opened the door in a daze, looked at Lu, who was standing outside the door in panic, and simply said, "Here we are."

His attitude is too casual, as if it were not the same person on the phone. Lu even suspected that the phone call he received was just a dream, a dream she had had for four years.

Lv Chenchen walked into the room and hugged Yuan Hai from behind: "Are you all right?"

Yuan Hai's body didn't move, and he gently "hmm" with his voice.

"What do you want to eat? I'll do it for you. " Lv Chenchen put down her luggage and went into the kitchen. There are smelly dishes in the sink. The take-out box on one side is not cleaned up, and the refrigerator has been cleaned up. The bad smell made her close the door at once.

"Let's go out to eat." Lv Chenchen said, brimming with the feeling of almost vomiting.

Yuan Haiwo sat on the sofa and stared at her quietly: "If I hadn't called you yesterday, wouldn't you be ready to come back?"

Lu didn't understand what he meant, and suddenly asked some questions without head or tail. She froze in place.

"Do you have other people you like in Los Angeles? You went to see him yesterday, didn't you? " Yuan Hai continued to ask.

"I told you today is my cousin's birthday."

"How do I know it's really your cousin's birthday? You didn't lie to me?"

"Why should I lie to you?"

"If you don't love me, lie to me."

Lv Chenchen looked strangely into Yuan Hai's eyes. At that moment, she only felt a kind of cold distrust.

Lv Chenchen felt puzzled and didn't understand what someone was saying behind him, or Yuan Hai imagined it himself, so he had this ridiculous idea. Obviously, she was wronged by Yuan Hai, but now she is like a perpetrator under Yuan Hai's nose, inexplicably ashamed.

Later, I realized that she was not ashamed of what she had done wrong, but because she had lived in the shadow of Yuan Hai for a long time. His cold eyes are like ice thorns, and she is nailed to the shame column to pay the price for his inferiority and sensitivity instead of him.

Yuan Haijia also has a younger brother. Since childhood, the elders have obviously taken care of their younger brother more, and only grandpa is better for him. Knowing Lv Hou, I finally got a person who was kind to him wholeheartedly, so I held Lu tightly, and often even regarded him as a lifeline, which was the driving force for him to live well.

But after coming to the United States, Lu's dates became more and more. Because they are not in the same school, the number of meetings between two people is much less than when they are in China. Long-term loneliness brought Yuan Hai great anxiety, which finally broke out on the day when Lu went to Los Angeles.

Lv Chenchen did it next to Yuan Hai. He curled up in the corner of the sofa like an injured child and let Lu Chenchen hold him in his arms.

"I only love you, don't think too much." Lv Chenchen said softly, with a very gentle tone.

She still clearly remembers the peculiar smell in the room that day, and Yuan Hai's eyes full of doubts and fears. He is like a shadow, always hanging over Lu's head.

five

When Yuan Hai came to Beijing again, it was already summer, and Lv Zheng was preparing to move, so he didn't have much free time. She thought he would unreasonably ask her to meet, and even thought about the reason for refusing him: we are no longer boyfriend and girlfriend, and I have no obligation to accompany you.

But this time Yuan Hai was unexpectedly sensible. Instead of embarrassing Lu, he hired a moving company to help her.

Lu stood at the door of the room bored. Yuan Hai forbade her to move things alone, saying that these things were for men and she had to stand and watch.

Yuan Hai, wearing a black Burberry T-shirt and covered in dust, is helping a porter move the coffee table. The two men decided how to go downstairs seriously, completely ignoring their existence.

Lu gave birth to many things. When the last suitcase was loaded on the truck, five hours had passed. Yuan Hai stood at the gate of the community and had a big stretch, holding disposable gloves in his hand. He patted the dust on his hand and said, "Now you are free at last."

Lu turned to look at him and felt that he was somewhat unlike Yuan Hai. In the past, he must be self-centered. Not only will he not help her, but he will also try his best to force her out to accompany her.

This is growth? Lv Chenchen sighed silently in my mind.

"What do you want to eat tonight?" Yuan Hai seemed relaxed and asked with a hand on Lu's shoulder.

Lu wanted to think and said, "I'm not asking you to help me move today. You want to come, so if you invite me, I will go. "

Yuan nodded his head.

Lu Chenchen waved happily, and his mood rose inexplicably. He rolled his eyes twice and patted the restaurant: "Crispy ribs at the entrance of foreign trade."

The University of Foreign Trade is not far from Lu's community. They walked there, making irrelevant jokes and gossiping about the people around them like countless ordinary couples. Beijing is surprisingly hot in June. With a cup of iced coke bought by Yuan Hai in his hand, Lu felt that the summer heat had subsided a little. She couldn't tell whether the iced coke drove away the heat or the changed Yuan Hai was surprisingly considerate to drive away the heat. She's just a pity. If Yuan Hai had grown to be in his early tenth today, they would not have broken up two years ago.

Unfortunately, it has been two years.

This crispy sparerib is a shop they often came to eat in high school. At that time, there was only a small storefront with seven or eight small tables covered with oil stains. The boss wore a black waist and shuttled through the store.

In the past few years, the size of the store has tripled, clean and bright. The boss sat at the checkout counter and many waiters ran errands for him. The window seat I used to sit in hasn't moved, so I chose it.

The Arctic Ocean is an eternal taste. When it flowed down the throat, the feeling of washing your nose almost forced your tears out. Yuan Hai handed her a piece of paper and said to drink slowly.

"I used to love coming here to eat, and I was not tired of eating." Yuan Hai said.

Lu Chenchen poked at the ribs with chopsticks without looking up: "I don't want to eat every day."

"Then why don't you grow meat?" Yuan Hai poked her thin shoulder and pursed her lips.

"There are more psychological activities, and all the food is consumed." Chen Chen has made up his mind.

Yuan Hai was made to laugh by her, and it was especially nice to laugh. It is no exaggeration to say that this is the spring breeze in March. Lu likes the way he smiles, but when he was with her before, he was in adolescence and laughed too little.

Yuan gave her an inquiring look and cocked his head.

Lu Chenchen quickly turned away and wriggled: "You are a little different today, so I just watched it for a while."

"What's the difference?" Yuan Hai asked.

"Just ... smiling calmly." Lu said to him:

Yuan Hai bowed his head and raised his head again. He still smiled, but there were tears in his eyes.

"My grandfather really passed away this time."

Lu looked at him, unconsciously put down his chopsticks, and instantly lost his appetite. The bubbles in the Arctic Ocean gradually disappeared, and Yuan Hai's hair became longer in her eyes, as long as when she was in new york.

She remembered Yuan Hai's lies.

six

After returning from Los Angeles, Lu and Yuan Hai stayed in the apartment for two days and didn't go anywhere. She tidied up the apartment, sent all his clothes to dry cleaning and cooked a pot of porridge. When she sat on the sofa hill for a while, she found that her suitcase had never been opened from beginning to end, and she was still wearing the same suit as when she was in Los Angeles.

These two days, Yuan Hai has been sleeping. When she woke up, she was in tears and didn't say much. Lu was very worried that no matter how she comforted Yuan Haidu, it was useless.

But at the same time, to Lu's surprise, according to the relationship between Yuan and Lu, Yuan Hai's grandfather disappeared as soon as he died. Lu's parents should have known about it long ago, but they didn't tell her. While Yuan Hai was asleep, Lv Chenchen called his parents.

"Yuan Hai grandpa? Who told you that the old man had dinner with us yesterday? "

Lv Chenchen hangs up the phone and suddenly feels weak ... (Title: Beijing Love Story, Author: Deep Sea Patrol. From: read some stories every day and watch more exciting)